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 Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 5:27 am
▸▸▸▹ ℐournal ℰ ntry I guess now, after a little of encouragement from Phil. Well, actually, a hell lot of pestering about not bottling up my feelings and doing some silent venting since travelling back to Makai was impractical, I relented and I now have a journal in which I will rant in. Which will hopefully, survive any burning. Simply because I am now in Moonfall, having graduated from Makai’s Royal Academy, I guess Phil had a point. There’s no one here I can confide my innermost thoughts to. Maybe I shouldn’t have moved to Moonfall, but being in sight of my goal is something to keep me going, to motivate me.
The Poena Privus Ruins. I promise that one day, I will make it in there as a Black Heart and nothing less. Nothing can stop me, no one can deter me. I will stand up and protect everything I hold dear. Maybe I’m being ambitious, maybe I’m being impractical, but I don’t care. I will achieve my goal, and nothing is going to stop me.
I suppose my new lodgings aren’t too bad. It’s in the less than savoury area of town, but it’s clean and comfortable, not that I plan to spend a lot of time here. I’ve been around a little, and I think I may have found someplace to train, for away from people and somewhere not too dangerous for me to attempt some bigger fire spells.
Right. I feel pretty stupid right about now writing all this so I’m just going to stop.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 5:30 am
▸▸▸▹ ℐournal ℰ ntry So. I just came back from Makai. And Phil. THE IDIOT. That is all I have to say. What is he thinking? putting off the grave of Fairies trial. It. Is. Just. A . Walk. In. A. Damned. Forest.
Nothing more. So why, why why why why why is he putting it off? It’s just beyond me. I don’t know why he wants to stay there, to sit in a place where he can’t move. Being stagnant like that.. He’s just asking for trouble. Hopefully that argument knocked some sense into him. I’m not sure what he’s trying to achieve though, staying in school like that. There’s not much he can do. He’s more or less chained to one place, and I for one was rather keen to get out of the school and move here.
But yeah.. We reminisced a little, while I tried to pound some sense into his thick skull. Honestly. Thinking back, I was usually the one who went ahead, charged ahead and got things done as soon as I could. The sooner, the better. I didn’t see the point in waiting for it if I could have it done almost immediately. Phil was the one who tried to think things through. And he ended up floundering, unable to make a decision. Like he seems to be doing right now. Ugh. If only he would just make a decision, stick to it and see it through. Maybe then things would be clearer for him.
Maybe he’s not thinking ahead, maybe he hasn’t really given thought about what would come after school. But he’s eighteen, we’ve been there for a year. I finished my education pretty fast, considering. And he’s supposed to be the smart one. It’s pretty ironic though.
At least now I have a basic mastery of my magic, as well as a goal I have set for myself. I should stop wasting time writing things that don’t really matter.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2011 9:18 pm
salem RPPPP. orz
when i finish it. like, finally.
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Posted: Wed Oct 19, 2011 9:33 pm
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Posted: Sat Oct 29, 2011 7:01 am
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Posted: Sat Oct 29, 2011 7:07 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2011 10:52 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 01, 2011 10:53 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2011 1:36 am
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Posted: Tue Nov 15, 2011 1:37 am
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Posted: Thu Nov 24, 2011 1:54 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2011 4:03 am
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Posted: Sun Nov 27, 2011 8:30 am
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Posted: Wed Dec 14, 2011 9:15 pm
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