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He looks at her as if he was confused and then he hit himself in the head "Oh again I apologize I had forgotten once again.." He closed his eyes silent for a time as he raised a hand seeming towards her but he reached out and his hand seemed to fade and then soon he pulled his hand back from once it had gone. Sitting on his out stretched hand now was a sparkling almost tiny star, and next to it a small ghost like sparrow which quickly took to wing as it flew circles around her and landed on her shoulder chirping a soft sweet breeze seemed to accompany every chirp. "That would be little sparrow, an air spirit, and this little baby star.." He laughs a little but suddenly got a shock a few curls for smoke raising from him as he coughed "I mean this here is sparky.. spirit of electricity."

He smiles as he cups his other hand over sparky and then threw his hands up into the air as tiny lights shot out now floating close to the ceiling over there heads, it looked like the room was filled with stars suddenly. Chikara smiles "Oh yes you see I also told you something I never told anyone else.." He looks at her "I have shamanic blood running in my veins, I can commune with spirits of all kinds, at one point..." He goes quiet looking away as he seemed to rub his forearm lightly , but soon snapped out of it changing the subject. "Yes yes you know them they were the first spirits you met well the only ones who wanted to really meet you, especially sparrow...Since she came with you when you came to me the first time... She had stayed behind when you left." He holds out his hand and sparrow flew over landing on his hand chirping happily. "She has missed you for a long time...It was here that first told me you were close by..She even..." Glaring at her "Pulls on my ear to come find you.." He smiles and pets the sparrow lightly.

He looks at her and then away as he lets sparrow fly from his hand and around the room, Then clenching his forearm as if he was trying to decide something. "I...I have heard things on my travels, about those like you." He looks at her his grip on his forearm lets go slowly. "I heard that sometimes when you drink blood there is a chance you can see the memories of the blood..." He slowly unlocked the shackle on his wrist and then pulled the glove off. There on his bare forearm were a set of fang marks. "Hehehe....You..." He looks away covering the mark with his hand once more. "You came into that cage half starved that day, and ever since that time no matter the wound I had ever gotten before this bite or even after always healed without a scar quickly but this won't heal...Maybe part of me does not want it to fade.." He holds up his arm towards her slowly removing his hand "You have not fed right?...Yes I know your favorite blood is human but that was after you bit me...I thought you would drain me dry ehehe...But you stopped finally, all I remember you saying after that was..." He looks at sparrow smiling "It was like you were as free as sparrow seeing the world in a whole new way that made you feel whole and empty at the same time but in all you smiled....Very..." He smirks and shakes his head. "Here now maybe if you feed and if by chance the rumors were true and seeing my memories yours will come back."

He stood up slowly as he moved to stand before her and slowly knelt down, now sort of eye level with her as he slowly reached out taking one of her hands in his own. "You almost did but you stopped... In truth that day when we met I would have gladly let you have all of my blood if it could for even a moment calm both the hunger and deep sadness within your heart..." He stared at her with a deep look of concern and something more, to her he looked young and strong, but at the same moment he seemed so old and frail but wisdom and deep kindness made up for it. "I have a strong heart... As well as a strong body and soul." He let her hand go slowly as he bared his forearm to her. With a light purr he bows his head "I once again offer my blood to you in hopes that maybe you can regain what you have lost and to quench the thirst so that you wont have to feel or show such a sadness once more..." He shook slightly, ears and tail all hanging limp eyes cast down to the floor as if he were trying to hide his very soul from her, silent now.

He smiles as he shakes his head feeling a little light headed but he seemed fine as he watched the blood run down his arm dripping onto his clothes, then looked back to her tilting his head and he growled slightly as he lifted his arm "You didn't feed enough I can tell...Plus i guess the rumors were wrong since it seems you have not remembered anything well not yet heh...But from the way your acting I can tell you must be ashamed and..." He slowly but gently with a hand under her chin lifted her head to meet his gaze. "Have not gotten your fill..." He looks to his arm and back to her sighing "You need to drink more...Or else you will still need to feed again...Don't worry about me...For...For you its fine...If its you.." He opened his mouth wipe his top and lower canines grew into long sharp point as he chomped down on his arm blood spurting from the sides of his mouth as he let go holding up his now gushing wound. "Here drink, those little fang marks wont let out much blood I think now drink...Or it will go to waste.." He stared into her eyes giving her a bloody grin teeth normal once more.

He didn't try to stop her either closing his eyes waiting. Soon his thoughts drifted to that time as well, the smell's the sounds and the feelings even he didn't even know about. Images flashed in both their minds of him just lazing about in his cage even during shows all he could seem to muster was a faint growl and roll over away from the people. Then to another scene he was speaking to little sparrow, "Yes..I'm leaving...There is no place left for me here, my only friend left...Yes yes hush now...No of course I still think of her!..." He growled. Skipping to the next flash, he was sitting by a pond it was night time and he was staring at the stars, little sparrow on his shoulder chirping, as he wiped a tear from his eye he spoke. "I wonder if she is watching the stars as well. Heh well little sparrow I think it is settled she wont leave my mind no matter what, I want to see her no I must and I should return you while I'm at it." The little air spirit flapped up and started pulling on his ears. "Ow...owowowow... Stop that! And what do you mean i should be true with my feelings!? We are different so very different...Even with her fangs she can pass as human, mind you one if not the must exquisite beauty I have seen in all of my time alive.... Heh yes your right I think very fond of her... Maybe one day I will give her all of my blood... Even if I she can't except my heart... Heh now you don't be going and telling her this alright, I sure can't." He sighs and throws a rock in the pond and just like the ripples that cascade over the ponds surface so does the end of the visions. Chikara fell forward against her lap, arm still in her hands, he was fine but just weakened it seemed as he took a long ragged breath still not pulling away. ((Sadly not like I pictured it but close enough lol xp ))

He didn't answer her but it seemed when she asked the question the back of his white fluffy ears sort of turned red as he slowly moved back head down "W-well... It seems you had your fill I am glad..." It seemed he was avoiding the question just like he was avoiding looking at her. He replaced his glove the wound on his arm healed all but the two fang marks from before, he locked the shackle on his wrist once more. He lifted his head slightly to peer at her from his hair hanging infront of his face which was quiet red but not from blood as he lowered it again. "Well little sparrow I told you I would bring you back to her..." He stood slowly and not thinking about the height difference she could now see how embarrassed he really was now as he turned around back to her now. "Well I guess since you had your fill I should..Go.." His tail seemed to have a mind of its own as it swayed and bobbed as if to show just even more how embarrassed he was knowing she had seen that last memory just like he had, his three long braids that ran down his back tangled and knotted as well now. .

He turns back towards her head down but lifted it slowly not as red now. "I-I really meant every word of it.. I have been around the world...Also to places some can not even dream of ever seeing and yet..." He stares at her tilting his head slightly "Always time and time again no matter what I heard or saw...None of it could compare to the one who stands before me now. The moon, the stars..Not even life compares to you Samantha." He smiles calmly ears twitching as his tail sways more calmly now as well.