Finding the Forest (Pre-Trauma)
Andre bent over the black anvil. He held the red hot metal with tongs in one hand and he hammered it with the other. He was shirtless, sweating, and his skin had long since become red from his proximity to the forge. He was doing his best. This would be his masterpiece. He had followed every single direction he had done everything right and he was determined to show his father that he could do this. His father had left him alone in the forge today as a kind of test. When his father was here he made good things, he really did but it was because his father told him what to do and hammered out the hard edges that his work often left. He knew that his work was not exquisite like his fathers, his work was always rougher, just a little bit grizzled, as if he had made it years earlier used it and then put it for sale. He was trying so hard but he just knew he would never be as good as his father. But being the older son he had to do his best, he would inherit the forge and he would work it dilligently and with pride. He finally finished the what he was making and set it in the water bucket to cool. marveling at how the white hot steam rose instantly and bathed everything in a seemingly other worldly light. He did enjoy working in the forge make no mistake he just wanted to make his father proud.
He brought the finished product to his father. It was a hoe blade that he had made. Since they lived in a small mountain townhe knew what he would be making the most would be farm tools so he had chosen this to make for his father. His father took it in his large calloused hands and appraised the blade. Turning it over, watching how the light played off it and often just looking at it. He did this for a while, Andre waited patiently, he knew that patience was something that his father always admired in his son and looking to be at his best right now he sat with a calm and curious expression as he watched his father. Finally his father put down the hoe blade and smiled at his son. "Your doing bettter, MUCH better, I'm proud of you son, you'll get to be a fine smithy yet." This was indeed an amazing compliment coming from his father,all the men in the family tended to be men of few words so these words had been good. That was a good sign. Andres smaller brother Robert peeked at the table and the blade sitting on it. Andres father had begin to train his younger brother in the forge works so he could help out, all he did currently was cleaning and basic work but he did it very well and so both men were happy that they had allowed the younger member of the family to join them. "Father when can I made things like Andre?" Robert asked. Both men looked at the young boy affectionately and their father rubbed his hair. "Soon boy, when yer ready." This was an accepted answer and so Robert left appeased.
Soon the time came when Robert was indeed able to help with the harder work, his muscles grew just like his fathers and brothers. The only problem was that his skill was beginning to surpass Andre. It wasnt so much a problem as a blow to Andres pride, he was the older brother he had been doing this for years before his brother and yet they were now at the same level. Andre could see his fathers face as he appraised what the boys did and in a way he sensed what was coming but did not believe it. So he waited but sure enough one day his father called him to the forge alone and not for work. "Son I know your the oldest and your heart is set on running the forge when I retire but your brother has got the calling. Would you mind if I gave the forge to him instead?" That was how the men spoke, straight to the point, and Andre knew it was coming he had sensed it and now it was here. He thought about his fathers proposal. It was true he knew his younger brother was much better at the forge than he had been it didnt take a practiced eye to spot the differences in their crafts but he had been working the forge for so long he didnt know what else he could do. But he was ever the practical man and he knew the forge wasnt his love like it was for his father and younger brother. He turned to his father and nodded. There was no need for words. both men shook hands and it was done, that was how the family worked, they understood each other. Andre sat at the breakfast table and wondered what to do. He was bewildered, he suddenly had the freedom to so whatever he wanted and he couldnt think of a single thing.
His sister Malinda came into the room to pour a glass of milk and saw her brother in a state of confusion. She sat next to him and just drank her milk slowly. Andre knew she was there but neither of them spoke for a while, sometimes just the company was enough. But this time Andre felt he should speak. "Malinda, what do you do in your spare time?" He asked. malinda choked for a moment on her milk. She was the younger of the sisters and the largest of the flirts. She tracked all her *ahem* escapades for the past few days to make sure that her brother hadnt caught her in anything, but she figured the cough gave her away. She debated on feigning innocence and decided to actually tell her brother what she did on her spare time...that is what her hobbies were, not what she usually did..."Well I go into the forest and read, I swe, I talk to mamma and Serina, you know stuff like that. Why? Are you not working with papa today?" Andre turned his head to look at his sister and smiled when he saw curiosity practically pouring out of her eyes. He decided to reward her honesty with some gossip. "Papas giving the forge to Robert." Was all he need say and then everything would be clear. Malinda gasped and finished her milk in one gulp, eager to get the new spread. "Okay I have to get back to mom and the sewing I hope you find something fun to do." And she was gone. Andre laughed to himself, girls were such odd funny creatures. But she had said something that had caught his attention. She had said forest. He loved the forest and especially the mountains up behind their house. It was reputed to be a dangerous place where nature was unforgiving but he had always been enchanted by it. He decided that he would go to the forest. He would explore it and maybe in doing that find his own way of life.
Over the next few weeks Andre spent much of his time up in the mountains. At first he would always keep the town in sight and make sure of where he was going. But he found that he could memorize paths and landmarks easily so he never lost his bearings in the forest. This made him brave and it wasnt long before he was plunging into the heart of the mountains. Leaving for says at a time but always coming back with news and findings for his family. He even found sky metal once and presented it to his father and brother as a Christmas day present. His family was happy that he had found his calling but his mother and father didnt think it would last long as a proffesion. What could one do in the forest. One day he might get killed or turn into a hermit. They both voiced this to him but Andre had found his love and would hear nothing of it. But he did begin to try and find ways of making the forest into a paying skill. It didnt take long, many people were eaten up with curiosity about the forest. Andre would lead them on hikes, he would lead the hunters to the largest deer herds or to the fattest bears. He would take the older ladies to a nice grassy clearing he had found so they could sew in the sunlight and quiet of the forest. Many people grew to depend on his talent and soon travelers were taking him as a guide through the mountain passes. He was making good money and now that he had made it work his father and mother were happy that he would be set for life.
Andre always treated the forest like a fickle lover. He never took too much always allowed time to heal and often just walked into the forest alone just to listen to the sounds it made. It was his dream come true and he was happy.