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 Posted: Tue Sep 08, 2015 4:10 pm
God ******** damn it. There he went again.
"It does matter, regardless if you think it doesn't. It does. How many ******** ways do I need to say it for you in order for you to get it? Do I need to learn Japanese for you to get it Kaz? Is that it?" There were options. Something could have been done. Something always could have been done.
"Did you even try to do anything other then save it? You could have brought the.. whatever it's called here first. You didn't. You could have talked it over with your land lord. You didn't. Hell, technically you probably still could, again assuming you left it here." Kazuo probably wouldn't do that. Kraven moved again, weaving his way around Kazuo and stalking back into the other room to find his cigarettes. What he found however, was Ko beatting at one of the piss poor excuses of a plant Kraven actually had in his place. His brow twitched slightly as he watched, but dismissed the cat with little more then a vague threat of putting any loose dirt in its food dish if it knocked the pot over.
Finding his pack, Kraven lit up another one and took an agitated drag from it. "Do you even know if my complex takes pets?" He called. Had it occured to Kazuo that maybe they could end up back on the streets again? "It matters." He said again, walking back towards the room, this time chosing to lean against the door frame. "Because all I wanted was to make sure you were okay with this. That you were happy. Whether that meant being happy in general. Or being here. With me. And if not, that I could do something to change it. But, you said it doesn't matter." So why bother. "I don't know how to change that Kazuo."
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Posted: Tue Sep 08, 2015 4:26 pm
So... that's what he meant. Kazuo felt his chest tighten and he just bowed his head a little. He sighed slowly and rubbed at his face again before shaking his head. "I... ...want to be here with you," he whispered, not sure if Kraven could hear him. "No. I didn't... call. I.." Tears sprang to his eyes and he just stayed where he was, but crouched down to pull his hoodie over his knees. He wasn't happy. He wasn't happy with how things went, with how things were going. Maybe he should just leave and go apply for apartments elsewhere. Maybe he should just... Leave. He rested his forehead on his knees as he sniffled, keeping it quiet so Kraven didn't see him like this. "I'm sorry." He said this so Kraven could hear him. "....I'm sorry." Sorry he didn't think ahead, sorry he was being a bad boyfriend. "I don't know what to do.."
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Posted: Tue Sep 08, 2015 5:14 pm
Kraven sighed and pushed off the frame and padded quietly into the room. He grabbed a spare ashtray off a shelf and tapped the ash into it. The taller man stopped in front of Kaz and just stared at him for a moment before bending down and sitting in front of the younger man. Kraven's long legs bracketed Kaz. Setting the tray on the floor, and the cigarette in it, Kraven wrapped an arm around Kaz' body as he leaned against him. "I want you to be here with me too." He said.
"It's okay." Kazuo had tried to do the right thing. Kraven would give him that. But he hadn't thought of all the options. "Look, I get you're use to doing things on your own Kaz. Believe me, I know the mentality. But you're not by yourself anymore. What you do affects others. You have to think a little more before you do something, half pint.
"It's okay." He said again, dropping his chin against Kaz' body. It was a bit awkward with the height difference but.. whatever. Kraven could deal with a few stiff joints later. "We'll figure out what to do from here." He muttered, vaguely keeping an ear out for the tell tail-" Ha. Animal pun. "-signs that the pot did indeed fall over. "For the record though. You lucked out. This complex takes some pets. Nothing over a particular size. So the fuzzrat is safe. But you need to learn to... I don't know. Just... don't rush straight into things. Even if it's just taking a cat in." Kraven rubbed at the smaller mans back. "If you want, you can leave it here and go see if the Landlord will give you your old place back."
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2015 10:14 pm
Kazuo leaned into the heat he found himself engulfed in and then just let out a shaky breath at the words spoken above his head. He couldn't help the crying because he was so frustrated and it felt like everyone was out to make him mad or sad or something lately. He just wanted something good, and he honestly thought that he ******** things up here. The Japanese man felt like he was at wits end right now and with the communication issues between the two of them he just.. He wanted to quit at life. Just restart the day or something. Or go curl up in a dark corner and stay there until he was forgotten about, the problem was forgotten about and he could continue on after that. And then Kraven said he could see his landlord and his heart plummeted all over again. Maybe Kraven didn't want him here after all. Maybe... it was too soon, or he blew his chance with this fight, and he could feel the panic creeping up his skin and clawing at him like an unseen youma. He needed to breath. He needed to pull it together. He tried to curl himself into a tighter ball and just stayed there, stayed quiet, not even sniffling as he tried to think. "...Do you... want me to go see the landlord of my apartment building?" It was muffled with his knees, but still, he sounded hurt. He sounded quiet and hurt and exhausted already.
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2015 10:46 pm
The hand that was wrapped around Kaz shifted, uncurling only to preform a lazy dance of shifting between drawing circles in the smaller mans back, scratching lightly and gently rubbing. Kraven figured it was probably best just to let Kazuo cry it out. To release whatever pent up aggravation and energy he had from this and let it out.
That was suppose to be the plan anyway.
His hand stopped when Kaz spoke and he blinked down at the small mass in the center of a tangle of limbs. Sometimes Kraven thought Kaz asked stupid questions on purpose.
Sometimes.
"Alright. Come out of there." Kraven grumbled as he tried to pry his boyfriend out of the hoodie, only managing to some how get the hood off without pulling Kaz's hair. (Hey it was a success in his book.) "What did I just say Kaz. Did you even listen first thing I said?" Had he NOT just told him that he wanted the other man here? Or had Kraven just imagined it. Cause he was pretty damn sure he'd said it. "You don't listen do you? I just told you what I wanted..."
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2015 10:54 pm
"But then you said I could talk to my landlord about getting my apartment back." He looked up at the other when his hood was pulled off his head (much to his grimacing) and just stared at the taller man with red eyes and tear stained cheeks. Finally Kazuo sniffled and then just sighed, not really moving to uncurl himself. He was going to hurt so much, he knew. "....I don't want to talk to my landlord.. Don't... Just." He didn't know what he was trying to say and rubbed his face over his knees as he ducked his head again. "Nothing. I don't know. Just.. I don't want to talk to him. I'm sorry. I'll be fine. I just.. need a minute.." Or longer.
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Posted: Wed Sep 16, 2015 11:07 pm
"I said, if you want to. Meaning to have a desire to do something or to wish for. You don't want to. So don't. That's fine. You don't have to talk to that a*****e. Remember, I told you I wanted what made you happy Kaz. Whether that was being here or at your old apartment. Kraven had just enough time to whip at one of Kaz's cheeks before his head ducked back down and the smaller man hid his face once more. So Kraven decided he could settle for playing with Kazuo's hair.
"It's okay." Kraven murmured, twisting a short lock of brown hair around his finger. "Yer legs are gonna be jacked though." He said, moving on to another piece. "Sure you don't wanna stretch out?" Kraven let the hair fall, abandonning the want to twirl it around his finger and instead opting to just run his hand through the damp mess. "Sides, you moving in here totally proves the point that you meant six months from now."
AAAAAAand he was back to being a jack a**.
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Posted: Thu Sep 24, 2015 9:44 pm
Kazuo sniffled hard and just let his eyes water all over again and just looked up at his boyfriend, brows knitting. Slowly the Japanese man leaned into the other's hand and just slowly sat down on the floor like a normal person and unfolded his legs. It hurt to do, his boyfriend was right, but Jesus. Slowly he leaned forward to touch his toes and then sniffled a little more before shuffling to the other's side. "....Well... circumstances." The man shrugged a little more and just wrapped both arms around Kraven's neck.
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Posted: Mon Oct 05, 2015 7:26 pm
Kraven's hands moved once more, this time to his boyfriends legs as he gently rubbed at the limbs, trying to release some of the tension in them. He blinked at Kaz as arms wrapped around his neck. "Yeah.. Circumstances.."
A dull thunk, followed by a frantic scurrying noise sounded from the other room and Kraven sighed. "All joking aside, please don't turn this into a Noah's Arc sorta thing... I don't know the limit of pets allowed here. I'm beggin you on this, and when do I ever beg Kaz. Seriously." The taller man rubbed at Kazuo's legs some more before a thought struck him. "...Wait a sec. You found a kitten. What the ********, you know you have a bird right?"
Saint Sergio Kraven is picturing Sylvester and Tweety in his mind I SWEAR IT
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Posted: Fri Oct 16, 2015 9:58 am
Kazuo just leaned against him again and then blinked at the sound from the other room with a wince. Oops. He would keep a mental tab and pay the other back for what he owed. Sighing slowly, he rubbed at his boyfriend's legs before blinking. "I know.. I'll teach the kitten to not pay much mind to Sho." He smiled a little and shrugged. "Sho's... panicky, but he's cute. ...I can put him near a window and he'll be happy to just watch outside. He gets covered at night until I wake up so he shouldn't make too much noise at night. ...He's a bird though, a finch, so.. Sorry about the noise?" [Mistress Morbid] We could easily wrap it up with your next post~ Sort of a fade on the day.
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