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 Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2009 9:24 pm
Well, apparently Kyllae didn't lie.
I wasn't expecting that, I'll definitely say right off the bat. Faranth, that was a surprise...
I should be angrier, I suppose. But I'm not. Everyone else is angry enough, and it's not like I'm going to be doing anything. It was a stupid thing to do and even stupider story to go spreading around, but that was her choice and she's suffering the consequences. I'm not mad, just worried. There's not going to be a Touching, and I've seen what's happened at Hatchings with touchings.
Stand toward the back.
I guess we'll see how this goes,
Hanya
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Posted: Wed Jul 08, 2009 9:30 pm
SOMEONE HAS GONE THROUGH MY CLOTHES AND TAKEN MY THINGS.
I had threads! Spools from the last Gather! I had an indigo that cost me half of what my parents sent me off with in that bag, as well as some of the half-spools left from the weaverwomen's tapestry. I got them for free. They would have cost nearly a full mark if I'd had to buy them!
Shardit shardit, shardit!
...that felt good to write.
At least I still have my needles, I guess. Those cost a Mark and a half; custom-made from the Smiths and a nameday present...and the fact that they're still there destroys my theories. Someone's not out to get me, and nobody's flitter is stealing shinies.
Speaking of flitters! There's rumours of a clutch down at the beach...I'm going to go look the next time I can take my morning off. If I were good enough friends with any of the girls, we could make it a picnic affair. I guess I could maybe ask Veyes...but then people would talk. Oh! Maybe Nimwae. I'll ask her the next time I see her. I'll bet Lernaeth would love to come along.
But if I can't have my threads back, I'm not going to be happy until I have an egg.
So angry I could swear,
Hanya
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Posted: Fri Jul 10, 2009 5:36 pm
...Homesick. Craftsick. Not sure I should be here...blood makes me ill and I think I might be afraid of dragons.
Back to Southern Boll? Back home? I don't know. I'll need time to think about it.
Hanya
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Posted: Mon Aug 03, 2009 11:23 am
I'm leaving. The talk of hatchlings betweening because I'm not here isn't true...if I were meant to have a dragon, I wouldn't feel like death when I heard the call go out for a Hatching. This isn't the life for me. I just don't know what to do yet. All I know is that I can't stay here much longer; there is nothing for me in this place, and I want so desperately to return to my weavercraft. That's what I want to do with my life.
I'm honored to have Stood these past four clutches, but I can't do this again. This isn't where I'm supposed to be, and I can feel that with utter certainty. I want something different for myself. Maybe in the beginning I might have wanted this. I came here, after all. But I'm beginning to think I came here for stupid, selfish reasons. I'm not here for a dragonet, and I'm not here to work as a drudge...I'm here because I wanted to make a decision for myself and stick it to my parents.
I made a stupid decision, and I've learned that, and now I'm ready to admit my mistake. I have to go home; this isn't the life I wanted. I just thought it was.
Making the hardest decision I will ever make,
Hanya
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 8:07 am
Transferring to the new Weyr was a worse mistake than allowing myself to be Searched to Ista...everything here is horrible. They travel in packs, in gangs, and women are barely noticed, and everyone ignores everyone who doesn't wear the same bandanna as them...and I hate it here. I can't believe I chose to do this. My letters to Mother and Father have stopped because I'm too far away...and as soon as Spice is old enough to send mail, I will have her take them notes.
Oh, I never mentioned...Spice. I haven't written in ages, obviously. But I bought Spice's egg just before the transfer, and she hatched into this beautiful little Green...still so skinny, though. I hope she grows. If not, I'll have to take her to a dragonhealer, and doing that here would probably get me expelled for poor 'lizard care, or something ridiculous like that.
This is bordering on absurd,
Hanya
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 8:08 am
Reserved for flitt egg #2
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Posted: Mon Sep 21, 2009 8:10 am
Happy nameday to meeeeeee!
Finally eighteen turns, and finally back at Southern Boll. Now all that's left is a few more sevendays of tutelage and I am ready to walk the tables (WALK THE TABLES!). Thank Faranth for the Ista weavers. Without them, I'd be nowhere near ready to walk, but I got to keep practicing...oh Faranth, I can't wait for this. This is marvelous!!
I'm just so happy I keep squeaking, and for once I'm in my own room so this isn't disturbing anyone. Shards, this is lovely!
Happier than I've been in TURNS,
Hanya
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