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 Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2011 8:56 pm
Rajih nodded his head in sad agreement. He strongly believed in that of the scales, whether it tipped more to the bad or good, he knew somehow it would affect the world as a whole, if not one person at a time. Gaining with sacrifice, and sacrificing without gain went hand in hand after all. Rajih didn't comment on the subject anymore, knowing that he knew Phil understood it completely after all.
He smiled as he saw the boyish wonder and surprise on Phil's face though he wasn't sure why it would be there. It was after all only a bonk on the ehad. "You okay? Your kinda of staring." He teased before cocking his head, As long as you understand! Besides if you ever feel like that, Just come to me, I'll tell you..."off" anytime." Rajih winked before sighing. "Killing isn't on my agenda nor I think on yours for the future. Hopefully, we will just have peaceful lives instead." Rajih wasn't sure how that would go for him, the goal of a Cerebus Knight weighed heavily on him. Protection of the witches and witchlings against those of the Witch eaters, It all depended on Rajih felt in the future. Hopefully he would mature into a young man able to make the important decisions. For now though, His mind set was on peace and as much of it as he could get.
"So your magic was taken without you knowing." Rajih cocked his head, he had the similar experience with Roger hadn't he? Roger hadn't known Rajih had been siphoning until Rajih had told him, himself. It was odd the way it worked. He watched for any changes in Phil's face when he siphoned and sighed as he knew when Phil immediately felt the take. It had been small of course and yet it was still enough to feel that deep connection. Rajih bit his lip as the small amount trickled into him before stuffing it away. It had been particularly good magic after all. "It will help for a good while actually." Rajih cocked his head, "I'm use to going without magic for good amounts of time, though I haven't found a limit on the time I can go without. I've only gone for two weeks straight before I got to the academy." Rajih cocked his head, "Little bumps into people often give enough for a whole day, and considering how many students there are, its hard not to bump in people." Rajih sighed.
"That sounds more logical than my explanation." Rajih rubbed the back of his neck, "but who would ever be a willing partner to a Majin? that's too much wishful thinking on my part." Rajih sighed again. Resting his hands on the table, he pushed himself up and looked past the book stacks to the windows. The sun was slowly setting in the distance causing Rajih to wonder just how long he had been talking with Phil.
"Looks like Night is setting in now, Want to walk back to Makai together? Unless you have different plans?" Rajih gathered his books, including the one that Phil had given him before gesturing to leaving the Library, he didn't want to get locked out of the academy dorms after all.
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Posted: Tue Aug 09, 2011 6:18 am
At least Rajih and himself appeared to have an understanding, that much was clear and Phil find himself being ever glad that this meeting had came to occur. There was already a silent form of communication lacing their interaction even if they knew so little about each other. Phil was certain he could live with it; he was more than glad to be able to live with it. Both of them were coming from completely different worlds yet they were already open and willing to understand each other; and the most wonderful thing was that they had achieved this understanding without even trying that much.
Phil chuckled softly at Rajih's question about wether or not he had been alright. Of course he wasn't alright. He was surprised and amazed and a whole lot of other things that were hard to grasp for what they were much less put into words and explain, but that wasn't really the point there, was it? "I was just thinking~" Phil trailed off, a wide, yet calm, content smile plastered on his face. He didn't mention that Rajih was reminding him of his twin just to limit the creepy factor if it was received like that. "I'll keep that in mind then." he nodded his head at speaking those words. "I'll be sure to come looking for you whenever I feel I can't handle myself that well anymore." he thought of Rajih next words and found himself shifting his eyes uncomfortably back down on his hands to study the ten delicate digits resting there. His unwillingness to fight with all he had could be a major problem when it came to a lot of things in life; his teacher had told him as much and thus far he had always supported him in whatever he had sought to do. "I was once before told... that we all dream of peace, just too little of us actually make our dreams known." he replied. As naive those words had been they, too, had touched him like so many things before.
Phil shrugged lightly. He couldn't have really known even if he had wanted to. "It must have been." he nodded. "As I told you before, my heart was almost eaten once, and we always spent every day together so..." he found himself shrugging for a second time not really knowing. "He probably starved himself for my sake..." Phil shook his head, it was even worse to think back to it that he had been given an idea of how much suffering it brought. "If he'd just told me I'd have just let him feed... then maybe things would have been different." he sighed softly and forced himself to smile. It was meant to be a happier moment than that and he had no right to dim the mood like that especially with things of the past he had no power over. "I'm glad." he replied at being told his magic was going to keep him well for a while. "And we could test your limits if you want, but I'd suggest we do it under controlled conditions so nobody gets hurt if we miscalculate and you run out of resources sooner than anticipated. But in order to set a supposed amount of time you can go without feeding we should probably first estimate an average amount of magic you use within a single day." he tapped his lip thoughtfully, creating bullet points in his head to neatly categorize the information as always.
"Well... I would..." he trailed off, but then again he was only one person and there were only too many people that weren't even willing to listen. Rajih was right to call it wishful thinking, but even so. "I can't possibly be the only person in the entire world that wants to help. We'll just have to find them, Rajih, as I found you today." he traced Rajih's stare out of the windows and to the sun setting and he smiled awkwardly, nodding his head in agreement. He didn't mind walking back to Makai even if otherwise he would simply have gone to his teacher's house and kindly ask to stay the night. He was sure that he wouldn't mind even if he took Rajih with him but thought it wouldn't be as comfortable for him and he just couldn't bring to let his new friend walk back to the Academy Town on his own. "Yes, it's late after all." he underlined and got up after Rajih to leave the library together with him.
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Posted: Thu Aug 11, 2011 10:26 am
Rajih nodded at Phil, letting him have his moment to think before speaking again. "Good! I'll be there then to make sure you feel better." Rajih reached over and mussed the boys hair before grinning again, "Besides just meeting you Phil, I'd hate to see you lose that...stuff that makes you...you?" He rubbed his chin as he stuttered out his thought process, which may or may not be coherently understandable. "Dreams are hard to share when everyone has a different one I suppose." Rajih pursued his lips before waving it away, "Peace can have so many different meanings to each individual. Its hard to think that while we wish Peace with Majin and Humans, someone else could wish peace for Majin only, or Humans only. Some could wish for Peace of their town only, or the whole world." Rajih raised his hands and then shook his head, "I don't mind sharing with you, because I agree with you." He smiled again.
"The Hunger." Rajih nodded at Phil and felt just as bad for the Majin brother who had to go through it with Phil. It had to be hard to experience that for both parties. Rajih could only lightly relate to his Friends plight and decided not to mention it again. Once Rajih learned to control himself from his hunger, he would ask Phil about the brother.
"Ah." Rajih shifted uncomfortably at the suggestion of a test before looking away. "We...We can try sometime in the future I guess." Rajih nodded, hopefully he wouldn't actually starve himself until he went on the hunger berserk mode. Whoever he managed to do that for, he really hope he didn't hurt.
Rajih nodded sadly again before getting up. "One day I suppose." Rajih shrugged again. "Alright, Back to the Academy we go~" Rajih let all the tension and unease slip aside before heading out of the Library. He turned to give a devious smile to Phil, maybe on their walk home he could find out the more simpler things of his new friend. "So Phil....Do you like Romance novels?" Rajih smiled broadly as the Library door shut on them.
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