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 Posted: Wed May 05, 2010 7:42 pm
Dethani I hate when people say: "Oh, lets take a break from our relationship." I translate it into this: "Oh, hi, I'm cheating on you, but I want an excuse, so lets break up so I can cheat on you then I'll come back. Okay?" It just really makes me pissed. You seem like a very nice person, and I'm so sorry that you keep getting your heart broken. :c
Thanks,and i know i didn't really state a reason for me
being so deppresed and so non-chalant towards life
but that is my reason,like i said,17 years of constant abuse
didn't really help.
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 5:13 pm
Haisieo Korigashine Dethani I hate when people say: "Oh, lets take a break from our relationship." I translate it into this: "Oh, hi, I'm cheating on you, but I want an excuse, so lets break up so I can cheat on you then I'll come back. Okay?" It just really makes me pissed. You seem like a very nice person, and I'm so sorry that you keep getting your heart broken. :c Thanks,and i know i didn't really state a reason for me being so deppresed and so non-chalant towards life but that is my reason,like i said,17 years of constant abuse didn't really help. I would imagine it wouldn't.
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:00 pm
Haisieo Korigashine Thanks,and i know i didn't really state a reason for me being so deppresed and so non-chalant towards life but that is my reason,like i said,17 years of constant abuse didn't really help.
But not everyone in the world is going to abuse you, or hurt you. Trust me, I understand.
Here's a story:
I was at my counselor's office a few weeks ago, crying...
And he asked me why I was crying.
I told him, "Everyone hates me." And he laughed.
He told me that was nonsense because everyone has not met me yet.
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:03 pm
Welcome Bucky Haisieo Korigashine Thanks,and i know i didn't really state a reason for me being so deppresed and so non-chalant towards life but that is my reason,like i said,17 years of constant abuse didn't really help.
But not everyone in the world is going to abuse you, or hurt you. Trust me, I understand.
Here's a story:
I was at my counselor's office a few weeks ago, crying...
And he asked me why I was crying.
I told him, "Everyone hates me." And he laughed.
He told me that was nonsense because everyone has not met me yet.
I see where you're oming from,and i understand,and i appriciate all of you helping me,but i just feel like i don't belong,if i did,then why would so many people treat me like i'm some kind of demented monster...
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:19 pm
Haisieo Korigashine I see where you're oming from,and i understand,and i appriciate all of you helping me,but i just feel like i don't belong,if i did,then why would so many people treat me like i'm some kind of demented monster...
I completely understand what you mean by people judging you and thinking something about you that isn't true. I completely know what you mean... I find that most of it is just how you think of yourself. Do you tend to "mind-read"? Where you see people and automatically think 'this is what they think of me...' ? I used to do that a lot, and that was one of the reasons why I grew completely uncomfortable around people... especially when they stared at me and such.
Ehhh, there's not much point in me telling you all of this and pulling out random s**t stories from my a**. XD
Here are some sites you can visit about raising your self esteem, and healing from past abuse.
National Mental Health Information Center
MaleSurvivor.org (I'm guessing you're a male)
JimHopper.com
Mental Health Today
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:32 pm
Welcome Bucky Haisieo Korigashine I see where you're oming from,and i understand,and i appriciate all of you helping me,but i just feel like i don't belong,if i did,then why would so many people treat me like i'm some kind of demented monster...
I completely understand what you mean by people judging you and thinking something about you that isn't true. I completely know what you mean... I find that most of it is just how you think of yourself. Do you tend to "mind-read"? Where you see people and automatically think 'this is what they think of me...' ? I used to do that a lot, and that was one of the reasons why I grew completely uncomfortable around people... especially when they stared at me and such.
Ehhh, there's not much point in me telling you all of this and pulling out random s**t stories from my a**. XD
Here are some sites you can visit about raising your self esteem, and healing from past abuse.
National Mental Health Information Center
MaleSurvivor.org (I'm guessing you're a male)
JimHopper.com
Mental Health Today
Hehe,yeah i am a male.
Thansk for the help,i'm glad there are people that
do care,i'm just fed up with it,and for the other thing
i see myself as a pretty attractive,an intelligent guy,i mean
people compliment me all the time,of course that only started
when i got my job in management,so it feels a bit like they are
sucking up,but i dunno.I guess i
m just sick ofbeing judged that's all.
The song Broken by Leona Lewis,suits what my ex did to me.
Just for the heck of it,i'll post a link to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPaLmibfxGw
I know it may seem a bit odd for a guy to listen to this
kind of music,and surprisingly enough,i'm actually straight.
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:46 pm
HannahNannah Welcome Bucky I'm afraid of death too...
But there are other things that I fear much more than death.
I think what motivates me to continue life as it is, is my daughter... There are so many children out there without mothers or someone to tell them they're loved. I wouldn't want my daughter to be one of them. Nice "Mom" tattoo, form picnik. I thought it was real for a second XD
When I had put it on there I looked at it and said,
"Wow. It looks kind of real"...
But it wouldn't make sense for a mom to have a sailor tattoo saying "Mom". :/
I didn't think of that until LONG afterwards. XD
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 6:57 pm
Haisieo Korigashine Hehe,yeah i am a male. Thansk for the help,i'm glad there are people that do care,i'm just fed up with it,and for the other thing i see myself as a pretty attractive,an intelligent guy,i mean people compliment me all the time,of course that only started when i got my job in management,so it feels a bit like they are sucking up,but i dunno.I guess i m just sick ofbeing judged that's all. The song Broken by Leona Lewis,suits what my ex did to me. Just for the heck of it,i'll post a link to it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rPaLmibfxGwI know it may seem a bit odd for a guy to listen to this kind of music,and surprisingly enough,i'm actually straight.
I've yet to hear this song though... But it's beautiful, but don't dwell on the past. It'll tear you apart...
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 7:16 pm
Heh,a bit too late.I'll be fine for the most part.
I just need to be patient,and this will all blow over.
I can mke it,but i'd like to thank you for your help. :3
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Posted: Thu May 06, 2010 8:09 pm
I Stay With Alot Of Friends because Thats When Im Happy &ndd Thats When I dont think About Stuff Like This
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Posted: Fri May 07, 2010 6:22 am
I'm the same way,but you will remember when you are alone-
and you can't always be around your friends,so you just have to
accept it,i did.I actually feel ALOT better,because i accepted it.
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Posted: Fri May 07, 2010 1:09 pm
Haisieo Korigashine Heh,a bit too late.I'll be fine for the most part. I just need to be patient,and this will all blow over. I can mke it,but i'd like to thank you for your help. :3
Sorry if I'm kind of shoving a bunch of p-p-possitive stuff in your face. xD I'm a little sensitive to your situation in particular since I can understand what you're going through.Haisieo Korigashine when i got my job in management,so it feels a bit like they are sucking up,but i dunno.I guess i m just sick ofbeing judged that's all.
I think I even ranted about it here... While I was pregnant people used to make assumptions about me. (Nasty ones at that...) And even to this day, when I carry my daughter into stores or around town, people look at me strange and I can probably guess they're talking about me.
So, like I said a thousand times, I totally know how you feel. D;
Ehhh. I'm taking up space in this thread. xD
You can PM me if you'd like,
I'm always here to talk. c:
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