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Posted: Wed Jan 25, 2006 11:59 pm
Week 1 with mama Infi.
God, why does she make me call her that? And when will she feed me something other than McDonalds? I have decided that the plaid skirt she got me is definitely not for playing outside. Though it is fine if the frilly pink dress gets ruined.
I started school yesterday. I noticed not many guys were wearing skirts. I start to doubt Infi's wisdom in picking out my new wardrobe.
The dewi's are really nervous lately. Infi says it's because it's breeding season. Which I would assume means.... something. Whatever the hell breeding season is. Infi just kind of chokes when I ask her and mutters something about birds and bees and getting me a dad. What the hell I need a dad for when she could just answer the question I don't know.
She's decided we get to have a "nightly ritual". Every night I get a bath, a hug, and a scoop of ice cream. She will let me pick out the flavor every week.
Anyways, it's my bedtime now, actually. So, 'night I guess.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:00 am
Ahhh, another great day. I walked into the kitchen to yet another burned breakfast, she'd gotten distracted by the radio and was singing along, ignoring that the food was about to catch on fire. So I walked over, tugged on her shirt, and told her to let me cook.
She burst into tears and started hugging me. I felt kind of bad, I had just wanted to cook the food, I didn't want to eat the cafeteria breakfasts again. So I got to listen to her wail about what a horrible mother she was, and I just nodded and agreed. Which of course set her off even worse, but that was alright. She's cutest when she's crying. And she always tries to make it up to me by making twice the effort at dinner.
I've only been here a week, and I have figured the woman out. Maybe. Shamash just shakes his head and says her very existence is an oxymoron.
School wasn't too good. I'd decided to wear my plaid skirt, and I had some guy trying to flip it up and calling me names all day. I would have punched him in the nose, but then I would have gotten into trouble. And maybe gotten blood on my skirt. But I have decided not to wear it to school anymore.
Then I went home and had to do my homework, and Shamash checked it over. Infi just kind of looked at me with this bank look on her face when I mentioned quadratic equations. I can see this is the momma I'm going to be supporting in her old age. If she lasts that long. After I finished that she finally let me go outside and play. My old mom used to let me play in Aekea, so Khepri flew me there. He had to stay really low, because Infi told him too, but I loved getting to get messy. It is amazing the things you can build with a simple pile of dirt and your hands. I think I'd like to be an architect... or an artist. Just the thought of being able to make something that incredible out of simple dirt amazes me.
Anyways, I got a couple hours there, then Khepri flew me home. Infi was waiting at the door and she gave me a hug and a kiss. I could tell that she'd just gotten out of the shower because she smelled like Vanilla. I almost never used to get kisses at all, much less when I was so dirty and mom so clean. So I excused myself and ran and took a quick shower, putting on a pair of jeans and Infi's favorite shirt she'd bought for me. It is kind of a lavendar color with a baby-blue pair of wings. I don't like it much, but...
She'd made Italian for dinner. One thing Infi claims she never has and never will mess up on is her lasagna. And it was really good! I ate like a pig, and we shared the leftovers with the rest of the family. Infi didn't make me eat my salad, thankfully. We both ended up giving them to Shahar, who didn't like the meat from the lasagna sauce.
And then it was time for bed. She gave me a scoop of the rainbow sherbert I'd chosen for this week, and then sccoped me up and carried me to bed, and even told me a story. It was a story about a big bad wolf and three little pigs he tried to eat, but they ended up eating him. I thought it was kind of funny. She tucked me in, and kissed my forehead again, and then turned out the light.
If things stay this fun, which I know they always won't be, but if she stays this nice, I mean, I could enjoy it here.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:01 am
 That Crout is a pretty smart kid. He's figured out what buttons to push to make me focus on dinner. xD Oh well, one day I'll get him. He'll get bad meals all day! Hah! Well, I've been watching the way he dresses. He wears jeans all the time unless it's a stay at home kind of day, then he'll curl up in the corner with that skirt. I'm planning to go weed out his closet, so I've got to pay attention to what he wears, right? Oddly enough, that plaid skirt is the only one he'll wear. At least, that I've seen. I found the frilly pink dress in the fireplace the other day. Guess he didn't like that one too much. TT _ TT Mmmm, what has happened in my life lately? Well, Ishtar and Shamash are laying eggs. Don't tell Crout, but I think I'll give one of the babies to him. Not that you can tell anyone anyways, you're a journal. Ponder.... ponder.... Ah! Crout has been talking about making some more friends, but I don't really know who he should meet. Sigh. It's not like we exactly live near a lot of civilization. These dewi's are big! And I have the eggs, and 3 more at least coming. I'd love to be able to live closer to town, or have friends he could stay with and stuff, but... Sigh. Well, it's breakfast time. I guess I should see if I can get him off to school with a decent breakfast for once..... Infi
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:02 am
Phooooo. Homework stinks, and I am bored. The dewi's are outside, playing in the rain, but "You'll get sick, Crout." she says. Grrrrr. I am getting really sick and tired of her trying to 'take care of me'. All that she's doing is torturing me. Ugh. Anyways, just a short post to vent a bit.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:04 am
Scowl. Infi has been really busy lately, and I'm starting to feel neglected. I got in a fight today at school, came home with a black eye, and she hardly noticed. It is starting to annoy me. She's been in such a daze I've had to eat out for EVERY meal. I'm going to run away, and never come back.
>< Okay, so I'm not. The dewi's wouldn't let me. I put on a frilly dress today and pranced around the house. I SKIPPED SCHOOL. Next, I'm going to go do... something. Not sure what, but it will be drastic.
Ugh, no more frilly dresses ever. The pink one burned well, this one will too.
I'm really wishing I could meet more people, but Infi's so out of it lately I haven't been able to ask her. And the dewis won't do anything without her okay.
And about them: Takh and Khep have vanished, and Ish and Sham have 3 eggs on the way. But they are very edgy lately, keep looking towards the forest where the dewis live and muttering wierd stuff. I'm wondering for their sanity. Not to mention my own. I'm trapped with dragons and a butterbrain. SPARE ME!!!!!!!!
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:05 am
It's Halloween. Infi and I are going trick or treating tonight. She is this "angelic nurse" thing, and I am stuck being a pirate. Whoo. A pirate. How cliche. >_<() Anyways, school has been going well. I'm still bored and want to meet people.
Oh well, it's time to trick or treat.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:07 am
Infi keeps promising me she'll take me out, and never does. I skipped school for two days and just hung out by myself . Stole a sketch pad and a pencil from her study and I've been trying to learn to draw. I've got some really cute flowers, and I took a piece of one of the dewi eggs and sketched it.
Sham and Ish's eggs hatched. The new babies are Chander, Sandhya, and Kalinda.
My plaid skirt got ruined. I had dressed up really cute too, gotten into Infi's makeup and put on my favorite skirt, and a little button-up top I found and went out. It started to rain, and I slipped, got mud all over my outfit, got mascara in my eyes, and just curled up under one of the slides at school until it stopped. Infi found me before it got dark, and took me home. She was really mad at me, but I came home from school and found three new skirts on my bed. Infi bought herself one too. Said we can go out and scandalize the neightbors by dressing alike one day. Heh. For some reason I don't think I'd scandalize the neighbors quite as much as seeing Infi in a skirt would. She thinks the oddest things are cute. Oh well.
Anyways, dinner time, then we were gonna watch Saw. Excellent.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:10 am
I'm sick. Guess Infi was right about playing in the rain. But on a positive note, Infi is spoiling me rotten. And Shahar brought home one of her other friends to keep me entertained while Infi can't. The new filly is Siobhan. She's so pretty!
I got to see Infi in a skirt. Lol. She looked so awkward. It was funny. Never gonna make her do it again. She doesn't like them that much.
~Cr
Oops, fell asleep. Heh.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:18 am
I got into a small row with Infi last night, and hit her in the stomach. I don't know why, but I've been really angry. I felt really bad after it happened. And she'd been having a really bad day. But I did too! Every single meal was burned, I had a surprise quiz in every class, Khepri stepped on my foot, I was being ignored by everyone because Infi brought home two new dewis this morning, and... She told me to get changed into something nicer so we could go out to eat at this new Italian place since dinner was burned, and I hit her.
We never went to the Italian place.
We both kind of went and locked ourselves in our rooms. I'm really embarassed, and don't want to go down for breakfast, but I know she's going to be expecting me. It smells like French Toast, and scrambled eggs, and bacon. On a school morning? I thought I was supposed to be the one feeling bad?
Well, she's calling me now. I'll make her a cake when I get home from school as my apology I think.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:21 am
Infi has got me listening to a bunch of crappy music. I like this band though. Lamb of God.
Blood Of The Scribe
All of this comes crashing down. Cornerstone's gone Sleepless. Hopeless. No end in sight. Ink well has run dry, fill it with blood of the scribe. Rest comes easy to the guiltless The vampire laments as he prays for the sun. Doom, despair, tragedy are the tools of the trade. Cut to the bone, rob the grave Unearth the stone, lay to waste Defile the tome, rip the page Strip mine the vein, lay to waste. Frayed at the edge, flat lined. The anvil cracks. The hammer relentlessly comes down. A new pariah is born. Chastisement lays you down to sleep, tucks you in with bloody kisses Gifts of nightmares bitter sweet. Type A negative shuts me down. Catch phrase will be the death of me. This is, not what you came to see? What, are you not entertained? Climb the walls 'til nails bleed. Rip the hair, tear the seams, break the glass. Head in hands, bell tolls endlessly No end in sight.
I don't know... for some reason, I just like.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:22 am
More Poetry. Infi is trying to educate me. A big sigh for her.
O for a voice like thunder, and a tongue To drown the throat of war! - When the senses Are shaken, and the soul is driven to madness, Who can stand? When the souls of the oppressed Fight in the troubled air that rages, who can stand? When the whirlwind of fury comes from the Throne of God, when the frowns of his countenance Drive the nations together, who can stand? When Sin claps his broad wings over the battle, And sails rejoicing in the flood of Death; When souls are torn to everlasting fire, And fiends of Hell rejoice upon the slain, O who can stand? O who hath caused this? O who can answer at the throne of God? The Kings and Nobles of the Land have done it! Hear it not, Heaven, thy Ministers have done it!
Poem by William Blake (1757-1827)
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:23 am
Infi. I am starting to wonder about her sanity. She dresses like... well, best described as a kinky little sex-elf. I forgot who called her that, but she came home and cried for hours.
On a positive note. It is almost Christmas time. Oh yes. And everyone knows what happens at Christmas time, yes?
Presents.
As it is my first Christmas with Infi, I have no clue what to get her. A necklace? A top? A skirt? I mean... Aiyiyi.
Le sigh.
I walked in on her changing the other day. *blush* I didn't mean to, I thought she wasn't home, and I needed to get something out of her room. But, umm... yeah. She's not built like I am. She squeaked and dove on the other side of the bed, while I just kind of stared like an idiot. It was.... wow.
AND ON ANOTHER NOTE!
We have about 8 new roommates, and some new cats. Infi had to buy a new house, and we move next week. So if I'm a bit out of comission, you know why.
Anyways, dinner. Infi made paella.
Yummmm.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:24 am
Lasagna, and garlic bread. Mmmmm.... I love Infi's cooking.
I also find her stash of books extremely interesting. She thought I didn't know where they were. HA! I know everything. She just needs to learn this.
The move is going well. The dewis are all moved over there. Diablos celebrated the move by setting her garden on fire. Infi was NOT happy.
Neither were the merkiri. They are these cute buggers, like mermaids. Well, maybe I shouldn't call them little. They are human-sized, but wow. They are still cute. ^-^ When Diablos set the yard on fire, it turned their nice little pool into a hot springs. Killed off about 30 of their young.
Infi said she gave them a burial, but the sushi she came home with the next day had rainbow scales, like one of the dead babies. I don't want to know.
She didn't eat any of the sushi, but I was freaking hungry, 'kay?
Anyways, it's bedtime? Why are my journal entries so short?
Maybe because I have a little something called NO LIFE.
~Crout~
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:25 am
InfinitiesOfSoules Crout was looking for something dangerous to do. He debated running out in the middle of traffic, but he wanted to actually live to see if Infi would notice him hurt or missing. Really, that cut out a lot of his options. Danger meant he had to put his life on the line. And if this "mom" wouldn't care about him like his other mom... Maybe he didn't need to live. If two moms in a row couldn't care, maybe he needed to die. And besides, maybe he'd flip like those people in the video games. That would be cool. Luckily for Trinket, Orion, AND Crout, Infi noticed him sneaking out the door. "Excuse me." she said politely to Malachite, and snuck out after him, intending to apoligize for smacking him earlier, when she saw Crout cover his eyes and go to step out into the street. InfinitiesOfSoules "Crout!!!!" Infi screamed his name and ran up behind him, jerking him back from the street as the car that was bout to hit him honked at them madly. Infi flipped the driver off, screaming after him. "Crout, baby, are you okay?" She shook Crout hard. "What were you thinking, Crout?! Answer me!" Crout flung himself at her, sobbing. "You care, you do, you do!" "She petted his long black hair, making soothing noises. "If course I care, baby. Why would you think I don't?" "Trinket said..." Crout let it trail off, sobbing, and Infi picked him up. "It's okay, babe. Let's go back in there and see if we can find a place to sit down and curl up, okay?" Crout nodded, sniffling.
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Posted: Thu Jan 26, 2006 12:26 am
 Well, it's been a long, eventful week, and I'm not all here, but I'm making a brief post anyways. Just got back from a vacation. Yay. Crout and I went on a cruise! Cue the cheering. Unfortunately, he wasn't able to go to Mexico with me, he didn't have his passport. So he was stuck on the ship. I'm sure he'll either be complaining or has complained about it in that damn journal of his. It was fun, I got totally trashed. I got back on board, and Crout met me at the infirmary. How he knew I'd be going there for something for my hangover that would be, I don't know. But he hauled me up to the stateroom, slapped me around a bit to keep me awake, and then... I don't rightly know what happened. Oops? No, no, nothing naughty, I just... don't remember anything, though Crout says I made an a** out of myself at dinner. Stupid Sour- Crout. <33 Infi
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