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 Posted: Mon Jul 04, 2011 12:06 pm
"Well, Hatsu." She didn't really realize she hadn't given her name until now, and was curious as to why the boy hadn't asked for it. In fact, he seemed almost content not knowing it. She frowned slightly, shrugging. "Your parents seem kinder then mine ever were, you are lucky." She mused, toying with her ear piercings before moving to the side.
"Anyway, my sons are nearby, they won't be pleased if they see you." She laughed slightly, shaking her head. "All grown up, but still want their mommy to themselves."
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Posted: Wed Jul 06, 2011 4:23 pm
Hatsu chuckled. "Well I'm not surprised. Then I suppose I'll be on my way." He smiled warmly at the vixen. "It was a pleasure meeting you. Perhaps we will see each other again, one day." He turned and walked the way he came, he didn't want to stir trouble with the boys. Just take it slow...
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Posted: Sat Jul 09, 2011 6:41 pm
Nuishan turned, looking at the male. "My name is Nuishan." She said before padding off. She didn't say much after, looking for her beloved sons and possibly snuggle with them, or, tell them a bed-time story despite how they have out grown that stage long ago. Still, did it matter? She loved to treat them like kits at times, it was fun~
Time Skip
When Nuishan crawled onto the rock it was not to see the moon this time. It was to hide. A place her sons did not know, a place only Ari knew of seeing as it was on Lunarie land. She had seen Rendo and it had broken her heart. Not because she loved him, but because he had returned now here she was, feeling insignificant. Feeling like a fool. He hadn't died. He hadn't cheated. He had just left her, and that hurt the most. More than anything else. It hurt to know she was just left alone. Left alone when he had adventures. Not even a warning.
Just, alone.
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Posted: Sat Jul 09, 2011 7:21 pm
"Nuishan." He nodded at her, even though he knew her name. He smiled at her and looked behind his shoulder to watch her go, even though it was a few feet away he wanted to make sure she was safe.
Time Skip
It's been a while since he last saw Nuishan on the borders of Luniare. Perhaps it would be a good time to check on her. He made his way to thr borders of the tribe and followed them, hoping he would see just a glimpse of her. He walked half of the border, his hopes were starting to get down. I'm sure her and the boys are doing something together. He nodded to himself and continued walking along the border.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 9:27 am
Nuishan smelled the scent of a random fox not of Lunarie, though this time it smelled slightly familiar. Despite her current dilemma, her duty was to Lunarie. She needed to be there for her tribe and protect it if need be. After all, without Lunarie she would have become a terrible mother, a terrible sister, and an awful tribe member.
She hopped off the rock, heading down the path that was covered in thorns that she had carefully traveled over earlier. When she reached the base of her hideout, she padded after the scent, tracking it skillfully and silently, starting to lower to the ground and crawling to the bushes, until she spotted the male.
"Hatsu?" She had forgotten she was still hidden in the dark.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 9:34 am
"Nuishan?" Hatsu looked around, he could smell her but he couldn't quiet spot her in the dark. "It's me Hatsu." He sat down and waited for her to come out, and if she didn't then it was ok, though he was a bit worried. "Is everything alright?" He didn't know why but he had a feeling in the pit of his stomach that something was wrong. His tail flicked across the earth, and his head lowered a bit.
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Posted: Mon Jul 11, 2011 9:50 am
She had been about to come out into the setting, but, when he mentioned what was wrong her body didn't move, head lowering. Her mouth stayed firmly shut as she shuddered at the memory of seeing Rendo, of how Rush snarled and spat at her side and the twins nearly killed Rendo with their rage. She was lucky enough that they listened to her when she told them to stand down, though, something in her had wanted her to keep silent at the time.
"I saw my ex recently." She whispered from where she was, ears falling against her head and body hunkering close to the earth. "The father of my children. He had a long story about how he had to see family. Though I thought at the time we were family? Why didn't he tell me at least? And now, I don't care for him anymore, but he has my other sons, and I want to see them."
She shuddered once more, wishing Xiaoshi was here, wishing her friend could comfort her. Or her sons. She crawled out into the opening, eyes downcast and entire body clinging to the ground.
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Posted: Tue Jul 12, 2011 4:21 pm
Hatsu carefully went up to Nuishan, he saw her shuddering and her got close to her and wrapped his tail lightly around her. Cold or not, he wanted to comfort her, but he didn't want to creep her out. He frowned a bit, it broke his heart seeing her like this. "He can't keep them away from you. They have his genes, and might look like him. But, as you as their mother they must be boys who have a good strong heart like thier mothers. I'm sure they want to see you as much as you want to see them." He pulled her gently into a hug. His words might not mean much to her, inspecially since she didn't know him too well. But he wanted to see that beautiful smile on her face again. "I wish I could comfort you more." He ment it, he couldn't bare seeing her like this. He knew she was stronger than this.
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Posted: Fri Jul 29, 2011 12:53 pm
That was when she wept.
She couldn't hold it in anymore. All of it was to much for her. Her ex returning right as Shai left Lunarie. The thought of seeing her children weighed on her, and the shame. The shame she couldn't be there for them, couldn't love them like she wanted to. She wanted to apologize, wanted them to forgive her. Did they hate her? Was she going to be hated by her own children, her own family? No...no!
She wanted to curl up with them and tell her she loved them! Rendo wasn't a concern anymore, no. It was her sons she wanted! Why was she more attached to them? Because they were her sons. She already loved them and didn't even know them!
"I just.... feel like a shitty mother." She admitted, letting herself lean on Hatsu slightly.
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Posted: Tue Aug 02, 2011 4:49 pm
Hatsu pulled Nui closer. He didn't care that she cried into his fur. But he did care that she was crying. "Don't say that..." He couldn't bare seeing her like this. It broke his heart. A mother not seeing her son... a torn family. He felt awful. And yet all he could do was just sit there and hug her. He wanted to tell her that it will all get better. But he didn't know that. And he didn't want to give her false hope.
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Posted: Fri Aug 05, 2011 11:52 am
She allowed herself to be pulled closer, shaking as she sobbed. Why was she being so weak to some random boy? Because it hurt. It hurt knowing that her sons were probably going to hate her. Hell, from the stories she knew two did. She couldn't take this. She loved them, and they didn't have to love her, but hate her? Hell! She knew her sons hated Rendo, but she had never asked for that. Never encouraged it.
Why was this family, though parents split, so full of hate and resentment? It was to much. She couldn't take it anymore, the unexplainable detestation between the families.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2011 9:38 pm
Hatsu just held her close. He wouldn't leave till she was better. Or never in gerneral... if she let him. "Just let it out... I'm here for you. I really am. You can talk to me about anything. I'll listen, and I promise I'm no gossip." He offered a warm sincere smile.
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Posted: Sat Aug 06, 2011 9:49 pm
A low, rough laugh escaped her as she pulled away from Hatsu, rubbing her eyes with a small grimace. "Forgive me, I'm not usually like this." She grumbled, looking at the rainbow male with a twitch of a smile. Her head shook, looking at the ground.
"When they were born, I found myself..... disgusted. It took me a few days to even look at their BCR's. Shai carried them around. I rejected them at first. They were the result of my stupidity. But, when they hatched I knew. I knew I loved them. At that time three BCR's were gone already, and I had only the twins and Rush. " She shook her head, looking to the side.
"Now? I would never let anyone hurt them. When Rush came home limping and carried by his girlfriend.... he's grown enough to have a mate, funny that? Anyway, I was so.... angry. So angry at the creature that had hurt him, and myself for letting it happen." She was rambling, she knew it.
"Am I a .... bad mom? I already asked this....didn't I?" With this Nuishan flicked her tail, knowing she was rambling beyond belief. Knowing Shai would probably find her with this man, think he made her cry, and throw a fit. God, her life was a mess.
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Posted: Mon Aug 08, 2011 6:49 pm
"Please don't worry about it. I just wanted to make sure you were ok... and do anything I could." He sent a small smile back to her. He gently lifted up her chin with his paw. "I'm sure any mother would have trouble in that situation." He smiled a little more. "Plus, we all make mistakes. Each mistake could be a lesson in life. We just have to take it and move on. Right?" He chuckled softly. "No you are not, and yes, yes you did."
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Posted: Wed Aug 10, 2011 8:30 pm
She just grumbled, smacked his paw away lightly, and wandered off to grumble more to herself. When she turned around she merely flicked her tail, bright amber eyes narrowing at him.
"Enough of this. I'm a strong woman. I don't need to cry over some man." She hissed, glancing to the side. "Wanna see something?" She asked, deciding to lighten the subject for once. This was becoming a gloomy meeting, even with his bright colors.
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