Kindra leaned against N'mol, closing her eyes against the possible sting of rejection now she'd broached the subject of weyrmates. She honestly couldn't give two wherry shits what Abigail said about locking herself away with N'mol, other riders got that privilege, why couldn't she.... but if N'mol wanted to ask the Weyrwoman then Kindra would back him up though she did hope it wouldn't be an issue in the future but Suunath... would choose who she will and screw her Rider's preference.
When N'mol said the word Kindra thought her heard was going to burst from her chest, her red rimmed eyes shone with wetness again but this time it was because she was happy and she couldn't speak at first for the lump that formed in her throat, she just smiled at him, eyes shining for a moment. She nodded when he carried on speaking "Flights.... really don't mean anything do they" she said, her tone held only the merest hint of a question, mostly it was a statement to herself. "I can't promise i won't feel guilty but i will try" she sighed "No matter how long i'm a rider... i don't know if i'd ever get used to anyone but you in my bed" she grinned at him then.
"Oh just get on with it" snapped Suunath, she'd gotten who SHE had wanted, now it was Kindra's turn.
Kindra laughed and told N'mol what Suunath had said. She was still feeling pretty fragile but she knew that, Flights aside, she'd never want anyone but N'mol by her side.