" .. oi worry, sometimes," he says finally, halfway through the first new mug, his voice softly rounded by his sorrow, kept hushed by his fear. As if what he worries about is the gods themselves hearing and taking his words as a suggestion on how to move the future forward --
"Oi look at them wee little bairns, putting ribbons on they Guardians, they as dain't know how tae fight, and dain't want tae be knowing .. but oi cannae think of that. Mayhap 'tis because oi'm ainly a soljer, so oi've always ainly known what'll be before me, but all oi know for certain sure is that oi will fight. Oi donnae want tae, but oi will. If we cannae fight them -- if we cannae win -- that doesnae change my path." He shrugs, uncomfortable to have confessed all of this and made himself sound the fool. He finishes the mug, head tilted back, swallowing determinedly, and then pushes it to the end of the table and takes a swig from the next one. " .. oi cannae think of that," he says again, mournfully.
<"I worry, sometimes. I look at those little babies, putting ribbons on their Guardians, they as don't know how to fight, and don't want to be knowing .. but I can't think of that. Maybe it's because I'm only a soldier, so I've always only known what'll be before me, but all I know for certain is that I will fight. I don't want to, but I will. If we cannot fight them -- if we can't win -- that doesn't change my path. .. I can't think of that.">