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 Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 5:52 am
Kingdoms Heart His name is Janec, he's russian...and he's...there are no words. I almost have him ninja *sends good luck waves* rrawr! domokun heart domokun
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 10:13 am
well there is this guy and he is straight but possibly willingly to try but we don't really tlk and he is really really hott*drool*i am not sure if i should as or not
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Posted: Mon Mar 13, 2006 2:29 pm
Kaitlyn's mine....and the sweetie introduced me to this website...gotta love her!!! heart
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Posted: Wed Mar 22, 2006 8:23 am
well I am new here so ...yeah her naem is paige she's a grade below (but thats because she is french first) and well she is amazing with mid-backish hair and a smile to die for(she just got herbraces removed ...yeahhh mrgreen ) and she is just so sweet and man can she kiss lol but she isn't aloud to date until next year so we are gona wait it out and see wat happens wish me luck lol heart heart heart heart
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Posted: Wed Mar 22, 2006 3:27 pm
well, i have a lot of crushed redface first is my best friend, shes cool, pretty, nice, inside is just great, smart. etc. I told her that i like her, but nothin happned...she said she liked me as a friend. J.A.F. (just a friend) -_- im the bi guy that everyone tells their probs, and nothing more, i guess. I have a crush on this guy, we talk, but not so much, he's smart, cute, my type, and etc...but he's str8, so theres no point of wanting something u cant have...
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Posted: Wed Mar 22, 2006 6:46 pm
theres this one guy in my college calc class that used to sit right in front of me, his name was bryan. god he was cute, i just wanted to jump him after class. he was about 6', brown eyes, short spiky brown hair, and i swear he's gay(not that i have a problem with that mrgreen ) unfortunately he dropped for some reason
all during high school i had a crush on this girl named leah. she wasnt the hottest chick, and by far not the worst either, but we constantly flirted over the years...i just never worked up the courage to do anything about it. woulda coulda shoulda...
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Posted: Thu Mar 23, 2006 9:33 pm
oi, I feel like I have six crushes right now, and have had over the past six months that I've been single.
(edited: feel silly for being so candid, so I'm protecting the innocent)
So I feel a bit of a whore ^^;; I keep going through this cycle of interest, I'll be interested until denied, wait a few weeks and find a new, but the old is still lurking there, so if I have a dream or some physical contact, I get hung up on them again... It's really annoying. stressed If any of the major crushes were to come up to me with any sort of interest, even if it were to just fool around with nothing else beyond that... I'd go for it. With preference towards females. But any of them I would go for. Only one is interested in me, but it's a bit complicated. Maybe what I just want is a casual relationship, where we kiss and cuddle and fool around, but don't depend on one another, potentially an open relationship? Oy vey. ^^;;;
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2006 2:15 pm
I met her in early November, I believe.
I was taking a class at a local art museum. It was my first time taking a class there in several years, as when I was a child I had taken courses there, but later just stopped.
Well, anyways, as my class began to walk into the galleries I heard a voice, sweet and smooth as honey, speak. For some reason, the moment I heard this voide my heartbeat hastened. This voice was directed at me, commenting on my dress and inquiring about where I had gotten it. As I looked twoards the source of the voice I laied my eyes upon her for the first time. My hear raced faster as I glanced to her, her warm brown eyes, rounded cheeks, soft chocolate-coloured hair. Strangely, at this point, unlike how I usally studder and basically become shy and rather stupid when being aound somone I feel lusture twoards I was perfectly comopsed, and talking with her just seemed so natural.
As I continued to walk along to the galleries after a brief conversation with her I tried to dull this feeling of lusture, since I had no idea wether she was straight or not.
However, as we entered a gallery and circled around a painting while our teacher pointed out the contour of a figure and gave us our assingment I happened to glance over at the girl whom I had spoken with prior, and saw her messanger bag, which bore a rainbow made out of pyramid spikes, stretching across the front flap of the bag, and my blood began to rush, realizing that she was likely a lesbian.
As our lessons progressed this girl, Stef, a beauty to rival Aphrodite, began to speak with me more frequently, and we grew to become friends. And I, with my concealed feelings of lust, much to my dismay, later came to find that she had a girlfriend, though the passion of my heart did not die.
I began to learn a good deal about her, and saw that she was not only cute in figure, but she bore a truly beautiful soul. She was so sweet, funny, extroverted, intellectual, and a good bit geeky as well.
Even through a relationship I had in December-Febuary with another girl (largely out of pity for the poor girl), my heart still beat for Stef. She was the true fire of my heart.
I havn't spoken with or seen my dear Stef for over a month now, as I don't have her screename or phone number, and she and I have both missed a few classes, and there was also a break period between semesters, yet my heart longs to see her once more. We had been trying to find some day when we can hang out together after class, yet we keep missing one another, or we're just busy on the weekends after class.
My heart just longs so deeply to see her smile, her sweet smile, the most beautiful smile I've seen in all of my sixteen years, once more, someday soon.
Alas, how my heart longs for her!
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2006 2:21 pm
darkened soul83 well there is this guy and he is straight but possibly willingly to try but we don't really tlk and he is really really hott*drool*i am not sure if i should as or not I hate crushing on straight girls! It's just that they can be so absolutely wonderful, yet just out of your reach.
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2006 3:12 pm
I kinda have a crush on one girl from my school, but she's a year older than me. We've only had one class together, and that was art last semester. Plus, she was grounded from coming to anime club for the past few weeks (which was the only time I got to spend with her), so I've rarely seen her recently. But I still think she's awesome. <3
The only problem is, I think she might be straight. But she might not be. *Sigh* If only I could know for sure...
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Posted: Sun Mar 26, 2006 3:25 pm
DreamerSpirit darkened soul83 well there is this guy and he is straight but possibly willingly to try but we don't really tlk and he is really really hott*drool*i am not sure if i should as or not I hate crushing on straight girls! It's just that they can be so absolutely wonderful, yet just out of your reach. for sure, i am totally crushing on one of ym friends, but she acts the way another female friend of mine acted b4 she told me she liked me...so if we women are creatures of habit...then i might be in luck biggrin but i doubt it, its nice to dream though
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Posted: Tue Mar 28, 2006 4:28 am
I have a crush on Sgatha6...
Check out his pic's in the "Post you pic's here" thread and you'll know why. heart
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Posted: Wed Mar 29, 2006 9:38 am
I've had a total of three crushes. First, there was this girl I met when a friend of mine took me to some card tournament three years ago. I was haedding to the pizza place at the end of the strip mall, and then I saw her. I sat near her and we talked. Turned out she was 16 (I was 14 at the time. She's about a foot shoter than me. I'm 6' 4"). We talked and had a good time. When I was riding home, I felt something. Something I had never felt before. Like for once, I was content. I wa full. I was....happy. For the next two years we hanged out at the pizza place and I invited her to some of my things I was doing (My birthday and our trip to Six Flags). Then, near the end of summer of last year, I was asking her if she wanted to hang out at the mall that weekend. She said she couldn't. She was going on a date. Now prior to this, I went with her to Otakon, where she introduced me to her friend fom Gaia. After the con, I had spoken with him a few times over AIM. When I asked him about the date she was going on however, I got one of the biggest shocks of my life. It turned out it was him. A few days before this, I had accidentally pissed her off. She hadn't taked to me for a while. She eventually forgave me, but the shock of the other surprise was too much. I didn't talk to her for a while. When we wenbt to Six Flags a few days later, we talked about it over lunch. She said I was only having a crush on her, and that I would find someone for myself someday. I was internally pissed. When ever I saw her and him, I got sick. I couldn't take it.... We eventually became friends again and have been ok since then.
Within the first few days of this school year however, I realized I had ahd another crush around the same time. His name was John, He was tall dark, and strong looking. I didn' know it at the time what it (he graduated before me), but eventually it made sense. Why I was always around him. Why I wanted to do things with him. But before I really knew, I didn't think much about it. Add to that he had a boyfriend at the time. I haven't spoken with him in over a year. I hope he is ok.
A few months ago, I was crushing again. his time on this girl I knew from my English class. I was asking her if she wanted to hang out, but she said she couldn't. Something about not being able to visit people her mother didn't know or hadn't met yet. I was crushing on her near the end of last year. When the new year came and we were back at school, it turned out she had hooked up with someone over the break. Three weeks ago, she broke up with him for cheating on her or somthing of the sort. Last week, she was asking to herself if she would ever be able to have a boyfriend who last for more than three weeks. Now, with me, I'm not sure what my preferance is. I haven't really though much about it untill I met Jenn (the first girl). After discoverring that I might be a MtF, I was looking into the other side, seeing if there any guys I like that I knew. The again, most of the guys my age from school or around me are either idiots or are straight. For all my liffe, I've NEVER had a relationship. I know that eventually I'll find someone, but sometimes......you get tired of waiting......
So there you have it. My three crushes. Why I always seem to be blocked, I don't know. Oh well.....nothing new.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 8:13 am
Well, my first major female crush was a really close friend, though we weren't as close back then. Her name is Julia. She's really adorable in the way she acts and in the way she looks heart She's straight, but it's okay, because I'm definitely over her *is lying through her teeth*
Anyway, right now I like this sort of homophobic sophomore in my math class. I'm a freshman. She's gorgeous and I'm not just saying it, she seriously is. She's got this amazing, shiny, curly brown hair with blond highlights that are sort of faded, so they look quite nice, and not too obvious. Her eyes are clear and light brown, and her eyebrows are light and pretty. She's kind of thin, much slimmer than I usually go for, but she's amazing. Anyway, I sent her an anonymous Valentine and one of my friends heard her talking to someone in band about it. She said "Oh, so I got this Valentine from a freshman, and at first I thought it was cute, but then I found out that it was a girl." I think she also knows it's me, because I'm the only freshman girl who's out and she keeps giving me these disgusted looks... sweatdrop At any rate, I can't help looking at her. On Thursday, I was talking to the junior in my class and another girl, and their seats are close to Jane (that's my crush's name), so I was about five feet away from her, and I was going into shock because I had forgotten how gorgeous she is close up. Yeah, I'm pretty pathetic. I don't talk to her anymore after the whole Valentine thing, so I really should be getting over her, soon. I used to, though, and she's kind of a b***h... So it's probably just lust of some kind.
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Posted: Sun Apr 02, 2006 9:54 am
There's another! Her name's Evelyn..she's 13..7th grade. She IS bi but got a gf and likes somebody else.. sweatdrop
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