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Posted: Thu Dec 11, 2014 3:22 pm
Oh, oh yeah. Not everyone had a sweet insurance plan like Abbi's father had, something she was always forgetting around Leslie, and the reminder of that only made her feel more sour. She should be happy he got something out of his liaison, that he was healing from his experiences in Russian enough to seek out whatever it was he was seeking, but the selfish blight on her heart just kept throbbing louder. "You know nothing, Leslie Miller." Was all she settled on with a pout, shoving the pocky box in his direction and turning to find her first aid kit. Stored in her closet in a cutely decorated plastic box, Abbi pulled the thing out and slid it across the room toward her friend. "Bruh. Bruh. A book about a hetero couple can't be gay. Why ya gotta say that all the time?" Sure, she knew he was using the word to mean stupid, but hadn't he ever seen those commercials with Wanda Sykes about how using 'gay' was a stupid way to say something was stupid? "Man, you're just a grump bucket today for gettin' some." She frowned more, conflicted about whether she should kick him when he was literally down or try to stop being a jerk. Eventually she settled on nudging his knee gently with her toe before she plopped down in front of him. "Gimme an arm." A roll of bandages was uncurled, waited for him to do as she instructed. "I don't get why you're so jumpy about this... Its not like it was your first time, right?"
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Posted: Tue Dec 16, 2014 5:34 pm
"I ddddon't understandddd," he whined, kicking his left foot a little in a way that came out more petulant than he'd intended. But Leslie did not feel good, and it was easier to pitch a fit than cope with what he was really feeling. "Is this gonna add to the length of my book list and s**t? It's already way longer than I can handle, Abbi, s**t." Leslie scowled, obediently offering Abbi an arm as she asked, falling oddly silent. "It wasn't," he muttered, shoulders hunching. "But it--" His stomach did flips. Would she know how momentous this was? How horrifying it was to admit this to him, and why? (What had she seen through the mirror of Wonderland, why she indulged him so.) "It's the, uh. First time that I wanted to. With. A guy." AyeAvast omgosh qq i was so slow i'm so sorry have some angst /sparkles
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Posted: Sun Dec 21, 2014 7:08 pm
For once, Abbi took leniency on Leslie when he whined and turned somewhat soft. As soft as an annoying younger sister type could ever really turn when further proving her intelligent dominance. "OK, look, that reference is a book but even I haven't finished the series so we'll just stick to the TV show instead." It was the least she could do for him, after all. The offered arm is taken gently, the sleeves rolled back in a slow manner that suggests the girl is still learning that she ought to slow down around injured people. Quiet doesn't bother her, sure its a bit strange around Leslie when they are both so energetic is different ways, but after his stint in the Infirmary Abbi has learned that silence isn't bad. It can speak just as loudly as they can, but when he does finally speak she is a bit surprised. Abbi wants to gush forth 'I won't judge you!' simply because extra curricular activities of the adult kind can provoke bashfulness in people, but what finally seems to be the reason for Leslie's quiet doesn't phase Abbi like she thinks it will. "Oooohhh, I getcha." She replies as though she has simply misunderstood something simple, like a small misstep in an otherwise easy set of instructions. "Next time you hopin' for something a little... Not so violent?" Maybe its because nothing on this Island can really surprise her, what with the multitude of variant people here, or maybe its because all those "doth protest too much" moments really did sink in. Regardless Abbi continues to wind the bandage around Leslie's wrist. She finishes and motions for the next one. No big. cherno astra nOT AS SLOW AS MEEEEEEEE ;7;///
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Posted: Sun Dec 28, 2014 2:17 pm
Leslie pulled a face, equally strained as it was horrified. He'd already said this much, and every extra syllable seemed to cause him physical pain. His head was still cloudy, and Leslie was honestly half-sure he was still a little drunk. "Uh," he muttered, staring at Abbi's delicate work, "...not...really." Obediently, he offered her his other arm. "You know you could ********' get some too, you know?" Leslie laughed, but it rang hollow. "Just have to lower your standards enough and s**t, and turns out, sex is a basic, primitive instinct. Who ******** knew."
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Posted: Thu Jan 08, 2015 7:38 pm
"Its probably better for your health to find something a bit more... Vanilla." Were the situation appropriate to such a thing Abbi might have giggled at her usage of the word, but she was a bit busy pretending not to notice Leslie's strained face. He looked mixed up and turned around, but the girl was not kind enough to drop the conversation. Not when he got her involved in the talk of Adult Liaisons. An incredulous pout looks up at Leslie before it turns down to tie the end of the bandage in place. "I don't think even if I lowered my standards to 'barely breathing' that I would get anyone." There was a dash of bitterness in that that Abbi tried to hurry past. "'Sides... I don't think I'm really a 'One Night Stand' kinda girl. Never tried though, yanno... Cause of... Circumstances." Mostly involving the fact that prior to Deus she couldn't even step into a bar and the whole never having much touched anyone of the opposite sex for most of her life thing. "So you gotta type?" Yes they were having this conversation, she would be sorry later Leslie.
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Posted: Sat Jan 10, 2015 11:05 pm
He could have died of shame, horror, and disgust. Instead, he just muttered wordlessly and moved to curl up on the floor, smooshing his face onto her leg. She was a good pillow. "I wasn't even ******** looking to begin with," he snapped, misrable. Had he been elsewhere, Leslie might have kicked a rock in frustration. At her professing that she couldn't get any, Leslie just snorted. "Trust me, you could." He poked her boob with one finger. "You have boobs, you could get some. It just wouldn't be what you wanted and s**t. What he'd gotten hadn't been what he'd wanted, either. "Besides. You deserve better anyway, or whatever." It's not like he was sentimental or anything, god. He covered his face with both hands. "Oh my god, NO. ABBI, NO. I am not answering that ******** question. It wasn't-- it--" He'd never been so flustered before.
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Posted: Tue Jan 13, 2015 6:07 pm
With her first aid finished, Abbi packed back the left over pieces, crinkling up what she considered trash into a tight ball that she tossed at a pastel wastebasket. Not wanting to take the spotlight away from her now prostrate friend, the teen made no mention of the fact she'd made the throw flawlessly. "Not looking is usually when you find something good. S'called 'serendipity'." Though, to be fair, what Leslie found seemed something neither of them really considered an agreeable discovery. Normally one to think of one night stands as semi-regretful events, Abbi was reluctant to classify Leslie's experience as such simply because he was admitting to his preferences. A tiny squeak left her when he touched her, a hand slapping onto her plush extension to hold it closer to herself. "Then what's the point if its not what I want?" She was being sincere, if a little confused at the same time. Happy to allow her tsun his sentimentality in favor of making him fuss more, Abbi pushed on one shoulder. "Aw c'mon, I wanna know! I'm guessing bookish isn't really your deal, so what could it be hhhmmmm."
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Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2015 12:58 am
"Yeah, and a lot of other bullshit on the ******** way." Forever a cynic. Leslie's stomach flipped, turning bad like it hadn't since Russia, since Mexico. He couldn't be a ******** f**. Rep couldn't be right about him. "I don't know, you were the one bitching and pitching a ******** fit about it. Nothing to be jealous of, I promise." (He said that now, but Leslie had been all too happy to say yes under duress, and he was strong enough to win, even intoxicated, even high, had he truly been opposed there would have been a wave of destruction cut with blue crystal-- but there had been nothing but a good night with a bad man, even if the good was arguable. He'd never been so miserable and confused.) "Mean," Leslie said, answering her question. "He was mean."
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Posted: Wed Jan 28, 2015 7:01 pm
The girl scrunched up her nose at him, clearly unconvinced of his cynicism, though if the roles were reversed she would probably have said something similar. "I-D-K about that." Was all she settled on, petting his hair and casually braiding a very small part of it, hopefully without his noticing. Abbi ignored the accusation of throwing a fit, humming once thoughtfully as she finished the braid and set about undoing her work. A moment passed before she spoke again, this time much quieter and with a bit more sentimentality than before. "You don't deserve someone mean. You deserve someone who'll treat you like spun sugar and who tastes just like that too."
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Posted: Tue Feb 03, 2015 5:42 pm
He had tried to explain, once, what Abbi was to him. To Shu, of all people, who didn't quite seem to want to see them as just friends, like they were, as if it were lesser. As if dating would make them more. To Leslie, she was a new type of home-security-safety, wrapped up by an both an iron-spined tenacity as well as her capacity for kindness. Abbi was enough to hold him up, even if they were "just" friends, and kind enough to indulge his crippling need to be, even if it was for just a little while. Leslie deserved worse, he knew. That sort of thought was a common train: it had been beaten into him a long time ago, and it was better to know your place than hope and experience disappointment. But it didn't mean he wasn't grateful. He appreciated her kindness the same way a stray dog lingered close after scraps, craving just a little bit more, with fleeting looks and hunched shoulders. (He had not, in fact, really noticed the braid.) His laugh rang hollow. "You've never been so wrong," he murmured, closing his eyes. She smelled like candy, of something sweet and honeyed. Even if she was right-- which she was not, not with the taste of ash and blood in his mouth, not with the lingering memories of large hands against his skin, not with his sins, both real and imagined-- he didn't want that. He looked at happy couples and it was like watching a ticking time bomb, counting down until the relationships were over, or ugly, or both. Sweetness? Ha. But wat did Leslie want, if he sifted through the knots, untangling them one by one? Maybe he was too scared to really know. Maybe probing too hard set his teeth on edge, panic rising in every bit of him. "Can I just," Leslie asked, his voice breaking, fingers curled tight, white knuckled. "Can I--" It came up, slowly, loosening just a little. "Hold your, I don't know, your ******** hand, a little while? Just, a little while. Please--" Leslie's eyes were shut tight, and his hand shook, only half unclenched. Asking for even this was too much. His tone had never been so plaintive.
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2015 4:47 pm
"Maybe I am." Abbi shrugged and brushed out the rest of the braid, gone off to her place where she knew more than him in all matters regardless, as well as a place that does not let the lonely quality of his laugh bother her. "But probs not."Comparing Leslie to a stray dog is not at all a farfetched idea, but it is something multifaceted the girl doesn't understand fully. Maybe it all started back in Wonderland where she had seen him and his dog, had seen his kindness masked in frustration and bitterness and already too gone to fight in a different way than the physical. Most likely it stemmed from the fact that Abbi viewed most people in the same way as animals to begin with, she didn't know what either were thinking, and so far being kind had not done her much harm. But what she does know for a fact is that Leslie is much more to her than just a friend. To Abbi, Leslie has become the best sort of family because they chose each other. When he asks for her hand she wants to play surprised, she wants to tease him about showing such sentimentality but there is something in his voice, in the shake of his hand, that turns her kind. "Sure." Is all she says, chipper but soft, and slips her fingers into his shadowed palm. They are in this together, they are a short, spunky little cobbled together family. There is nothing lesser about that, there is a great deal of love that Abbi feels for Leslie, but it is too pure to ever be muddled with romantic interest. She finds nothing lacking in their friendship, for Leslie is something she's never thought she could properly have. They are not the kind of friends she imagined she ought to have, but Abbi is learning that what she thinks ought to happen is a bit boring compared to what she has. The hand not in Leslie's continues to brush his hair, gently as though he really is a worried dog, a lopsided smile on Abbi's face. "We'll take a nap soon, okies?" It is the promise of being here in the future, whether that future is in five minutes or until both of them do their job to fulfillment. They are friends, they are family, and Abbi is glad to have Leslie. Cherno Astra hellO DID YOU WANT A SAPPY POST HERE YA GOOOOO
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Posted: Wed Feb 04, 2015 5:29 pm
He held onto her hand like it was a lifeline, pulling it flush against his chest, as if she might decide to take back her gift of kindness at any given moment. The lines in his back began to ease-- just a little bit-- as the tenseness bled out. Leslie shifted, curling up more against Abbi's side, face pressed to her shoulder, and if there are a few tears, then, well, she's seen him in a worse state. "Okay," he replied, small and hoarse, the thud of his heart heavy in his ribs. Blood family had never done anything good for him; this chosen one was superior in every way. He butted his head into Abbi's hand, still shaking, and tried to keep going. "I ever tell you who pulled me out of that base in Russia?" AyeAvast first of all how dare u (it's perfect they're perfect)
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Posted: Thu Feb 05, 2015 3:20 pm
Not in a million years would Abbi ever think of something so traitorous as going back on her gifts, so she turns mildly limp in an unspoken attempt to let Leslie know he can pull her wherever he'd like. Any tears she feels soak through her shirt or plop against her collarbone are ignored, her hand continuing to pet him. "Nah, never mentioned it." Which was mostly on account that Abbi had never thought to ask. When she had told Leslie she would say nothing upon his return and her arrival to the Infirmary to see him, she had meant it in a wholly encompassing manner. She hadn't really ever asked about that time, had only peeked at his chart when she could and then let the whole thing go. If he needed to work out what happened there, it didn't have to be with her unless he wanted it to be. But Abbi had a hunch that she was not so much the person to tell such a dark tale to, more the one to dispel any remaining clouds if she could. But now, it doesn't seem taboo if he suggested it. "Who was it?" Sure, she had a few guesses, but she wanted to know if there would be a twist to the story.
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Posted: Fri Feb 06, 2015 7:41 pm
"Taym," Leslie said, quiet. "They-- you fight. Till the end, till the last man standing, you are gonna wanna fight when you're red and gonna wanna wish it was over when you're not. Ana-- she was. She was the only one left, and she was going to kill me. It was going to be slow, and painful-- and he. He ******** showed up. Looking like himself, talking like himself. But with something other than his own weapon. Just a runic, I think. And he said -- he said, in his voice, Get the ******** up, Miller." His Taym impression wasn't so good as the clone's. "I couldn't tell. At first. I wasn't. You saw. What I was like, when I got back, and it was worse, then, I just wanted to go home, I wanted to die, I wanted the red to come back so I wouldn't have to feel that way, I wanted--" Leslie let out a slow, shuddering exhalation. "It was a clone. He put a hand on my head to comfort me and a hand on my shoulder to guide me and said he was on a mission for-- for Tuesday, even though by my-- well, shitty, but-- by my math it was Thursday." He shrugged. "And when I woke up, and Taym talked to me in the infirmary, he just asked what the clone had said. And s**t, sometimes I just wish the other one was around. Which is-- it's ******** awful. I don't know. I don't know why I'm telling you this, or. I don't know." But Leslie was calming, a little. Enough to stop shaking. Enough focus off of himself, except that it had revealed so very much without him realizing.
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Posted: Tue Feb 10, 2015 8:05 pm
In silence Abbi listened to all of this, not even bothering to hum or fidget, the latter of which was very difficult given her general propensity to be generally active, even in rest. But it was important she didn't say anything. The same rules as before applied. A small note of surprise did leave her to find it was Taym, but more so to learn it wasn't really Taym. The teen only had a periphery knowledge of the man, mostly Tweets to go off, so it at least gave her a good reason to continue not speaking. Talk had circulated about clones, though Abbi had no tangible knowledge of them. Nor of the red that Leslie talked about, but it all sounded very... Honestly it sounded like one of the worst things she'd encountered thus far. It all seemed to stay with one in a worse way than normal, but she really didn't know. At the end of Leslie's speech she moved her hand to continue brushing his hair since she had stilled. She doesn't have much to say, so she shrugs slightly. "You don't have to know. N-B-D." Abbi cannot help but chuckle a little to herself before she wiggles under him. "C'mon, let's take a nap. You could probably do with a little rest. Then we'll go have lunch, okies?" Always a future offer, always she would try to give him what comfort she could.
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