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Sounds complicated to me. I would think ur friendships are the most important thing, so I wouldn't do anything that would put your friendships on the line. Sorry if that isn't very helpful... sweatdrop

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@music angel| Then what kind of friend is Neena? you could just talk to her and say, your either my friend, or not.. Because right now, she isn't really acting like one.I went through the exact same thing. I really liked this guy Nick, and my friend Sam started dating him. She was rubbing it in my face most of the time.. Well, now I'm not friends with her but who really cares about her? No one ever liked Sam..

So just talk to her or something or go up to her one day when everyone's around her so you could embarrass her.. Nah.. Just go up to her and say, your either my friend, or not. And if she plays dumb, just say you two aren't friends anymore.. Maybe karma works! Or she'll get eatan up by guilt twisted

While your mother can't control who you love, she does seem to go right for the guy. It seems from your post that, your mom didn't tell you - you couldn't see him - but, instead, went out her way to destroy your relationship with him.

This is something you need to talk to your mother about. However, if (as you say) "My mom has problems", it's going to be more complex. Mental health problems are not logical - they are emotional.

Well,Neena doesn't like him. They're not even going out. I've been hanging out with Jesse now,and he even carries my bag after school. We have to keep it a secret from everyone except for Trina since she's there with us. Our school doesn't allow us to date and nobody can know. Yeah, and I have like two friends that know and are trying to help me. I just get so shy and I can barely speak around him.

Okay , so since my last post, everything's changed. Jesse and I are completely done with , but (as a sad twist of faith) I sorta have a thing for his cousin . Okay, total lie . A huge thing . Me and his cousin played on Club Penguin (I know, very kiddish) for an hour together . Then when I was texting him , and then Jesse text me and asked me if I liked him(Jesse) . So I said no and Jeremiah(thee cousin) told me it was him the whole time, except for on Club Penguin . We spent the whole day talking to each other , but as another problem , he has a girlfriend . And he's a whole year older than me. He's going to be graduating this year, and I'm not . But we're in middle school , so it's not like he's gonna be an adult . Anyways, he's girlfriend is like a freakin' thug .And she's best friends with my cousins. Well , like a year ago . And the thing is ... I have a boyfriend too . Everything is messed up . And did I mention my boyfriend is my best friend's cousin? And I don't even know if Jeremiah is all that into me either . But we have so much in common . We're both very short (but I'm taller than him) , we're both in dance club( we were actually partners for the winter program ) , we're both Hispanic, we both have a baby sister and big brother , we both like the color blue , and we're great at singing . I can't stop thinking about him either . I've been listening to the song 'Speak Now' by Taylor Swift and just picturing that happen . I need help . I don't know what to do . I've already have an incident where his girlfriend almost killed me and my friend . Me and my best friend Alyssa have been worried about her and her best friend jumping us cause we like their boyfriends. But how could we not when they always ask us only to dance during dance club . And when they're so freaking cute ! Me and Jeremiah have a connection that him and Alyson(his girlfriend) just don't have . They don't even smile when they're near each other . Me and him do . When we were done dancing and the teacher was talking, he wouldn't let go of my hand . I haven't seen him and Aly ever hold hands or anything before .All they do is sit by each other at breakfast , and they don't even talk to each other . Don't get me wrong, Alyson is great and she's kinda my friend . But her best friend (the one trying to kill Alyssa) isn't so much of our friends . They always look at us like they wanna kill us . Before all this , they would call me outside to hang out, but that doesn't happen . Back to Jeremiah ... He even sent me a text just when he woke up to say hi . And (this seems like a coincidence) most of my family is in love with the Raiders(football), and on the day when we got off for break he wore a Raiders jersey and raiders Santa hat . And we even had a moment that day ! My homeroom had an auction and I bought a big stuffed mouse and then he came up to me and started petting it and asked me where I got it . He called me lucky , put his arm around me, then went to go get Jesse by the gate . Sad thing was it was in front of my boyfriend . But Jeremiah walked me to the corner where my dad picks me up . Luckily my dad didn't see or he would've killed me , but anyways, he tells me everything! We were on this field trip for dance, and I asked him why he wasn't picking up his phone anymore and he old me he lost it at his friends house and he was gonna get it back the Friday we got off and he didn't even tell Alyson that ! Then he let me listen to his MP3 player and he told me he liked Twilight and that he was on Team Jacob ! Just like me ! We have more in common than he does with Alyson . Way more actually . The only reason why they started hanging out is because I showed up and she saw me dancing with him . Please help me with all this !