Mystic_moon15
I aloso have an issue with cars
sweatdrop i want to jump infront of them its not exactly a want to die... its kinda a want for someone mostly my mother to notice me. she hasnt payed me much mind in years and i need to hear at times just the simple words ' I love You' but i dont. shes really not even aloud to see me my step dad wont let her. and my mom does anything he tels her to and he abused me wich is the cause of my problems i was doing ok and coping with my dads death just fine befor him. then he came along nd beat me and the emotionally abused me for like 3-4 yrs. and that was when the hole car thing started then i slit my wrist once but not very deep and then that happened ^. please pray for me and tell me what i should do? i try prayer but it doesnt seem to help me anymore?
He doesn't allow her to see you? Does she know what he's done to you? If she doesn't, you need to tell her. If she doesn't believe you, then tell someone that's in authority who will. A teacher, counselor, police officer, anyone that might be able to get your step-dad out of your house. I know that's probably one of the last things that you want to do, but it needs to happen. He sounds like an absolute beast. If you have any extremely close friends, tell them what's going on and make sure that they check up on you so that you don't do anything that you'll regret later. You will definattely be in my prayers.