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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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 Posted: Sat Jul 03, 2010 7:56 pm
 ♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥Qu'est-ce que c'est?♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥╔═══════════════════════════════╗ XAlexei, who was too emotional at the moment, looked up immediately at the sound of knocking at the door. As always Michail tightened his grip on the gun next the to the inside of his breast pocket. Precaution, that's what happened when you've been involved in over 27 gang wars.
"Da!" Alexei called still a little shaky from the musical tragedy that had just ended.
The two mafia minions walked in and nodded at their superiors.
"What is it?"
The two looked at each other, as if making sure it was okay to tell their less than stable boss what was up with his girlfriend.
"Well you know how you told us to go after the girl?"
"Yeah?" Alexei was suspicious already. Ordinarily people stayed away from him unless there was a problem...and problems meant some one was going to have to be taken care of...most likely.
"We didn't see her do anything yet...physically."
For some reason, that was enough to make Alexei go from hysterically emotional, to well...a different spectrum of emotional...a scary one.
"What do you mean physically?" He snapped popping up from the couch. "Do you mean you physically didn't see her do anything wrong or that she didn't do anything physical, as in nothing remotely similar to being a whore?"
"Net, I-we, didn't see her do anything with are own two eyes."
Alexei neared the two...half dressed and all. He looked extremly interested now, but his two lackys weren't saying anything.
"If that's they case why are you here?" His lip pulled up revealing his teeth enough to make him look like some sort of feral dog.
"Well....we, we think you should keep an eye on her from now on..she'd been hanging out with some man but we don't think she's done anything with him...he might just be an old friend."
"........Where did you see her last? Alexei looked ready to bust out of there.
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Posted: Tue Jul 06, 2010 2:00 pm
Tara Danielle Mathews People say I’m the life of the partyXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ‘Cause I make a joke or twoXXX X Although I might be laughing loud and hearty, deep inside I am blue You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer XXXXXXXXXX it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
My _ smile _ is _ my _ make - up _ I _ wear _ since _ my _ break - up _ with you...  "Am I scared? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX To be honest...[~I need you...][Tara's eyes opened slowly after Auggie kissed the top of her head, but she kept them still half closed while his fingers ran through her hair. Despite where they were, she didn't want to leave, because it meant leaving him and going back to.... him.
She also caught the hesitation in Auggie's voice as he changed what he was about to say, but she forced herself not to wonder too much of what might have left his mouth. It could have been anything...
"I know." And still, she didn't move. ?Yeah, he would have to lead this part along. He had to last time too, because once it was clear she had made her decision, she still couldn't pull away. The first step is the hardest right? Sort of. It took many steps before it got less hard, and it was never easy.
Auggie pulled her up, and Tara cooperated, pushing herself up.
She froze and her face grew almost cold.
Yes. Alexei would kill him. If he knew what happened here??Tara would fear for her life, but she had no doubt he would kill August. Who by the way, still did not know everything Tara knew, which was by no means everything still.
"I wouldn't be surprised if he killed you himself" she murmured, almost inaudibly, head down.
This just reminded her of how stupid she was being. She never should have brought him into this.
Tara's thoughts however, were cut off when Auggie kissed her lips, so soft and sweet- before grabbing there clothes.
Tara paused and closed her eyes tightly, but briefly, and then suddenly she moved, and clothed herself quickly.
Afterword, she nodded toward Auggie.
"And you have no idea how little I want to go back. But I.. I have a feeling someone's been following me lately... I... I should have told you sooner. We ned to leave here immediately, just in case, and... I should find some of my friends, have some kind of alibi, I guess..."
There was so much more she wanted to say, you could tell just by looking at her, but none of it left her lips.][...need you~]   I'm terrified." _____________________________
I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground
Come and rescue me XXXXXXXXXX Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see? XXXXXXXXXX Only you can set me free.
Come and rescue me
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 1:05 pm
 »I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
"Himself?" James dismissed it though, not thinking it was a big deal. Actually, if he killed himself it'd make their lives a lot easier..Well! It was true!
"Following you?" He reached for her, pulling her to him again. "What do you mean someone was following you?" He kissed her forehead, and sighed.
That Alexei kid was pretty secrative, from what he had gathered from Tara. "I don't like you living with him... and everything." He sighed. "He's bad for you." He was always angry when he even thought about him. "I want you out of there.. I wish you'd let me do something about it.."
But thats when James dropped it. He headed for the door and sighed, biting his lip. He took Tara's hand and led her out into the musky hallway and down the old stairs. He waved to the halfdrunk half asleep man behind the counter before going out into the night air.
"A taxi should be here soon..for you." James squeezed her hand before pulling her in front of him and holding her from behind, around the waist.
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Posted: Wed Jul 07, 2010 11:29 pm
Tara Danielle Mathews People say I’m the life of the partyXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ‘Cause I make a joke or twoXXX X Although I might be laughing loud and hearty, deep inside I am blue You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer XXXXXXXXXX it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
My _ smile _ is _ my _ make - up _ I _ wear _ since _ my _ break - up _ with you... "Am I scared? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX To be honest... [~I need you...][August didn't seem to think much of what she said, but Tara thought Alexei storming over to wherever Auggie was just to put a bullet through his head, wasn't that far fetched. Then again, neither was a hit man.
Tara was taken by surprise by his reaction to what she said after though, as he pulled her to him again.
"Well... I didn't want to worry you, but I think so...." she said slowly, trying to not show just how freaked out she had been by it lately. Maybe she was just paranoid though, you know, since she knew she shouldn't be seeing August at all.
His lips were hot on her head, and Tara savored the split second of contact.
"I know" she said, a bit more loudly then how she had been speaking lately.
"I know he is, but I don't know what else to do, I'm... I'm afraid to just leave... you don't know how he is!" She almost stepped away, but instead she held him tighter, but briefly.
As Auggie took her hand, she moved with him, suddenly very thankful to be getting out of there. She no longer felt safe, not at all.
She left him hold her and refrained from saying all the things she wanted to say.
About how she felt, and about how she felt. The first how she felt was about him, the second was about her situation.
She felt impulsive and anxious... and she felt very very scared.
But Tara didn't show fear easily. And was even better at hiding it.
August was in fact, one of the very few that had ever seen her vulnerable. Alexei was another, for a completely different reason.
Tara leaned back into the only man she had ever truly loved, and closed her eyes, seeking that moment where the world stopped, and she felt safe despite everything.
It was just settling in when the taxi showed up.][...need you~] I'm terrified." _____________________________
I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground
Come and rescue me XXXXXXXXXX Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see? XXXXXXXXXX Only you can set me free.
Come and rescue me
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Thu Jul 08, 2010 1:32 pm
»I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
As they stood there in the middle of the night, his arms wrapped around her and his face buried into her blonde locks, James was thinking of some far off fantasy he'd often retreated too in the past few weeks or so.
They'd pack their bags one night, run off into the night. Uncertain of a destination, just knowing they were getting the hell out of this town. He was going to be her hero, her savior. He'd rescue her from the evil hands of Alexei. Of course, Tara never told him just how horrible Alexei is, but he had a pretty good idea. And he already hated the guy.
But he could save her, whisk her away to some far away land where they could live happily ever after, just as they had always talked about in high school.
James's fantasy world was shaken up and destroyed when the taxi's horn sounded in their ears. He broke away from Tara and kissed her on the cheek. "Call me as soon as you can, okay?" His eyes locked on hers, his hands on either side of her face. His dark eyes completely filled with worry.
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Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 1:42 am
Tara Danielle Mathews People say I’m the life of the partyXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ‘Cause I make a joke or twoXXX X Although I might be laughing loud and hearty, deep inside I am blue You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer XXXXXXXXXX it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
My _ smile _ is _ my _ make - up _ I _ wear _ since _ my _ break - up _ with you... "Am I scared? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX To be honest... [~I need you...][Tara looked back, deeply into August's eyes. Then, she put her arms around his neck, leaned up, and kissed his lips.
She nodded "I will, when I can. I'll be fine." She said this as if she believed it. But Tara only wished it were true. She certainly wouldn't be fine emotionally. And you couldn't count on physically either.
Then she forced herself to pull away and leave him. Leave him for a dirty cab that would take her back to the man she WISHED she could run away from.
Tara opened the cab door and stepped inside, closed the door, and when she could help it no longer, she stared out the window, watching August as they pulled away.
She didn't want him to worry, but... How could he not worry? Even when she acted like everything would be fine, it was obviously not true, not when she had called him up in the first place, not to mention the times when she let him know a little bit about what she was dealing with.
Tara told the cab driver where they were going, and then picked up her cell to call some friends. She needed to be around people. And it would be better if she wasn't lying about being with friends if Alexei asked.
Not that she couldn't lie, no, she could do so very well, but if others were questioned... if she was being followed.... safer.
She only had a couple hours she couldn't account for truthfully.][...need you~] I'm terrified." _____________________________
I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground
Come and rescue me XXXXXXXXXX Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see? XXXXXXXXXX Only you can set me free.
Come and rescue me
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Troubled Monster Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 7:59 am
♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥Qu'est-ce que c'est?♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥♠♥╔═══════════════════════════════╗ XAlexei probably had a case of post traumatic stress disorder that was never diagnosed. His childhood was really ******** up in a cliche but more dramatic than the norm way. Both parents had been shot in front of him...one raped, it was rough. So maybe his ruthless behavior wasn't his fault? No one could really say for certain, because as said before, no one ever took him to a mental hospital to get the figured out! Hell he had even killed people in his teenage years...that couldn't be good for his psyche!
So in theory, maybe being really ******** angry to the point where he was ready to send out a man hunt for his girlfriend...wasn't totally his fault.
Well it was in the literal sense but not in the mental stability sense.
Alexei threw on some clothes (because underwear just wouldn't be acceptable in modern society) and casually packed a gun in his boot and another in his chest pocket. He didn't do that whole gun in the crotch thing anymore because...well he had been frisked by a cop and he had to play it off that he was indeed..."happy to see him".
Never again.
Alexei stormed through the many dimly lit halls to where the family garage was. He motioned for his driver to get in the front seat of the expensive looking black car that sported equally dark windows.
Alexei, the mafia lord that he was...or would be rather, followed tradition and hopped into the back seat.
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Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 11:40 am
»I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
James watched as she was driven away from him. He stood there, in the rain for what seemed like hours, before going back to his car and sliding into the drivers side. He sat in the car, freezing.. but not caring. He wanted nothing more than to remain with Tara for the rest of his life.
Hey sweetheart, sorry I'm late. Be home soon xoxo
He turned on the car and sent that off to Allegra, then he was speeding home. Speeding, yes. This probably wasn't the smartest idea he'd ever had. It had been storming all evening and speeding down these rodes in his car was not intelligent. But he made it home in one piece and slowly trudged up the stairs.
James found his girlfriend in her chair by the phone. "Hey babe," He tried his very best to put on a smile for her as he made his way over to her. He pecked her on the cheek. "I'm sorry I'm so late.."
Normally, James slept shirtless but after that night he wasn't sure what marks lied beneath his green polo shirt. He shrugged, it was late- reallly late. There was no point in changing, so he pulled off his pants and went over to their bed. "How did your...writing go tonight?"
Despite the cheating tonight, he was still a relatively good boyfriend..
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Fri Jul 09, 2010 1:12 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 2:27 pm
»I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
As James watched her speaking he couldn't help but feel horrible. Here, he had this amazing girl that would do anything for him in a heart beat and he was ******** around with Tara.
Well, actually, he had only ******** her once..
"A-minus? I hate your stupid professor." He slid off the bed and walked over to her, he kissed the top of her head from behind and grinned. "You deserve way better grades than he gives you."
But James was excepptionally tired and fell back onto their bed again. "Me? After work I hooked up with a few of the guys. We went out for a drink and just hung out." He had become a very good liar as of recently.
He opened his arms, nodding for her to join him. "Come here babe," His lips twisted in worry. "Whats wrong?"
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 12:54 pm
Allegra Nicole Dartengnas       ─────────────────────────────────────────────────────  He says he wishes I were her,
And secretly, sometimes I wish the same thing.
Then one of us would be happy.Her mouth twisted into a small smile, but she didn't say anything as he spoke of her professor. He'd always made it quite clear that he thought she was very very bright, as did her professor. She was her professor's favorite student, but he refused to let his bias color her grades. He didn't find it fair, and he actually graded her much more harshly than anyone else, just to make sure he wasn't letting someone so bright get off easy.
But the grin quickly faded as the lie fell so easily off his lip. Anyone else would have believed him, but she knew him so well; she'd lived with him for a year, now.
He held his arms out for her, and she got up, falling into them easily, and naturally. Just as she had before all this. What was wrong? She couldn't tell him. And half truthful answers seemed to be very common in their situation right now. So ignoring the fact that she was freezing and that his arms were so warm, she leaned back, out of his embrace, and looked him straight in the eyes. He was able to look back at her, so easily.
"I got a call from Donivan, today..."Out Of My Cranium: Sorry for the delay; no computer for three days.Distruth drives me into m a d n e s s,
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away,
If I will it all away.Don't turn away; don't try to h i d e,
Don't close your eyes,
Don't turn out the l i g h t s.
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Posted: Sun Jul 11, 2010 11:21 pm
Tara Danielle Mathews People say I’m the life of the partyXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX ‘Cause I make a joke or twoXXX X Although I might be laughing loud and hearty, deep inside I am blue You’ll see my smile looks out of place
If you look closer XXXXXXXXXX it’s easy to trace
The tracks of my tears
My _ smile _ is _ my _ make - up _ I _ wear _ since _ my _ break - up _ with you...  "Am I scared? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX To be honest...[~I need you...][Tara took a deep breath and dialed a friend.
Come on, pick up, pick up, pick uuup.... YES!
"Hey Ash, it's Dani, can I come chill out till the storm blows over? They always put Alexei in a bad mood, total kill joy. The only thing that will make him feel better is a romantic comedy, because a dramatic chick flick will make him cry." Dude, she wasn't even joking, for the most part.
"Haha wow, yeah, that's fine. I'm writing a paper so I might be a little distracted, but we can watch a movie when I take a break."
Thank God.
"Alright cool, I'll be there in twenty."
"K, see ya."
"Bye."
"Bye."
Ashlyn was one of the few friends she still had contact with from high school, and thoroughly insisted on sticking with Dani, so Tara went with it. She didn't really mind. The girl went to the same college, and unlike Tara, lived in the dorms, but Tara went over all the time anyway.
It wasn't much farther when she got a phone call, and the ring tone made her heart race. And not in a good way.
She picked it up immediately, but wasn't stupid enough to answer that quickly.
Tara took a couple deep breaths, which was a reasonable amount of time to answer, pressed accept call, and said, "Hey babe" as if nothing in the world was wrong.][...need you~] I'm terrified." _____________________________
I trusted you in every way
But not enough to make you stay
Turn around
I've lost my ground
Come and rescue me XXXXXXXXXX Come and rescue me
I'm burning, can't you see? XXXXXXXXXX Only you can set me free.
Come and rescue me
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 4:05 am
»I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
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「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
James held Allegra for only a moment in time, before she moved right out of his embrace. He pouted slightly, but she was all serious.
His heart skipped.
Donivan was one of her best guy buds, someone he had been jealous of... once upon a time.
"Okay?" He was trying to think about what that might mean. She got a call from him, okay? That could mean a million things.
"What'd he say?" He raised an eyebrow to her, something that was usually very cute. And was still, but Allegra looked at him through different eyes now. They were never soft, always questioning. As if she knew.. but she couldn't.. couldn't possibly knew.
James swallowed, breathing in a deep breath before calming back down and stroking a strand of hair away from his girlfriends face.
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 9:51 am
Allegra Nicole Dartengnas  ───────────────────────────────────────────────────── He says he wishes I were her,
And secretly, sometimes I wish the same thing.
Then one of us would be happy.He pouted, and a part of her still found it adorable, but the other part was so... disappointed. Disappointed that he could be so close to her like this. Most men became distant, at least. Or couldn't look you in the eye anymore. She just couldn't understand James, and how he was still okay with being close to her. Maybe.... she was wrong. She hoped to all hell that she was wrong. "He said," she started slowly, closing her eyes and taking a deep breath, "that he saw you with another girl, and that the two of you look kinda odd."
It felt kinda good to say that to his face, but she knew she probably wouldn't find it in herself to do this again for a really long time, if ever, in their relationship. She still loved him so much, despite all this. She couldn't help herself.
She looked back at him now, not fully realizing that she'd looked away in the first place. And she saw it in his face - indescision and a touch of surprise. Like he hadn't expected her to bring up Donivan, now, of all times. Once upon a time, he'd been extremely jealous of Donivan, who was her best guy friend, and one of her ex boyfriends, though that hadn't lasted long at all. And obviously, they parted amicably, which hadn't sat well at all with James. He didn't really like her hanging out with someone who she kissed and held hands with on a daily basis, even if it was in the past, which was a perfectly normal reaction.
She still wasn't sure what exactly had sparked the change that made him and Donivan... not quite friends, but at least friendly with one another. Maybe it was her, or maybe they found a common ground; she didn't know. What she did know was that Donivan would kick anyone's a** who hurt her, which would be bad news for James. Donivan was a big guy with martial arts training. But don't let that fool you, he's the geekiest big guy anywhere.
Allegra was fighting off the urge to spurt out a thousand different things. She wanted to tell him that she wasn't accusing him of anything, but she was. She wanted to tell him she still loved him, but that would be masochistic and pathetic. So nothing would make it past those full pink lips.Out Of My Cranium: Distruth drives me into m a d n e s s,
I know I can stop the pain if I will it all away,
If I will it all away.Don't turn away; don't try to h i d e,
Don't close your eyes,
Don't turn out the l i g h t s.
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samanthaualani Vice Captain
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Posted: Mon Jul 12, 2010 2:12 pm
»I'd give anything for one more minute with you...DONTSTEALTHISDOMOORILLEATYOURFACE↘↘( xx«I still miss you. xx )
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「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI never knew til you were gone,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ how many pages you were on. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xIt never ends.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ I keep turning and line after line you're there again.. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI dont know how to let you go,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ you're so deep down in my soul. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xI feel helpless,
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ So hopeless. ﹞
「 ☂ 」■ ■ ■ FML ⇨xits a door that never closes.
o.o huh ...?⇧ ~~ - - - x ↗↗ ﹝ No, I don't know how to do this. ﹞
8059 mums <3 8D ▬▬▬▬▬▬ ( □ my girls in the next room, sometimes I wish she was you.. □ ) ▬▬▬▬▬▬
☯ August James Grant ☯ ┏━━━━━━━━━┓
James hadn't realized he was holding his breath as she spoke. He let out a small gust of air and remained calm.
"What? Tara? Babe, I told you.. I was on facebook a few weeks back and one of my friends from high school added me. We talked a bit and decided to hang out cause she lives near by. We were just catching up." He half shrugged, while laying down.
"It wasn't odd. I don't know why he would say that?" He stroked another piece of hair from her face and pecked her on the lips.
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[sorry, that suckkkkkkkked! =/ ]
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