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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:26 pm
"Yes, a cat," he said, his voice sounding ridiculously serious, which probably only made the situation all the more amusing, "They're sneaky beasts; I should know. Uno's probably worse than the one that tried to bite my hand of in it's attempt to snatch the sandwhich," a sigh escaped his lips, almost as if he were mourning the death of a dear, dear friend, "It was such a lovely sandwich too. It actually had substance to it, and it was warm," of course, the cat wasn't the reason he'd looked up into the tree to start with; he didn't really care about the wildlife the park gave a home to. Alas, throwing off suspicion was something he'd become rather good at, and while Khalla did not like to lie, he had a surprisingly easy time doing so if it secured their safety and concealed his true identity from her, "It was a perfectly good sandwhich, I'll have you know," Rohan didn't pout. At least not in the true sense of the word, however... this was probably s near as he'd come in a long time, "With my luck, I'm probably fortunate it didn't try to steal my book, too."
Of course the ground. They could have simply stayed on the bench, but no. When Khalla did something, she always did it the right way, and there was just no better way to have a picnic than on the ground. Even if Rohan thought it was counter productive to put food on the floor, blanket or no blanket; it tended to attract ants. Despite his thoughts, he instantly took the corners of the blanket and helped her spread it on the ground, just far enough that it would not touch the bench, but near enough so that he could sit on the edge of the blanket and lean against the leg of metal structure.
"What, did you bring for us, by the way?" he was asking about the food, apparently. As soon as the blanket was spread out over the ground, he sat himself down, leaning his back comfortably against the bench as he turned to look up at Khalla. Somehow, the change of position and looking up... seemed to amuse him, because the ghost of a smile haunted the corners of his lips. At least, momentarily anyhow, because the a second or two passed and he once more looked about as serious as a heart attack, which made his next words all the more amusing (at least to him, though he didn't think she'd find any mirth in them), "Come here?" the motioning of his arm clearly seemed to indicate that 'here' was the general vicinity of his lap.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:27 pm
Khalla had turned her back to him once he started going on about the sandwich. She still had no idea what was with him and his love of sandwiches, or why he would care so deeply if he lost one. She was, regardless, amused by the way he spoke of it - as if it were a long lost friend that he would never find again. She was sure he'd made exactly the same sandwich before.
"Actually, I brought sandwiches," she had already been walking back to the bench to pick up their basket when he asked her what she had. She hooked the wooden handles with her arm and began to turn back towards him. "Sandwiches, assorted fruit, tea, and dessert! But I'm not telling you what dessert is." She seemed pleased with herself, especially when she sat the basket down and started to reach for the food inside.
That, however, was when he asked her to come sit with him. And it wasn't just with him, apparently he wanted her to sit in his lap. She paused, half hunched over the picnic basket, her hand not even grasping anything yet. For a moment she seemed to be weighing her options. If she sat in his lap, then she would feel completely and totally uncomfortable. If she sat beside him, she might disappoint him. Oh, the intricate workings of a relationship.
"Uhm, alright," she murmured, nearly to herself, and abandoned her quest to lay out the picnic lunch. She still couldn't bring herself to sit in his lap so instead she sat beside him, her legs tucked partially under her but splayed out to the side. It allowed her to lean her shoulder against his chest - touching, but without the necessity of compromising her comfort zone by being directly on top of him. She smiled then and looked up at him expectantly, wondering why he was suddenly in the mood for cuddle time instead of.. sandwiches.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:27 pm
"Well, I guess I'll find out what dessert it is after I eat the sandwiches then. I'm a patient man," there was just a hint of something there that made it hard to tell if Rohan was just talking about the food, or something else altogether. He looked as passive, if not as serious as ever though. Maybe it was the fact that he felt particularly safe, surrounded by the bushes, tree and bench (not to mention they held the advantage in that they could have seen anyone approaching from a rather nice distance thanks to the height of the hill on which they sat), or maybe it was an entirely different reason altogether, but Rohan felt particularly brave. Or... as brave as he figured he was going to feel at any rate, given the fact he wasn't a particularly extroverted person to begin with. As she looked at him, he had to refrain the mirth that threatened to show upon his features; the poor girl looked like she thought he might consider taking a bite out of her if she wasn't careful.
"I promise I will only eat the sandwhich. There's no reason I can't have you here, and eat in peace," no, it wasn't that he was reading her mind. Hardly that! It was just that... while he was sure she knew him rather well, he'd come to more or less figure out the way her mind worked, "I am not planning on ignoring your delicious food. I was just thinking that you probably wouldn't mind somewhere to lean on, and... well, the other bench leg is WAY over there," a pause as he motioned to the other leg, which stood a good meter and a bit away from him,"That and... I am admittedly selfish, and would not mind repeating last night's experience."
See? There was perfect (albeit selfish) reasoning behind his actions. He was rewarded when the girl finally seemed to accept his offer and sat down beside him, leaning herself against him, "Eating is still perfectly plausible, see?" he reached over her in order to hunt through the assorted goods within the basket, pulling out one of the sandwhiches so he could take a bite, "Did you bring any drinks?" despite the fact he was being relatively bold, it still left his throat dry to have her this damned close. Not that he'd tell her that much.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:27 pm
"Oh," she said quietly. The one simple word was enough to make it clear she understood and that she also realized he had read into the slightly embarrassed part of her mind. She simply reached up to nervously toy with one of her dreads, trying to distract herself from the moment. It was odd to her to finally be on the receiving end of someone's perception. She was used to digging at other people to find out what was wrong - not the other way around.
"Well, as long as you promise," she finally replied back, though the little jest lacked the emphasis some people (bolder people) would have put on it. She had tried though, and she smiled despite her failed delivery. She knew where they stood again and that was enough to start building her confidence back up.
She reached for the basket after he got a sandwich and pulled out her own, along with one of the multiple tupperware containers that held fruit. She popped the top off and revealed grapes, a few of which she plucked up and popped into her mouth. She was chewing on them and unwrapping her sandwich from the plastic wrap when she heard him ask for something to drink. Oh, right, she'd forgotten to get that out! Now that he mentioned it, her throat was a little dry too.
"Yeah, the sweet tea," she leaned forward and hunched over the basket, digging around until her hand found one of the still cold thermoses she had packed that morning. She sat back and was just about to hold it out to him when she remembered how tricky the tops of those could be. "Here, let me-" her sentence cut short when, while she was fumbling with the top, it popped off awkwardly and caused her to jerk the thermos around. This obviously meant the tea was going to spill, and spill it did - all over Rohan's white t-shirt.
"Oh nooo," her face contorted into what could only be described as embarrassment and guilt and she immediately set the thermos down and began digging for the paper napkins she had packed inside the basket. "I'm so sorry, Rohan. I should have known better than to use those things, they always do this." She was talking fifty miles an hour and where were those stupid napkins anyway?
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:28 pm
It wasn't that he was perceptive when it came to others so much as... he actually cared enough to pay close attention to Khalla's moods and mannerisms. He'd come to notice she a bit of an open book; she had several nervous ticks that gave away how she felt at that particular moment, if you looked for them. The way she fussed with things, be it her hair or her clothes, when she was embarrassed or otherwise nervous... being the very first one he'd picked up on. She also bit her bottom lip when she was annoyed, or debating something. Rohan idly found himself wondering if he was as much of an open book to others as she was to him, or it all came down to actually caring for a person.
"I promise," to his credit, he looked entirely honest; technically, he hadn't planned further than asking her to sit with him, so this was just fine, as far as he was concerned, "Sweet tea?" a pause as he recalled the time she'd pulled him into that little tea shop last winter, "I find that to be a strangely ironic echo," warning bells went off in his mind when the girl began to fumble with the thermos, but he (perhaps unwisely) chose to remain still, letting her handle the situation at hand.
It ended with half the content of the thermos spilling over his shirt.
Rohan soon enough found out that despite the fact that it was rather warm out, the thermos had kept the tea almost freezing cold (or at least, that's what it seemed like to him anyhow). He stiffened instantly, and straightened up, while still remaining in a sitting position, his free hand reaching to pull the wet cloth away from his skin. The cool sensation had left him somewhat breathless for a moment, and having Khalla fussing over him was not helping either, specially given the fact she seemed to be talking (and moving) at fifty miles per second, "It's fine," his voice sounded slightly broken, but it could have been easily misread for a slight cough due to the freezing liquid, "I don't..." another pause, "I don't think you're going to be able to dry it up, Khalla. Not like that."
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:28 pm
She had just reached to dab at the setting stain with the napkins she had finally found when his broken words reached her ears. She frowned at him, her hand poised in the air, and the other clutching a wad of napkins. She felt extremely bad and it was the only way she could think of to help, but in the end he was right. What was she going to accomplish by trying to soak it up with napkins? It would probably not work very well and it would still stain. So, with a sigh she set the napkins aside and looked up at him with her best pathetic apology face.
"I'm really sorry," she said again, her fingers now picking at the edge of her sundress. "I didn't meant to spill it, I can.. wash that for you when we get home." Which was true - she wasn't sure if she should trust his ability to get stains out of clothing when he couldn't even be bothered to make sure his suits weren't wrinkled. Then again, that train of thought also led her back to the fact that her grandmother would be waiting for them when they did get back home. Just her luck, having to introduce her boyfriend shirtless.
She sighed and reached to pluck another grape and pop into her mouth, staring down at the ground - defeated. What could she possibly do now? She had probably ruined this whole picnic and now she was going to be the cause of a bad impression between Rohan and her grandmother. The day couldn't possibly be getting any worse.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:29 pm
He knew the only way to actually dry off the material effectively, without catching a cold was to pretty much take it off, and leave it spread under the sun for a while. 'Ahhhh...' he thought to himself, barely managing to refrain the groan that threatened to bubble up his throat 'I really didn't want to do this'. Alas, his gaze slipped over to Khalla as she frowned, looking utterly devastated over something as silly as this; all she'd done was spill some (granted, freezing cold) tea over his shirt. Rohan was sure it could be easily washed off, and in all honesty, it wasn't that bad of a situation. He was hesitating, yes, and he was slightly concerned, due to the implications that carried following his train of thought, but he wasn't upset at her.
It was probably clear he was debating something, but after her mournful apology, Rohan came to a decision and finally began to move, pulling slightly away from her so he could manouver, shrugging out of his shirt with only minor difficulty (the thing kept on clinging to his skin), "It's fine, really," he'd not wanted to take the damned thing off because, well... going shirtless was not something he was used to. That, plus he wasn't sure she would lean against him anymore after this, and... that's not counting the fact he was very well aware of the fact he had several strange tattoos that spread across his sides and back. He had absolutely no idea how he was going to tackle to upcoming, inevitable questions. Unfortunately for him, he'd come to the decision that her feeling miserable was just not worth keeping his dignity intact, and thus had figured that taking the proverbial 'blow' was the best choice.
Damn his strange logic and ethics.
"It will dry just fine if I spread it out on the grass in the sun," this was him now neatly avoiding the obvious elephant in the proverbial room, "I'm sure it'll be fine by the time we have to go back, and the stain will come off just fine - it's just tea," after spreading the shirt on the floor beside them, in a nice patch of sun, he slowly leaned back against the bench, wincing only momentarily at the mildly cool metal behind him before relaxing down. He watched her through slightly hooded eyes and resumed eating his previously forgotten sandwhich, as if nothing had happened, "We can swing back to my apartment and fetch something nice and clean before we head back."
Wait for it... three, two, one...
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:30 pm
Khalla had glanced up the instant he shifted forward, afraid that he was going to get up and walk away, or.. something to that effect. A dozen outcomes came to her mind but she was just honestly not prepared for the way he casually stripped the shirt off and spread it over the blanket.
"Uh.." was her intelligent response as his darker skin was exposed to the sun and, well, her eyes. That was the first time she'd seen so much of him and she couldn't help glancing at him even as her face turned five different shades of red. It was only as she seemed to be recovering from shock that her brows furrowed in curiosity - this was just what he had been waiting for. Or, rather, dreading.
"I had no idea you had tattoos," she reached into the basket to grab another tupperware container, this time producing freshly sliced green apples. She had barely touched her sandwich - it was obvious that she was more interested in all the fruit she had packed. As she munched away on the apple, her head tilted a little, examining the tattoos like she might find some meaning in them. "And so many.."
She had relaxed a little, leaning close to him though not exactly on him like she was before. Her complete and utter embarrassment over spilling tea on him seemed to have vanished in the face of curiosity. She was learning new things about him every day and this, to say the least, was the most surprising of all.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:30 pm
And there we go, he thought to himself as she spoke up. Admittedly, he'd been far more distracted watching her watching him than he was letting on (he hoped it wasn't too bluntly obvious). There was nothing he could do to keep from feeling at least mildly pleased that she seemed to approve of him, on some level, tattoos aside. He'd technically been expecting a scolding, or some sort of arguement that tattoos were hardly proper, so thus, what she said left him expecting the more to come. He pratically had to keep himself from voicing the obvious 'And?' that he felt he should speak outloud to keep her going.
Alas, she soon enough settled back down (albeit regretfully not into her previous position), "Yes well. I was once young and stupid," a pause, "Younger and far more stupid than I now am, anyhow," a few more bites, and he'd practically wolfed down the sandwich, thought it probably had more to do with his need to occupy himself with something (anything!) other than the fact she was eyeing him curiously still. Rohan had a lot of trouble admiting that things could affect him, and this was no different; he was having a very hard time trying to come to terms with the fact her eyeing him curiously (even if it was just the tatoos) for reason, actually turning him on, and was embarrassed by it. So much so, he was deeply considering grabbing the shirt and slipping it back on again, cold freezing liquid be damned.
"In all honesty, I don't recall getting them," he reached up and rubbed the bridge of his nose, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment in an attempt to clear his mind, "I think it had to do with a prank, and something a 'friend' slipped into my drink. I don't recall - I did some strange things that day. I'm, apparently, not a proverbial stick in the mud when I'm drunk, which is why I make sure I don't drink much at all," he lowered his hand from his face, noting that his attempt to clear his thoughts had failed miserably, because they were still pretty much headed in a direction he did not appreciate at the current moment.
He was also blaming the fruit. For some odd reason, her eating the fruit was having a particularly strange effect on him too. Stupid fruit. turning his gaze entirely away from the girl that sat beside him, he instead chose to focus on the lake, which seemed like a safe thing to look at, "Can I have some tea, please? My throat is dry," and that was the only hint he was going to give her at this rate. Then again, if she was able to read him even half as well as he thought he could read her, he was probably doomed from the start anyhow.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:31 pm
She raised her brows as he admitted not being able to remember them, and the look on her face just kept getting worse and worse as he continued to explain the whole story. Something in his drink? The mere thought of that, or drinking in general, made her grimace. She tried to occupy herself with the apples, to try and keep herself from saying something that she might offend him with and regret later. But sadly, the urge was too great and he simply needed to hear this in her opinion.
"Well, that's what you get for drinking isn't it?" She arched a brow as she looked up at him, looking completely serious. There was not even a tiny hint of mirth on her face. Then she gave him the tiniest, saddest little smile and shrugged her shoulders. "I guess you learned your lesson though, if you don't do it anymore." Still, as she eyed the tattoos she had to wonder exactly what he'd been given if he didn't remember something that had to have taken an awfully long time.
"Oh, err," she blinked rapidly as his voice hit her ears again, realizing that he had been asking for something. It was also when she realized that she had been staring at him, and her whole face turned a brilliant shade of red. "Yeah," she almost squeaked as she reached for the now half-empty tea thermos and handed it to him. Unfortunately, she hadn't really understood what he was getting at about his throat being dry - or maybe she just hadn't heard him. She was too preoccupied being distracted in her own thoughts.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:31 pm
"It was hardly my fault. Drinking is perfectly fine, when it is not abused. If I recall correctly I was having a glass. A single glass," a pause, "And I was of age," in case that hadn't been sufficiently clear before, "I still drink - I find whine to be rather nice tasting, especially when campaigned by a nice book. And I admit I also like when the cat sits on my lap while I read and drink - it's oddly comforting," and he had absolutely no idea why he was even telling her all this. He should have, by all means, shut his damned mouth ages ago, but he felt the burning need to fill in even the slightest silence with his voice. Mostly because if he didn't, his thoughts began to stray down roads he didn't particularly appreciate at the current moment in time, "That's almost like saying that one shouldn't eat chocolate cake because eating a whole chocolate cake would make you sick."
Her staring was also not helping his current situation; he'd noticed her staring even before he'd turned back to watch her (after all, he didn't want a repeat of the previous thermos incident - wanted to pay attention this time). Her gaze on him was almost made him squirm, which would have been funny if only because he wasn't used to squirming much at all. Walking away from physical contact? Sure. Looking awkward? Again, sure. But squirming? Rohan didn't squirm. And yet, had she not torn her gaze away, he probably would have, "Are they that fascinating?" he found himself asking, and no sooner had those words left his mouth that he wished he could just shove them back in, because he had no idea where the hell they had even come from. He had honestly not meant to say that, and it clearly showed upon his features, since he looked vaguely horrified.
He was going to blame the fruit.
Even if she was no longer eating it, seeing as how she was fetching his drink for him. He was still going to blame it however. That and her squeak of a word and her blushing face. At least he was mostly secure in the notion that they were alone and that no one, was, in fact, watching this train wreck of a date, "I did NOT mean to ask that. I have no idea where that came from," he admitted honestly, and since he was going for honesty here, he decided to add to it, "I find you to be most distracting."
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:32 pm
Somehow the thought of him curled up with Uno, a book and a glass of wine was absolutely adorable in her mind. All disapproval she'd previously held at the notion of him drinking socially was washed away and all she could do was smile warmly at him. She supposed one cup now and again wasn't so terrible - her grandmother was a strong believer in wine with dinner after all. She still held a little disapproval of the fact that he had been so careless as to let someone slip something into his drink though and she made a mental note to keep her eyes on him and his drinks if they ever ended up at one of those awful school parties. Not that she thought they would, though. It didn't seem like either of their ideas of a good time and, well, a student and a TA showing up together? Unheard of.
She had just turned back to offer him his drink when.. well, he blindsided her. She held the thermos out half-poised in the air with her eyes and mouth slightly wide in shock. It was funny how a few words could twist her insides up into a nervous ball of embarrassment. "I, uh," she chewed at her lower lip and dropped her gaze, her lashes brushing over the tops of her scarlet red cheeks. At this point it felt like the scorching blush would never fade away. She simply sat the tea thermos down and folded her hands in her lap, allowing herself momentary distraction as she laced and twisted her fingers together.
She was busy trying to sink into the ground and disappear forever when he apologized for blurting out what he'd said. Her only thought at that moment was that they were making a complete and utter disaster of this date. She glanced up, apparently ready to answer him (all the while hoping that her words hadn't completely abandoned her) when he.. yet again blindsided her. It was one thing to be called on her own actions, but to hear something like that tied her tongue in a way that made her think she'd be mute for the rest of her life. She just sat there, in silence, staring up at him and trying to find something to help calm her inside his bright eyes.
"Rohan," she managed quietly, though inside she had a small leap of accomplishment at being able to find the syllables to form an actual word instead of some garbled stutter. "I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable, it's just that it's a side of you I've never seen and I'm.. curious. I want to know all of you, I want.." And that's where her quiet words died again. Talking about the things she wanted seemed like a dangerous subject to broach after that awful disaster. On the up side, she managed to string together more than a few syllables at once, even if they were barely above a whisper.
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:32 pm
Well, apparently he wasn't the only one having a good ammount of trouble thinking and talking, if her stutter and unintelligent first reply was any indication. While it was true that he would have never wanted her to be miserable, he couldn't help but feel a little bit relieved in the knowledge that he wasn't going through this all alone. She was having her fair share of trouble, which in turn made him feel just a touch less foolish. Granted, Rohan was not entirely sure if they were on the same wavelength (half of him hoped they were, and the other half would probably have a heart attack at the mere of idea of it). Still, either way it was progress, even if it had been achieved in the most unconventional of places, as far as he was aware (the park hardly seemed like the type of place for such ideas).
When she put the thermos down on the ground, he followed it with his gaze, almost as if torn between reminding her that his throat was, in fact, still dry, and watching her strange behavior. After a few seconds passed, Rohan settled for the later, his gaze following her as she squirmed and looked like she wanted the earth to swallow her up, there and then. No sooner did she speak up again, that it was Rohan's turn to feel like he really, really wished the ground would split open, right where he sat, because she had no idea, how... enticing those few words were to him.
It took every shred of willpower to keep him rooted to the spot, but his gaze was, for all effect, practically burning a hole through her, "You misinterpret," he finally managed, and he actually paused to give himself a mental pat on the back when he noticed that his voice, while hoarse... did not crack, "Uncomfortable is when a random stranger presses him, or herself against you in the train. Uncomfortable is when you walk into a bank for a loan and notice you're wearing mismatched clothes and people are staring intently at you. Uncomfortable is... well, you get the idea," he paused again, as if to organise his thoughts, then continued, "This," he motioned at them together, "Is not uncomfortable. It's just... pleasantly unexpected. And distracting. I have no idea what is expected of me in this situation, and my mind is not helping at the current moment," it was then, of course, that it hit him - maybe he should just take the easy way out. Why guess, when he could just ask? "What is it, exactly, that you want?"
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:33 pm
She could feel her cheeks burning, like a second sun blazing right next to her face. When was the last time she'd felt so embarrassed? When was the last time she'd felt butterflies in her stomach? She was processing so many new feelings that it was becoming hard to listen to him and even harder to find the voice trapped deep inside her throat. She'd never known anyone that was so good at making her feel so confused, especially one that did it so often.
She managed to still her heart long enough to hear his words past the drumming sound in her ears, though part of her wished she hadn't. Those few simple words set her heart beating wildly, like it was trying to escape a cage instead of her chest, and the butterflies raged like they were vicious bats. She stared at him for a moment, long and intent, as she tried to beat her brain into submission and force it to follow a logical path.
"I want.." she paused and bit viciously at her lip, almost like she was trying to draw blood as a distraction. Would pain clear up the clouds in her mind? Somehow she didn't think even that would help, though it might make Rohan freak out and distract them both from the conversation at hand. So, instead she released the torturous grip on it and steeled herself to look up in his eyes. They were just eyes, right? There was nothing there to hurt her, or harm her, or send her into a stumbling haze of complete confusion.
"I want.. to know what it feels like for someone to care about me. Not just like a friend, or a parent, but like someone needs me." She paused, furrowing her brows a little, as if she were figuring these things out even as she spoke. "I want to know what romance is like, and not just those silly high school puppy loves, but a real and passionate romance." She let one hand fall to the blanket beneath her, like she was searching for a lifeline to ground herself with. She was still managing to keep his gaze though, even though her voice was growing more and more quiet every second. "I want to be kissed and held, I want to feel like a girl in a romance novel - like those awful vampire romances."
She drew a deep breath, fighting at this point with her will, "I just want to be loved."
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Posted: Wed Nov 17, 2010 7:33 pm
Well, that was more than enough for him. He hadn't really been expecting such a blunt, straightforward answer, but then again, didn't the saying go 'Ask and you shall recieve'? Well, he'd asked, and he was pretty damned sure that he could work with what she'd asked him to do, specially seeing as how his thoughts had derailed down that wavelength long ago. Probably way before hers did, although he couldn't have put them into words quite as nice sounding as she had, even despite his versality with language.
He wasn't sure if he could give her all what she was asking her there and then. Rohan, ever the practical man, settled for what he could do. He only hesitated a moment before stretching out his arm, taking her hand in his so he could tug her gently to him, giving her time to pull away. He would have said something, but he'd been wanting to kiss her for the last twenty minutes, and he'd be damned if he was going to turn down what he thought had been a rather blatant invitation in favor of talking.
Again he waited a second, just barely enough time for Khalla to think this over again and turn around while she still could. Then the moment was gone and he lowered his head, covering her lips with his own. He recalled that people mentioned something about fireworks, or feeling like they were flying, soaring when they kissed someone they loved. Rohan would like to note there was none of that; however, the world did melt until it was just him and her, and he found that people's descriptions could not even compare to what it felt like to want someone like he did. Not just physically, but emotionally too; maybe it was because he wasn't close to that many people, or maybe it was because he'd gone for such a long time without trusting very many... he didn't know what the reason was, but he knew then and there that this was what he wanted.
He withdrew when he felt himself short of breath, but he didn't pull away, instead choosing to lean his forehead against her. It meant that he couldn't really look into her eyes without it being sort of awkward, but the physical contact was a fair enough trade at that moment in time, "I need you," he managed, and he sounded so sincere it was probably almost pathetic in a way, "I'm afraid, however, that I'm not a vampire, despite popular opinion of my being so," he had a strange sense of humor, and it reared it's head at the strangest of times.
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