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Nyx laughed. "I can be serious! Really I can be! I've just never had a reason to be mad at you Dracal!" she said truthfully. This was half true. She was pretty sure she had reasons to be angry at Dracal for leaving her and she had been slightly mad at him for not telling her about her fathers attempted suicide. She quickly discovered that she couldn't be angry at Dracal for that long. Her face turned bright pink when he kissed her on the cheek. She didn't know why. He had kissed her plenty of times before he had left. But this was all to do with him coming back and not being her brother anymore.

She instantly went to look away as he started to take his kimono off but for some reason her eyes didn't want to. Her face still bright red from the kiss she watched him, her eyes looking over him. She then shook her head and quickly turned around. "I'm going to change then. Take your time in the shower." she said quickly trying to keep her cool. She then almost dashed into her room and closed the door quickly, taking a deep breath as she closed it. "What was that about?" she muttered to herself, her hand over her pounding heart. She proceeded to change quickly, trying to recover herself.

Nyx sighed, letting her heart get back to it's original pace by making sure to not think of Dracal what so ever. She got changed into a cute pair of skinny jeans, a cute little pinky tank top and an oversized cardigan over it. She then added little pink pump shoes to the mix. She kept her hair tied up in a messy ponytail and put her purple glasses on. She never wore them when she was dancing incase they broke. She then descided to potter around her room for a bit until she could hear that the water had stopped. The small girl then proceeded to the kitchen where she started reading the book 1984 while waiting for Dracal to come out. Maybe it she could just keep her mind off of him for a bit she would stop feeling like this. She was so confused and this bothered her. She didn't know what to do. She didn't know what these feelings meant. All she knew was that she didn't have these feelings when he had left. But neither of them were the same cats anymore.

Nyx had now engrossed herself in the book, her feet up on the other side of the armchair to make herself more comfortable. When she wasn't dancing she spent a lot of time reading, especially since she had to stay inside so much. She replied to Dracal with a muttered "In here." forgetting in her engrossment whom she was talking to. As her eyes read the pages hungrily she had already become lost in the world of the book she was reading. Persy had taught her to read when she was little and she had taken to it very quicky. It suited her lifestyle and personality since she had to stay inside so much.

The sleeve of the oversize cardigan had fallen down to her elbow, revealing a very pale shoulder. If Nyx hadn't been in her own world and had remembered that it was infact Dracal in the room she would have pulled it up, face bright red. It was silly really. The other cat hd just seen her in a leotard. This was much less revealing but for some reason Nyx found it more so. Leotards wern't revealing to her as they were necessary for dancing but normal clothes were a different story.

Nyx looked up from the page, startled. "Oh Dracal!" she explained, blushing. "I'm sorry. I forgot that you were here. That happens to me sometimes." she explained, embaressed about forgetting about the boy. She then blushed more. "Thank you...for fixing it." she then said sheepishly. She looked up at him propperly, her stomach doing little soumersaults as she saw him clean for the first time. She couldn't help but think that he cleaned up well. She blushed more. "That was very nice." she said as she closed the book.

Nyx looked at the cover, fixing a piece of hair that fell over her eyes. "I like romantic books but...sometimes I like books with a bit more substance then just love stories. Plus there's a love story in this book. It's just very, very twisted." she explained happily, happy she could talk about books with him. She looked up at him again over the rim of her glasses as she spoke, her face slightly flushed.

Nyx smiled. "Thats all right. I shouldn't have become so engaged in my book." she muttered quietly, her face turning a pale pink as she blushed at his comment, brushing another piece of hair out of her face. "T-thank you Dracal...You've grown up quite a bit too." she then shook her head. "N-no! You do look good. You look very...handsome..." she said, her face going even pinker as she said it. It was true. Now that he was clean she could see how handsome he really was. She swallowed as he took the book from her and placed it on the counter.

Nyx smiled. "Well they're a good way to get lost in an imagionary world were I can go out in the sun for as long as I want and I can be the greatest hero in the world." she saif excitedly. She then pounted. "Yeah I would read something like that! Just because I look younger than you doesn't mean that I'm much younger than you! I'm only a year younger you know!!" she said with a pout. "Just because I look like this!" she said before almost squeeling as he picked her up unexpectedly.

Nyx blushed deeply. "I don't think I can be anything. Theres quite a few things that I don't think cats could be no matter how hard they tried..." she said softly as his face came closer and closer to hers. "I...I want to rely on you...but if I want to be strong I can't always rely on others. This is how I've gotten as far as I have to this day." she said, her voice getting quiter and queiter as his face came closer and closer.

Nyx blushed, laughing slightly. "What wierd world do you live in where I could be your hero? I mean I understand how I may have helped you...just a little...but a hero? Nah-" she was cut off as he kissed her, her heart stopping as he did It wasn't the same as before, that kiss. It was different and it made Nyx feel funny in a way she had never left before, like she never wanted the kiss to stop. She blushed brightly as she looked up at him. "...No...no it's alright...I mean...it...it was nice..." she said softly.

Nyx blushed deeper. "Dracal...I don't know what I'm feeling for you anymore. I was so sure of my feelings and then you came back and now I don't know anymore. Then you kissed me like...like that and now I don't know at all anymore." she explained, looking up into his gold eyes. She looked deeply, trying to sort out her own feeling in an instant. She looked into his eyes which were so filled with love for her and swallowed hard.

"I don't...I can't say for sure...that I love you...but...I think that I do." she said quietly, her voice almost a whisper. "Before you arrived I was sure I only loved you as a brother figure but then you showed up and...and now I think I do love you...like that. But I can't say for sure...I'm so confused." she said quietly, looking up at him. She sat there perfectly still for a second, trying to muster up her courage before putting an arm around the boys neck and with a small smirk said "Maybe another kiss would help?" before kissing him deeply, her mind shocked at her courage to do so.