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Mimsey

PostPosted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 1:34 pm


She skidded as Shinda moved aside, privately cursing herself for having fallen for the very same trick her teacher had applauded her for not long ago. Don't be clumsy, she thought. Don't be-

Petra twitched. Was Shinda right? Had she been wrong? Her heart thudded, but with each pound she felt her resolve strengthen. This wasn't just about her being a sacrifice. It wasn't just about her being a warrior. “A warrior to the Mizimu?” She half laughed as she danced. It was a raw sound. She was a fool in many ways, but not this. “You don't even know what this is about, do you? I wanted to be a warrior, yes. Maybe I would have defended the Mizimu. Maybe you are right, maybe it might have played out that way. But I know it wouldn't. I never made my aspirations secret. No. I was a sacrifice to the Mizimu, and it would always be that way. Funny how you seem to think it could have been possible in the same breath that you mock me. Treat me like the enemy I am. Don't patronize me. You should have honor at least for that.”

She slowly passed around, feeling the weight of herself heavy on her ankles. No. She knew where she was. This was a trap, this was a lie- but the words in her heart and in her mind were not. Even as she was dancing, there was an echoing laugh in her chest. Maybe it was just nerves. Maybe because her feet were cold, and she could hear the sound of her heart pulsing in her ears. A warrior to the Mizimu! It replayed over and over. Did Shinda really think she was just looking for a way to run again? That she wasn't willing to die?

This wasn't about death. This wasn't about sacrifice. It was about being free.

“Afraid of death? Don't you see me standing here? Do you see me running?” She snapped. “And, I will get my wish- I will die on the battlefield! Its right here underneath us, don't you see it?! Una chose it so well!”

And she charged. She wasn't afraid. Not of this. There wasn't even anger on her face, even when she knew Shinda was mere seconds from crashing into her. She could hold the blow, she thought. No, maybe not hold it. But she could-

But before Shinda's streamline form could slam into Petra and surely knock her off her feet, a flash of blue danced in front of her eyes. She dodged to the side, although it was quite an awkward pile up. To say she "dodged" wasn't quite accurate. She was hit by Una being hit by Shinda, but the force of it sent her into a roll. But it took only a matter of seconds for her to be back on her feet.

"Una!" She gasped. Ugh! Una! This was a disaster. First Una sells her out, then she saves her? This was a ******** if there ever was one. But nervously, she made a circle around Shinda, hoping the lioness wasn't about to take revenge for her sister's hasty action. "Una, leave! Before you hurt yourself again. I don't know if you've lost your mind or-!"

She eyed Shinda. "She doesn't know what she's doing. I will fight you, forgive her that." Her voice was strong. But this time, she rattled. She was ready to fight, but not so ready to see her sister maimed in some haphazard attempt to save her. [...Why was she saving her? Petra was so confused at this point on who was backstabbing who that her head spun.]

One thing was for certain though, this wasn't Una's fight. She was the Dhati, not her. "Leave, Una." She said quietly. "You might have set me up, but I was going to war. This is no different then what would have happened on the battlefield. Please don't...make it so complicated..."
PostPosted: Fri Jan 15, 2010 6:49 pm


"Even a royal cub thought it was possible for her to be a Warrior." The darker lioness revealed a little tidbit of information. Perhaps this would strike some chord in the other. If she hadn't been so impetuous, if she hadn't been so impatient... perhaps Shinda's half-sister could... "Think of it what you may. But you were just too impatient and we all know that."

"I refuse to acknowledge a battle with an unworthy Warrior a battlefield." Shinda said with a smirk. She might not have been involved in a war before, but in her eyes, this was no battlefield. A mere fight, perhaps, and apparently Petra thought herself superior enough to think she would be able to fight her and live. "But I will fight with all my strength, of course. I never have patronized any of my sparring partners, and I never will."

She had expected the impact of crashing into Petra but something bright and blue blocked her path and she growled in anger. Swiftly, she caught Una by the scruff of her neck and shook her roughly. "I will not kill her." She growled softly into Una's fur. "But she will come back to the Mizimu'Tungika with us, I promise you that." With this (and probably with Una questioning in her mind why Shinda would help her this way), she let go of Petra's sister and turned her attention back to the former. "So this is what you want, Petra? To let your sister come to harm because of you? How foolishly juvenile of you, to think that once you ran to the Dhati like the coward you are, you were safe, and neglected to even pause to think about your sister's safety."

Then she shook her head. "I tire of this. You want to fight. So do I and I would propose a deal, should you win or should you lose, but we both obviously know how that will end up. Tell me, what is it that you really want? To be a Warrior? To be free from the Mizimu? To see your sister alive and well? You're a very confused lioness." With this, she took her paw and pressed it against Una's hurt shoulder. She did not flinch, she had known Una was prepared for any sort of injury if she could just get her sister back. "Don't take too long to think."

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 2:36 pm


There was honour in standing up for your beliefs, but as far as Una had understood, Petra didn't believe in anything that wasn't superficial. Freedom was not a reality- not for the living. No matter where she went, Petra would be subject to the whims and traditions of other prides. The rogue life, as well, presented challenges of its own. Without a family to look after her and the strength provided by the group, Petra would be at the mercy of the elements and other, possibly much stronger beasts.

Joining the Dhati had not freed the impulsive lioness from anything at all. It had only damaged her soul (Una did not want to think about what it would mean if her sister was right about the non-existence of the spirits) and doomed herself to a life of slavery in another sense.

She felt Shinda's teeth as they sank so easily into the fur and the flesh at the back of her neck, and barely registered the pain. Her body was running high on adrenaline, and her heart was beating so loudly that she suspected both of the other females could hear it. The fear in her was only for Petra as she'd known, though she didn't know how she knew, that Shinda wouldn't kill her. She and the Warrior shared a strange sort of understanding and, Una felt at least, a level of mutual respect.

When Shinda growled and reassured her of Petra's safety, Una relaxed and felt a rush of gratitude towards the Warrior. Somehow, Una trusted that Shinda would not lie about this. The Warrior had seen firsthand how much Una loved her sister; had dealt the blows and the wounds that had inspired this fateful moment in time. Shinda would not betray her now. There was too much strength in the Warrior for that. Una almost smiled. Finally, something was working out in her favour. Suddenly a willing and submissive puppet in Shinda's paws, Una was glad of the other lioness's unexpected and previously unwelcome presence there. She did not know why the Warrior was helping her, but was grateful for it.

Her brow furrowed with stress and she growled in distaste when Shinda pressed a paw to her injured shoulder, but endured it silently otherwise. It stung and she was eager for the pressure to be released, but didn't pull away. It was important that Petra understood the full effect of the Warrior's implied threat, whatever it was. Una wasn't exactly sure.
PostPosted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 2:55 pm


Petra narrowed her eyes as Shinda pressed against Una's shoulder. What a vile thing. Here she was, ready to die. She had been tricked, they caught her! Why, why did this have to be so difficult? Una, ******** Una. A growl rippled across her body. She'd try to deny her even her death! “What do I want? I didn't know I was in the position to start asking. I want what I've always wanted. What you people have denied me. I am a warrior. I want you to let my sister go and fight me. She's a fool, but I'm your enemy.”

She felt sick. She hadn't been wounded, but she felt as though her life was flooding out of her. “But what I want and what is right are two different things. I want you to let go of my sister and let me fight. I want to die a warrior. I don't care what my sister thinks of my soul, and where it's supposed to be. I, know.” Why was that so hard for them to understand? Why did they have to complicate everything with all this s**t?

She glanced at Una bitterly. Her nose crinkled. She had to wonder why Shinda bothered making such an offer. Her sister's well being for her return to the pride as what- a sacrifice? Did they think she was playing around? Did they think this threat would somehow bring her back into the flock? “But, why make a trade? I save Una, return with you. I die escaping the two days later. Why so complicated? You were ready to fight me before Una. What I want? I want to be a warrior, and I want a warrior's death.”

“But...” She trailed off quietly. “What is right- I was not a coward about anything. I don't regret anything...except leaving my sister so hastily. That... that was foolish. I saw a way for me to prove myself and I took it. You might think I did it so I could live. That wasn't it at all. But I took it without realizing my sister would not feel the same. Or that she would do this.” No. She had never thought Una would have done this. Perhaps she had sensed all along that Una would always be loyal to the Mizimu. But...she had never thought she would lie. She had never thought she would try to snuff out the fire in her.

Now she wasn't even talking to Shinda at all. “My sister! A liar and a fool! All I wanted was to be a warrior-! All she had to do was tell me the truth! Her lies have put her beneath your claws just as much as me! And now I have to do what is right because she couldn't!” She snarled.

“I failed her once. So I will save her once. But if you think holding her over me is some way of keeping me in line, you'd be wrong. She has betrayed me.” She spoke bitterly, as though her words itself were acid. She wasn't dying, but it felt much like it. It felt slow. “I might sooner look at you then her.” She wasn't sure she meant it. But right about now, she couldn't have imagined how Una could have possibly sold her out more. Luckily, she was pretty sure she was running out of things for the Mizimu to take. After this, there would only be Petra. And if Shinda couldn't see that she wasn't ready to die before returning as a pet of the Mizimu.... well. She supposed it wouldn't even matter. To hell with all of them.

“...but you'd be saving yourself some time if you'd just fight me. This won't change the ending. What does the Mizimu have for me? Another lie? You can think what you'd like of me. But I'm not about to settle. I know what I want. I'm a warrior, and I'll do what I must to save my own soul.” She said flatly.

Even if it meant ending it herself. She was no plaything of the Mizimu. She'd sacrifice her heroic ending for Una. But not her soul. “And if you really fought as hard as you say to get to where you are, then you'd understand. I'm not going to be someone I'm not.”

But despite her words, her posture laxed. The thought of surrender tasted like bile in her mouth. She would follow Shinda. She wouldn't endanger Una.

At least not this time.

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PostPosted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 7:52 pm


Shinda was silent as Petra launched into her impassive long speech, her ears still perked to catch every single word. Did Petra not care for her sister as Una did? Una had been ready to sacrifice everything just to get her sister back, for the bruises on her body were enough evidence. Did Petra not appreciate that her family loved her so? Perhaps it was because she had always been pampered by her family and as a Sacrifice that she did not understand. She did not understand as Shinda did, how harsh it was to have a family that barely cared, barely loved you.

Petra did make some sense. She wouldn't put it past the other to try escaping from the Mizimu'Tungika after they had brought her back. Then Shinda's efforts, and Una's too, would be all in vain. I will not give you a warrior's death because that is what you want. Her tail flicked, but her lips were tight, not letting out a word of what she had just thought. That would be used for later.

She did not jump into things hastily. She thought things through, planned out what she was to do before facing it. If Petra thought this was the end of this, Shinda still had a plan. "I'm not finished yet."

"Here's the deal. I'll talk to the Warleader," not Father anymore, nor Sakata, "and convince him to let you fight in the war with us. Perhaps it would have worked out like how it would if you had stayed, and perhaps it wasn't. I am giving you a chance." She padded towards Petra and looked her in the eye, a harsh glint in the orange depths. "But mark my words, Petra. If you ever show any signs of turning against the Mizimu again, if you ever show any signs of joining the Dhati again, I will drag you from the battlefield to the nearest Harsupex and you will suffer the death of a Sacrifice." Like it was always meant to be. This was probably the worst punishment for Petra, for someone who so desired to be a Warrior, to die fighting. "And I assure you, I keep my promises. Do we have a deal?"
PostPosted: Sat Jan 16, 2010 11:38 pm


"I am no fool," Una hissed vehemently, upset with her sister for insulting her in such a way, when she'd done nothing but consider her opposite's best interests. Her argument was self-righteous; fuelled by passion and pain. This was difficult because Petra made it so. There was no real logic to her aspirations; just desire. Petra yearned to be free, but Una suspected that it was a word with a fabricated meaning.

She tried not to flinch at the way Petra glowered at her, and could not meet her eye. Una was terrified of what she might see there. It struck her, suddenly painfully, that her carefully crafted trap may have meant that she'd sacrificed the bond they'd always shared and, worst of all, Petra's love for her. Una's shoulders shook with grief at the thought and she immediately checked herself. She corrected her posture and stood rigidly, desperate not to seem weak in the faces of two such fierce ladies.

"I have done what is right," Una insisted indignantly, and was proud of her voice for being so steady. "I have tried to save your life, and I would do it a thousand times more, if it meant doing what was best for you."

It had not occurred to her that what might be best for Petra, would be to let her go. Una was sure that Petra would only be safe and secure again once she was safely returned to the Mizimu. The closer she was to the spirits, the better it would be for everyone involved.

They were strange, the pair of them; different in so many ways and then, at the same time, not very different at all. Una trusted whole-heartedly in her faith and in her love, while Petra needed to be able to feel and to see things before she believed them to be true. They were both outrageously stubborn. Petra was not willing to sacrifice her soul for Una's sake, and Una would not have dreamed of asking her to. Petra was content to be alone. She was cut out for a life of independence. Una's world, on the other hand, was her family and Petra was all that she had left. She'd risk anything for the sake of a loved one.

When Shinda proposed her deal, Una's heart was prepared to soar, but it faltered about half-way. She wasn't sure how she felt about that, but still marvelled at the way the Warrior continued to help her. The gesture was not lost to the blue lioness, who may not have agreed with the bribe, but she appreciated the effort, nevertheless. She held her breath as they waited for Petra's response.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 5:35 am


If she had known what Shinda was thinking, she might have honestly agreed. Petra had never known anything but the love of her sister. Even her mother, had doted on her. She was furious and angry over her sister's betrayal, but it was the kind of rage a hornet entered when you stirred its nest. How much of those words she really meant, even she wasn't sure. But one thing was certain, she didn't want to look at Una.

Una might have thought they were saving her, but she might as well have been ripping her heart out. She listened to her sister's words, but did not face her. Did she really not see? Did she really think she could betray her, and have things return to how they were? Her head hurt.

But Petra had submitted. And she winced as Shinda continued her deal. What more? She didn't have anything else to barter with. What on earth could Shinda possibly desire? And honestly- what DID Shinda desire? There seemed to be a strange connection between Una and Shinda that Petra frankly didn't understand. Some...ungodly connection to screw her over, it seemed.

So she listened. The second part of Shinda's deal seemed... almost like it was in a different language. Her ears twitched, and she narrowed her blue eyes. Serve the Mizimu. She was lucky she hadn't eaten today, the very thought of it made her want to blanche. Again, Una was chaining her. Had her sister not interfered, she could have rejected Shinda's offer. She could have goaded the black female to fight her. She would have died, but she would have died honorably. Now this. Her muzzle twitched.

To fight for the Mizimu? Was that really where this was headed? To turn against those she had sworn to help, and defend? But her arm was twisted. There might have been a connection between Una and Shinda, but she wasn't sure it would keep the latter from maiming the former. And she didn't doubt Shinda would make good on her threat to drag her before the harsupex. But even she was curious. How exactly did Shinda think she was going to accomplish this task? Convince those who had sought her death to fight beside them? To fight beside the people she was eagerly ready to maim?

Her bright eyes fell to her feet. Truthfully, she didn't want to have to kill herself. And if Shinda wasn't going to kill her, then... well, it looked like she didn't have much of a choice in it. They had her cornered.

Shinda's eyes were bearing down on her. She hated it. But she found herself not hating Shinda. At least she was a warrior. And although her offer made her sick, it was a fair one. And perhaps there was still some spark in her, some glint that remained from earlier days. The part of her that wanted the Mizimu's approval. Maybe. But right now all she felt was a migraine and a broken heart.

She lifted her head and tried her best to return the other female's burning gaze. “...alright.” She swallowed bitterly. “We have a deal. I'll do what you say, so long as it is true.” She was a prideful little fool, but she swallowed hard and decided to behave. At least until she could see for herself if Shinda would make good on her words.

She would fight for the Mizimu, with all the strength she had been willing to give to the Dhati. She would hate it. And she would despise them. But she would not go back on a deal, so long as they kept their side.

At least she could console herself with the thought that if the Dhati won, she'd have a front row seat.


PostPosted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 7:14 am


Why Shinda was doing this was perhaps a mystery to the two. Had she softened, had she felt that the two sisters needed to stay together, had she thought Una had suffered enough for her sister? Perhaps just a little bit, deep deep down inside. The most logical explanation that it was her duty. Her duty to help to bring the Dhati down, whether it was by killing or convincing them to return. She hadn't exactly bothered about the second option, but facing someone like Petra? Shinda did not think very highly of killing her in front of her sister.

Besides, even as she was a warrior, she did not mindlessly kill. She thought things through, she did not let her brute force take over and fight the other lioness like she had been tempted to.

She nodded silently, with no hint of a smile on her lips. Jerking her head towards where the Mizimu'Tungika pride lands were, she waited until the sisters walked ahead before she followed, making sure Petra would not try and escape. While Shinda was sure she had given in, it was always better to be safe and sorry.

And there was also the other members of the Dhati to look out for. There was a war now, after all.

But now the only problem was to approach her father again, especially when they had ended their last talk on such a bitter note.

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PostPosted: Sun Jan 17, 2010 7:40 pm


If things had gone the way she'd wanted them to and Petra had believed her lies then, yes, Una was quite certain that everything would have gone back to the way it was before. She felt the strain this stunt had put on the relationship she shared with her sister, and it broke her heart when Petra would not look at her. But that had not been the point of all this. Una had not fought Shinda, had not tortured herself with the lies she'd told, had not gone through everything that she had simply to keep her sister with her. That was part of it, yes, but she truly believed in the things that Petra did not and genuinely feared for her sister's soul, no matter what the orange lioness said about being able to feel it still.

Was freedom in this life really worth being lost in the next?

When Petra agreed to Shinda's deal, Una's heart really did soar. Her eyes lit up and she opened her mouth to speak, but shut it quickly upon reading the expression on her sister's face. Petra was hurting. Una could see that vividly, and suddenly she wished she was blind.

Head and heart full of conflicting emotions, Una sighed heavily and was the first to turn and start away from the border; towards home, where she and Petra belonged together. It was slow going for her, as her injured shoulder made it difficult to move very fast, but Una didn't wince or complain as she walked. She had gotten what she'd wanted, but she wondered at the price.

Somehow, she knew this wasn't the end.
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