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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 12:56 pm
Amphi didn't stop her hands from running back and forth, happy that his muscles had finally loosened. In fact, she was quite aware that her boil was close to drifting to sleep and relaxed her hands into a softer and gentler touch. They jerked only when he mentioned sex.
That was something she wasn't quite even ready to what. Her face burst into red as she shook her head, hands resting now on his lower back.
His next statement made her heart lurch for him. He had been abandoned by a woman that was suppose to love and care for him, while his father did who knew what at the time. She made a soft silent cry for her poor Roch and then sighed.
She wasn't sure what he was leading to though. Was he upset because he had been over so many nights? Did he feel like she was forcing him into a pace where he would lose ground and repeat the same mistakes as his parents before him? She sincerely hoped not. She held her breath as she leaned down, resting her chin on his shoulder.
He had something to say though, and it was something important. With the massage stopped and her resting on him, she waited for him to finish his thoughts.Ice Queen tag from work for youuuuuu
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 1:33 pm
"It... isn't..." he said slowly, trying to figure out how to put it. "It isn't... as if I don't... want to do things with you," he started out again. "Cuz I do. I really, seriously do. I mean... jack, I'm not sure how to say this. It's just... I might love you," he told her, his voice serious and even. "I know I like you a hell of a lot--and I'm attracted to you--but I ain't sure what love really is, yet. But even though I've been sleepin' over a lot..." He laughed. It wasn't an amused sound. "Y'know, people would probably call me a dipshit for this," he told her. "Here I've got a smokin' hot ghoulfriend and I'm perfectly welcome in her bed, but I ain't doin' anything about it. But--" He rolled over, underneath her. The position was remarkably intimate like this. His hand came up, touching her cheek. "I just think... love is more than just sex. At least I'd like to think that. Maybe I'm a romantic. Which sounds really lame," he added darkly. "But what we do or don't do in bed... that's nobody's business but ours, right?"
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 6:57 pm
She continued to lay on him, his thoughts were conflicting...she decided. One moment, he was talking about his mother and the next, he was assuring her that he did want to do...intimate things with her. And to be honest, she wouldn't mind if...well...if he wanted to. Her face blew up in a blush as she bit her lip.
She jumped though as he...oh...well...She blinked at the words. Love...She had read about it in romance novels, to the science behind it and the theories. It was a an emotion that was different to all. She gnawed on her lip as she studied Roch's back. Love was a strong feeling, and no matter what, she did have STRONG feelings for Roch. But without knowing what love truly was, could she say those words to him?
She almost fell off him as he flipped over, her body raising only to settle back down on his stomach rather then his back. A hand brushing gently on her cheek cause the mermaid's heart to thud in her chest...One...Two and skip over, pulse racing.
She nodded in agreement with him, Laying her hands on both of his cheeks and staring down at him. Oh what she wouldn't give to have her voice right now. Just in this moment. To ease her boilfriends troubles.
She leaned over to grab her phone, tapping the keys and held it out for him to see.Quote: I think your right. I don't know much about sex or even love...But I only feel this way with you Roch. Is it wrong of me to hoard all your feelings to myself? She smiled, letting him read and then turned the phone back to her to write more.Quote: Maybe I am being too selfish with you? I like sharing my bed with you, it's not like anyone else does....
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:02 pm
"Gonna hoard me, huh?" he teased, grinning slightly. He turned his head, kissing the palm of the hand on his cheek. "It... ain't gonna be easy," he admitted, playing with her fingers. "I'll be the first to admit I can be a pain in the a**. Not all your friends will get along with me, not all my friends will be your type of friends. Your sister hates me," he went on, sniffing her fingers curiously. His tongue came out, licking one of her fingers to taste the oils.
He'd just gotten distracted. "What is this stuff?" he asked her curiously.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:11 pm
She nodded, shifting on his stomach and flushed at the kiss again. Her hand went back the phone as she typed again.Quote: If it was easy, it wouldn't be fun right? And it wouldn't mean anything. We mean something to each other. She was seriously turning red at the srs talk of feelings.Quote: Aren't I the bigger pain in your a**? She giggled silently and then shook her head.Quote: If my friends and your friends cannot accept us equally- Her hand jerked as she felt his tongue slip out and trail on her fingers. The phone dropped from her hand as she stared at him, blue eyes wide. For the moment, she was briefly aware of jut that little motion spread a heat inside her. Looking away, she tugged her hand away and picked up the bottle to show him. Just simple citrus oil that was good for the skin! She didn't realize it had taste!
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:19 pm
"Not gonna lie," he said, taking the bottle from her hand and looking at it curiously. "You can be a pain in the a**. So can Danny. I still need to get GPS installed on your phone," he said dryly. "Amphi... can I have a kiss?" he asked her. "Then I'll go to sleep."
He really should make her get off of him, he thought. This was like, boilfriend abuse in its own way. But he'd made his decision. Kisses weren't involved in that decision.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:28 pm
Her cheek puffed out in mock anger, hands coming to rest up on her hips instead. She was joking about being a pain in the a**, even if she knew it was true!! BUT HE DIDN'T HAVE TO SAY IT EITHER.
Oh right the GPS! The thing that told her where she was and where to go. It would be handy.
asdfghjkl....Roch was making her head swim with his thought processes and then how he reacted with his body instead. Was he seducing her? She didn't know. She just knew her cheeks had been blazing red since his lick of her fingers and now he wanted to kiss?
She looked around and then back down at him and took a deep breath. Leaning over him as her hair curtained their faces. Underneath though, was Amphi laying her lips so sweetly against Roch's that it was hard to imagine that it was even a kiss. Her eyes remained open though, watching him. Her heart skidded again...One Two, beat and beat as she pulled a little further back.
Her eyes swam with so much feeling, if Roch looked closely, he could just see how much his little mermaid felt for him.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:34 pm
"But y'can't get lost if I'm holdin' on t'you," he said softly against her lips, staring into her big blue eyes. His arms came up, one wrapping around her, the other plunging into her hair to pull her down for another kiss. "I'm gonna hoard you, too," he told her. "I don't... I don't wanna wind up like Tex and May," he said softly. "I don't wanna be torn apart the moment we get together. I'm just... so jackin' confused right now," he admitted, pulling her to his chest in a hug.
And promptly yawning right next to her ear.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:46 pm
She nodded as her arms came to rest on either side of his head, tilting her head when he pulled her in for another, a soft smile playing on her lips. She wouldn't mind being hoarded, as long as it was by Roch!
Her heart broke a little at the mention of Tex and May, and she thought of Arcana and Selene, who had just overcome their shyness together and had finally been able to admit their feelings. She didn't want to not be able to tell Roch those things.
Ever.
She knew one thing, she wanted Roch. For her, having him was enough to muddle through confusion. She was such a simple ghoul after all.
Wiggling at the tickle of breath on her ears she tapped him, then rolled off him. He couldn't sleep if she was crushing him! She opened her mouth, wanting to sing him a lullaby to sleep and...
Still nothing came out. She couldn't even sing her boyfriend to sleep, like he had done for her. Instead, she took his hand in hers and kissed each knuckle. A sign that she would be there, this time for him to fall asleep instead.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:50 pm
He yawned and rolled onto his side, facing her. "Good night, Amphi," he said quietly, letting his eyes close and slipping into a light sleep. He was downright exhausted--he might actually get some sleep this time.
His phone was on the corner of the bed, just as it was on his own bed when he slept there--but he had already fallen into a deeper sleep when it vibrated, showing he'd been sent a text.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 7:57 pm
She murmured her own goodnight and watched him fall asleep. In no time, his breathing even out and she had been pondering just how nice it was that she got to watch him when her bed shook lightly with the vibrations from his phone. Tilting her head up, she stared at the phone...and then ignored it.
Except it vibrated again with a reminder and had the mermaid biting her lip. She wasn't one for personal space breaking but...it could be an emergency! Or it would wake Roch! She leaned over and grabbed the phone. She looked back guiltily at Roch and bit her lip...Maybe she shouldn't!
It vibrated again and the mermaid flipped it open on instinct...staring at the message that was sent to him.
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 8:03 pm
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Posted: Wed Aug 01, 2012 8:20 pm
Amphi watched as the puppy skateboarded around and then giggled silently. Austin...you are such a adorable father.
She fliped the phone shut and looked at Roch instead. If Austin hadn't of comeback, would Roch had ended up different? She brushed a lock of his mohawk away from his face and rested her hand on his cheek.
Even with Austin's past, the man made a good father now. Amphi realized that Roch would make a even better one.
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