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Anyong Kim

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PostPosted: Wed Feb 02, 2011 2:19 am


I'LL ORGANIZE AND CODE THIS LATER
PostPosted: Fri Feb 25, 2011 7:04 pm


SOLO NUMBER ONE.

TITLE: BURIAL.

  • He didn't want to move, and it hadn't been for the fallen curtain and the sudden onset of sun, Elly would've remained there, on his side, nutcracker in arms and knees folded over his torso, neverminding the crick that had formed in his neck, neverminding his stomach, which had begun to eat itself from the inside out.

    He would have--if it hadn't gotten so ironically bright and warm-- laid in this tomb of memories, recounting over and over the origins of everything, until Death came to take him away as well.

    He had imagined it vividly too.

    The old mister would've arrived immediately after he concluded his last thought with a cattlecart filled with other lost, grey souls, and called his name. He would've nodded and boarded, the other souls making room, lifting their weightless shawls and lowering their eyes as he tried to meet theirs. And then, he would've traveled, far, far from this world and into her arms again and he'd shout "Avery, dearest! You didn't wait!" And she'd mutter back into his chest, "But darling, we were so late! Also, you've gotten awful skinny, have you not been eating, good sir?" And then they'd laugh.

    He found himself laughing alone in this goddamned light. Awkwardly, he stopped; thrashed his legs, and then chastised himself-- it was rude and wrong to laugh, even he knew that. This was especially so since she was dead and he still hadn't learned how to cry for her; he hadn't even noticed she was sick.

    'You were always the best secret keeper,' he reasoned, half-expecting an answer, 'And with your powders. But, that, dearest, was a terrible trick. Did you plan this? You must have. Because...

    ...Now, I can't even run from this place' His heart beat skipped a little each time the wind whistled in the floorboards and there was an ache heavy set in his bones. Though no one in particular was listening, or watching aside from the audience of he and himself, and the nutcracker in his hand, he continued now standing-- fighting to control his waver in his voice-- and faced the spotlight of the sun.

    "...much less kill myself without feeling like all bad about it."

    His cheeks were hot and sore, as he turned and faced her again. He steadied his gaze, and came closer but, with every step, his slate grey eyes averted more and more onto the nutcracker and everything else, until he stopped.

    He didn't want to look. There was a certain affirmation in looking. But, he muttered over and over. ‘She’s dead, Elly. She’s dead, and you love her. Stop being such a ******** coward. Look. And then bury her.’ So he did.

    It did certainly seem as if she were sleeping, but it was in the ugliest, least romantic manner he had ever seen. Elly had often heard of a great many poems that romanticized death, and sometimes, he even found himself repeating those pretty words to her when she could still hear him... But when he looked on Avery now, all he could taste was the acetate reality of the situation. Her face was sallow—her cheeks sunken against the bone—, though they were still a rouge colour he thought, and her eyelids and lips were a dried dusk purple, though he wasn’t so sure if that was the make-up or not. And, of course, there were the cracked, puss-covered and dark spots at her neck, the place she had missed (or perhaps could not cover) and decided instead to obscure with her still perfectly curled but limp hairs. A lump formed in his throat, and try as he could to swallow it, he found himself choking again.

    ‘Good. Now. Bury her.’

    He cringed at the thought. But he was sure he kept a shovel somewhere in here.

    Tucking the nutcracker under a quilt, he went to look for it.

    ------
    Elly imagined she would have chastised him for taking too long, and that the place (and all the precious things in it) would smell if he took any longer. He found the shovel next to his mattress, beneath the stuffed bear’s feet and under a pile of clothes and a dust covered figurine of a piglet. As he put his hand on the handle and pulled it over his shoulder, he remembered how he had stolen it from a farmhand, some time at least three years ago.

    He also remembered it was a funny story, really.

    But, for now this didn’t matter.

    In-spite having once heard that when a person dies, they lose an ounce of weight (their soul, they claimed, leaves for heaven), he was weak from hunger—almost falling over when he picked her up-- and her body was rigid and cold against his shaking palms, so the work was bitter. The shovel clanged against his already bruise-covered head each time he faltered and his feet hurt because he had forgotten to put on his shoes. Some time along the way, he swore he had twisted his ankle, or dislocated his arm. Yet, he managed and it surprised him he still managed.

    Three flights of broken wooden stairs later, he was outside out back in the building’s yard, beneath the hotter afternoon sun, and before an overgrown area of weeds and failed, rotting gardens plots. (Neither of them had very green thumbs, they admitted). Some thistles poked at his feet, and the scratches eventually became so deep they bled, as he made his way to what he thought was prettiest patch. He then settled her down when they reached their destination a thing covered in clover flowers and lichen, and then tenderly and facing away from him.

    ’I’m burying her.’

    -----
    It was something akin to limbo, the digging. There was no thinking, just work; no meaning, just dirt. He got used to it, of course, any person could get used to any thing, given enough time.

    A day later, the hole was about as deep and wide as he was tall, so it was ready.

    He pulled her in, brushed away the roots and rocks that caught into her hair in the process. He crossed her arms and pressed one of those clover flowers into her hands (though he pretended it was a marigold), and then climbed out.

    And then he wished he could’ve said something wonderful and sad and grand all at once—wished he were one to express himself and say just how much he loved her and missed her-- before pushing the dirt over her. But, he found that his mouth had dried and his lips were so chapped they stuck together a little. He instead closed his eyes, until she was obscured by the brown.

    When morning came again, it was done.

    He wondered what time it was now, and if any pubs were already open. He was tired, but far too tired to be sleepy... Perhaps, a drink or two, or twenty would help.

Anyong Kim

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PostPosted: Thu Mar 03, 2011 9:18 pm


IM A LAZI d**k THAT WILL CODE THIS PRETTAY LATER. MORE ELOQUENT TOO.

uhhh elly goes kill some chickuns. and meets lulu. and verbally harasses ppl yeee!!!
PostPosted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 3:15 am


and then elly go gets hired at basil's book shop, because he realizes he is low on drinking money.

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PostPosted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 3:17 am


what a spoiled brat elly is

MANG I SHOULD CODE THESE PRETTI EH I'LL DO IT LATER.

PERSONAL CHALLENGE WITH KICK ADDED AT THE END! still editing but for the most part doneish


Employment kept him busy during the day hours. With every tedious task, and every newfound challenge addressed to him from Mr. Darling, Elly became more and more distanced from consciousness, and thus pain. This was good, he supposed dully inbetween the categorization of books, and the tending towards stock and other such nonsense. It was good that he had money now and his heart didn’t hurt as much. The pain was still there, yes, and it came out if he slipped just an iota. But he became even better at composing himself and that indifferent maintenance acted as a sort of cold and tasteless anesthetic.

When the day waned, and the sun became but an orange sliver in the distance, it was alcohol's turn to keep Elly's mind at bay. By about 8, the man would have used half his day's earnings on whiskey and gin, drunk himself up to the very brink of dead, and in a hot, and blurry haze stumbled down the streets and eventually back somehow to his ghostship of a home. In the threshold, he would take his time and climb up all those stairs (or maybe not, it depended on how many drinks he had managed to down), and then he would find Edwin, and then he would curl up with the wooden doll under all his sheets and pass out without even changing.

And then this would repeat. He had mechanized the system, and Elly expected that things would be exactly this way for until he died alone of old age, or of alcohol poisoning and surrounded by a crowd of pub strangers. He banked on the latter, really. He always really liked the sound of people talking (though not to him).

It was presently nine twenty-two on the 15th as the man settled into bed, and the buzz had warmed his cheeks and ears just so. But, then there was something unfamiliar he sensed—a crick in the mechanization. He got up, and looked left, met the stuffed bear. He shrugged and then he looked right. Nothing, save for the same clutter, same mess. And then he looked straight ahead and into a shadow at his open window and, there it was. The thing was bird shaped, and blacker than even the overcast night behind it. Elly scowled and made to find something throw at it (he hated animals), but before he could it flew forward, and landed squarely atop his stuffed bear. The avian lowered its head offered to him a parchment, and though he wasn’t sure why, he dropped his hands, then reached for it.

“Grimm...” By reflex he pulled back, those words akin to charcoal on his bare fingers. The piece fell uselessly on the floor. “What... The ********, who is doing this? What’s going on—“

"Ellison West,”

He stopped.

““How pitiful. You must be such a miserable human being; not a wife to love nor a child to take her place as the object of your affections. Completely alone you are, with nothing but an empty husk to keep you company. Would you like us to take it from you? Just say the word and we will remove it from your sight.

Though, unless you do as we say, that will happen regardless. The only difference is whether you meet your wife in death sooner rather than later."

Before he could even register the message, he felt a thump in his chest. It was as if his heart understood before his brain... and, it understood with the utmost clarity.

He shook, and clenched his fists, the nails forming small red crescents into his palms. He laxed, then clenched again in confusion, nearly shouted “Wait!” before he realized embarrassedly that he would’ve called out into the empty night.

How did you know?

-------

Elly wasn’t sure when he had fallen asleep, so when he felt the sunlight hit his eyelids, he awakened in a jolt of spasmed limbs. He assumed at first that it had all been a dream, and that someone had mayhap slip something into his drink. But, just as he took a breath to calm his nerves, he found his eyes had trailed downward, and on the ground atop a porcelain piglet he saw a delicate pile of black ribbon.

A cadence sounded in his ear.

He reached down, and very slowly, very gingerly took the silky mess into his hands, and let it tangle into his palms, registered its very existence. When he was done, and the stuff had frayed into string, he shook, and held his chest, the scar reopened and driven in salt water. Everything is so much vivid today he thought, attempting, but failing to stop his face from contorting all over again,

Ugh

UPDATE 2: (THE SAME DAY;; FOR THE KICK;; WILL EDIT, BUT FOR THE MOST PART DONE)

Elly wearily stepped outside, and found to his surprise that he was, for the most part alone on these gravel-covered streets. He searched for his shadow in the sand and turned northward, just as Avery once taught him how, and calculated the hour. It was between 4 and 5 in the morning, he deduced. Though he had slept little and it was probably ungodly o’clock, the man wasn’t at all tired. The sun was still low in the pinkish sky, and he almost appreciated the hue through the panicky, claustrophobic fluttering in his gut.

The reclamation of misery had made his mind alert he realized. He paced faster, not knowing exactly what to do now that he could think all over again, and feel. No pubs were open at this hour, work didn’t start for another five or four hours. He was alone and without any more of that precious aforementioned anesthetic, forced to fully consider the message from last night.

This made him terribly unhappy.

“An empty husk...” he muttered pulling his coat closed. “Edwin?” Bloody hell I’d give that stupid thing up.

There was a rustle in the boxus bush nearby, that Elly barely noticed.

---

He ended up at the park, which was but three blocks away from work. The place smelled of wet grass and hay, of ghosts of horses and horse dung and people. It wasn’t a very good park, Elly had told Avery once. There weren’t enough clean grass patches to sit and picnic in, and metal benches were far inferior to wooden ones. Avery agreed of course. His hand flexed a little at his side uncomfortably knowing that here weight wasn’t there.

He shook that hand, as if cleansing it of something, then through his hair, and walked...

One round took approximately 20 minutes. Two round. Six rounds. With each round he made, Elly noticed there were some odd cawing sounds echoing about him. Of course, he expected that there would be birds, but not in this growing multitude and colour—or lack thereof. Rather than the regular pheasants and pigeons, the whole place now seemed to be littered in inky black feathers and beaks. It was as if it was his doing that they got here.

Perhaps it was.

He paced after a crow and made to grab at it, but just as he closed in, it dropped a parchment and flittered away. The paper disintegrated into ribbon much like the one from last night... Though, no words accompanied. Elly tried for another crow, and the same exact thing transpired.

He frowned after the next crow, and wondered what this could’ve possibly meant. He wasn’t by all means scared—that was far too unmasculine. Elly didn’t do fear. What he did, however, was incensed curiosity and fascination. He wanted answers, and he wanted them now.

He realized though looking once more for his shadow that it was nearly nine. Though he had waken far too early, he had managed to once again be quite late.

( He wanted answers now, but would have to figure things out after work.)
PostPosted: Fri Apr 01, 2011 3:19 am


March 16th

After Work. (packing stuff for the journey)

  • Adrenaline down, and consciousness half-back, Elly took the long ways home after Basil had curtly drew the curtains over the windows and turned over the little wooden sign from the black letter blocked "open" to a red scrawled "closed," bid him a crooked smile-accompanied farewell.

    "The long ways home" Elly knew, closing the door behind, would give him more time to think about the trip ahead. It also meant that he would wind over and cut through the darker parts of Gadu, where it smelled vaguely like ash and rotted olives. He assumed that was what the dredgery ate, olives, and if they ate so much that their pores oozed a fatty conconction that stank of the stuff and also dirt. Disgusting. He stepped over a puddle of piss and turned his face forward, neverminding the cripple dragging his swollen feet to catch him and ask for change, or the crooked bag ladies, or the bloodied fellow in the corner.

    I need to pack clothes, were his first set of productive thoughts on this long ways, clean, travel ones; plenty of spare shirts. (his second). He probably had naught a single pence more than a great many of these peasants, but he would never allow anybody mistake him for one of them. Elly was sure he was better than the whole lot of them. In order to demonstrate this, and demonstrate it clearly, he had to dress the part, always.

    His third thought came as he stepped on and over a mist-haired drunk.

    Oh, yes. Something to kill him, of course. I'm quite sorry, Avery, for forgetting. I'm always the forgetful one. ('Actually, the snooty-pooty one', she would've added.

    'I am not...' he would've defended against that quip.

    'Yeah huh! You spend so much time coordinating all your shirts, and sashes! Sometimes Elly, I wonder if you were one, if you'd make a prettier girl than me!'

    'Avery!')

    ---

    He swallowed some of the rancid olive air, hoping to calm his nerves and stave the bit of awkward sadness that one could only experience upon realizing they were speaking to themselves, rather than any real person in particular. This was happening more and more often. Is this how people grieved?

    He refocused his thoughts on Basil's ruined face, his lifeless body, and by what means he would bring it about, not finding the answer to his own question.

    Elly considered sharp, or blunt, before settling on sharp, on the grounds that blunt would take too long, and he might call out in the middle of the process. Then, he considered the sort of sharp things he owned. "Daggers. The one from Helios, or that craftsman from Mishkan. The Helios is rather dull, so, for sure, it'd be a hassle to break the skin of that b*****d s**t. The Mishkan is very pretty, though sharper.

    ...I don't want to waste it on him.


    The sun set somewhere in the background, a redder shade of pink than this morning. There were places on the ground that same hue. If he were one to care, he would've realized that it was bits of torn human intestine. Helios, Mishkan. Helios, Mishkan. Mishkan was closed off, last he heard, wasn't it? It'd be harder to replace. Helios then. Helios..

    ---

    Elly pushed open the door to his abode, then paced up the broken wooden stairs, all the while repeating to himself what he would pack (and to stop pretending Avery was alive, it wasn't normal right?).

    And he packed like clockwork, stepping methodically over each object as if he had developed a sixth sense over the years of living here; a clean set of clothes (first thought), especially shirts (second thought), then the dagger from Helios (final thought). His hand brushed against the fuzz of the nutcracker's hat, somewhere inbetween tending to the second and third thought-- and when it did, he withdrew his hand quickly, as if he had been licked suddenly by some embers.

    Thinking that it was slightly more normal to talk to inanimate objects, than to the dead people, for she... she did it all the time, he spoke avoiding eyecontact with the wooden doll:

    "You're not coming along Edwin. It's not like you're any specialler than anything else in here."

    He was wrong, and knew that he was wrong but for what reason he could not tell. Perhaps it was the same reason he couldn't even bear to look directly onto the thing...

    ('...By much, anyways.' he silently added

    The nutcracker found itself the afterthought. It would be set atop the pack.)


Anyong Kim

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Anyong Kim

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 09, 2011 7:27 pm


Husk

Elly gets taken up by the imperial guard WAO.
PostPosted: Sat Apr 09, 2011 7:29 pm


Science

Wandering around the science headquarters and realizing he knows jack s**t about learning HAHAHHAHAHAH.

oh wait no actually he gets struck by the plague OSM

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PostPosted: Sat Apr 09, 2011 7:30 pm


Her

And then brain damage happens.
PostPosted: Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:13 pm


And then he gets better. Ends up at Ale.... *___* gets harassed by poor people smelling faintly of aconite

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PostPosted: Sun Apr 17, 2011 10:14 pm


ELLIES HUFFS AND GOES ******** YOU GUYS I AM HOMEBOUND.
PostPosted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 11:06 pm


i bet he loses his s**t that his house is wreaked

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PostPosted: Tue Apr 19, 2011 11:08 pm


And then he tries to throw himself into a river yes
PostPosted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 3:14 am


HA HA OOPS I'M ALIVE okay yeah ill organize this when it's not three in the morning BUT.

oh boy look at this pipsqueak in the FALLEN LEAVES messing up MY REBUYING EVERYTHING.

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PostPosted: Tue Jan 24, 2012 3:17 am


also mission request fill PART. ONE OF THREE PLANNED. (i might go over, but three for now)

IMPERIAL GUARD PROMPT:


Quote:
[letter here]

At least two solos are required to complete this mission, one for you to receive and react to the message and a second to encounter and gauge the riots and try to quell them. If you feel the need to include more, do so. General Kunze is currently landlocked within the borders of Helios and so he will not have the opportunity to meet with you to follow up your mission but he is aware of your efforts.

  • He found the letter wedged in the space formed by the front door and the ground and marked it with his fingers. The envelope was plain and holding his candle close, he saw it was a pretty creme-white-- stationary much too high in quality to be bought at any store or marketplace. As such, Ellison broke the red wax seal carefully, minding the way it smeared and stuck at the paper.

    He would become a soldier, but he was her boy, and a collector of everything nice and good at heart.

    ----

    At the moment, Elly wore his nightshirt which was the same material as his makeshift blanket, soft and brown, and made of beat flaxen and cotton. He made his way through the ruined and rotted wood floor board ground and up the flights of stairs, settled the candle at the chair next to the mattress, and tucked away the envelope and his blanket then pulled forth the contents.

    All the while, the orb of yellow-orange ember painted his face with a menacing mask of light and shadow, and in the background a new, smaller deer head stared with glowing dead eyes. A recently stolen cuckoo’s clock chirruped in-time with the beat of his heart and the passing seconds.

    "Earlier this year," the curled writing told him, "The Panymese Press suffered a hard blow for including slander about the Emperor in their writings"

    'Politics' Elly snorted, readjusting his a** on the mattress. Edwin bounced from off to the side, in pseudo-agreement.

    His narrowed his eyes, catching every odd word "Press", "ally", "Council", sometimes wondering why these political-types so often endeavored in verbose pleasantries. It simply meant less free paper for him to store. In other words, Wasteful. He also held the handwriting in itself with contempt for being too big here, too little there (Elly had perfect handwriting...), and puzzled over whether certain letters were "a's or u's", "e's or l's" Until, at last he finally came upon his name ("Mr. West") and paused.

    "You endeavor to join our ranks, here is where you can prove yourself. Currently, you are still among the peasantry. Yours is a voice some of them could come to trust, unaffiliated with the Council, The Press, or -- officially -- the Imperial Guard. Your assistance would be greatly appreciated in this matter. In particular, within Gadu, there have been violent pocket riots that have risen and fallen sporadically. It is our request that you attempt to end these riots using whatever means necessary, though it is our hope that they can be ended non-violently. Good luck, Mr. West. You'll be needing it."

    Elly found himself angrier than he wanted and muttering a number of curses and damnations; 'I'm not a peasant' 'Non-violently? Bloody...' 'Political scum' and '******** this sorry earth' before calming himself, and allowing the flush in his cheeks to dissipate beneath the skin. Then Elly stood, though his posture remained a little slouched, as if an invisible weighted backpack has been placed on his shoulders. The mattress groaned in relief.

    ----
    Before he had been fired from Mr. Darling's shop, Mr. West had taken with him a religious book that had taken the guise of a leather-bound adventurer's story (of course, it'd be in his collection, Elly thought with an eye roll; he should've known). Just a year ago, this Mr. West might have left it at a park bench, or in the fireplace or up Mr. Darling's...

    But, that was a foreign Mr. West now-- one who had known love and therefore did not need to read. The grey and dark abyss had always been filled by her and sometimes even overflowing with her and now that she was gone-- for forever-- some nights had become numbingly lonely.

    Bit by bit, he read the story.

    It began simply.

    There was a boy and his name was Isa.

    He was a small boy who lived fruitlessly and without Faith. He stood at the middle point of his class neither the best nor the worst of his peers. He ran slowly and cried easily. But, while he lived as one who had been condemned to limbo-- without pain nor pleasure; sorrow nor happiness-- in his dreams he eventually came to lead armies. When he slept, Isa learned to accept His name into his Heart and brandishing a golden sword, vanquished Nightmarish demons headed by the General Adversary himself.

    An unimpressive shell, masking valour and a head for justice. Preachy, Elly thought. And horrifically so. Still, with the turn of each page a thought wormed its way into his too-thick skull: the inkling of a possibility. It was fact that Avery was in heaven now. Grandfather Death had carted her to a higher plane because she was the perfect.

    Moving on his own merits, however, things suddenly seemed grim. He stole, he drank, and he swore.

    He thought himself a good person really but would this goodness be any match for Avery's and Isa's? What if, when his time came, he would be pulled to the side of the Adversary whilst his Avery stood with the angels opposite stage?

    As stupid as this sounded, he would later suppose the story in conjunction with that abyss had gotten the best of him. As a companion, the story had left because it ended. He hadn’t any other books, he had been fired. What else could he do, but become the likeness of a strong and pure warrior just like Isa?
    ---

    Elly knelt as if to say a prayer and unearthed a small tin and removed from it a lower quality paper scrap, a quill pen, and some ink. On this scrap he began a plan and a speech.

    “To the rioters of Gadu...”
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