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Aww, that would be sad.
We'd still love you, Dornkus. :>



You'd probably have to explain asexuality though.
Maybe I'm underestimating your friends but I know a good amount of people I'd have to explain asexuality to.



Derp.
Sorry, Freudian slip.
They're semi-common with me it seems.

I'm not terribly interested either way.
I knew this guy in 8th grade so I haven't seen him for years.
He found me on Facebook and asked for my number so I gave it to him and for the first week or so he texted me all the time.
I was out of town so I wasn't real busy so it was cool but when I got back I went to spending all of my time with my friends and he seems to have become discouraged since I was always with friends when he'd ask what I was doing.
So maybe my lack of interest is because I haven't actually seen him in person for years.
Or maybe it's because it's weirding me out he seems to be so attached to me after only seeing pictures of me on Facebook and texting me.
(I may or may not have commitment issues, doesn't everyone in a way?)
It also kind of creates a conflict of interests because the person I'm interested in is much less overbearing and much more relaxed.
I know they're interested in me in a roundabout way but if I want them then I'm going to have to do some work.
But once I get it then they would be loving, caring, etc.
There's much more an element of unpredictability in the other person and I might have had a slight growing crush on them for a while now.

Sorry, didn't mean to explain my whole love life but I'm bad at explaining one specific part of a scenario.
If I explain one part then I just end up explaining the entire thing.



I'm sorry!
I only lied because I care!

Oh you're bad.
You should feel shame.


Yeah, it is kind of creepy.
Probably adding to my anxiety about finally seeing him.


That's what I've always figured but people just tell me I ramble.
At least you get me!


THIS IS WHY IT'S SO HARD.
YOU ALWAYS DOUBT ME.
WHEN WILL YOU LEARN THE TRUE DEPTH OF MY FEELINGS?

Good.



I'M SORRY, BABY.
PLEASE COME BACK.
I LOOOOOOVE YOU.
PLEASE?

Aww, come here.
I'll stop yelling.
I'm sorry, it was my fault.

Aww, that sucks, Donkus.
At least you found it out in the least awkward way possible.
I don't think you were stalking her.
But it sucks you didn't find out sooner.
You'll get over it and find someone else, I'm sure.

If it makes you feel better love hasn't been any better on my side.
Yes, I went on the date with the guy and I just had absolutely no feelings for him so I told him at the end and said I'd rather not see him again.
He kept trying to text me and sent me one message on Facebook.
I felt kind of bad until I found out that while he'd been professing his undying love to me, he'd been doing the same to one of my friends.
So that kind of justified my ignoring him.

But the person that I was actually interested in, has gone no where.
I keep trying to hang out but it's always just as friends and I can't figure out how to turn it towards the "date" direction.
So I keep getting frustrated and not calling them to ask if they want to hang out.
Which probably isn't helping my cause but a sign of some sort would be greatly appreciated.

I'll still love you if you still love me!


EDIT:
Also, since I did make this thread about my friend.
I hung out with him and his boyfriend last night and my friend was delighted that his boyfriend and I got along so well.
Apparently he was nervous about that, forgetting that I was already pseudo-friends with him from seeing him at parties.
I was just nervous his boyfriend would be scared of me since he's super-skittish when he's with my friend apparently.
He was actually pretty affectionate to both of us, which completely threw me off when he started leaning on me and didn't care that I was splayed across the couch, meaning my a** and feet were on him basically.
So anyway, that was me being glad they're happy and comfortable being around them together.
Rather than being that awkward third wheel.