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 Posted: Fri Jul 30, 2010 9:50 pm
i know how you feel. my family are very strong baptist christians as well, which is why the only family members that know are my stepmom, who is very open minded, and my dad, who pretends it never happened. i have also had problems with cutting and wanting to kill myself, and the few people that know think i'm crazy. i am grateful to have a friend or two, on the internet at least, who knows how i feel and wants to help me. and i'm always here for you, of course. my dad feels that if i need help in any way, it means that i'm crazy, which means that he's crazy, since i had to get it from somewhere. it doesn't make much sense, but that's my dad. i know how you feel. if you ever need to talk you can always pm me.
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Posted: Tue Aug 24, 2010 10:50 pm
50 percent of my family are either preachers or lawyers. Another 25 percent are both. I've lost 3 very close people to suicide...one I regret the most. And that's the one I will carry with me the rest of my life. Truely it's not worth it. I know right now with your parents it may seem hopeless, but having read the replies in here you have more support than I'm sure you know. And I would gladly list myself amongst support.
No matter how bad things seem...keep going. It WILL get better...I promise. The world in general is close minded and fearful/judgemental . But its places like this...with people like mew and the others...where we find hope and acceptance.
Feel the love of those that are unseen...and ignore the hateful ignorance of the majority. Best of luck and wishes.
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Posted: Mon Oct 04, 2010 2:01 pm
i too feel like that i almost offed myself last august i try to repress my feelings it tears me apart so i ran......ive lived as a whore and all did what i had to do to get by yeah cutting feels good especially the adrenaline rush if you do cut try not to let it be seen ....ive not cut since then im thinking about starting a group called shemos alliance shemos are emo except they use the arts ...minus the knife art ... ive been in states care from 10 to 18 you have to kill or be killed...i know it aint easy it never is i started smoking instead of cutting it gives you the same rush.... i dont know what to say except if u need a friend im here......
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Posted: Mon Oct 04, 2010 3:55 pm
Don't kill yourself it won't help you and it will hurt those around you. I'm a cutter and proud of that fact because my religion requires blood letting but I would never cut a vital spot I wouldn't want to leave my friends and love ones on there own hell they need me to protect them from the other violent ******** in this crazy world. So live and live well.
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Posted: Mon Oct 04, 2010 4:04 pm
Please don't let suicide be an answer, and please don't feel bad for not committing suicide. Strength comes from being able to face the demons of your own life.
*huggles* If you ever want someone to listen to you, my pm box is always open.
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Posted: Sun Dec 12, 2010 11:11 am
DizzyPsycho Hello once again I'm posting my issues and once again I'll say that I do this here because ppl can reply or comment if they want or not.Anyway... I've been thinking of suicide since I was 12...and the thoughts have only grown over the years...making me cut myself and get people to hurt me because it makes me feel better about myself than just killing myself...but once again I'm getting the urge to end my life,but whenever I'm about to I get afraid and end up stoping myself...which just makes me mad at myself for being a weakling =_= Ya see alot of the pain that brings my mind to this point comes from my mother and a big chunk of my family being christians and me having to hide a big part of myself from them...which is extremely hard when they bash homosexuals or say bisexuals are just confused people who dont know what they want....and well Ive lied to my mother tons of times when she asks if Im gay or if I like girls in that way...and one time when I again said no she said "Good because that would mean somethings wrong with you and we'd have to get you help." ...well Im just blabing now so I'll stop...comment if you have something to say on the matter {Sorry for the typos,i think i fixed all of them though...hard to write when Im emotional at the same time} This is where I realize I'm so lucky My family is reform Judaism so no issues with gays... My advice? Focus on become self sufficient. Once you are 18 they cant make you get "help" without your promission, (you live in the US right?) and once you can support yourself you can tell them and wont have to worry about them throwing you out. My GF is afraid to tell her folks and thats what we plan to do.
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