Oh Sanne! *huggles you and shares a tear*
I don't know what to say, cept that I'm sorry.
I might not know what it is like to lay my mother to rest, but I've seen my fair share of death from those who I love and care for. Remember, there is always a new day with a brighter sun. All you have to do is look to those around you that you know and love for the support that you need to go on.
Remember, sometimes you have to step into the dark to turn on the light, And we are all here to help you if, and when, you need it.