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Ryuthulhu

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PostPosted: Sat Oct 18, 2014 4:46 pm


"I..." Ok he had no idea where to start on that one. That he hoped Luxor was better for her, even though he didn't really care for the guy? That he was still not convinced he was better? "Yeah well you're not with him. And if he comes anywhere near me I'll..." He stopped, because even after the nightmare of that relationship, he didn't know if she wanted to hear that he was tempted to gut the man with one of the chunks of horn on his net.

"He'd better steer clear." He finished.

People were fragile, he knew that. He still dreamed of being broken apart even when he'd lost pretty much every other memory... Magic only upped the chances of breaking... or healing.

"So maybe I'm the first." He finally managed, when he could put words together. "But I doubt I'm the last. You have Luxor... you have good friends... I'm starting from scratch. So start with me. Ok?"

Carneli
PostPosted: Sat Oct 18, 2014 8:28 pm


"He wants to ******** purify," Zia said, frustrated and going through motions with holding her forehead in her free hand and then stiffly straining it away. "And sometimes I think maybe that's okay and then other times I get reminded that I can't play the game as well as I thought and I'm just this giant sucker and he's playing me all over again and maybe I'm playing him, I can't tell anymore."

She set her empty cup down in Xanthus' almost hard enough to risk cracking it.

"I've been with Luxor for six months and I still can't stand the thought of letting him get any closer than holding my hand." And maybe occasional kissing, but no need for details. "I don't think that's going to work out. He'll get sick of that s**t, eventually."

She just scowled down at the city and pulled her blanket tight around her shoulders.

"I hate that I came back to this. No offense, I like being able to buy whatever your heart desires and we live pretty comfortably but I'm back in this world I don't belong in, and it's worse because I used to. And when I was struggling with Orpheus and money and my cracked head I didn't have time to realize that I don't fit in anymore, that I'm not playing well, and that..." She paused and swallowed. "That I'm not the prep school kid I was, and I'm not Zirconia's b***h anymore, and now I don't know who I am or what I want, I just know I'm not happy.

"So I'm sorry I was b***h about Bischofite, because god knows I've trusted worse. And I'm sorry I don't want to talk about what Castor did or a s**t load of other things. I'm sorry about a lot of things. In a lot of ways, you're all I got, and you keep a lot of me together, and if you're still around I think... I can start over with you. But not tonight. I can't sleep, and I don't want to go back down there. I just want to stay up here and be bitter for a little while."

She pulled out the crumpled package of cigarettes, her first in a while since a bought of trying to quit, and pressed on between her lips as she tried to get a spark from her light.

"Sorry."

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PostPosted: Sun Oct 19, 2014 6:12 am


"Bully for him." The angry snarl escaped faster than any attempts to be more... diplomatic about his feelings, though he followed by taking a deep breath and...trying to recover.

"If you think it's possible for him to purify, fine. But he can stay away from me when he does it, and I don't care if that makes me a hypocrite." He ran his fingers through his hair and fumbled around, trying to figure out how to explain how he felt that way.

"I owe you a lot, you're a good friend. I don't want to see you get hurt again."

He wasn't sure how he felt about the apology either, not when they were both strung out like this.

"Let's... you know. Concentrate on trying to get some rest...I guess... come and get me if you need anything."

Carneli
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