"For me it is a good reason to wake up every morning, there are no end of mysteries. Bad for the survival though, I will give you that much." Survival did not make too much difference to Lawrence, if he died as far as he was concerned that was that. It was not something to lament or dread, simply a null state where any speculation on what he might feel about the event would be utterly pointless to consider. "Killing is so messy, I am sure there are simpler fixes out there to be found than having to fight them all off one by one."
The unfortunate figure in front of them got a level and professional look as Leslie scolded him, he did not volunteer his own insight into the ailment, it had been most unpleasant.
"Some people likely just find the pain worth ..yes, whatever it is they get out of it." he made a concerned sort of face at the other man. "Definitely not something I'd take up as a hobby."
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