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Posted: Tue May 25, 2010 4:42 pm
((moving the day ahead to after school)) Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them I know that people say we're never going to make it But I know we're going to get through this+ The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment + Silvia followed he twin to the entrance of the school, where their chauffeur was waiting to take all three Hato children home. They met up with their younger brother and entered the car in the same order as they had that morning.
Haku knew that Silva had something that she was hiding, and if it involved their brother, then it had to be good. He would talk to her later. The look they shared spoke volumes, that they would discuss it once they arrived at home, when Gin was busy with work their father had delegated to him in training for when Gin took over the family company.
All three exited the vehicle once it pulled up in front of their large manor house, rows of servants welcoming the 'young masters' and 'young mistress' home. The three nodded in recognition, the standard that had been ingrained into their beings since early childhood, and continued to their individual destinations within the large house.
Silva and Haku met up in Silva's room, which was directly across from Gin's, and sat on her large bed to discuss Silva's plans for their brother. The three siblings were all close to one another, especially Silva and Gin, so it was normal to see them sitting on each-others beds discussing any and all things. Gin could tell that his twin and his younger brother were up to something, he noticed the subtle exchange the two had shared with a single glance. He ignored it, since nothing he said would deter them if they chose to try interfering in his personal life, or lack there-of.
He let them wander off as soon as they had entered the house they had lived in their whole lives, the door opened by a loyal old man with brown dog ears and tail and graying hair. He had to help his father in some sort of business thing, so he made his way to the man's office, located on the ground floor towards, the back of the house.
He entered after being told, "Enter" by his father's stern, emotionless voice. He greeted his father with all the respect he had for the man, respect he'd learned to show the man ever since he was old enough to notice the world around him.
He knew his father loved him, and his sister, and he knew that it was simply hard for the man to express emotions or act on emotions. He and his father had an understanding, and it worked fine for them, but Haku needed to hear things like that in words. Haku didn't share his understanding of their father, since the man barely paid any attention to the youngest.+ Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement +  The raindrops The tears keep falling I see your face and it keeps me going If I get lost your light's going to guide me And I know that you can take me home You can take me home
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Posted: Wed May 26, 2010 9:20 pm
 Age:18 Local Orphan When school was over Yuta walked home while Azumi's father picked him up. His father had gotten the day off to spend time with Azumi for a little while. Azumi's father being one of few rich parents that Yuta had known to spend time with their child in a fun way and not a work related kidn of way. Probably because Azumi's mother was the dragon and his father was the wolf and his mother scorned his father because of lack of fun interaction. Yuta liked Azumi's mother, she always seemed to welcome Yuta with open arms and a loving attitude as though he was her own son along with Azumi. They seemed to react better together then most families. Probably another reason why Azumi never misbehaved badly, but still caused troubles every now and then and it explained why he was always smiling, and yet serious.
Yuta walked home having agreed with his butler and maid that he would walk home everyday so things could get done around the large house he lived in alone. He enjoyed his lonely walk home. It had always been something he enjoyed since being one of the rich kids now. His grandmother had been famous for her craftsmenship in making musical equipment and instruments. They were one of the best in the buisness along with the musical peices she created as well. She also breed flowers of all veriaties and made furniture as well. Things that many people used in the society of today. Yuta had taken up alot of those things as well, but never once showed any of it to anyone not even the butler and maid knew of it. He had is own secret room and everything. He kept the key with him always as to never have anyone enter the room. Yuta looked at the sky and sighed before laughing childrean caught his attention and he looked over in time to see a family playing together. He watched for a moment, before the pang in his chest became to much and he kept on moving no longer looking back.
How nice it would have been to feel love like that? To feel like even the smallest bit you ment something to your parents then an unwanted shadow in the back ground. Many times he had heard their fights, and many times had he been in the center of them until they killed one another leaving him mother and fatherless. His grandmother had kept him at the orphanage until her passing when he inherited everything she had. Having no one else to give it to the her grandson whom had endured probably more then he should have. He had been told in the will that her butler and maid were to act as his family now and they would watch over him. They didn't live in the house, but they did come there early just to be there when he woke up and to get things started for the day. Yuta came up on the house. The driveway was long and the house big in size with many rooms in it.
 The land was just as big, housing a barn and fenced in area with a large pond in it as well. The barn was more of a stable to Yuta. Housing many kinds of horses that his grandfather had breed before his passing long befor his parents deaths. Yuta's golden eyes wandered across the house and land and he sighed. What he wouldn't give to feel like the house wasn't empty and void of people. To feel like he belonged to a large family that he knew he never would have ever again. Yuta walked down the length of the driveway and sighed before walking up to the door and yelling loud enough for anyone to hear in the large house no matter where you were....well unless you were outside then you were out of hearing shot.
"I'm home!"
The maid fortunately was tucked in the next room dusting when she heard him and she came out walking over to him to give him a huge, "Welcome home Yuta-kun."
He smiled softly. Her hugs always felt warm to him and full of love and caring. Her name was Kisa Usami, she was a mother of four and her husband often went on over seas trips to his companies. They were rich yes, but before they had married Kisa had always been a maid barely living of what she was paid. When granny asked her to work for her for a good amount of money Kisa had been delighted and that was when she had run into Mr. Yiro Usami. They had hit it off though Yiro's parents had strongly dissagreed and they eloped until his parents had accepted it. Now they lived happily and Kisa continues to work at, now his, home. She still found some way to keep alot of attention on he kids and Yuta. Yuta always seemed to call her super mom, and she had chuckled when he had told her what he thought one day. He would always give her several weeks off just to spend with her family.
Now the butler on the other hand, his name was Gabriel. He was young for a butler and very much in love with a girl who wasn't rich. Gabriel had dreams of his own and when he raised enough money to get his own nice place he would work on a buisness of his own and ask her to marry him one day. Yuta had a sneaking suspision though that she was waiting just for him. The girl worked at the stables on Yuta's gram's land before it became his. She was realy pritty, and she worked at a flower shop in town as well. She always turned down any other man saying her heart was spoken for. She always watched Gabriel from a far and she knew of his plans and thought it was romantic. Now he was closer to that goal then before Yuta got there. Yuta oddly though he had more then enough money then he needed and so Yuta just gave alot of it to the maid, butler and stable girl. Even that didn't put much of a dent in the pill of money his gram had given him. Along with the amounts of money he gave to childreans homes and hospitals it still did nothing to the money he had.
Yuta only shrugged it off after a while, he figured his grams things were still being sold and so the money was still pouring into her account. Which was true since it was her company making her designs even after her death, signing that the buisness was now Yuta's to do as he wish with it. So Yuta left it alone, making sure the people who had worked there didn't lose their jobs.
"Well Mrs. Kisa I should probably do my work now right?" He smiled soflty.
"Yes dear. Go up to your room and complete your work and then I want you to help Miss Tanya out in the stables," she smiled softly down at him.
He was short for a boy, but he didn't care, because Mrs. Kisa was taller then the average girl as well. so he nodded and head up stairs before he took off his bag and placed it on his bed before grabbing his books from it and sitting at his desk starting with the liturature poem which he sighed. How was he going to get out of this little mess? He was sure once he wrote it he would be screwed and they would know it was him who had the pen name Shinigami. Sighing he gave in and let it all to fate, which was cruel in his case. he moved onto his other peices of home work as he worked slowly. After a while he finished up and went out to the stables to help feed and brush the horses, while Tany cleaned them up, gave them water, changed the hay stacks and beddings, and cleaned the stadles and other equipment as well. He seemed to always be left in awe the way she worked so fast and efficiently. He loved the horses and hoped to take on everything his grandparents had done and more. Like his own favorite things someday without fear of what others thought about it.
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Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 10:57 pm
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Posted: Fri Jun 04, 2010 7:44 am
((sorry... epic fail in coming up with anything.....and schools just about finishing.. 10 days left and I'm freeeee!!! Will post later today once I've woken up...Actually... i have time, so I'll post now. But it will be a plain post since i'm at a school computer and don't have the post template here *is being lazy about it...*.))
Gin finished the work his father wanted him to do, and bid the man a polite 'goodnight Father' before leaving once the man replied with a nod. He looked at his wrist watch and sighed. Only an hour before he needed to get some sleep. He returned to his room and started on the homework they had been given that day.
It took him the whole hour, so he had to forgo a shower before bed...again. His father seemed to pile more and more work on him these days. Yes the man's health was declining, but not so fast that he needed Gin to take over most of his workload! Gin slipped into bed and quickly fell asleep.
Hakuren listened to his sisters idea with interest that was only half-feigned. It really wasn't sounding like Gin-niisama had any romantic interest in the boy that Silvia thought he had.. But he agreed to help with it since he knew she would likely go overboard without him to reign her in. Also, he wanted to try helping his brother out.
"But if it only hurts him, remember it was YOUR idea." He told her as he left her room that night. He looked at his wristwatch; He had enough time to make a dent in the homework that sadist teacher of his gave him. ((sorry about poor quality.. its only 8am here (exactly), and I woke up two hours ago after falling asleep past midnight))
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Posted: Tue Jun 08, 2010 4:31 pm
 Age:18 Local Orphan Yuta bid Kisa farewell for the day and both the butler and maid left around the same time. Yuta's deminor shifted again from one of happiness to one of sarrow and complete loneliness. They disappeared before he let it show though. He stood there for a moment as the wind blew dead leaves along the ground in little helpless whisps. He looked to the sky towards the ever darkening sky above him the stars coming forth from their hidden sheild in the sky. His hands clenched at his side as he closed the door behind him to take a stroll through the crisp cool air that was starting to rolll in with the coming of night fall. He shover his hands into his pockets as he walked slowly by himself. He came upon the park that was close to many of the houses in the area. He walked over to the swing set and plopped donw on one of the swings and started to let it sway back and forth alittle, though his feet never left the ground. Yuta looked at the ground lost in his thoughts.
He never got close to anyone in his life. Beleaving being alone would make his heart suffer less. Though there was a price to pay to protect his heart. Being utterly alone to the point you want to be close, but fear it too much to do so. Yuta looked to the sky again and wondered, if he had not of been born. Would any of this be any different? Would his parents be happy and alive today? Or would their selfishness still bring them to their demise? Yuta looked back down. He stood up and headed back home. It was completely dark now and Yuta knew he needed his rest. "Who knows....either way.... my soul would be lonely....forever," He unlocked the door and slipped in before closing it behind him. He looked around at the once happy looking place, that was now empty of everything that resembled life. He sighed and walked up the stairs to his room at the end of the hall.
 Yuta looked down at his journal where he had placed his poem. He oddly wondered if people would figure it out once he started to read it aloud to everyone. Would they realize the auther of those other poems was him? What would they do if they found out it was him? Probably bug him more, but Yuta knew no matter what he wouldn't let them in. No one would get close to his heart easily without trying too, like Azumi tried. Yuta hated to admit it, but Azumi, Ms. Kisa, Miss. Tanya, and Mister Gabriel. They all held a spot in his heart that he had yet to realize was there. They had all gotten close to him before he even had the chance to realize that it had happened. He would suffer again if anything ever happened to them. But he knew it was his curse. Anyone close to him always disappeared from his grasp, and once agai he would hurt and suffer. He was doomed to be alone, forever. That's why his pen name was Shinigami, it stood for the 'Angel Of Death' in the Japanese Liturature. He took in that pen name, because of his past. There was more to his past then anyone realized. Dark secrets that which were hidden in shadows that no one would know, unless they got close to him. Then....then that will be the test to see if that one person who truely got close would stay with him. Yuta slipped into bed and curled up on his right side and slipped into a restless slumber.
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Posted: Thu Jun 10, 2010 11:17 pm
(( gonk I'm so bored....-curls up in ball and falls asleep-))
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 11:06 am
((sorry... i'm going through a 'dont-want-to-post-ANYTHING' phase....its getting better... and also, next week is the last week of school, so Sometimes I feel like everybody's got a problem Sometimes I feel like nobody wants to solve them I know that people say we're never going to make it But I know we're going to get through this+ The city sleeps and we're lost in the moment + Gin woke up after a weird dream involving that kid from his literature class. It wasn't erotic or anything, but it was still fairly weird. The kid was drowning in darkness and it was Gin that drew back the darkness. He had pulled out the light hidden within Yuta, and Yuta and saved him from his own darkness.
He wondered what it meant, since he didn't think the boy had any darkness, since he acted happy enough. But then again, Gin acted like he had no darkness in him as well, so it wasn't entirely impossible.
He went through his morning routine of shower, dress in school uniform, head to breakfast with his twin and younger brother joining him along the way. Then get into the limo waiting in front of the house for them and head to school.
A boring routine that seemed like a perfect life. Then he would come home and help his father with their businesses, both the cover/legal one, and the not-so-legal secret work. He had usually not had to help with that one, but recently his father chose to include him in it.+ Another kiss says we're lying on the pavement +  The raindrops The tears keep falling I see your face and it keeps me going If I get lost your light's going to guide me And I know that you can take me home You can take me home ((sorry if this is a poor-quality post....I'm tiiiiiiiiiiiireeeeeeeeedd T-T ))
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Posted: Fri Jun 11, 2010 2:06 pm
 Age:18 Local Orphan Yuta awoke the next morning drouzy as heck. The same dreams always plaquing his own mind. Sighing he slipped out of bed and lazily walked over to his dresser to get changed. He pulled out a short sleeve black shirt that hugged his frame and baggy black pants that were clinging to his hips with a studded belt. Yuta always defied everyones expectations. Choosing not to look like some prepy rich kid, since he had been raise in poverty he really had no clue as how to act like every other rich know it all. Gold feline eyes flickered over to the note books on his bedroom desk where his laptop was. Slipping both into a messanger side bag that had a pistol on it stating black cat along the bottom. His favorite character in a series he liked to watch every now and again. Though he doubted he would become like that in the end. Sure in the begining of the show he distanced people away from hi, but later he had learned to love and be happy. Yuta on the other hand....may not find such a thing. He slipped on his boots and tucked the hem of his pants into the top of them. He liked this look better then some of his past looks.
He walked down stairs and looked around, noticing hte door was unlocked. Which in turn ment either Kisa was here of Gabriel was. He walked into the kitchan to find Kisa with the cook who's name escaped him, but the man was really sweet and always was able to understand Yuta, if that was possible. When Yuta wanted to talk to someone he would lend an ear since he was never to busy to do so, and when Yuta just wanted someone to be near he did that too. Today when he saw him he smiled gently and Yuta gave the usual fake smile llike always, though to tell the truth he actually was happy to see him today, since he hadn't been in yesterday for dinner.
"Good morning Master Yuta," He greeted as usual.
"G-good morning...."
He chuckled, "Atsuki"
Yuta nodded trying to not forget it this time and hopefully he wouldn't. He sat at the table anf finished up his food when the door bell rang. Making it's self known by the shrilling sound it placed in the air and making a new presence known.
"That must be Azumi, I geuss it's time to go then," Yuta got out of his chair and walked slowly towards the door. Kisa followed him slowly as the door opened to reveal Azumi's smiling face.
"Hay Yuta....hope you go the homework done."
"Yes Azumi, though I wish there was an easier way around all this....." Azumi only chuckled and walked out the door with him as Kisa stood on the front step and waved to them.
"Have a good day at school Yuta," She called out.
Yuta smiled at her, "I will Mrs. Kisa."
 Yuta walked ny Azumi as the wolf-dragon talked animatedly about his day yesterday with his father and the things they had done. Yuta listened, pretending to smile as he did so and giving small chuckles here and there. Yuta had gotten so use to acting like this that it came naturally. If he was to be in a play he was sure to play his part better then others would. Though he never tried, others have tried to coax him into taking drama classes, but his refusal stood out tall in the end. They never drove to school, always taking Yuta's preferred route to get to the school. It seemed more refreshing this way and Azumi agreed that this was better then driving all the time. As they walked Azumi pulled out his own notebook from his back pack that he normally kept thrown over one shoulder and let Yuta look at it. he pointed out mistakes for him so he could change it before class started. It seemed like most classes had done things based off of poems yesterday, but not exactly the same way his teacher had told them. Azumi's class did advanced poetry and they had to do one on Nature. While Yuta's simplely stated they had to write a poem and it didn't matter what kind.
Sighing Yuta left Azumi's side at the front doors as they parted ways. His ears flicked at the normal squeels of fan girls saw him walk by. It wasn't unusual to find fan clubs in the school, for crying out loud they even had a yaoi fan club for the boys in school who were either hot or cute. Unlucky for him they classified him in the cute catigory. His ears went back as he thought about that, 'There's nothing cute about me...' He thought to himself. His tail swished to one side before stilling again as he sat down in his seat near the window to stare out into the sky, which was surprisingly sunny out and clear. Though that would change. He could feel it before he even was aware of the fact that the weather man had predicted showers today. He loved water, but being a cat it made it more known to him that it was going to rain. Some people thought it odd that he liked rain, while the rest thought it was because maybe he was a panther. Which was more likely the case then being a house cat, or he was just to used to it that it didn't bother him llike it would do most people with feline blood in their vains.
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Posted: Fri Jun 18, 2010 2:48 am
((-Lays down and waits staring at ceiling and counting the many patterns in it-))
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Posted: Mon Jun 21, 2010 4:37 pm
((bump. Just to keep it on top))
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 9:13 am
((Really sorry... Its exam week, so i can get in to town easily...and tomorrow i will be staying over at a friends house and can edit this to make it a better post....i'm not on my computer, so i can't add the template i use for my character...will add it later)) Gin was already in class when Yuta entered the room, aware of the boys arrival thanks to the fan-girls squealing over his 'cuteness'. Gin rolled his eyes at that, though he agreed that Yuta was cute.. His eyes followed Yuta's progress through the classroom to his window seat.
The teacher started the lesson by yelling at the female students, in particular, to sit down and shut up. Gin smirked behind his hand, chin resting in his palm while his elbow leaned on the desk. Then she asked for a volunteer to read their poem, and Gin raised his hand to catch her attention before standing.
Girls let out small squeals, since he was a very handsome and popular male, and they wanted to hear his poem. He cleared his throat and started. A hush covered the room as his deep voice invoked images of isolation, frustration, and finding freedom.
When he was finished, he sat down and looked as though he could care less for the clapping he received from his classmates, which he really could care less. He tuned out the rest of the lesson, still managing to take notes when needed.
((I will leave it there for now... i think I'll have him get sick soon...so his sister and younger brother have some time to start the match-making plan..))
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Posted: Mon Jun 28, 2010 1:01 pm
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Posted: Sat Jul 10, 2010 5:54 am
((gotta make this real quick...)) Gin found himself staring at Yuta as well, already figuring out that Yuta was 'Shinigami'.. But rather than make a scene like the rest of his clssmates, Gin showed no reaction. In fact...
"Not bad.. you sound just like that Shinigami guy we read about the other day... No way it could be you though, right? Shinigami seems like an older male to me.." He paused, letting his intention hopefully sink in to Yuta's head. "Sensei.. I believe we need to continue class before it ends?"
His words jump-started their teacher once more and class resumed. What remained of it anyway.
((that will have to do.. Later [whenever that may be].))
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Posted: Fri Aug 13, 2010 10:58 pm
 Age:18 Local Orphan Yuta glanced over at the other, but otherwise said nothing. He could see right through him. He knew he knew, but he was glad for the words none the less. It made the others faulter in their thoughts and class resumed onto the normal tasks at hand, but there were others undeatered knowing full well that none of those words were true. It was a nagging feeling that others tristed more then words to deiter them. Yuta's ears twitched slightly and he ignored the teacher once more as he looked out the window uninterested in the class for some odd reason. He shivered slightly and rubbed his arm once before resting it under his arm again. He waited for class to end, but heard the teacher still calling upon others to read their pomes. Most of the males wrote things about their girlfriends, speciel items in their lives, friends, or sports. Yuta had seems to be the only one whom had written something like he had. Becoming bored he pulled out a note book, With words scrawled across it, and random pictures drawn out next to them in alot of detail. Peoms and pictures he had dubbed his memories.
 Yuta's tail twitched slightly as he ran his fingers over what looked to be a patiet women with thick wavey hair. The color unknown since it was only a scetch. The eyes were soft and gentle, but hid an under lying meaning behind them. His jaw muscle twitched and he closed the book, but leaving it upon his desk top as he turned back to the window to stare at the sky. His Golden eyes flickered with the struggle of control within himself. He won in the end and what had breifly shown in his eyes out of other peoples line of sight had been over shadowed again with a sense of boredom again.
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