Welcome to Gaia! ::

"No, Roxy. It's you who's selfish. You shouldn't have asked it of him at all! Do you know how hard it is to stop something like that?! Do you have any idea what it's like?!" Evari's fist clenched around the neck of her guitar, the other one gripping and bunching up her leggings until her knuckles turned white under the bright red glow. She was trying so hard, so <********> hard. She was just some stupid little kid! She was pretty! She was sweet! But she was a ******** idiot who didn't know her place! Sh..she couldn't have him! He was hers first! Evari winced at the mention of love, pursing her lips and closing her eyes tightly. "You're not the only person who loves him...Tori loves him too. And I'm sure their children would love him too if she'd just let him be with them." Though Evari honestly had a hard time believing that if Tori loved him as much as she claimed she could really do to him what she did, so perhaps using Tori as an example had been a bad idea. But the children...she wasn't sure why she mentioned them. Evari couldn't use herself as an example though. She loved Kay, she really did, but...she loved him as a friend.

She only half-listened to Roxy go on about him saving her, really just honestly not wanting to hear it. She didn't want to hear about them together. She didn't want to hear about her friend spending so much more time with someone else than her. She didn't want to hear it. She couldn't hear it. She refused. It was Roxy's words before she went quiet that Evari did hear, tensing up again and staring down at her lap with wide eyes. That...that was the same argument she'd used on Tori when telling her what a cruel b***h she was for what she'd done to Kay. She bit her lip and whimpered quietly, trying her hardest not to let Roxy hear her. She didn't like crying even when she was by herself, it was so weak...she didn't like feeling vulnerable. Evari gasped softly when she was told she could lose another friend, the words ringing through her head. Lose a friend...sh-she'd been Roxy's friend? She'd considered the girl a nice acquaintance she'd like to play with when the girl was older but now she couldn't even...

Evari didn't say anything, merely staring at her lap, then her guitar. Ugh...she didn't want to play anymore. She glanced at Roxy through her hair, watching her walk away. "R-Roxanne...wait..." She called out quietly, but loud enough that the blonde wouldn't be able to 'not hear her', turning her gaze down to the ground and nudging at a nearby pebble with one of her feet. She kept her hair covering her face, not wanting the blonde to see her crying. Even Faris couldn't see her cry, why would she let this girl see her cry?

Did...did Roxy not know? Evari winced visibly as she listened to the blonde, refusing to look at her. s**t. Kay was going to kill her for that one. She thought Roxy knew...she said Kay loved her, right? So why wouldn't he tell her? So hey, I'm a dad by the way. Not that it matters because the mom won't even let me do anything to help. Just thought you should ********>. She felt bad. Kay was going to be piiiissed. Evari groaned and buried her hands in her hair, tugging at it with a quiet whine to herself when she heard the crying. Nonono! Stop that! ******** stop it! Ugh! She didn't like hearing girls cry! E-even if they ******** deserved it. Just...ugh!

Evari peeked at Roxy for just a second, and her resolve broke. Fuuuuuck. Evari shouldn't care...it was Roxy who had been in the wrong, it was Roxy who ******** everything up, it was Roxy who was selfish; everything was Roxy's fault. Everything. Just...goddamnit! Stop crying! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Evari growled to herself and covered her ears and closed her eyes, trying her hardest to ignore Roxy and pretend she wasn't there. ******** couldn't do it...she couldn't just let a girl cry, no matter how big of a stupid b***h she was. Evari sighed and stood, putting her guitar in its case, closing the case and quietly walking up behind Roxy. She frowned, looking around for a moment before she reached over to gently grab her by the arm, tugging on her to spin her around. Once she was turned Evari wrapped her arms around her, burying her face into the smaller girl's hair. Just stop. ********. crying.

Evari sighed heavily and pet at Roxy's hair, glad the girl didn't try to attack her or shove her away. She held her tightly, about as tightly as Kay ever held her when she cried. "Shhh.." She murmured quietly to her, one hand rubbing her back as the other pet at her hair. Just. Stop. Crying. She couldn't stand it! The sounded not only grated at her very last nerve it also tore at her heart; girls shouldn't have to cry. Ever. She frowned and pressed a light kiss to the top of Roxy's head, trying to calm her down in any way she could think of. She'd...only ever comforted Tyyne when she cried, she'd never had to comfort anyone else. Usually it was Evari who needed this treatment.

She tried not to get mad at what Roxy was saying, gently pushing the girl away enough to hold her at arms length with her hands gripping her upper arms. Evari looked seriously into Roxy's eyes. "Roxy...you're a sweet girl...sweet and pretty. I'm sure anyone would want to be friends with you...I however, don't even use all the fingers on one hand to count my friends. Do you see why I'd be a little pissed off now?" She was only saying this because...s**t...seriously? Why does everyone in Roxy's life disappear? Why did everyone in Evari's get taken away? Xai had someone, Kay had...this...child in front of her, Tori had those babies of hers, Tyyne kept getting blushy for some reason and staring at herself in the mirror so she had a feeling she'd met a boy...it was only a matter of time before Faris found someone. Her perfect Faris, her beautiful Faris. Her Faris.

She couldn't stand the thought.

Evari stood up again, tugging the girl into another hug. "Come sit." It wasn't a request, and Evari wasn't taking no for an answer. She guided Roxy to the bench she'd just been sitting at, sitting down again and tugging Roxy along to do the same.

Well! That was unexpected! Evari blinked and just stared at Roxy when she herself climbed onto Evari's lap without the glowing girl prompting her or anything, casting wary glances to her left and her right as if making sure no one was around. It would suck have Kay or someone suddenly appear and think she was trying to be some kind of homewrecker. She wasn't! She seriously wasn't! Roxy was crying and she needed to stop! She sighed when it seemed the coast was clear, about to wrap her arms around Roxy again when the little blonde suddenly buried her face into her chest yet again and sobbed against her. Oh s**t...uh...um...wh-what was she supposed to do?! She couldn't ******** hugged Roxy tightly, closing her eyes and rocking gently with the girl on her lap. She wanted to be Evari's friend? After all that? s**t..seriously?! She couldn't help but laugh through her own tears, pressing a kiss to Roxy's head and tilting her head up to see her pretty face. "Seriously? After all that you still want to be my friend?" Was this girl insane?

Geeze, this girl was crazier than she thought. Evari sniffed and shook her head, looking up at the sky and mouthing a '******** you and your mother' at it and damn near flipping it off if it weren't for the fact that she was holding Roxy tight. This sucked. She wanted to be mad. She wanted hate Roxy for taking away her friend. It was her fault Kay was gone, it just had to be...she was clearly lying about him not being around right now! She was lying so Evari couldn't see him! She just...she just had to be...goddamnit!

She still couldn't help but want to smack Roxy if she said she didn't want to lose anymore friends one more ******** time. Like she couldn't make new friends in an instant. Evari worked damn hard to make what few friends she had! And even those ones she...she was losing one by one...it hurt to think about. Evari sighed yet again. "Then, as fun as it is that it seems you agree that my boobs are indeed pretty damn amazing," Evari reached and squirmed to get Roxy to sit up and look at her properly. "I need you to look at me."

Evari blinked, watching as Roxy suddenly blushed. Ha...hahaha! That was adorable! She actually laughed a genuine laugh, hugging the girl and kissing her cheek. That was adorable! After the little kiss she sighed and let go of Roxy, one hand resting on her shoulder and the other on the seat of the bench. Hmmm...why was she trying to make Roxy look at her? She suddenly couldn't remember...oh! Right, right. She wanted to be Evari's friend...but...did she really want to be Evari's friend? She hummed thoughtfully and took a moment to inspect her nails. "I'll do anything for my friends...anything." Well, almost. "And some of them have claimed the same...there's one thing I do for all of them though." Though for one person it was completely different than with the others but...it was still something she'd done. She really wanted to do it again though.

"I kiss all my friends...would you let me kiss you if you were my friend~?" It was a test...and teasing all at the same time. She doubted Roxy would let Evari kiss her, she really doubted it...a lot, since she was so adamant on Kay being 'monogamous'. Why would she herself let Evari kiss her? She'd...still be her friend...just it was interesting to see how far she could take this friendship.

That and when the hell would she get another chance like this to possibly kiss Roxy? She was a very pretty girl! She may not have had one of Evari's requirements, a nice rack, but she did have the pretty face.

Evari looked doubtful when Roxy said it was 'fine'. Were they on the same page? She really doubted that. She had a feeling they weren't even in the same book! But...this made the test a little better. "Hmmm, is it? We'll have to see about that..." Evari toyed with a bit of Roxy's hair for a moment, smiling a little. She was actually kind of excited! Sure, Kay would probably kill her dead forever with no chance of being revived even as a zombie for this ********! If she was going to go down she'd go down kissing a pretty blonde! Ha! She tilted Roxy's face toward her with a gentle finger against the underside of her chin, looking quietly into Roxy's green eyes for a moment. Green...that was a pretty color. Her heart raced for a moment, a hot blush rising to her cheeks for reasons she couldn't really figure out. Was it because of Roxy? No...no it was her eyes. Those pretty green eyes. Before she could reconsider her own decision she pressed her lips gently against the girl with the pretty green eye's, giving her a light kiss. It had been a test, she wasn't going to give her the kinds of kisses she gave Tori and Kay.

She lifted her head soon enough, letting go of Roxy and just waiting for her reaction. Good? Bad? She doubted it'd be good. Either way she had no regrets! Ha! Evari didn't hold Roxy for now in case the girl wanted to get away. Even if Roxy didn't like the kiss...they could still be friends without doing that...she just wanted to test the girl's resolve. Would Roxy still be her friend with the 'threat' of kisses from the glowing girl?