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 Posted: Mon Sep 07, 2009 10:35 am
its off and on for me. i stoped for a wile but then life cought up with me and it just mad eme feel better. i dont cut till i see blood. i just cut till theres enuf pain to make me wince a couple times and leave a red line on my arm that lasts all night. it makes me feel goodi have a few scars from some deep cuts but i try not to make myself bleed. the blood makes me want to drink it so thats my reasons for not bleeding and i just dont want permenent scars i just want the pain. i did burn myself once but i didnt like that method of getting the rush of pain i like cutting better.
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Posted: Tue Sep 15, 2009 1:03 am
lilchibivamp its off and on for me. i stoped for a wile but then life cought up with me and it just mad eme feel better. i dont cut till i see blood. i just cut till theres enuf pain to make me wince a couple times and leave a red line on my arm that lasts all night. it makes me feel goodi have a few scars from some deep cuts but i try not to make myself bleed. the blood makes me want to drink it so thats my reasons for not bleeding and i just dont want permenent scars i just want the pain. i did burn myself once but i didnt like that method of getting the rush of pain i like cutting better. ok, but don't do anything to get you killed...
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 5:31 pm
some people cut just to see if anyone acctually cares enough about them to make them stop...some just get pleasure from it....idk mi mom knows i cut and she haznt done anything about it so i just keep doing it..it makes me feel better....i think it makes me feel better because i think ive ruined my life and theres no way to fix it, so i cut and i pretend that the pain that was inflicted upon me by myself is like my own punishment for skrewing up so many times...
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Posted: Tue Sep 22, 2009 7:53 pm
I cut because i need too.... i dont care if other care. I always cut side ways. and im very gentle with the big knife........
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Posted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 3:18 am
Converse_luvr28 some people cut just to see if anyone acctually cares enough about them to make them stop...some just get pleasure from it....idk mi mom knows i cut and she haznt done anything about it so i just keep doing it..it makes me feel better....i think it makes me feel better because i think ive ruined my life and theres no way to fix it, so i cut and i pretend that the pain that was inflicted upon me by myself is like my own punishment for skrewing up so many times... stop blaming yourself and try fixing your life, sorry if I sound impulsive, anyway if you need help I'm here...
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Posted: Wed Sep 23, 2009 3:20 am
XxLinkin_vampxX I cut because i need too.... i dont care if other care. I always cut side ways. and im very gentle with the big knife........ ok...
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Posted: Sat Sep 26, 2009 7:06 am
DawnBringer_13 lilchibivamp its off and on for me. i stoped for a wile but then life cought up with me and it just mad eme feel better. i dont cut till i see blood. i just cut till theres enuf pain to make me wince a couple times and leave a red line on my arm that lasts all night. it makes me feel goodi have a few scars from some deep cuts but i try not to make myself bleed. the blood makes me want to drink it so thats my reasons for not bleeding and i just dont want permenent scars i just want the pain. i did burn myself once but i didnt like that method of getting the rush of pain i like cutting better. ok, but don't do anything to get you killed... i wont i have no suisidal thoughts what so ever. some of my friends need me to much to even think about it. this is my 4th day withought cutting. i still feel some stress pulling my down and giveing me the urge to cut but i have been resisting i dont wear long sleeveds so if i cut in school or in the morning or after noon when im still active then someone will notice. im afraid of what my bf would think if he saw the marks if i had resently cut myself.
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Posted: Mon Sep 28, 2009 12:59 am
lilchibivamp DawnBringer_13 lilchibivamp its off and on for me. i stoped for a wile but then life cought up with me and it just mad eme feel better. i dont cut till i see blood. i just cut till theres enuf pain to make me wince a couple times and leave a red line on my arm that lasts all night. it makes me feel goodi have a few scars from some deep cuts but i try not to make myself bleed. the blood makes me want to drink it so thats my reasons for not bleeding and i just dont want permenent scars i just want the pain. i did burn myself once but i didnt like that method of getting the rush of pain i like cutting better. ok, but don't do anything to get you killed... i wont i have no suisidal thoughts what so ever. some of my friends need me to much to even think about it. this is my 4th day withought cutting. i still feel some stress pulling my down and giveing me the urge to cut but i have been resisting i dont wear long sleeveds so if i cut in school or in the morning or after noon when im still active then someone will notice. im afraid of what my bf would think if he saw the marks if i had resently cut myself. ok. good you don't have suicidal thoughts... if you were to die your friends would miss you (including me lol)
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Posted: Tue Sep 29, 2009 3:19 pm
Converse_luvr28 some people cut just to see if anyone acctually cares enough about them to make them stop...some just get pleasure from it....idk mi mom knows i cut and she haznt done anything about it so i just keep doing it..it makes me feel better....i think it makes me feel better because i think ive ruined my life and theres no way to fix it, so i cut and i pretend that the pain that was inflicted upon me by myself is like my own punishment for skrewing up so many times... as for me to i mean if ppl truely care then they want you to stop if they dont stop you you feel as if you deserve it....at least i do.........
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Posted: Fri Oct 02, 2009 12:54 am
xX-Mutilated-Undead-Xx Converse_luvr28 some people cut just to see if anyone acctually cares enough about them to make them stop...some just get pleasure from it....idk mi mom knows i cut and she haznt done anything about it so i just keep doing it..it makes me feel better....i think it makes me feel better because i think ive ruined my life and theres no way to fix it, so i cut and i pretend that the pain that was inflicted upon me by myself is like my own punishment for skrewing up so many times... as for me to i mean if ppl truely care then they want you to stop if they dont stop you you feel as if you deserve it....at least i do......... yup...
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Posted: Mon Nov 02, 2009 6:36 pm
DannyFallenAngel1323 i dunno about other ppl but i cut becuz the pain feels erotically delicious and i can scar tattoos on myself ^^ i carved "Fallen Angel" across my chest lol lol i cut words and pictures on me 2 xd
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Posted: Wed Nov 04, 2009 6:56 pm
XxLinkin_vampxX I cut because i need too.... i dont care if other care. I always cut side ways. and im very gentle with the big knife........ I cut sideways, but only cuz my mom's a b***h and i can't get blood on the freakin carpet. Though, I cut because it makes me feel good. Actually, yes i'm that much of a nerd, cutting releases chemicals into ur blood that makes you happy.
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Posted: Tue Nov 10, 2009 4:49 am
XxXlost_emo_boiXxX DannyFallenAngel1323 i dunno about other ppl but i cut becuz the pain feels erotically delicious and i can scar tattoos on myself ^^ i carved "Fallen Angel" across my chest lol lol i cut words and pictures on me 2 xd nice... but not nice too...
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Posted: Tue Nov 10, 2009 4:51 am
emokid lalalala XxLinkin_vampxX I cut because i need too.... i dont care if other care. I always cut side ways. and im very gentle with the big knife........ I cut sideways, but only cuz my mom's a b***h and i can't get blood on the freakin carpet. Though, I cut because it makes me feel good. Actually, yes i'm that much of a nerd, cutting releases chemicals into ur blood that makes you happy. what kind of chemicals???
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