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 Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2010 11:38 am
Diary Entry:
Well before I turned into a guy I was letting my room mate take a ride on Blaze. he was nervous at first but eventually warmed up to Allistar. after I changed into a guy things were getting pretty rough. I took a walk in the dark forest, damn I hate this place. not the forest, but all the light and laughing, giggling morons that surround this place. It felt good just to get out of sight of everyone. or at least so I thought. I met this guy, his name is Akira Rai, he's really nice, and was kind enough to allow me to change into a normal female again. I offered him some Phoenix tears but he rejected them. oh well, I tried. but then he asked me out instead. he already knows I'm a monster, so how bad could it be? I'm still not comfortable with the whole Idea though.
Tritch and I have bonded more. I think it might lead to a fun friendship. who knows? we both thought we were good looking guys, HA! things are looking better,
~Jana
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2010 2:08 pm
All Life Stages of A Phoenix
The last one is before they become ash to be reborn.
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Posted: Sat Oct 09, 2010 2:23 pm
~What I'm thinking~ I think it would be best if people were to leave me alone. I want friends, I really do. but somehow I doubt that will work. you have no idea the pain I've caused. The horror I've created. and I can't bear to bring another person into that.
I know well enough to stay cautious, know that certain things were left the way they are for a reason--I know, sooner or later, immediate death will follow those around me. which would help explain my quiet manor, and passive moods.
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Posted: Mon Dec 27, 2010 8:46 pm
Diary Entry:
Well, I'm back. Allistar tells me things have changed quite a bit. sounds like I missed a lot of fun. damn! I guess that's what I get for visiting Hell. I went home for a while. I needed to gather myself. things were getting out of hand. My powers were quick to possess me. I needed to train again.
But I'm back now. hopefully things will be better. And I'm sure as hell not going into detain about my home or it's many...wonders.
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Posted: Tue Dec 28, 2010 2:11 pm
Diary Entry:
Well I barked at Allistar...whoops. There I go again, bitching about life and hurting people's feelings. I felt kind of good about it though, the way her and her boyfriend looked at me...well I guess I should expect it. Being a Phoenix was never supposed to be easy.
No one has figured this out yet...and I'm grateful. The attacks on the school...they're the reason I left. Back at home things aren't doing so great..there were more attacks there than here. I had to go there and fight the other problems before I could come here! Family first and all that other bull sh*t. but I'm back, and bring on the other creatures, I'll take them down easily. starting with Allistar's boyfriend's warlock.
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Posted: Sat Apr 16, 2011 3:50 pm
Diary Entry:
Well, it's been a while since I've done this...and I'm not thrilled about it either. so I'll give a quick update.
That guy, Akira Rai? The one that asked me out forever ago? well, we've grown really close. too close. I was worried and tried to pull away from him, me being a fire bird of death and all...but then I found out he can't be burned! Hey that sounds awesome, right? well, then he decides he really really likes me...problem. I'm in my final phoenix stage! My room mate doesn't even know this, but I'm dying! I'll be ash soon! I told him anyways and he's still devoted to me. omg. ^_^
After I died I lost my memories, With Allistar's and Aki's help I regained them. They're soo awesome. Akira and I had a couple probelms in between but and I can't help but notice I'm falling head over heels for him, literally. Apparently he likes me too, because guess who's engaged???? I've been Alive for a really long time but I've never met anyone like Akira. Hope Allistar is okay with this...
but she's not the only one I'm worried about. Akira and I still have some unfinished buisness, I hope he'll understand...
~Jana
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