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 Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:16 am
Telor The Satah Kangaroo S.T.U. surprised oh, it's you shok... razz sorry I guess I don't make a good body guard.
*Will say nothing about ownership of said OD puppet*
I'm too tired to come up with my own jokes. sweatdrop a**l...fisting? sweatdrop
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:20 am
OD! Are you mass producing puppets of yourself to overthrow the government? >0
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enshokukitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:28 am
xd !!
Thanks for the great welcome back. heart
I'm really trying to pull myself together again. It sucks feeling this way.
I'm so glad I have such great support from my boyfriend. Any other guy would've just given up.
I'm home from school right now. My work is sent home to me like a "sick leave" sort of thing. He brings me my work and helps me understand it because we share chemistry classes. He visits me often, which is sweet. We talk almost every night on the phone or via AIM and he helps me sort out my problems. I hate to put so much weight on his shoulders but he tells me it's okay and that he loves me and wants me to feel better.
I don't know how I'm going to go back to school now. Everyone will be asking questions. I just don't feel up to talking to anyone about it. I can stay at home for the rest of the year because I'm classified as a "special needs" student due to my bipolar and OCD. I think it's my best bet. I'm still going to prom, though. I don't want to miss that. I'm really excited about going and so is my boyfriend. I hope I don't get plagued with questions then. Or at graduation. There's no way I'm missing that either.
College will be a fresh start. I'm looking forward to it.
Sorry for the long journal-entry-thing. I feel safe talking to you guys and I kinda needed to vent.
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:33 am
I think what's happening with you is simular with what happened to my friend at the begining of the year. =0
But, anyways, if people random start questioning you, just give 'em a big grin and say 's**t happens'.
It'll blow their minds long enough to make a excape! surprised
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enshokukitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:35 am
Quote: Sorry for the long journal-entry-thing. I feel safe talking to you guys and I kinda needed to vent. Aw, Ipo, don't ever apologize for that. everyone needs to vent at some point or another. That's what we're here for. heart And your boyfriend sounds really sweet. He seems like a really awesome guy! You're lucky, Ipo.
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:44 am
enshokukitsune I think what's happening with you is simular with what happened to my friend at the begining of the year. =0 But, anyways, if people random start questioning you, just give 'em a big grin and say 's**t happens'. It'll blow their minds long enough to make a excape! surprised That's a good one. 3nodding
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enshokukitsune Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:47 am
Candy Ipo That's a good one. 3nodding You could also just glare at them until they leave you alone. xD
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:48 am
Roisper Quaris Quote: Sorry for the long journal-entry-thing. I feel safe talking to you guys and I kinda needed to vent. Aw, Ipo, don't ever apologize for that. everyone needs to vent at some point or another. That's what we're here for. heart And your boyfriend sounds really sweet. He seems like a really awesome guy! You're lucky, Ipo. Thanks. heart I do feel lucky. I can't believe we found each other, given the circumstances. It's a long story... sweatdrop heart I'll always believe that everything happens for a reason.
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:49 am
Roisper Quaris Quote: Sorry for the long journal-entry-thing. I feel safe talking to you guys and I kinda needed to vent. Aw, Ipo, don't ever apologize for that. everyone needs to vent at some point or another. That's what we're here for. heart And your boyfriend sounds really sweet. He seems like a really awesome guy! You're lucky, Ipo.
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:52 am
enshokukitsune Candy Ipo That's a good one. 3nodding You could also just glare at them until they leave you alone. xD I'd feel bad, though. I'm too sweet to do something like that. Most people would ask me with good intentions. I just hate having to repeat myself about something I'd rather not discuss. "Oh, hey... yeah. I was gone from school because I wanted to kill myself, had no hope left, was extremely depressed, and I was plotting my suicide! So, how are you?"
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 11:56 am
That's why my first suggest is so great-- They'll be too stunned to ask you again! xD
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Posted: Sun Mar 19, 2006 12:13 pm
Iiiipo! ^^ *tacklehug*
Glad you're back, we were worried about you when you dissapeared just before the Halloween celebrations.
mad Emo=/=Depressed. Anyone who says that obviously doesn't know what depression is. Bleeeeh.
Congratulations on the boyfriend! ^^ I guess it's probably really nice to have that extra special person there to support you particularly at this time.
Bleh, school. xp Hated that.
Questions from people who don't understand... ._.; I always avoid that at all costs too, even in less important things than this. I like shok's sugestion. razz
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2006 7:50 pm
I saw a friend from school at the mall yesterday.
I tried to tell her that "s**t happens" but she kept asking what really happened.
And that she thought I dropped out of school.
I told her that I'm sick, and still in school. sad
Not a good start.
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2006 9:22 pm
Gah. ******** me feel like s**t because all I have to complain about are trivial things x_x
Anywho, welcome back. I could have posted in here before, but...lazyness stuff.
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Posted: Mon Mar 20, 2006 9:50 pm
Lord Setar Gah. ******** me feel like s**t because all I have to complain about are trivial things x_x Anywho, welcome back. I could have posted in here before, but...lazyness stuff. I think everyone complains about stupid little stuff. Hell, just a few nights ago, I started crying because I had asked my mum for cookies and she got the wrong kind... xd ; But I was very depressed and moody beforehand...so...yeah xd;
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