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PostPosted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 8:28 am


Finding the Forest (Pre-Trauma)


Andre bent over the black anvil. He held the red hot metal with tongs in one hand and he hammered it with the other. He was shirtless, sweating, and his skin had long since become red from his proximity to the forge. He was doing his best. This would be his masterpiece. He had followed every single direction he had done everything right and he was determined to show his father that he could do this. His father had left him alone in the forge today as a kind of test. When his father was here he made good things, he really did but it was because his father told him what to do and hammered out the hard edges that his work often left. He knew that his work was not exquisite like his fathers, his work was always rougher, just a little bit grizzled, as if he had made it years earlier used it and then put it for sale. He was trying so hard but he just knew he would never be as good as his father. But being the older son he had to do his best, he would inherit the forge and he would work it dilligently and with pride. He finally finished the what he was making and set it in the water bucket to cool. marveling at how the white hot steam rose instantly and bathed everything in a seemingly other worldly light. He did enjoy working in the forge make no mistake he just wanted to make his father proud.

He brought the finished product to his father. It was a hoe blade that he had made. Since they lived in a small mountain townhe knew what he would be making the most would be farm tools so he had chosen this to make for his father. His father took it in his large calloused hands and appraised the blade. Turning it over, watching how the light played off it and often just looking at it. He did this for a while, Andre waited patiently, he knew that patience was something that his father always admired in his son and looking to be at his best right now he sat with a calm and curious expression as he watched his father. Finally his father put down the hoe blade and smiled at his son. "Your doing bettter, MUCH better, I'm proud of you son, you'll get to be a fine smithy yet." This was indeed an amazing compliment coming from his father,all the men in the family tended to be men of few words so these words had been good. That was a good sign. Andres smaller brother Robert peeked at the table and the blade sitting on it. Andres father had begin to train his younger brother in the forge works so he could help out, all he did currently was cleaning and basic work but he did it very well and so both men were happy that they had allowed the younger member of the family to join them. "Father when can I made things like Andre?" Robert asked. Both men looked at the young boy affectionately and their father rubbed his hair. "Soon boy, when yer ready." This was an accepted answer and so Robert left appeased.

Soon the time came when Robert was indeed able to help with the harder work, his muscles grew just like his fathers and brothers. The only problem was that his skill was beginning to surpass Andre. It wasnt so much a problem as a blow to Andres pride, he was the older brother he had been doing this for years before his brother and yet they were now at the same level. Andre could see his fathers face as he appraised what the boys did and in a way he sensed what was coming but did not believe it. So he waited but sure enough one day his father called him to the forge alone and not for work. "Son I know your the oldest and your heart is set on running the forge when I retire but your brother has got the calling. Would you mind if I gave the forge to him instead?" That was how the men spoke, straight to the point, and Andre knew it was coming he had sensed it and now it was here. He thought about his fathers proposal. It was true he knew his younger brother was much better at the forge than he had been it didnt take a practiced eye to spot the differences in their crafts but he had been working the forge for so long he didnt know what else he could do. But he was ever the practical man and he knew the forge wasnt his love like it was for his father and younger brother. He turned to his father and nodded. There was no need for words. both men shook hands and it was done, that was how the family worked, they understood each other. Andre sat at the breakfast table and wondered what to do. He was bewildered, he suddenly had the freedom to so whatever he wanted and he couldnt think of a single thing.

His sister Malinda came into the room to pour a glass of milk and saw her brother in a state of confusion. She sat next to him and just drank her milk slowly. Andre knew she was there but neither of them spoke for a while, sometimes just the company was enough. But this time Andre felt he should speak. "Malinda, what do you do in your spare time?" He asked. malinda choked for a moment on her milk. She was the younger of the sisters and the largest of the flirts. She tracked all her *ahem* escapades for the past few days to make sure that her brother hadnt caught her in anything, but she figured the cough gave her away. She debated on feigning innocence and decided to actually tell her brother what she did on her spare time...that is what her hobbies were, not what she usually did..."Well I go into the forest and read, I swe, I talk to mamma and Serina, you know stuff like that. Why? Are you not working with papa today?" Andre turned his head to look at his sister and smiled when he saw curiosity practically pouring out of her eyes. He decided to reward her honesty with some gossip. "Papas giving the forge to Robert." Was all he need say and then everything would be clear. Malinda gasped and finished her milk in one gulp, eager to get the new spread. "Okay I have to get back to mom and the sewing I hope you find something fun to do." And she was gone. Andre laughed to himself, girls were such odd funny creatures. But she had said something that had caught his attention. She had said forest. He loved the forest and especially the mountains up behind their house. It was reputed to be a dangerous place where nature was unforgiving but he had always been enchanted by it. He decided that he would go to the forest. He would explore it and maybe in doing that find his own way of life.

Over the next few weeks Andre spent much of his time up in the mountains. At first he would always keep the town in sight and make sure of where he was going. But he found that he could memorize paths and landmarks easily so he never lost his bearings in the forest. This made him brave and it wasnt long before he was plunging into the heart of the mountains. Leaving for says at a time but always coming back with news and findings for his family. He even found sky metal once and presented it to his father and brother as a Christmas day present. His family was happy that he had found his calling but his mother and father didnt think it would last long as a proffesion. What could one do in the forest. One day he might get killed or turn into a hermit. They both voiced this to him but Andre had found his love and would hear nothing of it. But he did begin to try and find ways of making the forest into a paying skill. It didnt take long, many people were eaten up with curiosity about the forest. Andre would lead them on hikes, he would lead the hunters to the largest deer herds or to the fattest bears. He would take the older ladies to a nice grassy clearing he had found so they could sew in the sunlight and quiet of the forest. Many people grew to depend on his talent and soon travelers were taking him as a guide through the mountain passes. He was making good money and now that he had made it work his father and mother were happy that he would be set for life.

Andre always treated the forest like a fickle lover. He never took too much always allowed time to heal and often just walked into the forest alone just to listen to the sounds it made. It was his dream come true and he was happy.
PostPosted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 4:00 pm


The Sickness (Trauma)


Andre had thrived in his new business of leading people in the mountains, he loved his life and knew that there was no place where he could be happier. He packed his bag on one particular morning and got ready to go. He was leaving to be alone in the mountains for a few days. he had already told his family so if anyone needed him he would be back in 3 days. He often took these trips to be alone with himself and to test himself against the mountains. He liked to see what he was made of and often pretended he could talk to the spirit of the mountains. He wanted to keep his relationship with the mountains polite and good, he regarded them as a living thing and would let no one destroy new growth or hunt animals with young. because he knew the mountains so well he knew the breeding seasons and many a time he had refused to bring a hunter into the mountains because he knew it was a time when the animals were dropping and raising young. He held great respect for the life of the mountains and so often took small solitary trips to give the mountains and himself a break.

He left on his trip and headed for his favorite spots. Climbed rocks and trees, watched bears, and did everything he wanted. He survived off the land and made sure to note any geographical changes. When he came back home after 3 days he was restored. A big goofy smile on his face and happiness radiating off of his body. That was why when he met his father he was shocked. The man was haggard with worry and could not have been happier to see his son. "Andre, its your mother, she caught ill, your sisters are caring for her but I'm worried." Andre's smile faded and he made a bee line for his mother in the house. A sickness in a small town like this was indeed a big problem. They didnt have a permanent doctor living there so if she couldnt heal on her own she might not make it. he prayed that a doctor would pass by some day soon to get her checked. Sure enough when he entered the room both of his sisters were by his mothers bedside. one was trying to feed her while the other rinsed some cool strips of cloth to place over her forehead. Andre need not say anything he could see the changes on hos mothers face. She was sick, and his sisters were distraught. He left the room and went into the kitchen. There was nothing he could do! He didnt know how to care for the sick!

Andre did everything he could to help around the house, he mostly took over his sisters jobs. He did the washing and the cooking, he went for groceries and made sure that the garadens were kept. He saw little of his sisters since they were doing all they could to help their mother and his father and brother still worked the forge. But business was slack. It seemed that the sickness had not only appeared in this house but it had come and spread through out the village. many people were leaving or lay sick in bed. It was nice to have others in town to relate to and to ask advise from but it was a bit scary to know that everyone in town seemed affected y it. neighbors they had been friends with for years packed up and left. All the shops closed, and after a day of not seeing his sisters come out of the room he went to check on them. He found all three women now had the sickness. Andre was horrified! He arranged his sisters on the bed near their mother but all three were nearly half conscious and delirious. He tried to care for them. he told his father what he had found and both men were afraid for the first time in their lives, they were truly afraid. They did their best to spread the work of caring for the women between the three of them each trying to not catch the sickness but eventually it took Andre. He was the first of the men to fall prey to it. He collapsed outside one day and didnt wake up for days.

He had fever dreams that frightened him as much as they comforted him. Strange things came to him, the mountains, the animals all these things he saw and felt. He could feel the mountain calling to him to be a part of her and a few times he was tempted to join her. To be a part of the mountain and live as a spirit. But another voice always came to him, a female voice, it sounded like silk and it seemed to comfort him.

Andre remember your family, live Andre, .......live.

He strained to know who the voice was but it never came to him he was too delirious. But he followed the voice and he did his best to live, he had to live! he didnt know why but he clung to the idea and he did everything he could to wake up. He knew he was dreaming he had to wake up!

He finally awoke to a quiet and seemingly empty house. Andre groggily tried to get up but soon realised that would be a mistake. He didnt know how long he had been out but it was obvious it had been at least a few days if not more. His body ached and he was thirsty. He managed to stumble and drag himself over to the kitchen where he drunk water till it hurt. He stayed there regaining his strength, sleeping and eating mostly for about a day. Finally he knew he had to see what had happened. Was he alone? Was his family dead? He wanted to know but at the same time wanted too stay ignorant. these were not questions that could have good answers. When he felt strong enough he went to check on his mother and sisters.

What he found would haunt him for years. The three women were laying the bed but they would never move again. Their faces were sunken and pale, their clothing dusty and dingy. They looked like they had been dead for a few days and the smell! Andre slammed the door shut and stumbled into another room. He collapsed on the floor and cried long and hard for the first time since he was a babe. To see his family like that was much more than he could handle. He had expected all three of them to die at a ripe old age, maybe surrounded by family and long buried by now. But not this, he heard that voice again smooth as silk come to him and comfort hiim. he couldnt remember what it said but it was there and it made him feel less afraid and alone. He stood up and began to search the house again, he had to find out what happened to his father and brother, they had to be here too, he had to find them.

He found them both in the forge, it seemed they had gone there to stay out of the house but had caught the sickness anyway. Andre knew they were at the brink of death when he saw them and immediately got two strips of cloth and soaked them, he put the cloth in their mouths so they could get some water into their bodies. He cared for his father and brother as best he could and prayed that they would live. He often heard that voice and felt less alone. He thought the voice was that of the mountain goddess in his dreams and so he embraced it and often took its advise. Within a few days his father and brother came out of their sickness and he finally had other people to talk to. His brother seemed perfectly fine, nothing was wrong with him at all but their father had a problem. The sickness seemed to have taken a toll on the mans arm, he could not move it very well and it caused him much pain. The men wanted to try to bury the girls but it was impossible, the bodies were so far gone by now that it was torture to be near that room.

The men decided to burn down the house. They knew the forge would survive because it was made of stone and metal. Nothing could be done about the house, the stench of death had begun to cling to the walls and the sickness might still be there. So they gathered a little timber and lit the house ablaze. All three men stood outside and watched it burn with silent prayer. Once the house was only ashes and nothing was left Andres father and brother set about rebuilding. They still wanted to live here where they had for their whole lives, it was their home and it would be their tomb. But Andre didnt feel as attached to their old hime. The whole village had changed everything was different now. He bade his family farewell and set off into the mountains one last time. This time he would pass them and not look back.

Lunaur


Lunaur

PostPosted: Fri Sep 11, 2009 4:58 pm


Time to Go (Post Trauma/ Animal #1)


Andre wandered the forest and mountains alone, well not exactly alone. Ever since he had come into the mountains the voice had a very obvious place in his thoughts. It was like a loyal pet, almost, it would not leave him and he didnt want it to. He usually liked to be alone with his thoughts and feel the forest close around him but the voice seemed as much a part of his as his own flesh and blood so he never felt cornered by its presence. He was heading towards the closest biggest city but taking his time getting there. At the same time he was getting to know the voice better. She explained to him that she was his Daemon and that she would be his companion for life. He was excited to hear this even if he had no idea what a daemon was. He could never see her, she was very secretive and would only speak to him. She told him that she had a form but he would have to earn her presence. Andre understood this and so he never bothered her about not being able to see her.He lived off the forest and did his best to show his Daemon that he was worthy of her presence.

Days into the trip when Andre was in the heart of the mountains he saw her. He knew as soon as she stood there in front of him that it was his Daemon. At first she was a blurry image standing slightly above him on a large rock nearby. She looked at him and began to pace towards him. She was strange to see, as if everything was in focus except for her. It was interesting but when she neared him and purred a deep purr he reached out to touch her and felt her presence.

I am Trissmia and now we meet

was all she said on this day. They spent the entire rest of the day in silence but happy. They enjoyed each others company and bonded in a way that no words could ever equal. Andre now traveled through the forest with his Daemon who he called Mia for short. She was a sleek and powerful mountain lion. He was proud to have such a smart and strong Daemon and from what Mia had told him she was a sort of representation of his soul, something like that, he did have a really hard time grasping the concept of daemons so he usually just let Mia be a part of himself, he didnt ask question that they both had no answer for. But he made a resolution to learn more about his new companion. His travels finally brought him to a city where he took in his bearings and tried to find out more about Daemons. He found that he want the only one to have a daemon in the city but he didnt want to ask a stranger about it he wanted to learn it on his own. So he visited the libraries and found out as much as he could. He did manage to confirm that Mia was an extension of his soul and that her form was a reflection of his personality. So he searched Mountain Lions and found out what kind of a person he was.

Being a mountain lion meant he was a strong and driven person who preffered to be alone and who could be cruel at times. He was amazed at how this animal had nailed his personality so completely and he often gave Mia an affectionate look or a loving pat. He hadnt expected to have a daemon be such a strong animal because of the weakness that had come over him when his mother and sisters died but here Mia was as strong and sleek as anything he could imagine. He loved her for what she said about him. But it only drove him to want to learn more about daemons. One name did keep coming up, Jaradin. It was a famous guy and a school seemed to be named for him. The library always seemed to say that the school he founded was the best school in the land to learn about Daemons and so Andre made it his goal to go to this school. Mia was supportive as ever and so Andre was confident in what he did. He used what little money he had to buy a ticket on a coach headed in that direction. He was off to school!
PostPosted: Sun Sep 13, 2009 9:13 pm


Finding yourself in another (Reflection #1)


Andre sat in the shadow of one of the school buildings, he back against the cool stones. Mia lay in the grass besides him, Andre looked at her and smiled, everything she did always screamed graceful even now as she lay in the grass she seemed to be posing. Of course she was doing no such thing, it would be silly but he smiled as he imagined it. He watched as people passed to and fro on paths not far from where he sat. It seemed that he was one of the few students at this school with a settled daemon. He had been half surprised when he had seen most students walking around with little transparent blobs hovering around them. He remembered no such stage and had looked to Mia for an answer when he arrived. She had simply told him that he had not wanted to be seen and so had hidden. It was a true answer and so Andre did not question it. Mia was secretive by nature and hard to get close to, he could sense that. But he also knew that she loved him and would remain his companion as long as she could. It was an interesting feeling to have such an aloof and yet loving daemon as a partner. He could only imagine if this was how others viewed him. Was he like Mia?

He let himself slide sideways off the stone and land silently on the soft grass so that he was now laying at an odd angle. He moved around to lay straight and looked up at the sky. Mia watched him and stood up to stretch before moving closer to her companion. Andre never moved, he could feel Mia coming towards him and so had no need to look at her and confirm this, his eyes wouldn't tell him anything new. Mia nuzzled Andres hand with her large face and allowed herself to slide against his body effectively rubbing her whole back with his unmoving hand. When she was satisfied she lay still next to him and both of them lay in silence.

Andre found his thoughts returning to how he was like Mia. He was indeed a loner like she was, after all here he was in an isolated place where he could watch without being watched. He wasnt off romping or trying to be social he was happy with Mia's company and that was all he needed. Liike her petting herself with his hand he knew that when he wanted something he found ways of getting it. She had wanted him to pet her but she hadnt asked she had just taken the petting. He smiled as he realized he was a ruthless opportunist, just like Mia and her petting he had taken to the forest and molded it into a paying job. He hadnt stuck with any other job because he hadnt liked it, he knew no one could rope him into doing something he didnt want to, he always only worked towards what he wanted. He could be kind when he felt moved to be and he knew he was tender to those close to him and he could be cruel. He turned his head so that he could see Mia's golden brown back. She flicked an ear at him but that was as far as she went to acknowledging his attention to her. Andre smiled.

"Mia what do you think class is going to be like?" he asked half expecting an answer. He could feel Mia thinking, the wheels of her mind always moved casually but with purpose. It was an interesting feeling, to feel someone thinking. Andre had to admit he loved to let himself stay quiet and try to let his being flow into Mia's. They had tried this on various occasions and it was one of the reasons they were so close. They were two parts of a whole but they were always one.

Mia twitched her ear and let the tip of her tail twitch as she wondered what to answer. She had never been a daemon of many words. The most she had spoken even to Andre had been when she had first manifested, but that was because he had needed her most and in her transparent daemling stage she had only her words to let him know she was there. Now she had a physical and pretty visible shape. She was still a little fuzzy around the edges since she was not yet a true form but she had less need for talking now.

I think class will be......enlightening Was all she could really think to say. She was one to point out the obvious if necessary but saying class would be educational was too obvious even for her. She had never been to a class before because Andre had never been. She could feel his apprehension at being in a small room with many people and she shifted her body to once again rub against him and comfort him. Both of them loved wide open spaces and they were most at home outside. But classes and other indoor activities were necessary, she knew this and she wanted what was best for her companion. She rolled onto her stomach and slowly stood up and moved so that her forepaws and chest were resting on his broad muscled chest and she was looking down at him. She looked at him like a proud mother, he was hers and that was why she knew he would be a great man one day.

Andre smilied as he fely Mia move and then saw her looking down at him from her new place on his chest. She always gave him extra strength and pride. He knew how she was looking at him and he appreciated it. If she wanted the best for him then he would do his best. He knew that Mia wanted a proud and powerful companion so he would provide that for her. They were the same, like two halves of a whole and both found complete happiness and contentment in that.

Lunaur

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