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 Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:34 am
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Sitting back down on his bed when he found his phone, Qiang looked to Donghae at the mention of his age. He smiled a bit to him before speaking. "Really? I'm just now twenty myself. When's your birthday?" He asked curiously, opening and closing his phone. "Oh, and.. Do you like anything specific for me to get you?" He also asked, not wanting to guess at the 'taste' the boy had and order for him.
Standing to put his notes away, he found the specific binder he needd and placed the slips of paper inside. Checking his clock, he bit his lip. It was later than he realized. "I don't know how many placed are open at this time... You don't mind pizza, do you?" He asked, rubbing his neck.
He took a glance at what Donghae was wearing. He didn't see anything else in the box this boy came from. It couldn't hurt to lend any of his own clothes, though. Yoko might not like the fact the doll's staying with him, let alone borrowing his clothes. But... Qiang mostly didn't like her as much as he thought he did. Drama everywhere and all the time with her. He sometimes wondered if he'd have the same outcome if he dated guys. It shouldn't be the same, right? Girls and guys can't get along most of the time. Sighing out loud, Qiang leaned against a wall, thinking to himself. All the thoughts about dating almost made Qiang's stomach churn. He never had this problem way before.
"Maybe it's just the Japanese thing..." He wondered aloud to himself. He shook off the thought, smiling softly to Donghae.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 4:21 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...Donghae smiled. "Oh, really?" Then he remembered the comment from Qiang's girlfriend, on how he might have been a birthday present for him or something. "Happy birthday~!" He laughed cheerfully before answering his question. "January 5th." He said after a moment of searching through his automatic answers. Brand-new. Donghae licked his lips and yawned slightly, bringing his hand up to cover his mouth. He caught a glimpse of his palm as he lowered his hand and he stopped, furrowing his eyebrows and bringing his hand back to his face. What was that? There was a slit in the middle of his hand...weird. Did everyone have something like that on their palms? Hmm...snapping out of his trance when he heard Qiang's voice again, Donghae just blinked and shrugged his shoulders. "Uh...no, no, I'm fine with anything." His smile returned after he spoke.
Taking one more look at his hand, he closed it into a fist and rested it in his lap. Ah, he shouldn't worry about it. Other people probably had the same thing. He did wonder what it was for, though. Taking a deep breath, Donghae pulled one leg up to his chest and rested his chin on his knee, watching Qiang with a small, curious glint in his eye. "Maybe what's just the Japanese thing?" He asked, tilting his head to the side, wondering what Qiang was talking to himself about.
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:01 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Qiang smiled a bit and pushed himself from the wall as he heard Donghae.
"Heh, thanks...! I'm barely a year older than you, then! I don't really like being around anyone too much older or younger than I am, so that's good we're about the same age." Walking back to the bed to open his cell phone, he called the closest take out, ordering for himself and Donghae. After hanging up, he reached into his pocket to take out his wallet, finding the correct amount.
"They should get here soon. Or at least I hope." Qiang added, taking a seat once more beside Donghae. He looked to him and noticed Donghae looking at the slot in his palm. He wondered if Donghae even knew he was a doll.. Maybe, he shouldn't mention it, just in case.
"Hm...? Oh... Nothing... I don't know... I think I need some new girlfriend. I don't really like Yoko as much as I thought I did. She's great and all, but I just don't feel anything... Unless it's just me or something. Oh well, I'll just see how this relationship goes."
Qiang sighed, putting his face in his palm. Giving a small laugh, Qiang shook his head and turned to Donghae, pointing his finger.
"Don't get involved with girls. It makes everything complicated." He pretended to scold with a smile before returning to his position.
Standing up one more time, Qiang turned to face Donghae. "Hey, let's go into the living room!" Qiang suggested, taking both of Donghae's hands and pulling him into the room they were in before. He took the few decorations off of the coffee table to clear a spot for the two to eat. Sitting on the couch he cocked his head.
"Its so strange.. I don't have a television any more! I sold it to pay for all my stuff at collage..." He gave a pouted sigh and leaned back, hands behind his head.
A few moments later the door bell had rung and Qiang immediately stood up to answer it. Paying for the meal, he brought in the box of pizza he ordered, and set it on the table.
"Hey, what do you want to drink? I have some soda, milk, water, juice, and some vodka. I suggest having coke with the vodka. Its way too strong when it's raw!" Qiang warned, scratching teh back of his neck.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 8:41 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...
Donghae nodded slightly, smiling. He was happy there would be food soon; that feeling in his stomach was getting annoying. But the prospect of food wasn't as worrying to him as the fact that Yoko might not be making Qiang as happy as he deserved to be. "Oh..." His smile faded slightly, this probably being the first time he'd frowned since waking up. Donghae wasn't programmed to understand girls. Even his first encounter with one, she was immature, and a bit annoying. He didn't see what the appeal was in dating one, but he didn't attempt to ask Qiang about it. Donghae had a feeling that the other didn't know either, since he seemed unhappy with the situation. He leaned the side of his head against his knee, watching Qiang idly, his smile growing when he was mock-scolded. "Don't worry, I won't! Besides, if it doesn't work out with you and Yoko, you'll always have me!" He giggled, his old mood instantly back.
Donghae let his leg fall back to its normal position when he was pulled up, letting Qiang lead him wherever he wanted. He glanced around the familiar setting of the living room, committing to memory each part of Qiang's home he's seen thus far. Perching himself on the arm of the sofa, he looked over at the boy and smiled. "I think its nice without a TV. Quieter," He said: Donghae wasn't a fan of loud noises(even though he could be a bit loud himself.). The boy watched Qiang jump up to answer the doorbell, and eventually slid himself down onto the actual couch instead of the arm. "Ahmm...Whatever you're gonna have'll be fine with me." He said, smiling up at him. Donghae felt more like a guest here, instead of something sent to Qiang's home to make him as happy as he could.
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 8:36 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Qiang gave a soft laugh to Donghae's comment. He was fun to have around, and he liked his company. "Of course, I can always come to you when I need to be happy." He said, smiling brightly.
At the answer Donghae gave him about drinks, Qiang just nodded. "Alright then." Qiang left Donghae alone in the living room for a few moments to head to the kitchen, taking a few napkins and cola with him as he came back. Handing a can to his new friend, he sat on the couch beside him, pulling the pizza box clkoser to them.
"Yeah.. It is pretty quiet isn't it? Sometimes, I guess its good, especially after a long day at work or college." Taking a slice of the pizza, Qiang began to eat, thinking quietly to himself.
"Donghae.. I'm really glad you came.. I know its been just a few hours, but I do really like you. Its nice to have some company around whenever Yoko or any of my friends can't come over. Hopefully, we can have some fun, no?" Qiang said enthusiastically, smiling brightly as he finished his first slice and took a second.
Qiang's cellphone began to ring and he sighed but stayed put.
"Its too late for anyone to call...!" he complained. "I'll just let it ring."
The phone kept ringing, even as he finished off teh second slice of pizza he had. Biting part of his lip, he became thoroughly annoyed.
"Damnit..." He whispered under his breath as he stood up to head into his room. He picked up the phone and answered it finally.
"Hello...? Yoko?" Sighing away from the phone he listened to his girlfriend's story as he walked back to Donghae and took a seat on the arm the other sat on a while ago.
"Uh-huh... yeah..." He said lazily. "Then tell her off at school or something..." Regretting saying anything, Qiang furrowed his eyebrows and closed his eyes as he listend to the painful rant of drama.
"I hope everything gets better... Yeah.. Saranghaeyo. Bye..." Hanging up and turning off his phone, he threw it back in his room from where he sat. It hit his bed and fell to the ground.
"Ugh.. Drama, drama, drama... Why do girls have to talk so much about this crap...? I'm sorry Donghae, I thought my phone was off." He said sincerely, taking his place back to the other side of Donghae.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Fri May 07, 2010 11:06 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...
Hopefully, with Donghae around, there would never be a need for Qiang to be happy. Because that would imply that he would be sad at some point; which was not allowed while Donghae was here!
Nodding his head, Donghae waited very patiently for the other to return with drinks before he touched any of the pizza on the table in front of him. "Thanks," He smiled and took the soda from Qiang, cracking it open and taking a sip of it happily. Ah~ He already felt better. Setting the drink down and slipping a slice of pizza from the box, he attempted to fill up that emptiness in his stomach quickly. The quiet was really nice in this situation; it was just nice and peaceful and happy. Donghae liked it~. Glancing over at Qiang, mouth full of pizza, he swallowed the last few bites and smiled happily. "I'm glad that you're the one I'm supposed to make happy, Qiang. Cause I really like you, too." He giggled softly, nodding his head in agreement. "Yep! We're gonna have lots of fun~!" He giggled again, finishing off his first slice of pizza.
Donghae went to reach for another one when he snapped his head over his shoulder, the cell phone noise startling him for a brief moment. "Ah-" He watched Qiang get up, following him with his eyes and attempting to listen to the other's conversation with his girlfriend. His face had fallen into a small frown. Donghae really didn't like that girl Qiang hung out with. She didn't seem to appreciate how nice Qiang always was to her, and only seemed to talk about herself. Granted, this was only from a few days of glimpsing at her; but still. Watching the other come back, he just smiled and crossed his legs underneath him. "That's okay." Munching on a bit of pizza crust, Donghae was quiet for a moment before cocking his head to the side and turning to Qiang. "Ne, Qiang, how did you meet her?" He asked, not really interested in keeping the boy's girlfriend's name in his mind.
|| ;D I love your avi~ ||
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Sun May 09, 2010 5:29 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
(( Why, thank you~! I myself love all your pretty Kaguya avatars <3))
Qiang smiled at the energy from Donghae. He really lightened his mood greatly and Qiang was happy to have him around now. A faint blush spread across his face as Donghae admitted he liked him. "Yeah.. Lots of fun.. Just us." He said quietly.
After hanging up with Yoko, he opened his can and finally took a slow drink from it. The question Donghae had asked him was a little unexpected and made Qiang look at him with a cocked head, but he smiled lightly and sat back.
"Well... We first met in high school. She was a popular girl and really nice in my class. She wasn't the brightest but she wasn't afraid to speak her mind.. But I was too shy to talk to her. We officially met one day when her friend introduced us. We've stayed close since then and by my last year she asked me out. We've been together since then also. But she isn't what I exactly thought she'd be. She's becoming more and more like the other girls that I wasn't interested in. Its a bit annoying but there are times I can like her..." Taking a deep breath after his story, Qiang drank more of his soda. He felt very tired now, closing hie eyes as he laid back on the couch.
"Hn... I have school tomorrow... Will you be all right here, by yourself? I'd hate to just leave you here, but I desperately need to take those exams. Afterwards, I can probably spend as much time with you as I want." Qiang informed. He wouldn't mind skipping school any other time, but those tests would pretty much help determine his life. He can't afford to screw up. "Ugh... It's getting a bit late for me... I think I'll go to bed..." Qiang said quietly, finishing his drink before throwing it in the nearby, small trash can. Standing up he began to walk towards his room before stopping He looked to Donghae and smiled before lightly pressed his hand to the boy's head.
"Donghae... Komawoyo..." He said gently as he kept his smile. He pulled away his hand before walking towards his room. He barely shut the door behind him, but left it slightly open, in case Donghae wanted to go in. Taking off his shirt, Qiang laid on his bed, not bothering to pull the covers over his body. He felt exhausted at that moment, falling asleep almost instantly, his back towards the door. Normally he would shut the door all the way, but Donghae's presence in his home made it feel more comfortable.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Sun May 09, 2010 8:56 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...
|| Oh, thank you. c: ||
Donghae listened intently to the story on how Qiang met that girl, a very small frown touching his lips. Some parts of the story troubled him. Shouldn't you be with someone who you like all the time? That way they never get on your nerves and both of you can be the happiest you've ever been. He didn't bring any of his thoughts up, though, not wanting to offend Qiang by saying something like that. "I see...~" Was all he said, scratching his cheek and wiping the frown away from his face.
He glanced up at Qiang's question, smiling and nodding his head. "Yeah! I'll be okay by myself." Having some alone time meant he could get familiar with Qiang's house, and maybe find something to do that would brighten his day after a tough day of test-taking. "Okay." He said, guessing that meant he should probably head to the guest room and rest for a bit as well. He stayed on the couch for a moment, finishing his drink and watching Qiang go off to bed. Donghae felt warmth move to his face and the place where Qiang's hand touched him, but it hardly showed on his synthetic skin. He rested his hand on top of the other's for a moment, marvelling at how warm it was compared to his own. "Cheonmaneyo." He said back quietly, letting Qiang's hand slip away from him and that cold to return.
Sighing softly, Donghae turned back to the coffee table and just sat there for a moment. Then he stood, throwing his soda can away and grabbing the leftover pizza to put in the refridgerator for some other time. He managed to make room for the large box, and felt rather accomplished when he did so. "Uhmm..." Ah! He could do a few other things before he went to bed. Donghae padded over to the large box in the living room, the one he came in, and easily moved it near the front door as quietly as he could, so he could take it out later. He turned off all the lights in the house that were on; he could see perfectly fine in the dark. He managed to locate a paper and pen, and scrawled a quick note onto it before he decided to head to his new room. Donghae passed Qiang's open door on the way, and silently slipped inside. Smiling softly at the sleeping boy, he folded the note so that it could stand on it's own and set it on his bedside table. Good luck with the exams! <3 Was all it said. Before he left, Donghae leaned over the sleeping Qiang and softly kissed his pale cheek. "Jal ja," Sleep well. He whispered with a smile, pulling the blanket over his bare chest before finally deciding to leave and get some sleep of his own.
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 8:51 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Qiang woke up to the sound of his annoying alarm beeping loudly. Hitting the off button, he yawned. Fluttering open his eyes, he felt the cool air hit his face... But not his chest? He sat up, seeing the blanket was on him. He smiled lightly, as he thought Donghae probably pulled the covers over him. He noticed a slip of paper by his alarm and took it. His smiled brightened as he read it. Leaving it where he found it, he left to find clothes and take a quick shower.
The exams stuck in his head, it made him nervous, despite he could remember everything at that moment. Stepping out of his bathroom after finishing his grooming, he took the note, slipping it into his pocket, neatly folded. Taking a notebook was all he needed for today. The exams won't take forever, so he'll have time to write or doodle. Qiang sighed, crossing his arms. He took his cellphone and slipped it into his pocket, just in case. Thinking to himself, preparing for the huge test, he stepped out of his room to head out the door. He smiled to himself, looking back to the rooms before stepping outside his door to head to school. Yoko was exempt from her exams. Her perfect attendance was almost scary. 'I don't think I could ever handle going every single day...' Qiang thought to himself as he walked along the side walk, waiting for his bus to arrive.
The ride to school seemed to take longer than usual. Perhaps Qiang was thinking about it too much. Getting to his large class, he took his seat quickly, folding his hands in his lap as he shifted, waiting for the teacher to pass out the tests. He took the note from his pocket, reading it to himself again. A boy beside him looked over his shoulder, grinning.
"Hey, is that from some other girl? Its not Yoko's handwriting!" He said, startling Qiang.
"Eh...? Oh, no.. Its from a new friend." He replied, putting it away.
"Sure.. No wonder Yoko seems so huffy all of a sudden." Before Qiang could reply, the teacher silenced them, handing out each test. It was hard to cheat, there were a few different tests with mixed up questions. Qiang sighed, reading over to make sure he answered carefully. It felt like forever before he finished. It was about two hours for just the one test. He sighed, feeling like the day was going to be painfully long.
Several more hours went by as he headed to each class, taking each exam needed. Finally, in the afternoon, he was done with all testing. He felt thankful that he could just leave now, unlike back in high school, sitting there until you were dismissed.
He wanted to get back home immediately, but Yoko ran into him aong the way to the bus stop for home.
"Hey, Yi-chan~!" She said merrily.
"Hey.." Qiang replied, not as enthusiastically.
"Why don't we hang out today?" She suggested. Qiang didn't exactly want to. He just wanted more sleep. The exams were long and boring.
"Uh.. Sorry Yoko, I have things I gotta do at home."
"Like what?" Yoko asked, stopping Qiang from walking past her.
"Just... Things..."
"Like hang out with that boyfriend of yours?" She said spitefully.
"Yoko...! He's... Just a friend..." He said, wanting to get past her right about now. She didn't let him, she walked in front of him each time.
"Yoko, I need to go. I really have stuff i gotta do..." Finally, he jogged past her before getting on the bus that arrived. Yoko pouted, crossing her arms.
Qiang sighed as he sat on the bus. He relaxed, closing his eyes as he laid back, waiting for the half-hour bus ride to be over soon. His phone rang and he answered it subconsciously.
"Hello...? Dad? Yeah... Why? Is she okay?!" He burst, looking up to the other passengers as apologizing.
"Will she.. be okay...?" His voice cracked as the bus stopped near his home. He hung up, getting off the bus solemnly. The bus left as he stood there for a few moments, holding his phone his his hands. His mother was hospitalized, hit in a car wreck moments ago. If it wasn't for the distance, Qiang would go there immediately, but he couldn't. He felt his heart sink low as he walked to his house, shutting the door behind him. Leaning back on the door, he slid down, pulling his knees to his chest, burying his face.
"No, please..." He whispered, feeling tears run down his cheeks silently. Hiccuping, he lifted his face.
"Donghae..." He whispered, not wanting to move, but he wanted to see the other boy.
"Donghae, please..." His meek voice called, his arms tightened around his legs.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 9:40 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...
Donghae's eyes fluttered open right as the time turned to 9:00, a small yawn escaping his lips as he sat up and rubbed his eyes. He felt good as new today! Scratching his bare chest and swinging his legs over the side of the bed, he got up and walked out of 'his' room into the empty house. Oh...Qiang must have already left. Darn. Donghae wanted to wish him good luck in person. Oh, well. He was feeling a bit of that empty feeling in his stomach, so he went into the kitchen to grab some of the leftover pizza to munch on while he contemplated what he should do until Qiang got home.
It was a little messy in here...Maybe he could play maid for a little bit and clean Qiang's house, to surprise him when he got home! That sounded like a good idea! Smiling to himself, Donghae washed his hands quickly before moving into Qiang's room for a brief moment. Hmm...He wouldn't mind if Donghae borrowed some clothes, right? The ones he came with were a bit dirty. He pulled out a black shirt and pale blue jeans, happy that he and the other boy happened to be the same size. Okay...where to start? Qiang's room seemed like a good place. He found a place to put his own dirty clothes in and immediately went to work.
Cleaning managed to keep him busy for the entirety of the time that Qiang was off at school. He organized all of the boy's school things, making sure the important looking papers were in easy to find places. He made the beds, straightened any loose objects on the ground, made a note to do the laundry so Qiang didn't have to. All the things he needed to do were ingrained into his mind processes. He knew instinctively how to do the dishes, laundry, vaccum...all tedious household chores that might have hindered on Qiang's happiness.
Taking a deep breath, Donghae had just finished cleaning up the kitchen when he heard the door slam shut. "Qiang?" Yay, Qiang was home! Then he heard his name being called, and all traces of excitement faded. Quickly walking out of the kitchen, he put a hand over his mouth and gasped quietly. "Qiang! Oh- What's wrong?" He ran over to the curled up boy, eyebrows furrowing in confusion as he kneeled down next to him. He was crying? No, no...Tears were never good! "Oh, please don't cry..." He whispered, wrapping his arms around Qiang in an attempt to calm him down.
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 10:11 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Qiang let small gasps of air escape his lips, his breathing wavering from his crying. He felt Donghae's arms around him. Immediately, he clung to the boy, crying harder. "Donghae...!" he called, tightly keeping his arms around the other's neck, his face buried in Donghae's shoulder.
His phone began to ring. He was sure it may be Yoko, but he ignored it, clinging to the comforting body near him. Sobs continued to sound from his lips, he wanted to tell Donghae what happened bur he couldn't. He couldn't make any other sound.
"Please don't leave me..." he whispered. He quieted down soon, gasping just a few more times before he slowly pulled away from Donghae. He didn't loom up at the boy, only sat quietly.
"She's... In the hospital... My mom... But she lives in Tokyo, and I can't get there soon enough even if I had the money for the plane trip. I... I..." Qiang squeezed his eyes shut, facing down. His hands tightened into fists, clinging to his pants. The door knocked, the sound of Yoko's voice called.
"Qiang...? Hey, can we talk...? I'm so sorry..."
Qiang took Donghae's hands without looking up.
"Please don't answer it... Guys... Shouldn't cry... In front of girls..." he whispered, pulling Donghae's hand close to his face, gently touching his cheek to them.
"Qiang? Hello? Are you there...? If you need to talk, just call! I'm sorry, again..."
Qiang wasn't sure if Yoko left his door or not, but he was glad he didn't have to see her, especially like this. He felt powerless at that moment, holding Donghae's plastic-textured hands.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Mon May 10, 2010 10:44 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...
Donghae was panicking a little bit on the inside. He wanted to know what was wrong, how he could help; but je couldn't bring himself to ask. Seeing such a nice boy so upset made him want to cry. "I won't..." He whispered back after a moment, holding the boy as close as he could, and letting him slip away when he needed to. Though he stayed as close as he dared, in case another bout of sadness took him and he needed someone close by.
When he finally got an explanation for the tears, Donghae's spirits dampened even more. " I'm so sorry..." He said quietly, glancing down when he felt pressure and warmth oh his hands. Donghae shook hos head softly, assuring that he wouldn't get the door when Qiang's girlfriend came knocking on it. She couldn't make this situation any better.
"Please don't worry, Qiang..." He whispered, gently stroking his cheek with the thumb now against his soft face. "She'll be okay." Donghae leaned forward slightly, placing a gentle kiss against Qiang's forehead. "You mother would never leave this world without saying goodbye to her wonderful son." He said, trying his best to be optimistic and make Qiang feel better.
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 1:50 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
Qiang quietly leaned into the gentle touch. He looked up to Donghae, smiling just faintly. The kind words he heard lifted his spirits somewhat. The gentle kiss that he was given made his cheeks flush, but it was hard to see through the redness his tears made.
"Komawoyo... Donghae..." He whispered. Shuddering, he sat up straight before pulling the other into a gentle hug. He softly let his face bury in the silky dark hair of Donghae. The faint smell of new plastic filled his nostrils.
He pulled away, wiping his eyes on his sleeve.
"Mianhae... I didn't mean to make you worry." He said, pulling Dobghae up with his as he stood.
"I really hope you're right..." Qiang sighed, rubbing the back of his neck. He looked down before back up to Donghae with a weak smile.
"The exams... I think I did pretty well... Thanks for the note, Donghae. It really motivated me." Walking past the boy, Qiang walked towards his room, leaving the door open as he dropped his things on the bed. He tilted his head, noticing everything was a little different.
"Donghae...? Did you clean my room...?" he asked, smiling slightly. He turned back to the boy, his reddened face not as sad.
"Komawoyo..."
He felt this phrase may become common from him, now.
"No need to concern yourself"
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Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 7:37 pm
Made of plastic and elastic
He is rugged and long-lasting
Who could ever ever ask for more
Love without complications galore
Many shapes and weights to choose from
I will never leave my bedroom
I will never cry at night again
Wrap my arms around him and pretend...Donghae was glad his efforts were able to get at least a little bit of a smile onto Qiang's face. He blinked his eyes when he was pulled into a hug, but definitely didn't object to it. Smiling, he wrapped his arms around the other as well, offering whatever comfort his synthetic body could for however long Qiang needed it. He let his hand drop into his lap after he pulled away, the sight of tears still slightly upsetting to Donghae. "It's okay-" But Donghae was bound to worry whenever Qiang got upset like this. He straightened out his borrowed shirt when he was standing up again, thanking Qiang softly for helping him up.
Wanting to get Qiang's mind off the subject, Donghae smiled and nodded. "You're welcome! I bet you did great." He said happily, moving away from the door and walking some way into the living area. When he heard Qiang notice his cleaning job, his face brightened up a little more. "Yeah~ I didn't want you to worry about cleaning or anything, since you've been so preoccupied with school and stuff." He stuck his thumbs in his pockets, nodding slightly and giving another "You're welcome" to his "thank you". He really didn't need any thanks; this is all he wanted to do.
[...
Holy Jesus. I just saw your signature and realized it had NEGA in it.
I love them. OO; <3 ]
Coin operated boy
He may not be real experienced with girls
But i know he feels like a boy should feel
Isnt that the point that is why i want a
Coin operated boy
With his pretty coin operated voice
Saying that he loves me that hes thinking of me
Straight and to the point
That is why I want
A coin operated boy. ℓσvє,
『∂σиɢнαє ℓυσ』
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Posted: Wed May 12, 2010 3:28 pm
Qiang●Jun-yi●Cho
❝It's better to be unhappy alone than unhappy with someone.❞
"I'm not lonely, not at all."
((NEGA ftw))
Qiang quietly walked towards Donghae after his things were set neatly aside. He didn't want to ruin the work Donghae just did.
"Donghae.. There's a fair that opens this weekend... Would you like to go with me...? Yoko's afraid of most of the rides.... And I just refuse to go to any of the overly romantic places she wants to, ehe..."
Yawning, Qiang turned away for a moment, covering his mouth on habit. He took Donghae's hand, pulling him to the couch with him to sit. "So many long hours... I feel so drained...!" He said as he sat down, leaning back on the couch. He closed his eyes, taking a deep breath.
"We should go to the park... It'll probably help take my mind of things!" Qiang suggested, turning to Donghae excitedly. His phone rang once more and his head hung low before he answered it.
"...Hello...? Yoko...! Uhm, no, I'm fine. Yes, I'm alright. I'm fine, really. Yes, I'm sure! Positive... Bye-... Bye Yoko." Sighed, he threw his phone, but was careful not to break it.
"She just... can't understand." He whispered, crossing his arms as he felt a little annoyed. He sighed before letting his head fall to Donghae's shoulder.
"Donghae... I'm glad you got here... I feel like can be more like myself around you. I haven't cried in front of someone since I was in grade school." Qiang looked up to Donghae from his shoulder.
A warm feeling filled Qiang's chest and gut as he looked up to Donghae. He was more focused on his heart beat all of a sudden. It felt like moths began to fly around in his stomach. He pulled away from Donghae, looking off to the side before his breathing felt like it was going to waver. Rubbing the side of his neck, he stood, holding out his hand to Donghae.
"Let's go to the park, then!" He said, smiling.
"No need to concern yourself"
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