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 Posted: Wed Mar 02, 2011 9:44 pm
Morde The only reason I ever find myself wishing I was thinner is when I go clothes shopping and I see things that are cute but aren't my size. this. i mean, they're in my size, but i look so weird in some clothes and sometimes clothes make me look bigger than i am or like i have no shape. enni : drink some water. neutral
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Posted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 8:06 am
I try, oh I try.
I know that I could lose weight, I've been trying to as well. I look a little better than I did in high school, but only because my proportions have changed.
I hate my stomach being touched, drives Alex insane. He gets aggravated really quickly when I move his hand away.
I think I'm pretty damned ugly. Thin or fat. So in the end, I'm just losing weight for health reasons.
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Posted: Sun Mar 06, 2011 2:20 am
eh.
i'm pretty okay with my body. i'm 5'1" and i weigh about 103, which is good i guess? it's average. i mean i'm not fat but i'm not slim and/or toned. my diet's a mix of healthy and shitty; i have healthy snacks/meals at home, and i make healthy choices if i'm eating out, but i eat cafeteria food and i looooove chips, so that kinda keeps it all yin-yang'd i guess.
i drink a lot of water and i keep granola bars/trail mix/fruit in my backpack if i ever get hungry. plus smoking weed helps a lot with my diet, believe it or not.
i get crazy insecure about my body whenever i go shopping, though. i kinda hate shopping for that... but i'm getting a better eye for what flatters my body and what doesn't. i don't have a flat stomach and it bothers me, but it's difficult to get rid of because of my body type. guys always tell me that it's nbd when girls have a chunky stomach but you just can't help but feel like a fat lard when it's clear that girls look sexier with flat stomachs.
now if my stomach weight moved to my tits, i'd be a happy camper. dare to dream.
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