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 Posted: Thu Sep 13, 2012 10:50 pm
She was a mess lost in a sea of emotions only able to ride with the waves as they threw her about. Barely conscious of what Shun was doing she suddenly felt her chin being lifted and opened her eyes as she felt warm lips against her own. Startled for a moment she sat very still until she felt herself calming enough that she could close her eyes and kiss her reaper back. The kiss was warm and welcome but did little to dry the tears that continued to stream down her face.
Pulling back first Mitsu began to wipe at her eyes trying to gain some sort of control back. This was why she didn't want to talk about it. She didn't want to spend every moment crying over things she couldn't change.
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Posted: Thu Sep 13, 2012 10:58 pm
Pulling back after she had kissed him in return, Shun looked into her eyes, or tried to, then gently brought a hand up to try and wipe the tears from her face.
"I'm sorry. But.. at least I know a little more of what's going on. That still shouldn't have happened to you.. I'll need to find some way to overpower those memories... so that they don't do this to you. Just.. for now. Try to remember that you're here. You're alive. You're with me. You're my moon... and you.. you don't just have my heart.. you are my heart. Not something to be thrown away."
Glancing away for a moment, he wondered something briefly, then kissed her again, though he tried make it a deeper one than the previous gesture. He wasn't forceful though, but the effort was there.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 9:45 am
She tilted her head into his hand, nuzzle her cheek into his hold as he wiped at her tears. Closing her eyes she tried to soak in his words wanting them to take a deeper hold than her memories. The things she had experienced were like a scar on her mind as much as they were physically on her body. It wasn't something that was simply going to go away but perhaps it could be helped to fade.
The kiss caught her off guard again, her eyes fluttering open at the first touch of his lips, but they closed shortly after as he pushed in closer to deepen it. Her hand grabbed a fist full of his shirt as she clung to him wanting nothing more than to be lost in his affection.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 9:56 am
Closing his eye, Shun wrapped his arms around her to hold her close as she accepted his kiss. She wanted his affection, and so he was trying to give it all to her. Gently, he deepened it a little more. His hands lightly rubbed her back as he did this, before he pulled back to kiss the corner of her lips, then her cheek, jaw, and finally the side of her neck.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 10:07 am
Her heart was pounding again but it was for an entirely different reason this time around. His warm and gentle hold was coaxing her to relax, her lips and tongue trying to keep up with his movements.
She was in the moment, at least until he started to venture, the kisses taking him to the scarred side of her face and then to her throat. Mitsu's eyes opened in alarm and she tensed trying not to just jerk away from him. Deep down she knew the scars didn't bother him but they still bothered her.
The grip she had on his shirt tightened to a degree and she sat as still as a statue minus her breathing that came in quick and heavy.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 10:21 am
Shun could feel her tensing up. His eye opened to look towards her, as he paused in his actions. His hands began to rub her back, trying to get her to relax. Then, he brushed his lips against the side of her neck, keeping his movement slow and gentle. He wanted her to relax and to enjoy the affection he was showering her in, not scare her.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 10:41 am
He had stopped for the moment, his hands kneading her back trying to ease the tension there. She started to relax again just as his lips came back in contact with her neck. There was a slight stiffening in her posture but she soon eased into his touch as he continued. It was a step, a small one, but her own effort was showing as she eased against him wanting him to continue.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 11:03 am
Shun's eye closed back as he felt her gradually relax into his hold. Since she was accepting his actions, he continued on, still being gentle and careful. He feathered his lips along the side of her neck, lightly kissing her there. While he did this, he continued to rub her back, wanting to keep her at ease.
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Posted: Fri Sep 14, 2012 11:16 am
Slowly her eyes closed as she drank in the sensation of his lips against her skin. She could get used to this, these careful and gentle touches that helped ease her mind and body. Soon she found herself pressed against him, her hands pulling against him gently.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2012 8:30 pm
After some time of giving her his affection and holding her in his arms and feeling rather comfortable with her, Shun had actually managed to drift off. It wasn't like his other sleep attempts. He had slept without the plague of nightmares. The Reaper still didn't sleep for as long as he should have considering everything, but it was a start. He felt more rested now than he did in some time. Though he had awakened, he didn't move from where he was. He saw his wolf resting there, asleep for once as well. And well, he didn't dare to stir her. She needed sleep just as badly as he did, and there was a sort of serenity in watching her slumber here in his arms.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2012 9:19 pm
Sleep had been a stranger since her return but for the first time she was able to relax enough to close her eyes and get some rest. In the beginning her dreams had been pleasant, calm. Somewhere along the line though her dreams began to shift into something nightmarish. Images of lab techs and sharp instruments danced behind her eyes and her body began to toss and turn in her sleep, her face contorted from the unpleasant dream.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2012 9:22 pm
Things had been calm at first, but Shun soon noticed that Mitsu was beginning to look disturbed as she slept. Furrowing his brow, he looked at her expression before gently nudging her.
"Shhh... Mitsu. It's alright.. I'm here.. Relax.." he whispered, trying to sooth her. He wasn't sure if he should try to awaken her or see if this would calm her down first.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2012 9:32 pm
Hearing his voice only made her jerk, her expression more distressed than before. She was looking severely upset now her mouth opening like she wanted to say something. Her lips began to move with what looked like a plea and eventually a small noise left her throat sounding pained and injured. From there she went still though she started to get feverish still lost in her nightmare.
"Shu..." She tried to say his name in her sleep but her voice was ragged and strained. Whatever was happening she couldn't stop it, faint tears gathering in the corners of her eyes.
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Posted: Fri Sep 21, 2012 9:36 pm
It seemed his attempt had the reverse effect. Looking concerned, Shun shook her carefully to try and get her to wake up. However, he was shocked when he first heard a pained noise escape her, followed by an attempt to say his name. She sounded strained, so he couldn't think too much on this. But.. there was some hope. Her voice wasn't lost for good. Right now he needed to get her to wake up.
"Mitsu.. please.. It's alright.. I'm here," he said, sounding more urgent. What was she dreaming about? He wasn't hurting her was he? Trying to come up with something, he soon pressed his lips against hers.
Maybe this would wake her.
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Posted: Sat Sep 22, 2012 8:38 am
There was another sound of distress before Mitsu's eyes flew open finding herself literally face to face with Shun. The sudden and close proximity startled her but she quickly brought up a shaky hand touching Shun's face then his neck. Her eyes began to look him over hands feeling for damage that didn't exist. He was alright. He wasn't hurt or being torn apart.
The relief she felt washed over her in a wave and she couldn't help the tears that began to gather. Taking his face in her hands she brought him closer resting her forehead against his.
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