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 Posted: Sun Jan 01, 2006 2:49 pm
Adish January 1, 2005
Well this is the first day of the new year. I got to stay up long enough to midnight. Flame was so excited she bought some noise makes and this confetii thing that we got to play with. We stayed up to midnight and started the count down. Ranger was quite of course the entire time but when everyone called out Happy New Year I heard him do it too. I think Mama Flame noticed it too but she just gave Ranger an extra tight hug. She's careful to not push Ranger too much.
Later, when we were going to bed I talked to Ranger about why he didn't talk. He said that he didn't like want to talk unless he was sure people were listening. He said he always knew I was listening because I listened to every one. I felt kind of embaressed by that but I promised him I will always listen to him. Ranger is so strange. He knows somethings I know I don't know but he wont tell me. He...is all grown up. I don't think he knows how to tell me what he knows but I hope one day I'll know what he knows.
Today I haven't done much but Enya is talking about taking Ranger and me to the libray soon. I hope Flame will let us go. I can't wait to go. I love books and Enya says Haku is like me. I want to meet him. Then again I want to meet every body. I like to know people, know what their like. Ranger doesn't want to go though. Ranger doesn't like people. I don't know why but he seems to like very few people. Me really, and Mama Flame sometimes.
I haven't let Mama Flame write in this journal. I wanted to do it, I've been praticing very hard to learn how to write and I got it down now. Soon I'll scribe for Ranger. Mama Flame says that way Ranger can still 'write' in his journal even though he's blind. I hope I'm a good job at it. I bet I will be because I kind of can see into Ranger's mind. Not like read his thoughts, just more like...know what he wants to say before he says it. It's more of a feeling. I feel this way about Flame sometimes but Ranger is the strongest. I wonder why...
Maybe it's powers like Enya has. She can control fire. It's really cool to see. I noted down how she said she did it. Enya says though emtions but this is more with thoughts. I wonder if my powers, if these are powers, are activated with thought instead of emtions. That might make sense. I wonder what Ranger's powers are. He never shown any hint of useing magic but Ranger doesn't hint at much.
Oh Flame is calling me. We have to clean up a mess we made last night so I'll end this for now. Till next time.
-Adish
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Posted: Fri Jan 13, 2006 9:21 am
Adish January 13, 2005
Not much has been happening so I haven't been writting. Really nothing big has happened in forever. I'm geting really bored. I already explored all the land around the house and so that's out. Enya's been busy with her own life besides I don't like exploring with her. She always talking about this and that. That's not bad but you don't notice things if you're always talking. It's better to listen and ask questions.
That's why I like exploring with Ranger. He's real quiet. 'Course he just doesn't like talking. Not even to me but I know he's smart and best of all he sometimes hear things I would miss. Like the other day we were exploring and we found this bird right outside the house. Mama Flame took a picture of it. She said it was a Robin. Here's the picture.
Isn't it pretty? I liked that bird. I left some food out for the bird and it came back to eat it. I want to try to tame it. Mama Flame says that wild animals can't be tamed but how else do people get pets? Enya's going to get a pet. Mama Flame got this bundle for Chrismas that she can't open yet. Inside is this bug aparently and Mama Flame promised Enya could have it as a pet. That's cool I geuss but I want a pet. A bird would be a cool pet. They can fly, and one day we can fly together.
Mama Flame says that the full moon is tomorrow which means we're going to change. Into teens. When we're teens then we can fly. Enya says not well, that we'll fly better when we're adults like her but I can't wait till I can fly. Then I can see everything from a new angel. I wonder how Ranger will fly without seeing. We'll find a way. I bet Ranger will find a way. He's real good at walking around in the house without geting hurt. I'm surprised at how good he is and he got most of the outside of the house down too.
I wonder why he's blind. I asked Mama Flame once and she says sometimes people are just born that way. There is no real reason for it. She said that all we can do is love Ranger as he is and help him live a normal life. She says I'm real good at helping him with that which made me feel proud. I love my brother and I'm glad I can help him.
That doesn't mean I don't want a pet. I also want to start taking pictures. I asked Mama Flame if I could barrow her camera sometimes and take picutes of the things that I see. Then I can put them in here. That would be fun. I think I'll do that, that way I have new things to see when I explore. I'll ask Ranger what he thinks about it. I hope Mama Flame wont think I'm too small. I hate when I'm told I'm too small.
I'm plenty big and I'll be growing soon. I geuss that's all I have to say. I want to ask Mama Flame about the camera now. Okay, bye.
-Adish
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Posted: Sat Jan 21, 2006 9:32 pm
Adish January 21, 2006
It happened. I changed, I'm a teen now. It's...strange really, to be like this. I grew so much and I feel so different. When I was a child I felt...ristricted some how. I knew there was more information in the world, so much more but I couldn't understand it. I couldn't figure it out. Now...I still don't get everything but mostly I get everything and it's amazing. I can ask Flame anything and she'll answer quickly.
I'm going to the libray soon. That one run by Enya's friend. I bet he be lots of help. I'll take Ranger and we can spend the day there. I wonder if he has any books on tape. I bet Ranger will enjoy that. He wants to go visit Enya's friends, the musican but Enya hasn't been able to set up a date with them yet. She's been trying but just can't seem to do it. Maybe there is a book on how to play an insterment. Plus Flame needs to take Ranger shoping for an insterment. I wonder what he wants to play. I should ask him.
I saw that robin again. I still want to tame it but I don't think I can. I do think that if I find it's nest I can get an egg, tame that. I bet that wouldn't be that hard. After all that's how animals got domesticated. Right? Yeah. I'll look into a book on bird care when I get to that libray too. I should go tomorrow. I'll talk to Ranger about it.
That's all I really have to say. So I geuss I'll go and talk to Ranger about the libray tomorrow. I bet he like to leave the house.
-Adish
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Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2006 11:49 am
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Posted: Sun Jan 29, 2006 6:46 pm
Adish January 29th, 2006
We got two new room mates today. Not new charges, though one is a Hououza but he's still a feather. Victor. He's a human that Ranger and I met on one of our walks. He apaperently resently purcheced a Hououza feather for his brother but his brother ditched him so he was...well stuck with the feather.
Oh it's really neat. Victor isn't from Gaia. He's from this place call earth and got here though some sort rift thing. I have it noted down somewhere. He's from this place called France. He keeps on going off in a different language when he's real comfortable or really upset. I think Flame likes the languae because her ears always twitch when he goes off in that language.
She says it's pretty. I just think it's neat. I wonder if I can learn it...That be cool.
The only bad thing is that he really ticked off Ranger so now he's brooding all over the place and is acting really negtive. Which I hate. He kind of made an insult over Ranger's colors and he got really anoyed by it. Then when Flame offered for them to stay he flipped out and I had to spend a few hours calming him down.
I think Flame wants him around though. She doesn't talk much with people she isn't in charge of. Though he's pretty rude at times and she cracks down on that. I think he entertains her though. I'm glad. Also I think she hopes that Russel (that's the feather's name) will emerge before Victor leaves. She loves those first few weeks after a feather emerges. And this one she can pamper because it's not hers.
I also think she wants to help Victor be a good father. I don't even think he likes kids all that much. Which is going to be a problem when Russel emerges. Oh well, Flame will make it better. She always does.
-Adish
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Posted: Thu Mar 02, 2006 12:32 pm
Adish March 2, 2006
Well I haven't written in a while. No time I geuss. Things have been busy busy busy over here lately. Well Victor's still around, to Ranger's disapointment but he's been getting better since we grown up. I don't think I've written since become an adult. Well lots of time was spent with Ranger, or Russell who also changed last moon.
Russel's a good kid, I like him alot. But I think he sees the world in a different way. Not that that's bad. It's just...he sees Flame as his mother, me as his brother Ranger as an intruder and...it's just not really working out very well for Ranger. Or Victor who is being shoved into a realtionship with Flame...
Though since Ranger and I found the two of them kissing on Valentines I don't think he minds much. But Ranger did. He hit Victor, hard, even managed to knock a tooth out. The pair of them have been trading dark looks ever since. Even though Ranger apologized. Ranger just doesn't like Victor and vice versa.
Which is hard for Russell since he loves his father, and likes me (I hope) and has to deal with the fact that I love Ranger very much. Ranger is my brother, my twin in a way, and I will never let him go. Ranger was at my side before Victor came and he'll be there after Victor goes, when ever that may be. Ranger is first.
On lighter topics I found a new pet, this small fox, he's so cute and much better then that robin I tried to tame. I named him Crevan. Flame says I can keep him when Russel gets better at his studies. I can hardly wait till he's offically mine.
A fox is right for me, and I can teach Russell to take care of a pet, maybe Victor will get him one someday.
-Adish
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