::Stronger::


I've had a lot of time to think since Kage came to take Hexxis. As such, a lot happened too. Hexxis ended up staying with Tri after she was saved, Ashral died stabbed in the heart by someone, and Ree went missing after dropping off her body to Mara.

I had a long talk with Alice, she said I'm strong but my fear can result in my death and the death of others. And she's right. My hesitancy almost killed Mara. Mara has been holed up with Kae working on SIU relations. Leukos has been.. distant.

My only friend has come from a girl named Ana in the form of a ghost avatar on my phone.

Then Alice stopped talking to me too.

I feel pretty alone. And I'm scared that I'm not strong enough to protect the ones I love. Especially if that guy realizes who my parents are. If he was after a weapon, or whether it be that Haven wanted to take her by force. If they knew we were twins. That I was the weaker one.. would they come for me too? I don't want to be weak. I refuse.

So I made arrangements to the physician to compare my abilities and strength to Hexxis. She's my twin after all. And Haven was able to make her into a weapon. At least if I can just know I have that potential too, I can do things with my life. Become stronger than her. Protect Mara and Ree where she couldn't. I don't have the hinderance of those commands they put in her head. Maybe I was meant for so much more.

The results came back that I am physically stronger than Hexxis and have the potential to be as good or better than her. I want to prove myself to Mara. That she can trust me. Rely on me. That I can be strong.

Nothing will stop me. Not Kage, Not Rasiel the Killer, and not the Fire Lady. I will protect this place. My home.

[Below is a paper with a schedule on it.]

6:00AM: Wake up
6:00AM-6:15AM: Get Dressed
6:15AM-6:45AM: Running Outdoors
6:45AM-7:15AM: Running Indoors
7:15AM-7:45AM: Shower/Change
8:00AM-8:30AM: Breakfast
8:30AM-10:30AM: Research
10:30AM-12:00PM: Physical Training (Rotation)
12:00PM-12:30PM: Shower
12:30PM-1:30PM: Lunch
1:30PM-2:00PM: Reading
2:00PM-4:30PM: Powers Training
4:30PM-5:00PM: Shower
5:00PM-6:00PM: Dinner
6:00PM-8:00PM: Studying
8:00PM-10:00PM: Relax/Change
10:00PM: Sleep

"Stay motivated. Never lose sight of what you want to protect. I will not not give up. And I will never be weak again."