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 Posted: Thu Sep 22, 2011 6:09 pm
I know your pain, honestly. And I wish my mental state had developed like yours. Instead I turned into a borderline sociopath, still am, really. I can't feel any emotional attachment to anyone or thing, seeing people I know and used to love hurt and suffering doesn't even phase me. I just don't care. I'm cold and heartless, but exceedingly manipulative and conning. It's funny, how I know all of this, I know that I'm a sociopath, and yet I don't even care. It's like... Knowing you're about to really hurt someone, but not really feeling any remorse or guilt. Yeah, I do that too.
Anyways, I feel where you'r coming from, although I can never claim to seeing ghosts. I never became suicidal either, because I figure that I'm not going to end my own life, when it would be easier to end the life of the person causing me pain. I'v never cut myself or otherwise mutilated myself, and I'v never cried about all of the bullying. Which isn't good, I know. But, like I said, I'm frozen. I can hardly feel anything anymore. I know I need a shrink, but I'v been afraid to get one because of the reasons you have here. I don't want to be put on meds, I don't need them, but I know they'll put me on them. So I stray away fro psyche examiners.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 2:31 pm
I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 2:37 pm
pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 2:42 pm
Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of. I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:03 pm
pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of. I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:06 pm
Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of. I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:10 pm
pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of. I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does. Okay you must be reading another language or something. Because no where in there does it sound like she questioning her self. I would personally know! Cause I always question Victoria's and Kay actions!
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:10 pm
In 7th grade, I exploded at a teacher, and I was diagnosed with Aspergers and put on suicide watch. I went through 4 years of counseling, and joined marching band, and my life actually turned around. I made new friends in band, ones that I will NEVER forget, and I was taken off suicide watch about a year ago.
But what makes me mad is this: back in the 90's people with Aspergers were just considered "socially awkward." These days, I'm actually considered "mildly Autistic," and I just found out that in order for me to be able to join the Air Force (my dream job), I have to take a psychiatric evaluation. Sometimes I just don't understand society...
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:15 pm
Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I think its funny that you used the verb "feel" in the same post that you labelled yourself a sociopath. That's just plain rude. Another reason I hate people. They always make jokes on serious matters just to have someone to make fun of. I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does. Okay you must be reading another language or something. Because no where in there does it sound like she questioning her self. I would personally know! Cause I always question Victoria's and Kay actions! Please calm down. She said she might get a therapist but she's afraid to. I took that as questioning herself. If she didn't feel the need to change, why would she think about going to a therapist? @Aingel Project: I thought everyone had to take a psych evaluation to join the military. Just do your best and they'll see that you're functional.
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:21 pm
pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does. Okay you must be reading another language or something. Because no where in there does it sound like she questioning her self. I would personally know! Cause I always question Victoria's and Kay actions! Please calm down. She said she might get a therapist but she's afraid to. I took that as questioning herself. If she didn't feel the need to change, why would she think about going to a therapist? @Aingel Project: I thought everyone had to take a psych evaluation to join the military. Just do your best and they'll see that you're functional. You people tick me off! She said she knows she needs one, but is afraid, because they will put her on meds that will make her somebody else. I swear people now a days are rude. No wonder Victoria wants out of this time. But then she'd be put in a Asylum too. God I hate those places!
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:25 pm
pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does. Okay you must be reading another language or something. Because no where in there does it sound like she questioning her self. I would personally know! Cause I always question Victoria's and Kay actions! Please calm down. She said she might get a therapist but she's afraid to. I took that as questioning herself. If she didn't feel the need to change, why would she think about going to a therapist? @Aingel Project: I thought everyone had to take a psych evaluation to join the military. Just do your best and they'll see that you're functional. I find it increasingly comical that you two are arguing about me, when we all should be trying to help out Lullaby. I don't want a therapist because I know they'll put me on medication. But I know I should get one, not because I'm questioning myself, but because I know that, if push comes to shove (which it often does), and there's a time when I am forced to react violently towards a person, then I will likely end up in prison. And that is not somewhere I am eager to go. So, I would get a shrink in order to change myself (which probably wouldn't happen anyways) to keep me from the detention center and to ward off the death of someone. And before you make the comment, "Well, why do you care?" I don't care about the person themselves. Honestly, the only thing stopping me from actually killing someone is that I know it is socially unacceptable, and I know that other people see it as wrong. There we go, guys blaugh I hope this helps dispell some of the argument. Now then, Lullaby, how are you feeling today?
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Posted: Sun Sep 25, 2011 3:30 pm
Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso Goodbye_Lullaby pirulaso I apologize. My point is being cold and cynical is one thing, sociopathic is another. Someone people don't know how to handle pain, sometimes they take it out on themselves or imagine doing it the person whose causing it. That's not sociopathic, on the contrary, that's raw emotion. A Sociopath is a person, as a psychopathic personality, whose behavior is antisocial and who lacks a sense of moral responsibility or social conscience. No where in that medical definition does it say it is Raw Emotion.Ha, you misread what I was saying. I'm saying she's not sociopathic, just cynical and cold. That's why she can FEEL wrathful at the people causing her problems or not being attached to people. The fact that she's questioning herself isn't something a psychopath usually does. Okay you must be reading another language or something. Because no where in there does it sound like she questioning her self. I would personally know! Cause I always question Victoria's and Kay actions! Please calm down. She said she might get a therapist but she's afraid to. I took that as questioning herself. If she didn't feel the need to change, why would she think about going to a therapist? @Aingel Project: I thought everyone had to take a psych evaluation to join the military. Just do your best and they'll see that you're functional. You people tick me off! She said she knows she needs one, but is afraid, because they will put her on meds that will make her somebody else. I swear people now a days are rude. No wonder Victoria wants out of this time. But then she'd be put in a Asylum too. God I hate those places! Ha, you're assuming I think there's something wrong with questioning yourself. Its not, on the contrary, everyone should do it. You know who doesn't? The guy who thought his dog told him to kill everyone so he did. Its a good thing, it means as a person, she hasn't lost touch with the world around her. In general, people should strive to be better. If you really look at what I'm saying, there's nothing negative about it. If anything, she should be happy... I'm saying she's NOT a psychopath. And not to be that guy... But, sometimes a mental instution or medication is nessecary. It doesn't mean someone is criminally insane, or anything. I had a friend who mentally crashed after an abortion. She had to stay in a clinic for a while cause she kept trying to kill herself. That was for about a year. Now, she's a working professional with a family.
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