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"Ugh! God damn it! I really didn't need to know that!" Fangite groaned, trying to shove the smaller man off. There were now horrible, horrible images playing in his head and Fangite found he wasn't sure which was worse. Those or the apparent 'memories' he had received. "You're an a**." The teen whined.

He blinked slowly when Kerberos leaned forward. "...Oi what are you do-" Oh. Surprisingly, Fangite didn't do anything. There was no frantic shuffling about, or cursing or anything. He just laid there in relative silence. "...Just this once." It was okay just this once. It was not okay though, and they both knew that. Fangite had Natron, and Kerberos had Luka. So then why were they allowing this to happen? All because Fang could tell Kerberos needed this more then he was letting on. He could tell in the way the senshi's hands curled into his uniform. By the way he had flinched earlier due to his name. If he was careful enough, he could feel the slightest tremors coming from the senshi.

"It's okay." He promised softly. "Everything's gonna be okay." Fangite wouldn't anything happen to his friend. "I'm not gonna go anywhere. I'm still me." The man added, remembering how Kerberos had commented on how he was still Fangite. Had he know? Had Kerberos seen him as an Order Knight in those memories?

"...I went rogue..." He said after a long moment of silence, his arm once again around Kerberos' shoulder. "I wasn't talking to anyone, both order or chaos, for a long time... Until I eventually purified." He mumbled. "I got tired of hurting I guess. Gabriel had disappeared and you were essentially..." Fangite sighed. There was no real way around it. When Kerberos ascended, Alex had died. "I'd lost you too at that point. So I figured that was a sure fire way to atleast, lessen it."

"I lost my civilian memories. So I forgot Gabriel." Which at the time had been perfect cause that was exactly what he wanted. "But at the same time I also forgot you." His arm moved from Kerberos' shoulder to his mid back, where he slowly began to rub small circles into the fabric. "You.. actually might have seen me after that." His memories were fuzzy, but he could just barely remember the blue haired senshi. "There was that attack, on the order camp? ...I died there." Fangite muttered softly. "It wasn't you. You didn't do it."

"It wasn't you. It was Bischofite... Not you." He promised. "Guess who pissed him off, again." Fangite deadpanned. "She's alright.." The teen murured gently. She was probably just as shaken as they were, but she had to be okay. "That's part of the job... Unfortunately. I don't like it anymore then you do but it's something we have to do." The lieutenant sighed as he tightened his grip on Kerberos before rolling the pair over on to their side. "...Spend the night." He said softly, a not-quite-a-demand demand. "You'll be over tomorrow anyway.." Fangite said as he reached up to disentangle the Laurels from Kerberos' hair. That probably had to be a b***h to lay on anyway. The teen then stretched up and placed a soft kiss against the senshi's forehead before hugging him to his shoulder. "We can keep an eye on each other. We'll all crash on the couch and watch movies or something." Hell, they could all just sit in silence on the couch. It didn't matter.

"You're arguing technicalities at this point. You knew what I meant..." He sighed. "Draining people is part of the job... As weird as it sounds.. You were doing that job. He reached up again, gently running his fingers over the cracks that splintered out of the hole. Part of him wasn't surprised when the skin actually felt like cracks, yet another part of him was. He pulled his hand back equally as slowly, turning it over as if he was expecting to see shards of something against his fingertips. "...No." He said slowly, as he began to come back to his senses. "I just know, that even after you tell me no. You'll show up at my door a few hours from now looking like a kicked puppy. I think Gabriel will be down for it. I think he's down for just about anything that doesn't involve me having a panic attack. Red paint looks strangely like blood by the way."

"It's just me.. Relax. I'm sorry." He said, pulling Kerberos against him. "I figured that was better then feeling around on your chest." Fangite shook his head, once again rubbing at the senshi's back. "I'm not going to let that happen to you. I won't let any of what happened happen to you." Fangite snorted lightly, looking down at Kerberos. "Right, because going to my place has totally stopped you from making dumb decisions before. Yeah, okay." He snorted lightly as he pulled himself from the other and moved to stand. He stopped however, in a kneeling position as he glanced back at the senshi. "...Want a ride?"

"I won't touch the holes. Not even exactly sure why I did that to begin with so..." Fangite shrugged. "Because people at my place has stopped you from trying before." He commented. It was cute how Kerb thought Fang wouldn't hear him. Dumbass. The Lieutenant snorted as he started for home. "I don't give a damn about your feet." Hell, Fangite had just now realized Kerberos was in fact, bare foot. ...Mostly. "Now shut up before I drop your a**."