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 Posted: Fri Aug 20, 2004 10:52 pm
 8-02-04 It appears we are getting close to finding Pappila's Kithain. This pleases Cervus very much. With the recent freeing of Muris and this news it seems things are starting to look up for our people. It pleases me to see Cervus smiling and not worrying so much.
I believe Cervus will want to set a date for our wedding now that so many of us are free. I will not lie and say it does not frighten me a little. but I also look forward to it.
I've been spending so much time away from my people I hope they do not think bad of me for this. I feel I should go to the newer arrivals and greet them, but I really do not know what to say to them.
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Posted: Mon Aug 23, 2004 9:46 am
8-23-04 All seems really quiet around here lately. I'm wondering if thats a good thing or the calm before the storm. I'm hoping its just my paranoia. Cervus doesn't seem to be wrried about anything so I should just calm down and accept that evrything is good.
On a lighter note I am happy to see everyone enjoying their new lives and even finding love. It warms the heart to see such things. And those two will make a fine couple. I hope Cervus and I will make a good couple ourselves.
Speaking of Cervus. Lately I have found myself thinking of him more and more. It's odd because I have not done that much until just recently. I am finding it hard to undersand why. I wish there was someone I could speak to about this. The entry ends there.
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Posted: Mon Aug 30, 2004 9:29 am
8-30-04 Everyone is growing up so quickly it seems. First Rosa and Filix grow into beautiful women and now Alces is a man. This is a good thing of course as we can use the adult help to rebuild. Though I am saddened by the fact that Lady Sajhiri has not found any new Kithain recently.
I still get a strange feeling that something sinister is on the horizon. But I can't really confirm anything. I had thought about going up to the Castle Umbrum and have a long around. Put my fears to rest. Maybe I will do that sometime.
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Posted: Sun Sep 12, 2004 10:19 pm
Alces quietly walked down the corridors of the castle. With him, he had a gift for the Queen. He carefully placed the lantern on the ground and set the note next to it. The note read:
Dear Queen Lilium-
Here is a beautiful lantern that I came across while in Gaia with my Kithain earlier. I saw it, and thought you might like it. As you can see, it has a very nice shade of green that almost reminds me of the color of the cloth used for your clothing. Enjoy the lantern.
-From,
Alces 
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Posted: Mon Sep 13, 2004 4:19 pm
*Lilium walks down the corridors humming quietly to herself heading for her room. As she approaches she notices the lantern sitting by the door.*
I wonder who this is from? *she picks up the lantern and reads the note attached* Alces. What a sweet boy. *She then takes the lantern and enters her room*
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Posted: Wed Oct 06, 2004 2:05 pm
10-06-04 Things have been so quiet as of late. I suppose that is a good thing. It also creeps me out to a small degree. I can't explain it. Things just do not seem right. Its almost too quiet.
There have been no new Kithain found lately although Lady Washu had told me they had found some potentials. I guess they did not pan out.
As far as myself I have been well mostly. I've been keeping to myself alot. I guess its just hard to relate to my recently released people. They are all younger and tend to participate in activities that would not be becoming of my future position. But I am happy they are so carefree and lighthearted. I only hope it lasts.
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Posted: Mon Nov 01, 2004 2:18 pm
11-01-04 Last night I witnessed the strangest thing in Gaia. All the gaians put on strange outfits and went door to door begging for candy. Lady Washu told me it was Halloween and the gaians were Trick or Treating. I still find it very hard to understand.
It does seem like they were having fun though. It appears to be similiar to some of our festivals.
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Posted: Sun Nov 28, 2004 9:43 pm
11-28-04 It seems my wedding day draws near. I cannot say that I am not nervous. I am nothing but one big nerve right now. I truly hope I do not disappoint anyone. Some seem excited about the upcoming event. I am unsure how Cervus feels about it as I have not seen him recently. He always seems to be very busy.
I wonder if all brides to be feel as I do. Or do I only feel this way due to what this will mean? Am I really queen material? Why am I asking a book?
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Posted: Sat Dec 18, 2004 8:44 pm
A small package is left outside your chamber door wrapped in festive cloth. Inside is a small card and a toy. The card reads: Happy Yule, Lilium!
Love Always,
Cervus
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Posted: Wed Feb 02, 2005 4:51 pm
02-02-05 It has been some time since I have written. My days have been filled with other worries. Cervus and I recently wed. The ceremony was quite lovely and I was able to get through easier then I had thought. That is of little consequence compared to recent events.
Not long ago Countess Filix's Kithain had her child abducted by the Moon Court. I can only imagine what the child must be going through. We are planning a rescue of course. I wish there was more I could do for the child. I volunteered to scout the Castle but Cervus chose others. Is it simply because the queen should not be attempting such missions or is it something else. I only hope we reach the child before something awful happens.
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2005 5:54 am
The night after the rescue mission succeeds, you wake in the middle of the night to see the shadowed form of a face slip back through your doorway. Your keen ears detect the person is running down the hall, away from you.
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Posted: Mon Apr 25, 2005 11:38 am
04-25-05 I fear I am failing in my duties as queen. Cervus has been gone for some time now. During this time I have spent most of my days hiding in my room. Both from fear of making a wrong decision and from worry about Cervus. I do wish he returns soon and safe.
The moon court grows stronger by the day. I wish Sajhiri and *Washu* would not allow it to happen but I am powerless to stop them. No matter Cervus if he returns will find a way for us to prevail. I must drag myself from this room and try and see to my duties.
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Posted: Tue Jul 05, 2005 6:32 pm
07-5-05 I am truly worried now. I fear something may have happened to Cervus. I do not know what I would do if this were true. I can not lead these people alone. I could not even complete a simple exchange with the Moon Court. Somehow the exchange was made without my involvement. That is a good thing of course but I feel I did not handle things correctly.
Something is happening that Cervus needs to be here for. This I fear more then anything. I can't handle this without him. Unless I am mistaken which I doubt he must return soon.
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Posted: Mon Jul 25, 2005 6:37 pm
07-25-05 I do not think I can hide my condition anymore. Not only am I showing far too much now, I think I should see Ursa as I am not feeling well as of late. I truly hope nothing is amiss as Cervus still has not returned. I shall have to make another entry when I know.
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Posted: Sun Jan 22, 2006 12:10 pm
01-22-06 The time draws near. Soon I will give birth to Cervus' Heir. If only he were here to bare witness. More importantly that he were her with me at this time. My fears that something has befallen my beloved have only strengthend the longer he has been away. I would send someone to search but I do not have the strength to ask them to risk their lives in such a quest.
No. I must move forward. If I must do this on my own then so be it. I can no longer hide and pretend things are not as they are. My people need a strong queen not a simpering weakling. She drops her quill and stands to leave her chambers. ((Course this had to be before Cervus' return.))
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