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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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 Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:43 am
Sommer felt something crack in his chest. His hoof came crashing down on the glass creation he'd labored over, it cracked easily under the force of his strike. "Did...I even..love you..." He says the words slowly, and he looks up at her, tears streaming down his cheeks but looking angry. "Non of corse I did not. I juzt did it to have ze fun! I like watching az all ze bucks come up to you, not even knowing you a little and trying to become zat close to you. I enjoyed keeping every one zat smiled at me a certine way a leg's length away becauze my heart only wanted you. I waz alwayz zere for you, I helped, I even..-he stomps his hoof down on the glass rements of the gift, tiny shards fly up and glitter in the sun- But non, you are correct, clearly I had no feeling for you what -stomp- so -stomp- EVER! -crush-
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:44 am
"THEN WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME!" She screamed at him. "WHY DID YOU KEEP ALL OF THOSE THINGS FROM ME!" She shouted and began to cry herself. "You KNEW how lonely I was! AND YOU STILL LEFT" She cried at him full of rage and anger and hurt. "You WEREN'T always there for me Sommer! Becuase if you HAD always been there for me; you would have been there the first time Robin made me feel like an awful person! you would have been there the SECOND time Robin made me cry! Would have been there when I was TRAPPED in that basement; all alone for HOURS hoping and PRAYING someone would find me and save me. WHERE WERE YOU FOR THAT SOMMER?" She cried at him; her whole body shaking.
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:45 am
-he turns his back on her, he was angry too and if saw her cry he would just crack like that glass and melt to her tears- You rejected me, I cannot be zere for you all ze time!
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:51 am
"I rejected you AFTER all of that happened Sommer. You were long gone from me before that happened." She whimpered and took in a shaky breath. "Don't blame me becuase you pitied yourself."
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:52 am
Oui I did. I pitied myzelf becauze I was going blind for a girl who would never love me. And where were YOU when I was bleeding to death eh Flora? Where were you when I could barely walk, when I waz in so much zat I waz ready to lay down where Lawley left me and die? You speak of all ze painz in your feelingz, I nearly died for you and you still puzh me away.
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:53 am
"I didn't know how much you'd hurt yourself Sommer. But where was I the next day? Where was I the day after that? Where was I every day until you were alright to move around on your own again?" She told him with an even voice; angry tears in her eyes. "I might have been able to love you at one point Sommer. If you hadn't left; every time life threw something your way. Do you know how AFRAID I am of being alone Sommer? That I have nightmares EVERY NIGHT of everyone I love leaving me behind? Because that's all ANYONE does to me. They leave me. I didn't push you away Sommer; you left on your own. I 'm just tired of you coming and going."
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:54 am
And how am I supposed to know when you are buried placez eh? Am I suppozed to just follow you around like some..some..mion? iz zis all I ever waz to you? some mion you keep around so zat you don't feel lonely?
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:55 am
Flora shook her head. "No Sommer. You were my best friend. We used to be with each other all the time. I don't expect you to always be with me. I don't want you to always be with me. But you didn't even know I was gone. Didn't even know I was missing. You didn't even know it had happened until I'd just told you." She took in a shaky breath. "And isn't that what a brother is sommer? Someone to keep you company and love you and take care of you."
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 1:56 am
How do I know? My sizterz, zey both juzt took off! My othzer mothzer, I do non even know who she iz or where she iz..everyone elze in my life haz juzt vanizhed on me. So why not you az well?? -he turns- Oui, I was moping, I waz scared and alzo I waz angry becauze I saw all of zese..buckz...coming to you left and right and all I wanted to do waz to fight zem all away from you. When I saw a buck look at you the way I felt about you it HURT. Being around you like zat HURT! But could I tell you? Non, I could not. You didn't want someone like zat yet! I wanted to wait...-he stops, he looks down and says quieter- I wanted to wait longer but I couldnt...
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:00 am
Flora shook her head. "You knew I didn't feel any way about anyone. I STILL don't feel any way about anyone Sommer. I've TOLD you that! I felt the most for YOU over anyone else. But how could I love you the way you wanted me to; when it felt like I didn't even know you anymore? What was I supposed to say sommer?" She lifted her head in a sarcastic sort of a tone "Oh hey; I haven't seen you for a couple of weeks; and I just found out you'd been hiding something big from me that has been tearing you apart that you didn't even feel you could tell me; but you love me? Oh ok I guess that works." She let out a sort of angry huff of a breath. "None of those bucks have stayed Sommer. I used to think they were my friends! And they just left me like you did."
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:01 am
-says sadly- even if I waz hurting, you would want me to stay around you..? I put on my smilez juzt for you, juzt to protect you... but when you said no, I juzt couldn't pretend that it didn't hurt. I needed to be in pain away from ze doe zat would just refrezh ze pain every time I saw her
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:04 am
"How do you feel talking to me now Sommer? It still hurts doesn't it? You didn't have to leave me; you didn't have to turn around and walk away with out saying a word to me when I came up to you. Hell who knows; no other bucks come near me like that anymore; you wouldn't have HAD to hurt like you keep saying it hurt." She told him; a sort of deadly calm going over her body.. "I've never needed protection! I don't WANT to be protected! Adonis didn't get that either! I just want a freind! I wanted a friend that would always be there with me! My mate needs to know; I can take care of myself! I need someone to hold me close and tell me it's ok. To cry with me; rage with me! Go through life with me. Someone that REALLY loves me shouldn't be afraid to tell me everything! I WANT to hear it. I want to hear what I'm doing that makes them mad; that makes them upset; that hurts them. How can I fix it if I never know? How could we have ever been a couple; if you hid behind a smile? If I hid behind a smile?"
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:05 am
-he heaves a huge sigh. she was right and he knew it deep down. he nods his head gently- you're right..
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:07 am
Flora laughed bitterly. "I know I'm right Sommer. I'm glad someone finally see's I know what I'm talking about; that I'm not some little Fawn. I can have intelligent thoughts too..."
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Poisin Ivy Josephine Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jun 16, 2010 2:08 am
-he clears his throat- well...I am sorry...I alwayz zought zat I waz doing what waz bezt or right. I never dezevered you anyway..-he looks at her, a very tiny smile- zough, I like zis..I like seeing you zis strong..i know zat I will never have to worry about you..-he looks away- I still worry about you...-he sounds pathetic and he knows it, but it's the truth- I waz a fool...I would have stopped ze sun if zat iz what you wanted..but all I had to to waz talk to you..-he smiles through a torrent of tears- You are better wizout me now anyway..
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