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Posted: Thu Mar 26, 2015 12:25 am

The subtle passiveness or at least the lack of fear in her response seemed to for the time being fend off the spike of aggression that rose up in him. He remembered that she was not the woman he wanted her to be, he could not overpower her easily, she wasn't real. None of this was ******** real, it didn't make any ******** sense and he wished he had more booze.

"Otto?" he said slowly, his mind sluggish and weary. "You musta got too needy on him." he said. "He's like... he'sh one of those like. Like flighty ones. No one will have him. Like...that girl that like, you think this is forever and like...one day its not enough and they move to s'mthin else. He's like that." it was all said matter of factly, as if he was speaking fact rather than just the usual imposing his views on other people. "He doesn't want partners and s**t, he just wants good matesh who urnae gonnae like..get heavy on him." He looked puzzled at this. "Did you get heavy on him? No don't answer that just.."

He let his hand be removed, relaxing again with a sigh that smelled like too much booze. "I lost Jordan." he said. "And Ace... Ace I.." And the words caught up in his throat. It was impossible to speak around all the heartache at his own weakness lately and his trying to escape when he should run to Harrison and not the booze. But he was supposed to be an equal not a burden and this was something he knew.

It was obvious there was too much emotion attached to the thought, he knew he'd start crying or something stupid if he tried to articulate it. So he cut it off. "Someone better is going to take him from me someday." he murmured. "And I'm going to let them because I can't deserve anything." he closed his eyes.

"I need to get...more ******** booze."

Posted: Thu Mar 26, 2015 12:47 am

Too needy. Maebe Grace Bertrand had become the kind of girl that was too needy, according to Rep's observation. She giggled, pulling her lower lip between her teeth to push back the sound of her amusement. There had never been a time in her life when she'd have thought she would be that kind of girl.

And she still didn't, but neither did she mind entertaining the thought for a few minutes.

"Maybe I did push him away. He is really flighty. But God, I loved him. He was so good, so good. When he looked at me, I felt like I was the only person who ever existed. He was worse than a drug." And maybe that did make her sound needy, but she didn't mind. She was controlling her withdrawal symptoms pretty well, as far as she knew. At least she hadn't fallen off the wagon.

More than once.

When Rep told her that he was going to lose Ace because he couldn't deserve anything, she wanted to tell him how much she understood. She wanted to make him see just where her empathy truly came from. But he was just drunk enough to continue pushing that idea away, so she decided not to waste her breath. Rep didn't need her comfort, anyway. He needed -

More booze.

"I want some. Can I have some? I'll be good." She smiled, and nothing about her smile indicated anything good would come from giving her what she wanted.

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Posted: Thu Mar 26, 2015 8:51 am

Rep raised a drowsy eyebrow, Otto looking like someone was the only person in the world to him? He wondered how much of that was real and how much of it was what she wanted to see, Otto had had a lot of "true love" relationships and at this point Rep had marked the guy up as someone who would probably never settle. And maybe it was because of the island and what it did to people's minds, their ideas of the permanence of relationships. "A drug maybe. All drugs at th' end of the day dont care, they just take and take and its like do you want the bliss or survival and sometimes you choose the bliss. M'no gon' deny he's hot." he said. "I like that type, skinny, young, blonde." she got another of those sidelong looks.

He groaned at the idea of handing out booze for free. "Nnn..naw nae freebies, Ace..Ace'll kill me whn he gets back as it is."

Posted: Thu Mar 26, 2015 8:57 pm

She didn't want Rep, and Rep didn't want her. That changed nothing about how good it felt to be looked at in that way. Everyone wanted to be desired, she figured, as a lazy smile made its way up her cheeks. She was just better about accepting it.

"I get it. I don't like it, but I get it. You don't have to share, if it'll make him mad. If I really want a drink, I'll head to a bar on the outside and flash my pretty little.. smile." Her lips opened into a toothy grin, and she patted him on the cheek before slowly climbing up into a sitting position.

"You seem fine. I'm going to head back to my room now, but thanks for the hug, and the ego boost. I'll be sure to remember the way you looked at me, the next time I think I'm not-"

She couldn't finish the sentence, she interrupted herself with laughter at the absurdity of it all.

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