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 Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 3:40 am
Jinnari I guess I'm kinda the oddball. I think it is kinda dangerous to rely on someone else to make you happy. But I have to admit that my bf makes me happy. I guess I'm just scared of losing that person (my mom died and she was the only one who used to make me happy) or them changing (people in my family have had strokes and their personality has changed not to mention the normal loss of friends to life choices). I guess I'm kinda wary of that kind of thing. sweatdrop i think everything will be ok. if do what ur heart wants, everything will come out well in the end. smile
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 7:09 am
Jinnari I guess I'm kinda the oddball. I think it is kinda dangerous to rely on someone else to make you happy. But I have to admit that my bf makes me happy. I guess I'm just scared of losing that person (my mom died and she was the only one who used to make me happy) or them changing (people in my family have had strokes and their personality has changed not to mention the normal loss of friends to life choices). I guess I'm kinda wary of that kind of thing. sweatdrop I think it's wise not to rely on one specific person to make you happy...you have to be happy with yourself, because when the person who brings you happiness isn't around, you're stuck with yourself as company. Although I love having friends and family over, I can find ways of amusing myself and keeping myself happy biggrin
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 9:12 am
.skeechuu onlyateardropaway .skeechuu >_o I don't want to sound like some depressed angst child, but there aren't a lot of people who make me happy. sweatdrop There are some, but most of them are also the ones who make me unhappy. your not reaching a depressed point.....i only have about 3-4 people that make me happy....the rest scare me.... I have 1 or 3 people... I'm not too sure about them sometimes ._. And I'm over the depression, I'm at the point of apathy. sweety i was suicidial....my only suggestion is stay around this site....when i came here i thought i would be outcasted and they took me in like one of their own...they care and want to be your friends...i mean greg got me to the point of giving hugs and receiving them with no objections....the site does wonders....just go here more often...
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 9:19 am
i'm not sure if this is to normal but i'm afraid to be happy....i could take the happiness and embrace it and then lose it just as quick and not get it back....i'm terrified of loosing it so i just don't experience it.....i'm also very afraid of people....i only have on friend in real life and shes made me a submissive little b***h....shes moving in a month and i don't know what i'm going to do....i'll have no friends and no one to tell me what to do and what i'm doing wrong....i'll only have joe and we only talk over the phone....touch is also a big issue for me...i'm always afraid someones going to hurt me....i think its impossible for me to be happy....
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Galaxy Fun Cosplay Nudist
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 9:21 am
Hmm...things that make Bleu happy... There's the generic first answer of "Yes, The colour Blue makes me happy"
Seriously, whoever associated the colour blue with sadness was on crack neutral think about ALL the beautiful blue things in the world! A lovely blue sky on a clear day. Sparkling blue water (even though it's supposedly supposed to be clear gonk ), a blue rose. because they're just dern awesome.
Yuss...as for people who make me happy...I've got my mom. And..I think that's about it at this stage of my life .___.; ((shaha, Blue Men don't count. I can't see them anytime I want during the day xD))
And music makes me happy. Just hearing a simple tune can cheer me up -even if it's something slow or sad. there are VERY few songs that actually trigger a sad reaction from me. One being the song 'Persona' nearly made me cry when i first heard it...no clue why though. So now everyone knows how to cheer Bleu up if she's in a frumpy mood ^^ Play me some music and pelt me with things that are blue blaugh
no blue sushi though... ninja
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 9:29 am
La Belle Bleu Hmm...things that make Bleu happy... There's the generic first answer of "Yes, The colour Blue makes me happy" Seriously, whoever associated the colour blue with sadness was on crack neutral think about ALL the beautiful blue things in the world! A lovely blue sky on a clear day. Sparkling blue water (even though it's supposedly supposed to be clear gonk ), a blue rose. because they're just dern awesome. Yuss...as for people who make me happy...I've got my mom. And..I think that's about it at this stage of my life .___.; ((shaha, Blue Men don't count. I can't see them anytime I want during the day xD)) And music makes me happy. Just hearing a simple tune can cheer me up -even if it's something slow or sad. there are VERY few songs that actually trigger a sad reaction from me. One being the song 'Persona' nearly made me cry when i first heard it...no clue why though. So now everyone knows how to cheer Bleu up if she's in a frumpy mood ^^ Play me some music and pelt me with things that are blue blaugh no blue sushi though... ninja  whee
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 10:20 am
The_Irkin_Army La Belle Bleu Hmm...things that make Bleu happy... There's the generic first answer of "Yes, The colour Blue makes me happy" Seriously, whoever associated the colour blue with sadness was on crack neutral think about ALL the beautiful blue things in the world! A lovely blue sky on a clear day. Sparkling blue water (even though it's supposedly supposed to be clear gonk ), a blue rose. because they're just dern awesome. Yuss...as for people who make me happy...I've got my mom. And..I think that's about it at this stage of my life .___.; ((shaha, Blue Men don't count. I can't see them anytime I want during the day xD)) And music makes me happy. Just hearing a simple tune can cheer me up -even if it's something slow or sad. there are VERY few songs that actually trigger a sad reaction from me. One being the song 'Persona' nearly made me cry when i first heard it...no clue why though. So now everyone knows how to cheer Bleu up if she's in a frumpy mood ^^ Play me some music and pelt me with things that are blue blaugh no blue sushi though... ninja h'ohmygawd! heart heart heart that is SO going into my sig rotation pictures biggrin
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 10:39 am
La Belle Bleu The_Irkin_Army whee h'ohmygawd! heart heart heart that is SO going into my sig rotation pictures biggrin
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 12:02 pm
onlyateardropaway .skeechuu onlyateardropaway .skeechuu >_o I don't want to sound like some depressed angst child, but there aren't a lot of people who make me happy. sweatdrop There are some, but most of them are also the ones who make me unhappy. your not reaching a depressed point.....i only have about 3-4 people that make me happy....the rest scare me.... I have 1 or 3 people... I'm not too sure about them sometimes ._. And I'm over the depression, I'm at the point of apathy. ....my only suggestion is stay around this site....when i came here i thought i would be outcasted and they took me in like one of their own...they care and want to be your friends...i mean greg got me to the point of giving hugs and receiving them with no objections....the site does wonders....just go here more often... I was too, no one's special because they wanted to end it all at some point in their life, because a LOT of people feel like that. And I never said I wasn't willing to meet new people, I said that there's a few people in my life who make me happy, but at the same time they make me miserable. Thus, I feel that the only reliable person in my life is myself, I don't depend greatly on others.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 12:26 pm
.skeechuu onlyateardropaway .skeechuu onlyateardropaway .skeechuu >_o I don't want to sound like some depressed angst child, but there aren't a lot of people who make me happy. sweatdrop There are some, but most of them are also the ones who make me unhappy. your not reaching a depressed point.....i only have about 3-4 people that make me happy....the rest scare me.... I have 1 or 3 people... I'm not too sure about them sometimes ._. And I'm over the depression, I'm at the point of apathy. ....my only suggestion is stay around this site....when i came here i thought i would be outcasted and they took me in like one of their own...they care and want to be your friends...i mean greg got me to the point of giving hugs and receiving them with no objections....the site does wonders....just go here more often... I was too, no one's special because they wanted to end it all at some point in their life, because a LOT of people feel like that. And I never said I wasn't willing to meet new people, I said that there's a few people in my life who make me happy, but at the same time they make me miserable. Thus, I feel that the only reliable person in my life is myself, I don't depend greatly on others. i wasn't bragging....i would never do such a thing....i'm quite ashamed.....but my only suggestion is people here can make you happy but something tells me my advice means nothing to you....
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 1:00 pm
onlyateardropaway i wasn't bragging....i would never do such a thing....i'm quite ashamed.....but my only suggestion is people here can make you happy but something tells me my advice means nothing to you.... People here do make me feel better, I'm not sure if I would call it "happy", but many of them do make me feel good. As for my mild hostility, I basically didn't like the fact that you seemed to have assumed that I knew nothing about depression or how to relate to those with it--- when I actually struggle with it myself. Perhaps you meant to do no harm, just as I have. Perhaps I'm the one making the assumptions, and if that's the case, then I apologize.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 2:23 pm
.skeechuu onlyateardropaway i wasn't bragging....i would never do such a thing....i'm quite ashamed.....but my only suggestion is people here can make you happy but something tells me my advice means nothing to you.... People here do make me feel better, I'm not sure if I would call it "happy", but many of them do make me feel good. As for my mild hostility, I basically didn't like the fact that you seemed to have assumed that I knew nothing about depression or how to relate to those with it--- when I actually struggle with it myself. Perhaps you meant to do no harm, just as I have. Perhaps I'm the one making the assumptions, and if that's the case, then I apologize. i have many friends that do get down on themselves a lot and i make them happy and joyous. i make jokes, flirt and give em a big hug biggrin . i like to make people happy. it makes me happy that i make them happy. i wish i had one special girl in my life that i could make happy...... *sigh*
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 3:26 pm
Zan07 i have many friends that do get down on themselves a lot and i make them happy and joyous. i make jokes, flirt and give em a big hug biggrin . i like to make people happy. it makes me happy that i make them happy. i wish i had one special girl in my life that i could make happy...... *sigh* I have to concur on all accounts. For one, I too am happy when I can make others happy, and I too wish I had a special girl that I could make happy.
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 4:07 pm
.skeechuu >_o I don't want to sound like some depressed angst child, but there aren't a lot of people who make me happy. sweatdrop There are some, but most of them are also the ones who make me unhappy. I think I get what you mean. *hug* Hmm, my boyfriend makes me happy. My family make me happy (sometimes). And my friend Sarah...
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Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 5:09 pm
ClaudiaJade Shogun Gari Tessiebean Shogun Gari Lots of things make me happy. The problem is they seem petty to other people. Who cares what people think? As long as they make you happy that's all that matters 3nodding wink Hmmmm....that sounds familiar...oh, right. i said it. ninja sweatdrop Well, leveling on various games, getting good grades in school, HUGS, two people happily in love, HUGS, the word "cookie", my stories, HUGS, and a few moreHUGSthings. ::laughs and hugs him::thats so cute.. Cookie! whee Squee! Y'see, I find the word 'cookie' amusing...but only because of it's meaning when translated in Hungarian *giggles inanely* xd
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