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 Posted: Sun Jan 08, 2012 9:08 am
platsdevil zat damn cat ... but my friends keep trippin' over my cutting scabs... Being one of those friends who freak out when I see my friends scars, please think. Think about those people who worry about you like I worried about my friend and know that it twists a friends heart to know you want to die...Just think about the people you'll leave behind... I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation?
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 3:05 pm
zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat ... but my friends keep trippin' over my cutting scabs... Being one of those friends who freak out when I see my friends scars, please think. Think about those people who worry about you like I worried about my friend and know that it twists a friends heart to know you want to die...Just think about the people you'll leave behind... I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it.
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Posted: Mon Jan 09, 2012 5:51 pm
platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat ... but my friends keep trippin' over my cutting scabs... Being one of those friends who freak out when I see my friends scars, please think. Think about those people who worry about you like I worried about my friend and know that it twists a friends heart to know you want to die...Just think about the people you'll leave behind... I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it. Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer.
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 2:42 pm
zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat ... but my friends keep trippin' over my cutting scabs... Being one of those friends who freak out when I see my friends scars, please think. Think about those people who worry about you like I worried about my friend and know that it twists a friends heart to know you want to die...Just think about the people you'll leave behind... I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it. Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 3:53 pm
In any circumstances, don't kill yourself! I somewhat assume you don't want a religious answer, but no one's going to flame me for freedom of speech hopefully? I'll explain it via 5 year-old mode.
Anyway, if you kill yourself (End your life, or whatever they decide to coat it with nowadays) you WILL end up in Hell. I understand Hell is just for fun right? Oh just me being all bad-a$$ and rebellious, look at me flaunting my black shirts and pants! I've got some black makeup, hooray! But you're only kidding yourself, Hell is a terrible place. The worst place on Earth (Hell exists in Earth, funny thing right?), And I'm serious this is the LAST place you want to be. Maggots consume human flesh every single second while males have their balls cut off or eaten by ravenous 'things'.
Would explain more, but I'm not sure if I have the right audience. I don't really want to be nagged with TL;DR etc.
It's a more or less biased opinion I guess. Oh well.
Just don't cut yourself, do something productive. I know you might think your life is harsh, but maybe once ask God. Helped me when I needed it most.
((Don't flame, please oh please don't flame))
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 5:02 pm
Wuppa Wuppa In any circumstances, don't kill yourself! I somewhat assume you don't want a religious answer, but no one's going to flame me for freedom of speech hopefully? I'll explain it via 5 year-old mode. Anyway, if you kill yourself (End your life, or whatever they decide to coat it with nowadays) you WILL end up in Hell. I understand Hell is just for fun right? Oh just me being all bad-a$$ and rebellious, look at me flaunting my black shirts and pants! I've got some black makeup, hooray! But you're only kidding yourself, Hell is a terrible place. The worst place on Earth (Hell exists in Earth, funny thing right?), And I'm serious this is the LAST place you want to be. Maggots consume human flesh every single second while males have their balls cut off or eaten by ravenous 'things'. Would explain more, but I'm not sure if I have the right audience. I don't really want to be nagged with TL;DR etc. It's a more or less biased opinion I guess. Oh well. Just don't cut yourself, do something productive. I know you might think your life is harsh, but maybe once ask God. Helped me when I needed it most. ((Don't flame, please oh please don't flame)) I need one thing. How do you know hell is in the earth as a fact? How the ******** do you think, based of whatever you think, that hell is in the inside of the Earth? Seriously, I'd like a little explanation on how you believe this statement. And flame..? What's flaming? o. o
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Posted: Tue Jan 10, 2012 5:11 pm
platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat ... but my friends keep trippin' over my cutting scabs... Being one of those friends who freak out when I see my friends scars, please think. Think about those people who worry about you like I worried about my friend and know that it twists a friends heart to know you want to die...Just think about the people you'll leave behind... I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it. Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding True. I admire how able you are to doing this. And the hardest part of doing that is I think I have like... i dunno, it's hard to explain. The point is, it's hard for me to do that. My friends aren't the kind to really listen; I do that. All of my relatives usually would talk to my mom... and she's.... yeah, so relatives are out of the picture. My counselor, I flippin' hate her. She says I'm better off telling my mom about my problems and then having her probably have a heart attack and kicking me into a loony bin. crying Aw jeez, no, not thinking about it. >_< But anyways, yeah, it's reeeally hard when it comes to supporters. Usually why I stick to the computer. A source of escaping, i guess. I got quite a bit of money from Christmas, so I was able to buy a tablet, which has been fun in the "i get to draw so much easier!" way. And I'm seriously debating whether or not to go into a concert. I'm having one of my friends be the guy in this duet song I'm doing, but I'm thinking of doing it myself, to get over a fear of being humiliated. Not like it hasn't happened before, but whatever. I might end up with having my friend join me so I don't feel lonely or scared, knowing that there's someone else who feels the same way.
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 4:23 pm
zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it. Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding True. I admire how able you are to doing this. And the hardest part of doing that is I think I have like... i dunno, it's hard to explain. The point is, it's hard for me to do that. My friends aren't the kind to really listen; I do that. All of my relatives usually would talk to my mom... and she's.... yeah, so relatives are out of the picture. My counselor, I flippin' hate her. She says I'm better off telling my mom about my problems and then having her probably have a heart attack and kicking me into a loony bin. crying Aw jeez, no, not thinking about it. >_< But anyways, yeah, it's reeeally hard when it comes to supporters. Usually why I stick to the computer. A source of escaping, i guess. I got quite a bit of money from Christmas, so I was able to buy a tablet, which has been fun in the "i get to draw so much easier!" way. And I'm seriously debating whether or not to go into a concert. I'm having one of my friends be the guy in this duet song I'm doing, but I'm thinking of doing it myself, to get over a fear of being humiliated. Not like it hasn't happened before, but whatever. I might end up with having my friend join me so I don't feel lonely or scared, knowing that there's someone else who feels the same way. Jeez, what an annoying counselor!!! If i had this lady I would be, well, angry! My counselor is really intense, but he's nice. His eyes are so blue, that you go in his room and you look into his face and your mind is whiped blank cause he so intimidating, you can't even remember your problem...XD It's good just to know you have friends though. Not having them is so lonely... wink Keeping busy is always good and I feel the same way about the computer. It's kind of an escape to talk to friends and listen to new music especially when there's a lot or nothing going on in your life. My life is always pretty loud and i know it's one of my few escapes. biggrin Ooh, do a duet. I have a strange love for duets, but a solo might be good too...this sentence was no help in deciding which you should do...XD i like to sing too, but mainly in my choir. smile
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 4:30 pm
platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat I do. But I mean, yteah they'll probably mourn, but why do I have to stay in a world of little appreciation? Because if you haven't found the people who really appreciate you or you don't see them clearly enough when they do. That one good or many good qualities in you are what the world needs sometime. I 'm pretty sure i'm am a really sucky friend to my best friend and half the time i feel like i appreciate her more than she should appreciate me. But she always comes back and forgives me of whatever I do. The point is to look at what you have. I know i'm preaching and no one likes to hear a boring preacher but... sometimes you can't see the people surrounding. I really implore you to see them. And who knows. In the future you could come back and oh, i don't know. do something to change someone else's mind too maybe by painting a picture or singing a pretty song or running across the country for two years thinking about Jenny and inspiring people to run in a long line behind you...(not so subtle reference to Forest Gump XD)... i like to sing...always makes me happy. I hope you find something you love to do and do it. Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding True. I admire how able you are to doing this. And the hardest part of doing that is I think I have like... i dunno, it's hard to explain. The point is, it's hard for me to do that. My friends aren't the kind to really listen; I do that. All of my relatives usually would talk to my mom... and she's.... yeah, so relatives are out of the picture. My counselor, I flippin' hate her. She says I'm better off telling my mom about my problems and then having her probably have a heart attack and kicking me into a loony bin. crying Aw jeez, no, not thinking about it. >_< But anyways, yeah, it's reeeally hard when it comes to supporters. Usually why I stick to the computer. A source of escaping, i guess. I got quite a bit of money from Christmas, so I was able to buy a tablet, which has been fun in the "i get to draw so much easier!" way. And I'm seriously debating whether or not to go into a concert. I'm having one of my friends be the guy in this duet song I'm doing, but I'm thinking of doing it myself, to get over a fear of being humiliated. Not like it hasn't happened before, but whatever. I might end up with having my friend join me so I don't feel lonely or scared, knowing that there's someone else who feels the same way. Jeez, what an annoying counselor!!! If i had this lady I would be, well, angry! My counselor is really intense, but he's nice. His eyes are so blue, that you go in his room and you look into his face and your mind is whiped blank cause he so intimidating, you can't even remember your problem...XD It's good just to know you have friends though. Not having them is so lonely... wink Keeping busy is always good and I feel the same way about the computer. It's kind of an escape to talk to friends and listen to new music especially when there's a lot or nothing going on in your life. My life is always pretty loud and i know it's one of my few escapes. biggrin Ooh, do a duet. I have a strange love for duets, but a solo might be good too...this sentence was no help in deciding which you should do...XD i like to sing too, but mainly in my choir. smile I've officially decided on a solo, but the thing is that I have to get a karaoke track for it So... yeah... Dx But it won't be hard, I'll just search "The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You (Karaoke)" Problem solved. biggrin I'm in a good mood right now. o. o xDDD
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 4:52 pm
zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding True. I admire how able you are to doing this. And the hardest part of doing that is I think I have like... i dunno, it's hard to explain. The point is, it's hard for me to do that. My friends aren't the kind to really listen; I do that. All of my relatives usually would talk to my mom... and she's.... yeah, so relatives are out of the picture. My counselor, I flippin' hate her. She says I'm better off telling my mom about my problems and then having her probably have a heart attack and kicking me into a loony bin. crying Aw jeez, no, not thinking about it. >_< But anyways, yeah, it's reeeally hard when it comes to supporters. Usually why I stick to the computer. A source of escaping, i guess. I got quite a bit of money from Christmas, so I was able to buy a tablet, which has been fun in the "i get to draw so much easier!" way. And I'm seriously debating whether or not to go into a concert. I'm having one of my friends be the guy in this duet song I'm doing, but I'm thinking of doing it myself, to get over a fear of being humiliated. Not like it hasn't happened before, but whatever. I might end up with having my friend join me so I don't feel lonely or scared, knowing that there's someone else who feels the same way. Jeez, what an annoying counselor!!! If i had this lady I would be, well, angry! My counselor is really intense, but he's nice. His eyes are so blue, that you go in his room and you look into his face and your mind is whiped blank cause he so intimidating, you can't even remember your problem...XD It's good just to know you have friends though. Not having them is so lonely... wink Keeping busy is always good and I feel the same way about the computer. It's kind of an escape to talk to friends and listen to new music especially when there's a lot or nothing going on in your life. My life is always pretty loud and i know it's one of my few escapes. biggrin Ooh, do a duet. I have a strange love for duets, but a solo might be good too...this sentence was no help in deciding which you should do...XD i like to sing too, but mainly in my choir. smile I've officially decided on a solo, but the thing is that I have to get a karaoke track for it So... yeah... Dx But it won't be hard, I'll just search "The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You (Karaoke)" Problem solved. biggrin I'm in a good mood right now. o. o xDDD Moldy Peaches made me laugh. XD I've never heard of them but I'm gonna look them up...=) I'm glad your feeling happy biggrin
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2012 5:03 pm
platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat platsdevil zat damn cat Draw, sing, but, I'm just afraid of the world. What it holds, my future. I just want to know so I'll go in the right direction. But the fear make me want to know more, and then death seems like the only thing that can open up the answer. The future is like standing halfway on a bridge covered in fog . You really can't see your future and believe me, I don't know what mine holds either. If anyone really sat down at a young age and looked at their future, maybe it's just me, but I know I'm seized with a panic I somtimes can't help but feel and it makes me feel so scared I can't breath. My best friend, well, she's my one person i can tell anything and she understands that fear. I'm blessed that I have her. Any real person would understand that fear even if they won't admit to it. Humans are creaters of doubt and fear. It's just our nature to doubt ourselves. Tell someone your fears, be it a friend or a relative or even a counselor. State your fears plainly and sincerely. Say your scared of failure in the future or just scared to take a step. just tell someone. And if you really can't think of anyone, than tell me. I'll listen! We've only talked a little bit, but I think you're a nice person. I appreciate that there's someone out there honest enough to admit that they're scared of their future. Most people won't admit it. But you did. Thats good. cat_3nodding True. I admire how able you are to doing this. And the hardest part of doing that is I think I have like... i dunno, it's hard to explain. The point is, it's hard for me to do that. My friends aren't the kind to really listen; I do that. All of my relatives usually would talk to my mom... and she's.... yeah, so relatives are out of the picture. My counselor, I flippin' hate her. She says I'm better off telling my mom about my problems and then having her probably have a heart attack and kicking me into a loony bin. crying Aw jeez, no, not thinking about it. >_< But anyways, yeah, it's reeeally hard when it comes to supporters. Usually why I stick to the computer. A source of escaping, i guess. I got quite a bit of money from Christmas, so I was able to buy a tablet, which has been fun in the "i get to draw so much easier!" way. And I'm seriously debating whether or not to go into a concert. I'm having one of my friends be the guy in this duet song I'm doing, but I'm thinking of doing it myself, to get over a fear of being humiliated. Not like it hasn't happened before, but whatever. I might end up with having my friend join me so I don't feel lonely or scared, knowing that there's someone else who feels the same way. Jeez, what an annoying counselor!!! If i had this lady I would be, well, angry! My counselor is really intense, but he's nice. His eyes are so blue, that you go in his room and you look into his face and your mind is whiped blank cause he so intimidating, you can't even remember your problem...XD It's good just to know you have friends though. Not having them is so lonely... wink Keeping busy is always good and I feel the same way about the computer. It's kind of an escape to talk to friends and listen to new music especially when there's a lot or nothing going on in your life. My life is always pretty loud and i know it's one of my few escapes. biggrin Ooh, do a duet. I have a strange love for duets, but a solo might be good too...this sentence was no help in deciding which you should do...XD i like to sing too, but mainly in my choir. smile I've officially decided on a solo, but the thing is that I have to get a karaoke track for it So... yeah... Dx But it won't be hard, I'll just search "The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You (Karaoke)" Problem solved. biggrin I'm in a good mood right now. o. o xDDD Moldy Peaches made me laugh. XD I've never heard of them but I'm gonna look them up...=) I'm glad your feeling happy biggrin >:O No one can do one instrumental just like the soundtrack? oh well, I have the two chords so I'll just have to find someone who can play the acoustic guitar or do it without music...
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Posted: Fri Jan 20, 2012 9:12 pm
I've considered it before. But honestly, we're here for a reason. If nothing but to
suffer, as it may very well seem sometimes. However, in that suffering, another
may learn from our suffering and apply the lesson to their life, and grow and
prosper from it.
Besides, whether there is heaven, hell, purgatory, absolutely nothing,
reincarnation, or whatever. We may very well not like is what's on the other
side. So I figure I will hang out here as long as I can and just be cool with
whatever happens until time to move on.
Just give it a shot. Might be surprised how things turn out.
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Posted: Fri Feb 24, 2012 1:34 pm
MyouMegami I really don't think it's that big of a deal. I'd been considering suicide lately. I decided to give things a chance though... since I'm so young and all, I'm assuming I'm to naive to really know if I want to die just because I'm bored with life (no idea why... I think I'm social, and at least normal enough to get along with many people, yet I feel so alone from everyone at the same time). So I'm waiting 'til I graduate from high school in 2 1/2 years to further debate on that option. I used to feel that way. Since I was 13-14 I've been a generally unhappy person, anti-social person, and I've lived a lot of my life just thinking that was the kind of person I was. After a long while my doctor wondered if I had dysthymia, and I tried light doses of anti-depressants. After a few weeks I noticed a general lack of unhappiness. If you're always depressed and you know there's no reason why you should be, there's the chance it may be due to some underlying medical reason.
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