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"Hmm... I don't want him hurt either, keeping that from happening is so of the reason for my exisitence. Doesn't mean that I can just let you duck out, not when I already saw you." He murmured. Tera already knew that Kyruie was getting married, he'd come to terms with it in his own way, because he didn't know about his feelings for the other man. He could't wrap his head around it because he was stupidly naive.

He was drawn out of his thoughts as Kyruie leaned in to steal a kiss, something that caused him to go for a moment still before he gave a sigh, "Trying to see what an extra marital affair is like even before you're married?" He murmured, finding it tempting... at least he'd have one good memory to hold onto even if Kyruie wasn't his. He lifted his free hand, about to reach out to Kyruie, when he asked about Tera's memories. It was something that made him wince just a little bit.

"It's... complicated. Tera used to just chalk it all up to black outs, suspecting nothing... likely because he didn't want to know what was going on before. Recently it hasn't been so cut and dry. So many outside influences making him start to think something is up. He... he's onto me, I think."

"I... don't know. I mean, surely it would be weird, to know that someone was living half your life for you. I don't know how he'd react or if he'd try to... purge me." He murmured, finding that idea rather frightening. He knew that in times of peace there was no reason for him to be around but the idea of vanishing, of essentially dying, it didn't sit well with him. It was a terrifying thought in fact and not something that he wanted to face quite yet. There would come a day when he might have to, but for now... for now he just wanted to enjoy what time he did have even if it involved him forcefully taking over from time to time.

He gave a slow nod of his head, "If you think it best... though it's not as though it would be the first time he's woke up somewhere other then where he blacked out." This time at least he wasn't losing hours of his time he thought to himself idly before he said, "Well... I suppose I can believe you in this matter since you're so earnest. It almost makes you look a bit cute." Pushing up to his feet, stretching out all over, he glanced over at Kyruie before crooking a finger at him, "Come on, I demand a kiss as compensation. After that we will go back to the front door and you can talk to Tera."

Terasu knew that he was being a bit bad, asking for something he really shouldn't be asking for. He should be doing the whole 'friend' thing, offering Kyruie a shoulder to lean on, but why should he? He could leave Tera to do that sort of thing and Terasu would get from Kyruie the kiss that he wanted. Not as though Kyruie didn't want the same... and if he didn't he could just refuse, right? Instead of getting that refusal though he was given what he requested, a kiss. It started off as a simple enough thing, but got to be a lot longer and more involved then he'd been expecting. Not that he protested, instead allowing it for a time.

After a time he drew back, though only a bit, and starred at Kyruie, "As much as I would like to stay like this for a while longer I should probably let him have control back." He murmured, resting his forehead against that of Kyruie. It wouldn't be right to keep control forever just because he wanted to continue to flirt with someone who was about to become out of his reach forever. Bah, such a bother he thought to himself. As if he wanted to get attached to such an idiot... and what made it especially embarrassing because he'd continuously warned Tera to stay away from him. Yet both of them had ignored Terasu's sound advice. So he supposed that must mean that it was them that were the real idiots, not Kyruie.

Terasu wanted to tell Kyruie that it didn't really matter, not as though Tera hadn't come to away from where he'd blacked out before in the past. Still, it seemed to be important to Kyruie so he really should just let him have his way in at least this. It wasn't as though a walk back to the door was going to kill either of them after all. Givng a little sigh he walked along with Kyruie, silent as he went. The distance between his room and the front door was a short one, leaving with less time then he'd like to spend with Kyruie. The moment they arrived Kyruie stepped outside, seeming to be waiting for Tera to reappear.

"Even if it hurts him it's for the best. He's naive and stupid, he has no idea why he has interest in you, and it's best to keep it that way. Just tell him you two can still be friends or something." It might end up being a blatent lie if Kyruie found himself married and too busy to actually be friends with Tera but it would placate Tera for a while at least and that was what was important.

Letting his eyes close he released the control over Tera's body that he wrested away from him. It took a moment, with Tera standing in a slight daze, before he seemed to come to. He blinked a couple times, lifting a hand to rub at his eyes, before he looked to Kyruie, "Ah! Kyruie... you're here." He murmured, giving him a smile, "Sorry... just a little dizzy spell. Did you say something?"

"Something important?" He asked, then gave a slow nod of his head as Kyruie stuttered out what was going on, that he was getting married. It was something that he'd heard about, hearing the rumors of it, but being faced with the fact made it so much more real. It was one thing to hear about it from random people, it was another thing entirely to hear it right from the the groom to be himself.

Giving a slow nod of his head he said, "I... see... so you're getting married. I... umm... congratluations?" He'd told himself that he would congratulate Kyruie even if he did want to. A comment that had the voice in his head giving a sort of huffing sound as though it wasn't something to celebrate. Tera did his best to ignore the sound as he instead sort of just clung to the the door knob to keep himself from giving any sort of negative reaction. He wanted to be happy for Kyruie after all since Kyruie was his friend though there was something about it he didn't like... though he didn't quite understand why yet.

Tera opened his mouth, wanting to say something, to try to find the right words for this situation but it was hard to do so, if not impossible. What could he say? Kyruie was being made to marry the girl, not due to love but by his parents after all and from what he'd seen of them they were... strong. They seemed difficult to deal with at a glance as well, his first meeting with them being tense due to his previous meetings with Kyruie that nobody had known about. He wouldn't know how to deal with it if it was him so he had no idea how to deal with it as a third party either.

"I see... I'm... sorry. If there was anything I could do, Kyruie, I would..." He wished that he could do something to help or find the right words, but words seemed to fail him. Lifting a hand up toward him he reached out, hesitated for a moment, then reached out to stroke a hand over Kyruie's cheek.

To say that Tera was surprised by Kyruie's response was an understatement. His whole body seemed to go stock still, a gasping sound escaping from him that was swallowed by the kiss. It was a deep, passionate sort of kiss, the sort that Tera had never experienced before. It was something that had him clinging to Kyruie's shirt for a moment... before the voice in his head seemed to all but scream at him to move! Kyruie wasn't meant for him, he was getting married, Tera was causing him to cheat on his wife to be. They... he... couldn't do this, couldn't let Kyruie get away with such a thing.

It was something that caused him to jerk backwards, starring up at Kyruie with wide, somewhat watery eyes, "I... umm... I... can't, I don't want to mess up your marriage... or make your wife sad..." He murmured, taking a couple shuffling steps back, "I can... be a friend but... I kissing feels wrong somehow." While he said that, words that were somehow softer then the voice in his head that was barking about how they wouldn't be his mistress! It seemed as though the word didn't quite fit, Tera wasn't a woman after all, but the meaning fit at least.

Tera gave him the best smile he could muster and said, "Not yet, but you're going to be... she's your fiancee and I feel like we shouldn't do such things." Not to mention that getting kisses like that had been surprising enough that it had completely thrown him off kilter. The two of them had been together a lot, he'd gotten a couple kisses from Kyruie, but there was nothing like that one. It was a strange mix of passion and desperation that made him a little... sad. Giving a little sigh he step back from him, "I... wish it weren't so but... no, sorry, that was rude of me. Forget that I said that." Saying such a thing was just... mean of him.

Giving a soft laugh Tera nodded, "I... know that feeling. I like being around you, Kyruie..." He didn't feel as crazy as he did around 'normal' people. He felt comfortable around him, as though he wasn't as weird and broken, but now he was going to lose his friend. Would his wife even want Kyruie going out hanging out with old friends? Especially weird ones like him. As Kyruie spoke of how he was stuck living a lie, that he didn't know if he could do it. It made him want nothing more then to give him another hug even though he knew it would be a bit on the dangerous side, inviting more of those kisses...

Don't even think about it. A very unfriendly and unamused warning from the voice in the back of his head, one that kept him from moving any closer to Kyruie as he asked, "Do you think... that you'll be able to come to visit?" He probably shouldn't if Kyruie was tempted again to give out such kisses but Tera didn't want to see him leave forever.