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 Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 10:33 pm
Jax was lucky to have her. Hart knew she would see it sooner or later. "dont talk like that. He wants that. Hes wanted it for ever i know...we used to talk about it alot...I just...didn't want to mess things up with you guys and tell you when you didn't even know he existed as more then your friend." She said. She had never wanted anyone...no one made an impression on her like someone who her father would approve of for her. No one...was as good as her father in her eyes. She wanted someone who could be as amazing as him and someone who would be as wonderful as he was with their mother. "Go help mom i got this." she said as she waved her sister off and smiled. Most might say that Hart was a little prettier then Kalis but Kalis had a better personality, Hart could come off rough sometimes like her father.
Blades smiled and nodded. "I'll try to stay safe if you will. Ive never been almost dead like you did...I still cant get over that. And sleeping in your office would be nicer with a BED not the silly couch. Im just a little too big for it sometimes when i want to get real comfy."
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 10:41 pm
Kalis gave a nod, happy to know her sister wouldn't scold her as bad. She gave her a tight hug before going off to help their mom. "Thank you Sis. You're one in a million."
"I know, and I have a bed in there now, I just prefer the couch still. You make wonderful covers or vise verse." He smiled before he whispered to Blades when he saw Kalis coming over. "Once you're better we can work on our second litter if you'd like."
It was much easier to deal with her Mom's smaller wound than Corbin or Eriks, but at least with a smaller one she knew she could get her job done a bit better. "Hey dad, feeling any better?" Kalis almost forgot she was covered in blood, at least she wasn't harmed at all.
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 11:02 pm
Hart sighed when she left and kept working. She looked up hearing a noise and saw Corbin trying to wake. She hurried over and looked at him. "Corbin? How do you feel? do you need more pain meds?" she asked as she checked his eyes and gums and vitals.
He groaned and nodded. "Please god it hurts all over. Is Erik ok? did we stop him? I dont know what happened..." he said as he sighed and looked out seeing his Erik tied to the bed and knocked out. "Is he ok...he cut his arm and his own wing off! I don't know what happened but im scared for him..." he said as he cried. Hart frowned and gave him more meds and pet his hand. "We'll tell you when he wakes and you can try talking to him. We don't know either." she said softly.
Blades looked at his blood soaked daughter and growled. "Your sure none of that is yours? Kalis are you ok? Dear god did they almost die?" he asked nervously.
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 11:11 pm
Kalis looked down at her outfit and waved her hands in panic. "Oh no, none of this is mine. I'm not hurt at all I promise. Remember daddy, I'm a doctor too, so after awhile you need to get use to this if there's an emergency and you see me, well yeah, covered in blood." She surely hoped Jax wouldn't see her like this, she knew she'd have to bring extra clothes to the med bay from now on just in case. "The won't die, You should have more faith in me than that. They've lost a lot of blood though, I believe Erik more than Corbin since he was found injured and we don't know for how long. He's tied down in case he tries to hurt anyone else again." She smiled even though she hated knowing any of her friends were hurt.
It took Erik an hour or two before he woke up screaming. He felt like he was in a nightmare, he remembered everything but hoped so bad it was only a nightmare. Noticing he was strapped down, panic hit him again as he tried to get free. He hated being tied down.
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 11:21 pm
Hart had washed off and was on watch over everyone. Having sent Kalis off to shower and spend time with Jax and her mother to rest and recover with their father. She was the only one alone with no one to be with so she kept an eye on them and talked with Corbin when he was awake.
When Eriks screamed she hurried over. "Erik. Stop. Calm down. You attacked everyone including Corbin. He could have died. Are you ok for me to let you free? I cant have you hurting any more people. My father might have Rod kill you if you do this again today." she said as she looked at him. "Please sir i know your not like this jsut calm and tell me and i can let you go. Corbin wants to talk to you so bad." she said softly.
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Posted: Sun Jun 24, 2012 11:52 pm
He was scared and his back hurt. Erik knew why and he knew already what he did as tears started to flow down his face. "P-please, release me. If I get like that again you have my permission to end my miserable existence, but please, untie me." He hated being strapped down, it felt like all the other times he was tired up and tormented. "I can't explain what happened, it just did." He really didn't want to say anything about his family and their insanity. He knew eventually he would have to, but if he could take it to the grave with him he would. "I'm so sorry...." He whimpered, he felt his heart break when the though of almost killing Corbin came to his mind.
First Aid sat up, he was resting against Blades when he heard Erik scream. He was about to go check, but saw as his daughter was taking care of the situation. Smiling he knew he wanted to apologize to her more for being so overly protective and not putting as much faith in her like he should have. He gave a sigh as he laid back down, resting his head against Blades neck. It still didn't stop him from wondering what he could do to help Erik and Corbin after this situation. Right now though he figured he could let them have their time to work things out before he would find out what everything happened in the first place to cause such horrible injuries and distress.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 9:30 am
Hart nodded and released the straps keeping him down. "Please don't get off the bed. You need to rest. I know your a doctor too but we cant have you going about hurting your self more. Stay in the bed and i'll push it over to Corbin. He is very worried about you." she said as she helped him roll over onto his back. "Do you need more pain meds for your back?" she asked as she looked at him and checked his bandages to make sure nothing had moved and nothing was bleeding too much. "We had to remove what you didn't of that wing...Just so you know." she said softly as she checked the cut on his arm. The tie off loop at the end had her signature tie of a heart in it so that someone always knew her work. "You look good do you want to see him?" she asked as she wrapped his arm back up and looked over where Corbin was watching his Erik, looking sad and worried.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 10:51 am
Erik waited for her to finish checking his bandages. "No need to explain, I remember everything I did." He wiped his face, he felt less scared after the straps were released, but he didn't follow her orders. He didn't wish to wake up and be tied down again. He moved pulling any hookups off his arms and jumped off the bed. He stumbled some being a bit lightheaded still but made his way over to Corbin to check on him. He frowned as he felt he didn't deserve to even stand next to him. What was he going to say, how was he going to apologize for something that may or may not happen again. His ears drooped, he didn't care if he was hurting himself, he felt that was his punishment as well.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:12 am
Hart frowned and helped him stand when he stumbled. She knew he wasn't going to listen...no one listened to her and believed her words. She sighed and watched as she sat back in her chair giving them some peace, but keeping a weapon close if he went crazy again. She wasn't going to let that happen. And if she had to be alone her whole life with no one to love her who made her happy then she would if it ment protecting the base.
Corbin frowned as he looked at Erik. "You should have stayed in the bed and let her bring you over here. Im worried about you...This...has to do with your family right? You...mentioned a little about them before when i talked you into dating me in the first place...Are you ok? Really are you ok i don't want to lose you Erik..." he said as he reached for Eriks hand. "I'm ok. I don't blame you for anything that happened. I just wanted to keep you from hurting others." he said as he nuzzled the males hand he held softly.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:24 am
Erik lowered his head and gave a slight nod before finally moving to sit on the bed next to Corbin. "It run in the whole family now..." He mumbled softly as he was so disappointed with himself. Tear started falling again as he leaned over, his forehead against Corbin's chest. "I could have easily killed you. If you were to get there before my wing I would have had better strength against you. Then you wold have been killed. I kept that weapon with me to defend myself, not to hurt you with it." He shook his head as he hugged onto Corbin, being careful of his wounds. "I hate it! This is so wrong. I can't believe I actually enjoyed every moment of it, I shouldn't be allowed to live!"
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 10:54 pm
Corbin smiled and used his good arm to pet Erik. "I don't hate you. I'll help you with this as best i can. Since you remember everything what is the best way to deal with you like that? Should we just keep a tranq gun around for you to use when you go like that again? I don't want to hurt you...I don't want to kill you or anything cause i love you Erik. None of this will change that. I'll always want you." he said as he rubbed the males arm carefully. "You cant fight what you are sometimes. Don't worry so much about it just know i'll love you always no matter what." he said petting his face.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:02 pm
"My brother, Collen struggles with it everyday. Just the sight of blood can trigger it, he's doing better but I scared it may just be him bottling it up till all hell breaks loose. What if that's what's happening to me? What if all that I've dealt with, suffered with is catching up on me. I don't know when or how to stop when this happens. I just remember and can't control it. It's like a switch in my brain either turns off or on and no matter how much I'm screaming inside, physically I enjoyed it. I'm scared. I enjoyed all that pain, not only to myself but that I've caused to you." Erik cried. He was around Corbin for a few years now he cared and trusted him so much he felt like he could talk to him about anything, well almost.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:20 pm
Nodding he pet his face softly. "It will be ok. I think you need an outlet for this side of you or something...hunting or...i dunno painting to let it out or breaking things. Hell we can get some wood and let you stab and hack and chop at it all you want even. Or im sure one of the smart people here, like Coa or something, can mak a fake body with fake blood in it that could be fixed up and repaired and you can stab and cut up that if you want to. I don't care. I just want you with me. I'll deal with what ever happens." he said kissing him softly. "Your my forever ok?" he said softly.
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:37 pm
Erik kissed him back, even if it embarrassed him doing it in public, he was just so scared that he could have lost Corbin from his insanity. "I don't think an outlet would work. There's a huge difference between the real thing and fakes, and only letting it out as such just fuels the hunger to want more.I've already given hart permission to put me out of my misery if it happens again." He laid his head back against Corbins chest. Hearing his heartbeat made him feel better. "I have some thing I need to tell you, some things no one else should know, but I can't when so many are in ear shot."
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Posted: Mon Jun 25, 2012 11:58 pm
Corbin nodded and smiled softly. "I understand. What...about writing? If you write all your bad feelings down to get them out? Would that help and be a less violent way to get them out of your head?" he asked as he pet him. "When im allowed to leave you can tell me at home." he said with a smile. "Don't worry im not going any place."
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