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Terra just stood there and watched her cry she had no way to comfort her at all. "I'm sorry.." was all she said and turned to leave the door opening before she reached it she stopped "maybe I shouldn't of visited" was all she said not turning around to face Rave.

Terra just stood there her arms by her side and her hands clentched and became fists "hates being a machine? Well we are alike her and me I hate being THIS!" she yelled motioning to herself "hmph people can comfort you all they want but it won't do a DAMN thing to change anything!" Terra started walking towards the door she hated it when anyone said anything like this.

Terra turned around and glared at Rave she felt like slamming her into the wall but there was no way she would ever do something like that....well to Rave anyway. "does it look like I'm ok?" she asked sarcasticly. Terra most of the time didn't act this way around Rave but she was pissed even more so for mentioning what happend so many years ago.

Terra's face was blank then again it was most of the time she stared at Rave with her dull eyes "good mood? I wish I could experience it sometime but I wasn't going to do anything except leave" she said and turned to leave stopping in the doorway "I don't see why your still my friend after the horrible things I've done...I was hoping Cyclone would have put me out of my misary years ago maybe if I had the nerve to have done something to Lilly he would have" she said and sighed "I won't come back unless you want me to but I'm guessing you don't"

Terra couldn't help having a laugh though it wasn't the kind you would want someone to do "hard? I wish Rave oh how much I wish it was only hard, hard is an understatement for what I'm going through" she said and glanced back at Rave over her shoulder "maybe if I ask Cyclone nicely he'll end me I'd do it myself but I pass out before I can and I know for sure your not going to do it but it's good to know there is at least one place I'm welcomed from the millions I'm not"

Terra could see from Rave's reaction that what she said had somewhat upset her and Terra wasn't to sure anymore if she cared or not she just wanted everything to be so simple but things were never simple for Terra though she wasn't sure if Sonic and Sally really did miss her or not Terra was sure Rave had said that to try and get her to cheer up. "Rave I'm not entirly alone in the world but it doesn't change the fact I don't want to be in it anymore" she said and sighed closing her eyes "I just want things to be simple I was born unlucky and my family and I have suffered from it though I must admit my family were the lucky ones not having to see me grow up into this" she said her eyes still closed and a single tear went down her face. "I can't remember my mother but I know she wouldn't of wanted to see me like this"

Terra just watched emotionless as normal "not your fault it's that Nega whats it's name I remember the day I found out I guess you could say that was the day I started losing my inosence" she said dully and remembered the day she had called sonic a lair and ran off. Terra put her hand on her bow that she wore in rememberence of that moment it reminded her of how she used to be. Terra tilted her head to the side as a portait of inosence "people used to say I was so inocent I call it being blind to the world and you should know Rave of the darkness thats in it"

Terra had to restrain herself when Rave said family she hated the word it tormented her constantly. "Well I'll be back when I'm not sure but I can see that your kids will have a good life...lucky for them" she said the last few words under her breath and walked outside leaving the house behind her in the hopes she'll find Cyclone and if he didn't do it then there were ways she could force him to though she didn't want to.