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 Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 3:14 pm
The Phantoms Apprentice Shaky Truths Untold I lost it in... not the best way imaginable. I first lost it to my two male cousins. I was visiting them in New York, and I was staying over at my grandparents house. I was staying in the same room as them and they raped me. I was 11 or 12 ... probably 11 though. I wish I had lost it to a guy I really loved instead though. The reason is that I would have wanted to know what it felt like, doing it for real with the parts made for it, instead of doing it with cheap imitations (i.e. strap-ons) or differently. Wow I am sorry.... *speechless* Its alright. biggrin I'm over it now, and I can focus on having fun instead of whether its the person I want to loose it to.
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 3:53 pm
Shaky Truths Untold The Phantoms Apprentice Shaky Truths Untold I lost it in... not the best way imaginable. I first lost it to my two male cousins. I was visiting them in New York, and I was staying over at my grandparents house. I was staying in the same room as them and they raped me. I was 11 or 12 ... probably 11 though. I wish I had lost it to a guy I really loved instead though. The reason is that I would have wanted to know what it felt like, doing it for real with the parts made for it, instead of doing it with cheap imitations (i.e. strap-ons) or differently. Wow I am sorry.... *speechless* Its alright. biggrin I'm over it now, and I can focus on having fun instead of whether its the person I want to loose it to. Though what does that say in itself?
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Heavy_m3tal_hippy Vice Captain
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 5:01 pm
Shaky Truths Untold I lost it in... not the best way imaginable. I first lost it to my two male cousins. I was visiting them in New York, and I was staying over at my grandparents house. I was staying in the same room as them and they raped me. I was 11 or 12 ... probably 11 though. I wish I had lost it to a guy I really loved instead though. The reason is that I would have wanted to know what it felt like, doing it for real with the parts made for it, instead of doing it with cheap imitations (i.e. strap-ons) or differently. They are the s**t of society. I hope they're dead, and rotting in the deepest chasm of hell, if there is a hell, burning for all eternity.
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Posted: Sun Oct 25, 2009 5:21 pm
soyouwannarevolution Shaky Truths Untold I lost it in... not the best way imaginable. I first lost it to my two male cousins. I was visiting them in New York, and I was staying over at my grandparents house. I was staying in the same room as them and they raped me. I was 11 or 12 ... probably 11 though. I wish I had lost it to a guy I really loved instead though. The reason is that I would have wanted to know what it felt like, doing it for real with the parts made for it, instead of doing it with cheap imitations (i.e. strap-ons) or differently. They are the s**t of society. I hope they're dead, and rotting in the deepest chasm of hell, if there is a hell, burning for all eternity. Shaky said she doesn't believe in hell though.
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:14 pm
Its alright. I accept the fact that others believe in hell and am very used to the term. smile My church uses it too. Lol.
And thanks for the sympathy. I blame it on their hormones... and I'm at peace with it.
As for your comment Drak, I have only had sex willingly twice before... I must admit, one of the times I had no control over it because of the anti-depressants I was on, but both of them did not turn out well at all. I just did not have a good experience the first time, and the second it was to my boyfriend who left me a week later. I was waiting for the right person who wouldn't leave me and wouldn't break my heart for a while, but I found him. We may be young (15), but we have promised to marry each other one day.
(I keep popping out surprises left and right don't I? LOL. Sorry about that guys.)
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:28 pm
Shaky Truths Untold Its alright. I accept the fact that others believe in hell and am very used to the term. smile My church uses it too. Lol. And thanks for the sympathy. I blame it on their hormones... and I'm at peace with it. As for your comment Drak, I have only had sex willingly twice before... I must admit, one of the times I had no control over it because of the anti-depressants I was on, but both of them did not turn out well at all. I just did not have a good experience the first time, and the second it was to my boyfriend who left me a week later. I was waiting for the right person who wouldn't leave me and wouldn't break my heart for a while, but I found him. We may be young (15), but we have promised to marry each other one day. (I keep popping out surprises left and right don't I? LOL. Sorry about that guys.) hmmm.... that was a pretty dark post, wasn't it? Hahaha.... Hahaha, you did a much better job than I sure as hell did... I just got laid cause I was in a pretty decent stoner metal band and I was giving a potential replacement bassist an "audition" xd .... we sucked, so I left hahahaha... in my defense, however.... she was a massive babe!!!! xd 8th grade was a weird time... hahaha
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Heavy_m3tal_hippy Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:39 pm
ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt.
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:42 pm
col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. hahahahahahahahahahahaha xd Solid logic there xd xd
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Heavy_m3tal_hippy Vice Captain
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:44 pm
soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. hahahahahahahahahahahaha xd Solid logic there xd xd whats so funny?
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Posted: Tue Oct 27, 2009 3:48 pm
col greg house2062 soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. hahahahahahahahahahahaha xd Solid logic there xd xd whats so funny? Nothing, nothing, I just laugh about everything that's even slightly funny xd Except romantic comedies!
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Heavy_m3tal_hippy Vice Captain
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 4:26 pm
col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. Check my siggy >_>
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 4:28 pm
soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. hahahahahahahahahahahaha xd Solid logic there xd xd whats so funny? Nothing, nothing, I just laugh about everything that's even slightly funny xd Except romantic comedies! ok. i thought you were laughing at me.
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 6:35 pm
col greg house2062 soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 soyouwannarevolution col greg house2062 ummmm, i dont know. i guess a girl because it wouldnt hurt. hahahahahahahahahahahaha xd Solid logic there xd xd whats so funny? Nothing, nothing, I just laugh about everything that's even slightly funny xd Except romantic comedies! ok. i thought you were laughing at me. Of course not! I'm not THAT sort of awful.
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Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 7:14 pm
Shaky Truths Untold Its alright. I accept the fact that others believe in hell and am very used to the term. smile My church uses it too. Lol. And thanks for the sympathy. I blame it on their hormones... and I'm at peace with it. As for your comment Drak, I have only had sex willingly twice before... I must admit, one of the times I had no control over it because of the anti-depressants I was on, but both of them did not turn out well at all. I just did not have a good experience the first time, and the second it was to my boyfriend who left me a week later. I was waiting for the right person who wouldn't leave me and wouldn't break my heart for a while, but I found him. We may be young (15), but we have promised to marry each other one day. (I keep popping out surprises left and right don't I? LOL. Sorry about that guys.) 
sad I'm sorry to hear about the ordeals you've gone through in such a small space of time in your life.. I mean you're still young for heaven sakes! (not religious, just love using that term)
As long as you and your current BF work at the relationship I'm sure you guys can go far.
My high school sweet heart and I are still together and we started dating when we were 14, we now live on our own, we moved out together last year and we've had a very solid relationship minus a few bumps we had when we were 17/18. Got through them though. (obviously lol)
We already hit a mile stone for us last march, 5 years, and 6 is just around the corner now.
I wish you guys many years to come! (good luck is a very taboo thing to say... lulz)
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Posted: Thu Oct 29, 2009 7:19 pm
_-Mitsubachi-_-Fujin-_ Shaky Truths Untold Its alright. I accept the fact that others believe in hell and am very used to the term. smile My church uses it too. Lol. And thanks for the sympathy. I blame it on their hormones... and I'm at peace with it. As for your comment Drak, I have only had sex willingly twice before... I must admit, one of the times I had no control over it because of the anti-depressants I was on, but both of them did not turn out well at all. I just did not have a good experience the first time, and the second it was to my boyfriend who left me a week later. I was waiting for the right person who wouldn't leave me and wouldn't break my heart for a while, but I found him. We may be young (15), but we have promised to marry each other one day. (I keep popping out surprises left and right don't I? LOL. Sorry about that guys.)
sad I'm sorry to hear about the ordeals you've gone through in such a small space of time in your life.. I mean you're still young for heaven sakes! (not religious, just love using that term)
As long as you and your current BF work at the relationship I'm sure you guys can go far.
My high school sweet heart and I are still together and we started dating when we were 14, we now live on our own, we moved out together last year and we've had a very solid relationship minus a few bumps we had when we were 17/18. Got through them though. (obviously lol)
We already hit a mile stone for us last march, 5 years, and 6 is just around the corner now.
I wish you guys many years to come! (good luck is a very taboo thing to say... lulz)
Aw! Thank you so much!
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