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 Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 9:24 am
Rasiel had his head down, trying to avoid eye contact as best as possible. As Kagyaku took over, Rasiel had managed to see his red eyes. And even if he hadn't seen them, he'd know by how he spoke, referring to Deskri as a slave. He was about ready to shut down and shut out into his own world again until Kagyaku spoke. When Kagyaku made his offer, asking to get help with punishing Deskri, his heart sank.
'Just.. like.. him..' he thought in his mind, frowning at the thought.
He wasn't a demon, or as reckless and chaotic as a bad thing. How could ever be like him? But on the other hand, how could ever be like his stupid lesbian sister? The decision was hard to make; to stay or go.
'You really want to break his heart? That would be sad since then I wouldn't have anyone to play with.. Oh wait.. There's always Andy.'
Rasiel shuddered at the thought of the things he could do to her, as he didn't want either of them getting hurt. Eventually, Rasiel back up to the side of the door, placing a hand on the doorknob. He hadn't realized that Deskri had returned since he was staring at the floor behind a face full of hair. "I-...I'm sorry... I... I will never.. be like you." he whispered loud enough for him to hear and then opened the door. In an instant, he broke out into running down the hall, eventually leaving the dorms completely.
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Posted: Mon Mar 01, 2010 3:57 pm
"Rasiel...?" Deskri stared after him for a few seconds, trying to figure out what had happened. "What did you say to him?! What did you do!? It's not enough to just take it out on me, is it!?" Deskri pushed himself to his feet and then staggered to the door to look out after Rasiel.
Pity, I was looking forward to see your broken heart. It would've been the perfect ending to this disgusting obsession of yours.
Deskri ignored Kagyaku for the most part, since his demands hadn't been answered. He couldn't see his friend anymore, but he ran down the hall anyway, hoping to catch up to him and apologize for everything.
Perhaps he could be forgiven, if he could be forgiven he'd be fine walking away and never bothering Rasiel again. "Rasiel?! Rasiel please let me apologize!" He wasn't even sure if Rasiel was still in the building, but he didn't see anyone around and so he shouted out the request.
You're so good at lying to yourself, I love it.
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Posted: Sat Mar 06, 2010 1:32 am
Obscurite had managed to drag himself against the walls and slide back into his dorm room and shut the door behind him. Sighing as he fell to his knees, he proceeded to remove the knives from his body and wings one by one. Wincing as he jerked them from his skin and grinned wildly. He enjoyed every moment of it, but he was too weak to continue on. Rasiel had given up long ago, but then felt that Obscurite was really weak, weak enough for him to take over easily. Rasiel's eyes returned to their normal red hue as he then screamed out in agony. His body was writhing in pain as he looked over the damage done to his body. His vision quickly became very blurry as the medications he had taken had only been suppressed while Obscurite was out, and now they surfaced back their effect in full force. Rasiel hugged his body tightly as he fell over onto his bed and curled up, blood staining the sheets. He felt like it was over, everything was over. Taking in a deep breath, he rolled over onto his back and stared up at the ceiling as it contorted and shifted colors. Interesting. Just like the old days. He figured that Deskri would never want to speak to him again, he knew it, and it made his heart ache. He had been cut off right after Obscurite's words to Deskri. Everything after that was filled with the image of black abyss in his mind. He had no idea the deal that Obscurite and Kagyaku had made.Looking back to his multiple gashed, he knew his wounds would eventually heal, but it would take some sleep, and probably a lot of it. His mind faded further into darkness as his heavy eyes closed slowly and he drifted off into a deep sleep.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:27 am
[-breaks up the huge post into many little ones-]
Alice had made her way down the hall quietly as she found the same door she had seen Rasiel and Deskri leave from earlier that day. Making her way up to the door, she tried the handle but it was locked. Breathing in deeply, she tried to concentrate on using her powers, since she was still not used to using them. Her skin began to turn to a black color and her image sank into the shadows beneath the door. Luckily for her, the lights hadn't been turned on inside the room so it created enough shadow for her to find a way in, reforming herself on the other side of the door, still hidden by the shadows.
Rasiel began to groan as he slowly came to out of his unconsciousness. Sitting up, his body still ached in pain but most of the more major gashes had healed to a point that they weren't a danger to himself. It wasn't really a bad thing either way since he enjoyed the pain. And so did Obscurite. Rasiel moved his feet to hang off the bed and touch the ground. Obscurite then began to laugh wildly. "What the hell is so funny?" he spoke aloud, not realizing he may have been watched.
'Oh, you'll see. I figured she'd run and hide like a little b***h, but no.. She must be some masochist.. because she's back for more.' Obscurite ranted in his mind.
"What the hell? What are you talking about? Who's back for more? What do you mean?" Rasiel was more than confused by his words. Obscurite merely laughed, insisting on waiting for Rasiel to realize it for himself. "I don't get it! Really, what are you-.." Rasiel paused suddenly, hitting him like a sack of bricks. He stood quickly and began to walk around the room, as though inspecting the room. He then grabbed an empty trash can and threw it in anger. "WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?!" he yelled out, then pulled a chair out from the desk and slid it with great force across the room, knocking it over as it skidded and hit the wall. "Dammit, Alice! ******** show yourself!" he continued to yell as he moved to the other chair, obviously about to pick it up.
"Wait wait wait! Rasiel, please hear me out!" she interjected quickly, stepping out of the shadows, waving her hands in a sign of non-hostility.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:28 am
Rasiel threw down the other chair next to him in frustration. "Dammit! What the hell are you doing here?!" he asked, sighing and then sitting down on the bed, burying his face into his hands. He was too weak to be completely upset, he was also trying hard to block out Obscurite's laughter at the situation.
Alice frowned and stood there in front of him. "Please Rasiel. I know we've fought in the past. And I know that you hate me, thought I can't remember why. But I want to put that all that behind us. Please. I don't honestly remember why we fought. I can't remember much anything. I just really want to help you."
"..help?... HELP?! What the ******** do you think I am? Some psychotic test subject?! I don't need your help!! You should just shutup, turn around and walk right on out that door. You should just leave and never come back to see me again."
"Brother, plea-.."
"I am NOT your brother!"
Alice's patience was being tested by Rasiel's stubbornness to not listen to her. Stepping forward to stand right in front of him. "Look here! You are my little brother, whether you want to accept that or not! And whether or not you want to acknowledge it or not, I am your big sister, and I care about you!! Deskri told me what happened, why you attacked me.. I think I can help! But you have to trust me.. I want to be your friend, not your enemy. Please, just let me help you.
Rasiel's heart sank as he heard Alice speak of her being attacked by him. He hadn't known that he had hurt her. He felt terrible, but also felt that maybe she deserved it. He began to growl as he stood up suddenly and grabbed Alice by the throat hard. "You don't understand what it is I'm going through! I've hurt you before.. and I will hurt you again!" he snarled as he then let go of her and sighed, moving back to the bed. "Just leave, you cannot help me. Just leave me to die." he whispered.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:29 am
Alice couldn't breathe at first, but as he let go of her, she grabbed her own throat and began to cough. She knew he had no intention of hurting her right now, but knew he was threatening her, trying to convince her to leave. She listened to him ask her to leave, saying he should be alone to die. Alice's anger swelled up and her hand drew back as it swung down and hit Rasiel in the face. "Rasiel! Let me help you! I will NOT take no for an answer!!"
Rasiel paused, surprised at Alice's sudden slap to the face. He was reminded of when Eleana had slapped him for trying to help Andy gain freedom. Something snapped in him, something finally told him to give up being stubborn to Alice. He didn't know why he felt like this, or whether it was Obscurite's influence to agree to Alice. He looked up to meet gazes with Alice, finally seeing her red and purple eyes. "What the-... What happened to your eye?"
'I did that to her.. Due you like my signature? I could fix that other eye of hers too.. Go on, get closer to her.. It entertains me to watch you squirm, never knowing when or who I'll strike next.. Please, entertain me..'
"I did this.." Rasiel whispered as he had stood and ran his fingers along the side of her face, inspecting the damage of her eye, there wasn't any signs of real damage, just a different color now. "I...I'm so sorry.." he apologized, trying to just let himself care about Alice, though it was hard. With all his pent up anger for her and all.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:30 am
Alice grabbed his hand gently and smiled. "Don't worry about it.. It's okay." she replied, feeling better now that Rasiel wasn't being stubborn with her. It was a little odd that he had warmed up to her so fast. Either he had cared about her way before this moment, or the 'bad thing' was influencing him. Or both. "So... it's.. Obscurite, isn't it?.. That bad thing within you?" she asked, trying to figure things out for herself.
"Yeah.. he talks to me all the time. In fact, he usually doesn't shut up." he sighed and moved away from Alice, facing the window, looking out at the moon as its light shown through the window pane. "Do you really not remember anything about me or why we fight?"
"Not very much. I know that we did fight, but not why we did. I also know that you've been hurt before.."
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 1:31 am
"A-alice?... Can I ask you a question?"
"Uhm, sure.. Anything."
Rasiel moved to sit back on the bed once more. "What it like being.. uhm.. gay?...I mean,.."
"Say what? Gay? There's no difference to being gay, Rasiel. I am not an alien just because the one I love is a girl too. Honestly, I think it's those who think that gays are bad are the true aliens." she commented as she sat down next to him.
"...alice.. i think... i-... i think-..." Tears began to well up in Rasiel's eyes. "... i think i'm gay..." he confessed right before erupting into tears.
Alice frowned in sympathy as she leaned over and hugged him, patting him on the back. "It's okay. It's perfectly fine to be gay.. There's nothing wrong with it.. So don't be so upset. Everything will be okay... so please don't cry.."
"...i'm sorry... i hated you... please help me.."
[Okay, that's it for tonight. I might post more tomorrow. -goes off to sleep-]
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 5:00 pm
Alice smiled softly as she held Rasiel. "It's okay, I'm here for you. I'm going to help you.." she spoke quietly. "Now, what makes you think that you're gay?" she asked, almost amused at the idea, not realizing he was really torn up about the situation of his sexual preference.
"I think... I think I'm in love with.... another guy.." he paused, trying to collect his thoughts through his sobs. "I don't know. I just don't know."
"Do you care about him?"
"Yes."
"Do you want to protect him?"
"..yes."
"Do you want nothing more than to be held by him for the rest of your life? Do you not care about anything else in the world but him? Does your heart tell you he is the one and only?" she asked, smiling as she leaned back to look Rasiel in the face.
".......................yes..."
Alice hugged Rasiel once more and stood up, offering a hand to him. "I really think you should just tell Deskri how you feel.. it's the only way you're going to find out if what you're feeling is real.." she smiled once again, trying to reassure him that everything was okay."
"Wait-... How did you-..?"
"Don't worry about that right now.. I think you should go to the Nurse's Office and get hea-.." she paused suddenly as she watched Rasiel stand up and noticed that most of his scars had already disappeared. "Well... I still think you should talk to Deskri. Ask him how he feels.."
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 5:06 pm
Rasiel sighed, "Fine. But you need to leave. I want to sleep some more, I'm still weak..." he commented, not really looking at Alice at this point.
Alice nodded and turned to unlock the door to leave.
"And Alice?"
"Yes? What is it?" she asked, turning back to look at him.
"Can we just keep this all secret.. I mean, just pretend like we didn't have this conversation. I still will accept your help, but I don't want anyone else to know that I've been this way. What I'm trying to say is, just pretend like we still fight, pretend that we still hate each other, and never speak of what happened here. Please, just trust me.."
"Sure thing, brother. Don't worry about it. I won't tell anyone, I promise." Alice responded with a smile, winked, then left the room to make her way back to the Nurse's Office.
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Posted: Mon Mar 08, 2010 5:18 pm
As soon as Alice had shut the door, he locked it again and walked back over to the bed. He sat down and buried his face into his hands again. "Why don't you just say it already.. I know you're just dying to.."
"Isn't it bad to lie to your own loving sister?" Obscurite asked mockingly then laughed.
"It was the only way.. You know it. She wouldn't leave me alone until she got what she wanted." he defended as he spoke to himself aloud.
"So, you lied to her about taking her help.That girl is so stupid to believe that you were telling the truth... except I can't believe you actually confessed to her that you're gay! Congratulations!"
"Shut up! That was a lie too!"
"Really? Because those tears tell me otherwise, you f**."
"I said shut up, I'm not gay!"
"Could have fooled me.. Why not just admit it. What are you trying to prove? Are you afraid I'll hurt him if you admit you love him?"
"Maybe.. I mean, No!"
Obscurite laughed as Rasiel shook his head in frustration. "I just want them all to go and leave me alone.. I just don't want them getting hurt by me. I really don't! Everyone should be protected from me.. no.. YOU!"
"You're gay, admit it."
"God dammit! Fine, I'm gay! Will you shut up already?! Jeez!! You're giving me a headache.."
"Alice is going right back into the clutches of death, you know.."
"What do you mean..."
"It's not me she should be worried about. I won't kill her, you wouldn't let me in a million years... but that doesn't stop others from trying to kill her.." Obscurite erupted into hysterical laughter, finding Rasiel's panic infinitely amusing. "You can't protect your beloved sisters forever!!!"
Tears came to Rasiel's eyes. He knew he couldn't do anything to stop Alice and Andy from getting hurt... but at least he knew that they would be relatively safe from himself for now. Sighing, Rasiel stood up as he picked up his violin and moved to the door. "I hope she finds a way to get rid of you, you monster!" he exclaimed as he was only met with more of Obscurite's laughter and Rasiel proceeded out of the dorm room.
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Posted: Wed Mar 10, 2010 5:11 pm
Deskri opened the door to his shared room with Rasiel and then shuffled in. He was half expecting to see Rasiel lying somewhere, but when he didn't he wasn't too surprised. He was surprised to see that all of his things as well as Rasiel's were in the room, and that things had been thrown around as if there had been a fight.
Deskri irritatedly rubbed at his head while he inspected the room. Everything on his side seemed to be okay, nothing was broken... When he went to check on Rasiel's side, he found blood all over the sheets which made his stomach drop. "Oh god..." Almost frantically he hobbled around the rest of the dorm, checking to see if his friend had moved elsewhere and then passed out.
From the looks of this place, he's long gone. You have two options... Keep searching for him like some sort of idiot, or take your chance to sleep.
"Sleep?" Deskri immediately froze. He hadn't slept in five or six days and was beginning to feel the effects. He'd gotten to a point where he could go four and have a minimum amount of side-effects, but five to six days was his limit. His mind was already playing tricks on him, even without Kagyaku's help.
Yes, sleep. Do you want to sleep, Deskri?
"Yes, I want to sleep..." Deskri mumbled the words as he started to go back to his bed, but upon reaching it he paused. "But Rasiel..."
What about him? He's a goner anyway.
"G-goner?" That shook Deskri out of his desire for sleep. "N-no, I can't let that happen..." He shook his head, but he wasn't sure of where to start looking for Rasiel.
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Posted: Sun Mar 14, 2010 12:32 am
The shock from the scene in Sonnet's dorm was preventing him from sleeping, even though Kagyaku told him he was allowed to. Frustrated, he rose from the blankets long enough to grab his knives from under his bed.
Going to cut yourself, are you? Kagyaku seemed mildly interested in it.
"C-can't sleep... H-have too..." Deskri unsheathed one of them and then rolled up his sleeves.
Just the wrists or elsewhere?
"Whatever it takes." Deskri dragged it along one arm, watching with an almost sick fascination as the blood pooled and then overflowed. He let out a small hiss of pleasure, and then sliced the other arm. He could usually feel the effects of sleep on the horizon after a minute or two, but sleep wasn't ready for him.
Legs are the next best bet, I would say. Thigh area. It wasn't the first time that Kagyaku had instructed him on where to cut, but it was a first for the instructions to be spoken softly, almost encouragingly. You might as well get ready for sleep, hm?
Deskri slipped off his shirt, not caring that it was now bloody. He then removed his shorts but remained in his underwear. The blankets provided enough heat that anything else would overheat him. He picked the knife up again and returned to his cutting.
By the time he felt sleep on it's way, blood was all over his blankets, the floor, the knife, his hands, but he didn't care. He burrowed himself back under the blankets and let sleep relieve him from the world he no longer wished to be a part of. There wasn't a point to it if Rasiel and Sonnet weren't there.
You're not actually going to die, Deskri. We're not done with them yet... Kagyaku's whispering voice was the last thing he heard as he fell into a deep slumber.
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Posted: Mon Mar 15, 2010 1:36 pm
[To save on post space, I'm going to make this into one big one since we did the Hedge events before I posted him leaving. XD;; hahaaa....]
After Deskri had woken and attempted taking a shower, he cleaned up the bed and then went back to sleep. The emotional funk had sunken in and now he was too tired to deal with it for the time being.
Leaving his body unmanned meant that Kagyaku could take over, and he wasn't about to miss the opportunity. Kagyaku rose from the bed after making sure that Deskri was too far into sleep to really notice anything and then left the dorm in search of prey.
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[After the events of the Hedge]
Deskri pushed the door to his dorm open and then struggled inside. He was both thankful and annoyed that Rasiel wasn't back yet. He didn't particularly want to deal with him at the moment, but he also wondered what on earth he was doing with Sonnet.
Makin' babies.
Kagyaku provided the answer in a most sarcastic way. "Don't rub it in..." Deskri managed to make it to his bed before he collapsed, thankfully he'd managed to get Mira off of his back and onto the bed first. He lied there for a few moments, gasping deep breaths of air.
Perhaps I should've waited for you to regain more blood...
"You shouldn'tve done this in the first place... I'm gonna get locked up now.." Deskri sighed and then pushed himself up and looked down at Mira, inspecting the damage. "s**t, is this that spelling game you were talking about?"
Oh yes. We should play sometime. It'll be a lot of fun.
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Posted: Mon Mar 15, 2010 2:48 pm
Mira stirred a little in her sleep. She looked as though she was having a nightmare. "..n-no... mira.. doesn't... no.." she muttered in her sleep then her shot open and she gasped. "...the world is still no different in Mira's eyes..." she whispered and then looked over to see the image of Kagyaku standing over her. His image was still faded, and she couldn't understand why. "Adrien... why are you so distant.." she spoke weakly, and then took a deep breath. "Where is Mira now?" she asked, calm but still confused.
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