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 Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 9:45 pm
 In response to that question: Lilith was ab-so-frikkin'-lutely not at all prepared. At all. They arrived at Sorano's chambers, and every step that Lilith took felt like she were over her head in gelatin. She was indeed over her head. What on earth was she thinking? This could not happen! This can't happen! What had possessed her to agree to such a thing as going back to someone's bedchamber?Somewhere, in a lost, abandoned graveyard, a nun of some great importance was rolling over in her coffin. Lilith had crossed the threshold and, now, they were in the dormitory of Sorano Dinkley. Whatever happened past this point now would be solely between them. ...But, out of the blue, a sudden thought came to Lilith's mind. An evil, horrid little thought that began to plague and disease her consciousness with its cruelty. Should she speak those poison-tipped words, or would she forever hold her peace...?
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 9:57 pm
Whatever those words were, mattered to him not! For he assumed his original position on her before, attempting to drag her to his own berth to get to the real, err, action. By the gods, he was so prepared. Like, totally. Hormones rushing like their little posteriors were on fire, Sorano scrapped up all confidence he could to not just turn around and forget his intentions.
They were fricken' skippin' a mission to march from second to third base all in one day. Of course they're was going to be consequences and it was those that yanked at Sorano's mind and thought. But would be really give up a mission for boobies? Err, yea, most likely.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 10:03 pm
The tsunami of emotions and hormones rushed over them once again, and Lilith could feel herself being pulled under. Part of her longed to just let herself go, and let her sink down into the abyss with Sorano in her arms, but another part of her knew that she had to say it. She needed to speak those awful, unforgivable words. She took a deep, shuddering breath, then let then flow from her lips. "Is this... what you were like... when you had sex with... that other girl?"...Oh, gracious. Did Lilith really know what precisely she had done when she uttered those words? ...Perhaps even Arceus did not know.
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Posted: Mon Feb 14, 2011 10:11 pm
Hands skimming, face plowing for more -- all halted their actions. Huh? Sorano arched his eyebrows in a quizzical hill, not expecting the sudden question. Wow. It sure was a mood killer. A deep one, as he shuddered upon memories he detested. Why did she have to ask such a thing? He rolled off her with little effort to the separate side of the bed, folding his hands behind his head.
A long hesitation met those lips. "Yea." he answered. "Yea, I was." That was the terrible truth.
He had no pleading to continue, no shift in his brain to try and persist the flowing. It was broken and spilling out to the permeable air like haze exhaled from a smoker, without the heinous stench of course.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 5:59 pm
On this day, Lilith had committed two sins. The first was that she almost got to pre-marital third base, and the second was that she didn't go through with it! She was a disappointment to both of her loves: her devotion to Arceus and Sorano. Moving slowly, Lilith hung her feet off of the edge of the bed and sat up, her face in her hands and her long, brunette hair trailing behind her. Oh, Gods, she was an idiot! She just had to go and spoil a perfect moment between her and Sorano, and now that moment was gone, forever lost among the sands of time. "Arceus... I-I'm so sorry, Sorano. Why the hell did I have to..." Lilith's voice trailed off. What else could she say? She was a coward - nothing more.
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Posted: Tue Feb 15, 2011 8:16 pm
Arceus, why? Why is it that all he caused this poor woman was pain? It wasn't fault her fault . . . It wasn't her damn fault, yet why-? Sorano swiveled to an upright position and hung his head low to the terrible apex that caused this whole crap. With it, he was a man. Yet, with it, he just caused poor Lilith much more unneeded pressure.
"No," he breathed in a flavor of despair and slight annoyance to himself. "No, it be my fault, Lili. I 'ushed it, I shouldn've 'ushed it. Ya jus' weren' 'eady . . . "
It kind of shreds the fact in two that he was, right?
I just don't know how to say, "I love you" anymore without feeling pain . . .
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Posted: Thu Feb 17, 2011 10:07 pm
"I... I should have stopped it sooner, though. I wasn't ready for this and I thought I was... And then I had to go and say... that." Bitterly, Lilith laughed and put her face in her hands again. Sorano did rush it too quickly, yes, but she was also at fault: she shouldn't have let it go so far. Ah, the drama of adolescence! Looking over her shoulder at Sorano, Lilith began to feel even more guilty. He was probably as mad at himself as she was with herself, and perhaps twice as ashamed. Lilith smiled a tiny bit and, turning herself around, wrapped her arms around Sorano's neck, resting her head on his shoulder. When she spoke, her voice was soft. "You know... It's not like we have to... to do that for me to know you love me. Believe me, I already know. When I'm a bit more ready, maybe, but..." Lilith closed her eyes. "You already know I love you, too."
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Posted: Fri Feb 18, 2011 6:17 pm
He made no move to touch her, simply inclined his head to the deadly negative. He never told her he was tired of "I love you", persistent IOUs to what he was really craving. From a boy to a man, drained back to adolescence. It was like apples to bananas, peaches to pears . . . just clueless gibberish! Besides, no matter how delicious it may have sounded, it only really was teenage wasteland.
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