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 Posted: Sun Nov 06, 2005 1:38 am
July 30th, 2005Dear Sparky I need to make sure I document my life. I want Dia to know what's been happening. I'm worried about her whereabouts. Anywho, I'm naming you Sparky...because I can.
I enjoy visiting Jazz and Hula Bob at the Tiki Bar. They have yummy stuff there. And they are so nice. Jazz is so beautiful. And I met 2 faerie Pae as well! Vale and his sister Tiffany. Vale's nice, but Tiffany seemed to not like me very much. Vale can use electricity, its so cool! But, I need to remember to not get too close, as electricy bites!
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:18 am
August 3rd, 2005Dear Sparky Oh...My...Word! Sparky, you won't believe all that happened today! And yesterday!!
I was out wandering around and I seen Vale on the HQ and I distracted him and he zapped himself. Then, for a while, he kept turning red. The little yellow Fae Pae that I had met noticed it too. (she's a cutie, btw) I had no idea what that was about. In any case, Hula Bob's had just opened and we seen the fireworks display. So we flew over there to have some of the yummeh Voodoo drinks. Only...Hula Bob was an adult so the drinks had alcohol in them. Yeah...never touching that stuff again. wooooo.
After Vale and I had our drinks, we went to dance, because Jazz sang. She's got a wonderful voice. Anyway...at the end of the song...Vale kissed me! I was in a bit of shock...but ... I liked it. A lot. The bar closed soon after that, so we went for a walk along the beach. We were drunk. And we kissed...a lot...on the beach. I remember that clearly, because it caused such warm and tingly feelings inside of me.
Then I took Vale to see my home, and that's when things get a bit...blurry. I think we... went all the way ... but I'm not sure. I mean, I can't decipher if it was just a dream because of how into him I was, or if it really happened. We woke the next day with bad, bad headaches. Vale called it a ... hangover. We were both rather shocked and embarassed. But our headaches were so bad, we just went back to sleep to sleep them off.
It worked...after a few hours, we awoke and talked about what happened, still slightly embarassed. We decided to go back to the Tiki Bar, but that was kinda awkward...Vale and I were ... close, and Jazz was upset when she seen us. After that incident, we went for a walk, and Vale showed me where he lived. He told me about wanting to move out, so I offered him my spare room. Was that being too forward? I really woudl like the company ...
He's unpacking right now. I'm excited he's here with me.
Oh! As were were leaving the Manor...I told him that I loved him....he said he loved me too!! *ish a happy faerie*
And I have done some thinking ... I named you Sparky, right? I think I know why ... Vale controls electricity. I wonder if at the time I started writing in you, I was already having deep feelings for him. *giggles*
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:20 am
August 4th, 2005Dear Sparky I couldn't find my large pot this morning. Its not like you can just misplace something that big...I wonder where it went?
Vale and I spent the afternoon cuddling and spending time with each other on the porch swing. I've never had so much fun. *sighs happily* I love him!
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:21 am
August 7th, 2005Dear Sparky Vale's so sweet! I was just watching the Rollie Pollies on the log below our home, and he zapped a little heart into it. It startled me, and I fell into the dirt, but it was sweet. We flirted a little, and he zapped another heart into the log, with my name in it! Isn't that the sweetest thing!? He's cute when he's playful.
I'm blushing terribly as I write this ... but, Vale and I ... we ... uhm ... we .... wow, this is hard to write, but it was the most wonderful, special experience we could share. I've never been so happy and so ... in love! I'm so much in love with him. I'm very thankful he's in my life, and even more so that he loves me! We bonded so beautifully...it was...magical.
heart heart heart heart heart
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:22 am
August 9th, 2005Dear Sparky Something VERY major happened yesterday. Vale asked if we could start sharing a room...and bed. ... (Wow, had to fan myself a little after that.) The thought of waking up to him next to me every morning, just makes my heart flutter.
Then...oh my... he... wants to marry me!! At least, that's what he alluded to. He mentioned that my ring finger was a little bare, and he kissed it. And he said that he knows what he wants, and its me! (heart's fluttering again.) I didn't know I could love any one being as much as I love him. And he loves me too! He...showed me how much...last night. (Writing that made me blush even more).
I haven't seen Dia...I wonder if I ever will. I miss her, and my family that doesn't live on this island. But she did tell me that one day I'd live here by myself, with my own kind, and eventually have my own family here. And with Vale, I think we'll be starting our own family soon.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:24 am
August 12th, 2005Dear Sparky I entered the Limbo Contest at the Tiki Bar Yesterday. I had a lot of fun, but I didn't do too well. Oh well. I seen some new Pae, and I should have introduced myself to them, but ... Vale was there and well, its hard to think about things when he's around.
OH! I seen Jazz get a kiss on a cheek from a boy! I wonder if she has a boyfriend now? I will have to visit her soon.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:25 am
August 19th, 2005Dear Sparky I went for a walk yesterday, because I didn't see Vale around anywhere, and I got a little lonely. A little red ladybird bug landed on my finger, so I talked to her for a while. I know she didn't understand a word I said, but she seemed interested. It was nice to just talk about random stuff and unload like that. I hope I didn't burden her.
I just kind of meandered around and ended up on the beach. So many fond memories there. I think I'm naturally drawn there. I sat and just wiggled my toes in the water and wet sand for a while, enjoying the breeze and quiet, just thinking about things. It was nice.
I need to get back out again, meeting new Pae. I may have become too dependant on Vale's company. I know he's his own person and has his own life, but I missed him yesterday.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:26 am
August 27th, 2005Dear Sparky A lot happened today! First, I was just out sitting on the beach again when another pae approached. She was frantically searching for someone, and needed to go like, quick. So she handed her baby to me and asked me to look for a red and blue pae with green hair, named Polgara. Her name was Beldaran, by the way. The baby's name was Syannia. She was so much fun to be with! We spent several hours looking for Syannia's 'Mama Pol'. I enjoyed her company...but it stirred something inside of me that I'm not quite sure how to deal with yet.
You see, Sparky...I haven't seen Vale in days, and its starting to make me lonely. I'm not enjoying meeting new pae as much as I used to. What's wrong with me? And in the midst of all this ... I feel ... I want a baby, too. Is it too soon to feel like that? I'm still too young, right? But ... the idea of a baby ... makes me happy.
I sat on the secluded beach across the lake today. Just thinking to myself. I inadvertantly started doodling in the sand while I watched the activity on the water's surface. When I went to stand up to head back home, I glanced down and noticed that all my doodles...where Vale's name... Am I becoming obsessed?
Maybe I should start focusing on finding my abilities. It would be a nice distraction and rest a few of my concerns. I think I will start tomorrow. Altho...I don't know where to start or what to do...but I will think of something!
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:29 am
RP ~ August 31st, 2005Antidia Dizzy had been feeling very awkward lately, very unsure of herself and the reason for her sudden change of emotions. She was desperately missing Vale, having not seen him in days. She was just laying in bed, having a hard time getting comfortable, so she figured she'd burn off some of her restless energy and go for a late night stroll. Antidia She grabbed her staff, and flew out of the house. She flew slowly, looking at the reflection of the stars on the lake, and how calm the waters were. It was very peaceful. She decided a late night swim should be relaxing enough. She landed on the beach actually close to the Tiki Bar. She smiled softly when she seen it, then headed for the water's edge. She set her staff on the sand and walked into the water. She shivered when it touched her pink skin. Antidia She waded out until she was waist deep, then dove under the water, surfacing a few moments later taking a breath, and wiping her hands over her hair to pull it out of her face. The cool, crisp water was very refreshing. She let herself just float back as she looked up into the sky. Everything was so ... vast. It made all her problems so insignificant. She moved her arms slowly, just enough to keep herself afloat and moving around on the water's surface. Antidia After a while of just staring at the cosmos, deep in thought, a shooting star caught her attention. "OH!" She followed its path with her eyes and moved to a vertical position in the water. The shooting star disappeared over the horizon, but brought Dizzy's attention to the ancient cities ruins off in the distance. She'd never really paid much attention to them before, but considered this a sign. She swam back to shore, shook herself off a bit and grabbed her staff.
She walked along the beach, heading for the ruins. Maybe...just maybe...she might find answers to some of her questions...she didn't know how exactly, but she hoped. Antidia Dizzy flew low, following the Kippu River into the ruined city. She set down on a small street and stopped, looking around. The buildings were somewhat...odd. Smaller than she thought they should be for a Pae. To enter any doorway, she'd have to duck a little, and she was not a tall pae to begin with.
She slowly walked down the the street, peaking into the windows and holes in some of the buildings. "What a funny place."
After a little bit, Dizzy had to stop, and she put her hand on a building, feeling a little queasy. "Whoa..." She just rested for a few minutes waiting for the feeling to pass.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:32 am
RP ~ September 1st, 2005Antidia The feeling wasn't passing. Dizzy just keep feeling a more and more queasy, so she took her chances and leaned against the wall, unable to stand on her own now. "What's wrong...did I eat something bad?" she panted a little, and looked at the building she was leaning against. "I hope its sturdy." she muttered to herself.
As she focused on her breathing, to distract her from the ill-feeling, she glanced up and down the street, looking at the buildings. One in particular caught her attention. It seemed to still have curtains flowing in the light breeze. The curtains were torn and ragged, but it was the only movement at all she seen.
She took a deep breath and pushed herself from the wall and stood up. She felt a little better and headed to the window with the curtains. Antidia Dizzy approached the building cautiously. It was strange this entire giant city was...empty. No signs of life except for those curtains, which intrigued her. She bent down to peer into the little window, half hoping for a little family or something...to be living there. Alatariel Rakamash From the depths of hte darkeness within the room of hte building she peered into were two shining dark purple eyes, despite the darkness they glowed, much like a cat's do if light catches them. Antidia Dizzy gasped, not quite expecting to see glowing eyes...with nothing attached, that she could see anyway. She jumped backwards, losing her footing as her heel caught the edge of a loose pebble. She fell backwards, and if this had been a normal Pae-sized city, the street would have been wide enough, but her head came into direct contact with the decrepit wall across the way, knocking her out and causing the last remnants of the stones that were standing, to crumble and fall, partially burying the pink faerie pae. Alatariel Rakamash Shade got up and took some steps forward out of hte shadows looking out the door Aw crap... she said seeing what happened to the Pae'il Star is gonna shoot me and with that she took flight for home to tell Star Antidia Dizzy lay unconscious under the pile of rubble. There wasn't a lot of rocks on her, so she was able to breath still, but the bump to her head was rather horrendous, and what caused her to slip unconscious. Her staff lay at her side, the delicate material of the sash she kept wrapped around it, torn and dirty, and stratches on the orb. Alatariel Rakamash After a couple hours the blue form of Tiffany wandered through the city reading a book with one hand and carrying her staff with the other, that is till Dizzy's staff sticking out tripped her "What hte hell?" she asked and turned looking over her shoulder "Vale's friend, what happened" she mumbled and got up, moving her staff over Dizzy she cleared the rubble a little "Joy, good thing this wont be too hard" she picked up the second staff and whished to the manor, to her room in it's doorless room covered in walls aand walls of books, she leaned the staffs in the corner dropping hte book on the table and whished back to pick up the pink Pae
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:33 am
September 3rd, 2005Antidia ((Dizzy found her journal during her 'is Vale telling the truth' trip to their house. She only read a few entries, before not being able to read more. She brought it with her to Tiff's tower, and added a few entries there.)) Antidia Written after the last dated entry: Quote: Who Am I? Tiffany saved me. She said I was found under a pile of rubble. I lost my marbles, so she went and found them for me. That was nice of her. She told me I was pregnant. Then proceded to educate me on what that meant. That was an eye opener. I thought she was the daddy at first. She said she could be if I wanted her to be... Everytime I pick up a book to read, she got mad at me. But books were the ONLY thing in that room besides a bed. And I don't have a way to get out. Antidia Scribbled on another page. Quote: Tiffany took me out of the tower, to the beach. I met Vale. Apparently, he and I were to 'elope' because he 'proposed' to me. And then we were going to announce that we were 'married' to everyone. I didn't know what those words meant. He cried a zapped himself. He's electric I think. Poor guy was a mess. Very frantic. He knew my name right away, too. He took me to a place that he referred to as "our home" and he said I built it myself. I went because I learned that Tiffany lied to me, and Vale is her brother, so I didn't know if he was lying to me or not. I found my journal the in room he referred to as "our room" I read and learned that I was very much in love with him. And I read about the 'proposal' and 'eloping' ... and ... I think when the baby was conceived. My heart swells up inside of me, thinking about him. The moment I seen him on the beach, I felt something deep inside. I /know/ I loved him...I do love him. I wanted him to ask me to stay with him, to learn more about myself...but he didn't ask...till just as Tiff brought me back. I don't know if she knew, but I cried myself to sleep, clutching this journal. My heart ached...ached...for the stranger. Antidia The last writings from Dizzy while she had amnesia. Quote: I awoke this morning, my heart aching once again. I missed Vale. I don't even know him, but I missed him. Tiffany is nice, and good company, but ... I don't feel for her, what I felt for Vale. I hope to see him today. But Tiff said today is 'catch up' day for her. So far, nothing sparks my memories...but then ... I only got out once.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:36 am
September 12th, 2005Dear Sparky Wow, I've been busy!
I still don't know what all happened while I wasn't myself. I'm learning bits and pieces here and there tho.
So much to write about, so much! Where to begin...hmm...
First off...Dia dropped an Angel Pae egg off at our house. So I have to care for him now, then Joi came a few days later! We have a family!! 2 eggs.
I love them so much!!
Last night, Vale surprised me with wedding rings! They are the most beautiful rings I've ever seen. And he said ... this is the special part, even if its a bit extreme ... his blood is in them. They're magic, and I can never take the ring off, unless I really truly stop loving him. But that will never happen. But its hard to resist the temptation to test it. But I won't!!
Vale has changed a bit since the accident. He ... its hard to put into words, but, he acts like he's terrified he will lose me again. He's become so devoted. I love him with all my heart, and it pains me to think about how bad I hurt him in those few short days.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:37 am
September 29th, 2005Dear Sparky I don't know when the eggs will hatch, but I hope they do soon. I am dying to meet my babies. I've been reading to them every night. I hope they can hear me. I tell them how much I love them every day as well.
They are beautiful eggs, and if I've learned anything, they'll look similar to the eggshells. Joi is going to be beautiful and I think Mo will be a heartbreaker.
Vale loves them too. He's going to be such a good daddy, I can tell already. I have began work on getting the other bedroom all set up for the babies, so they'll have their own space as they get older.
Well, I'm off to read to them once more before Vale gets up. I'm reading an adventure story to them. I hope they like it.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:38 am
October 5th, 2005Dear Sparky While taking the eggs on their evening walk, I ran into Elder Estralita! Not literally of course. She was sitting on the beach sad and depressed becaue she said her family forgot her birthday. Birthday's are a strange concept in my opinion. She also said she became an elder when she was 3 months old. I'm over 3 months myself, I wonder if I will ever be an elder. Truthfully, I don't want to yet.
Estra showed me a photo with a punch of adult pae and most of them are elders now. She was a red pae and her husband was yellow and blue. Elder Sol. I can't remember having actually met him, but Estra said I have, or at least, seen him. I do see him at Hula Bob's sometimes and I know he raised Vale. And he made our wedding bands.
As I sit here and write, I can see my eggs in their basket. They are so pretty. Estra said I took a long time to hatch too. I wonder what powers, if any, they'll have. Will Joi inherit her father's power? Or will she be a dud like me? And Mo...he going to be interesting to watch and see what kind of powers he has.
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Posted: Wed Nov 16, 2005 2:40 am
October 15th, 2005Dear Sparky Mo hatched! I'm so excited. He's such a cute little angel! I scribbled in his journal for now, and I will until he's able to read and write.
I hope Joi comes soon, this is all so exciting!
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